Trial Of The Senses

"What are you thinking about?" Jasper looked at the person beside him and asked.

Withdrawing her sight, Ashley leaned back against the seat and put both hands on her knees with tiredness. Lowering her head, she said, "I feel I've changed a lot. Although I've always kept my hands from being stained with blood, in fact, without my help, Sheila wouldn't have ended up like today."

"So what?"

"Although she deserves it, I have done a lot of things that I don't want to do in order to revenge her. And I have become the kind of person I don't want to be. Although I have avenged myself, I still feel unhappy. Some of the boundaries I've set out will never be able to come back. Because the matter has been happened, and this kind of impact should be accompanied for my life."

Driving quietly for a long time, Jasper didn't speak a word.

She exhaled deeply and looked out of the window again. They were passing by a scenic spot where a group of travel groups wearing the same hats were lining up in a bustling line. With a stack of things in their hands, they were being distributed to the tourist groups one by one.

"Have you ever seen the Beyond Good and Evil by Nietzsche?" Said Jasper.

Ashley turned around and said, "No."

"Wer mit Ungeheuern k."auml；mpft, mag zusehn, dass er nicht dabei zum Ungeheuer wird. Und wenn du lange in einen Abgrund blickst, blickt der Abgrund auch in dich hinein."

"What do you mean?" Asked Ashley in confusion.

"You have fought with the evil dragon for a long time, and become a evil dragon yourself. You have gazed into the abyss for a long time, and the abyss also gazed back."

Ashley's heart skipped a beat.

Looking ahead, Jasper said in a low and slow voice, "this is the rule of this world. It calls to pay the price. You don't have to care too much about it. Everyone's life has a few wrinkles on the paper couldn't be erased. Although they will live together with each other for life, but that's the truth."

"Why do I feel that the more you enlighten me, the more desperate I am?" Ashley forced a smile. "It's not my fault. If I hadn't been bothered by Sheila and her mother, I wouldn't have bothered them. If I don't want to endure, am I become the evil? It didn't make sense?"

Turning to look at her, Jasper said, "your existence is totally wrong."

Ashley was shocked again.

"Jas... Mr. Jasper." She stuttered, "Are you... Are you really enlightening me?"

Jasper smiled and said. "I'm telling you the rules of this world, and some facts that can never be changed. If you accept this fact, you will naturally be free."

He turned around and continued to drive. "If I can make you feel better, well... My grandfather has said that pain will gradually accumulate into the thickness of your life, and when you are old, you can look back. All the things that make you feel painful and entangled in the past will be a wonderful memory. You should feel better with this thought."

"All right." Ashley had no choice.

Jasper finally felt that the atmosphere was a little awkward. He touched

Sara couldn't help smiling, "you are so glib."

Shortly after breaking up with Jasper, Sara was engaged to the man in front of her. Just like all the other lovers in the mortal world, the two of them often dated and occasionally went on a trip. They always got in touch by phone every day. His tenderness and consideration made up for the long time of Jasper's absence for Sara.

She was contented. When she had gone through Jasper, she knew what she really wanted, not desperate love, but tender love. But even so, when she saw how Jasper treated Ashley, it was inevitable that she was not willing. It was not about love, but just not willing to accept it.

She had a good look and knowledge as well as Ashley. But why did Jasper treat Ashley so gently but treat her in the way that met her only once or twice a week.

"Stop looking. Let's have lunch, or you will be late for work." The man reminded her.

Regaining her consciousness, Sara bowed her head to eat.

She thought about what had happened just now, in addition to being unwilling, she always felt that there was something wrong with that scene, but she couldn't recall what it was.

After dinner, the man called the waiter to pay the bill. Sara took up the overcoat next to her and was about to leave. At the moment she put on the overcoat, she suddenly thought of something.

No wonder she felt something was wrong.

When Sara looked at the two people again, her attention was focused on the dress that Ashley wore. She looked up and down, and both the style of the dress and the way Ashley wore were very similar to the woman who said she was Jasper's mother at the mall that day!

Sara fixed her hair and said, "honey, please wait for me here for a while. I have to go over and have a talk with them."

The man was surprised. "Okay. Do you need me to go with you?"

"No, thanks. I can go there myself."

Although the man felt a little confused, he was not a person who liked to be inquisitive all the time. He said, "Okay, you go, I'll wait for you here."