I just wanted to become an immortal and was forced to open a harem

"How is that possible? Even if I get sores on my head, pus on my feet, blisters on my hands, and I feel dizzy when I walk, I still have to finish the book!"

"Remember, this is what you said."

……

On the other side, Hayasaka Ai returned to the room and knocked on Kaguya's door.

Shinomiya Kaguya was stimulated by Kasumigaoka Shiu and was sulking in the room. When she saw Hayasaka Ai coming in, she immediately threw herself into her arms and complained.

"Haasaka, Mr. Lin brought a new woman home today, a busty girl with black hair and red eyes!"

She emphasized the word "big breasts."

Hayasaka Ai sighed: "Kaguya, I just went over there to reconnoiter the enemy's situation. Kasumigaoka Shiyu and Lin Jun are not familiar with each other. They are not even friends. Lin Jun is also very slow-tempered. Don't worry about sparks flying between them.

Chapter 235 Ai Hayasaka’s Atonement

Hayasaka Ai sighed: "But you, if you continue to be so slow and make no progress in the strategy, sooner or later you will have to suffer the consequences and watch Lin Hezhen being abducted by other sneaky cats."

【Just like me...】

Hayasaka's love is filled with guilt and self-blame, but he has no regrets.

Now, she has finally realized the fact that Hayasaka Ai likes Hayashi Kazuma.

No matter how much she denied it, she couldn't deny it in her heart and change this fact.

She clearly knew that Lin Hezhen was the person Shinomiya Kaguya liked, but she just couldn't control her heart and stop liking him.

In the corners where the sun doesn't shine, shadows grow crazily.

She fell in love with her best friend's sweetheart, and this feeling that shouldn't exist eroded her heart like poison.

Make her suffer, make her heartbroken, make her want to atone.

……

Hearing what Hayasaka Ai said, Shinomiya Kaguya suddenly became anxious.

"Haasaka, I also want to be like what is said in "Love Strategy", don't ignore him on purpose, don't pay attention to him on purpose, don't be indifferent on purpose, don't be passionate on purpose, don't be witty on purpose, don't be on purpose on calmness...but I can't control myself. !”

"I can't help but care about him, I can't help hearing his voice, I can't help but look at him, I can't help being affected by him, I can't even help taking him to my heart!"

"As long as I close my eyes, it's his face, and if I open my eyes, it's his figure. If I see him talking to other girls, it will make me think wildly."

"It's just that, for some reason, I can't honestly express my feelings once I face him. Hayasaka, what do you think I should do?"

Shinomiya Kaguya's burgundy eyes sparkled with crystal tears.

Hayasaka Ai sighed.

Love can make a person worry about gains and losses, and can change a person beyond recognition.

It's no wonder that if love can't pull a person out of shape, then its magic power is too small.

Hayasaka Ai is also the one who is trapped in it and unable to escape, so he naturally knows what it feels like.

To be fair, in Hayasaka Ai's view, Shinomiya Kaguya is really not a smart person, and all her cleverness is used to maintain her poor self-esteem.

But she didn't realize that this was not a love showdown between her and Lin Hezhen. There were all kinds of beautiful girls around Lin Hezhen, staring covetously.

Some of them are enthusiastic, some reserved, some gentle, some shy...but they all have one thing in common:

That is--

Everyone wants to marry him!

Even for Kasumigaoka Shiyu, who I just met today, it's hard to say whether she will have other thoughts about Lin Hezhen in the future.

After all, many things in this world start with that first thoughtful glance.

Shinomiya Kaguya's hesitant and timid performance makes it really hard for people to be optimistic about her future with Lin Hezhen.

Fortunately, today she was stimulated by Kasumigaoka Shiu. According to Hayasaka Ai, this was a good opportunity.

Jealousy is better than regret, burning possessiveness is better than looking around blankly and empty.

As long as she is still unwilling, she will still have a chance.

Therefore, Hayasaka Ai said sincerely: "Kaguya, you need to let go of some indifferent persistence. It is never a smart person to be complacent and retreat. You need to be more proactive."

Shinomiya Kaguya said angrily: "Being proactive can make him like you? Not necessarily. Sakurajima Mai is proactive enough, and Yukinoshita Yukino also mustered up the courage. In addition to receiving two cards, the two of them also What?"

"No matter how proactive and enthusiastic I am, I'm just asking for trouble."

After speaking, Shinomiya Kaguya lay lazily on the bed, staring at the ceiling in a daze.

What she said is true. However, if there is little hope, why not go for it?

If you haven't even tried, how can you fail?

Even if you fail once, you can't make a comeback?

After all, the eldest lady in the boudoir is too young and willful, and does not understand the principle of seizing the day and seizing the day.

It seems that we still need to add fuel to the fire to make Shinomiya Kaguya make up her mind early.

So, she stepped forward and said in an inaudible voice: "Actually, I just kissed Mr. Lin at his house."

This sentence fell on Shinomiya Kaguya's ears, and it was no less than a bolt from the blue.

"What...what?" She suspected that she heard wrongly.

"I said, I just kissed Lin Hezhen." Hayasaka Ai repeated it again.

A pin drop could be heard in the room, these words could be heard clearly, Shinomiya Kaguya couldn't deceive herself even if she wanted to.

"Why, why?" Shinomiya Kaguya's face turned pale, her body shook a few times and she almost fell down.

"I also like Lin Hezhen, is this reason enough?" Hayasaka Ai straightened up and looked down at her condescendingly.

"I like him, so I will approach him, pursue him, seduce him... no matter what the means, as long as he can be mine in the end, that's all."

"I'm not like you, Shinomiya Kaguya, who has the arrogance and reserve of a chaebol lady. I'm just an insignificant maid, but I know that if you want something, you should try your best to get it."

"Shinomiya Kaguya, can you do this?"

Hayasaka Ai felt that her mouth was no longer under the control of her brain, opening and closing like a machine.

The words as sharp as a knife cut the people closest to her to pieces, and at the same time opened the wound in her heart. The blood and pus were squeezed out together, giving her a vague pleasure of self-mutilation.

Shinomiya Kaguya was like a broken rag doll, sitting numbly on the bed.

Her eyes were empty, her pupils had lost focus, her long hair was windless, and her body exuded an ominous black aura that filled the entire room.

The essence of jealousy is not to get something, but to be robbed of something that you can't get. What's more, the knowing thief is his best friend who is like a sister.

Shinomiya Kaguya at this moment is undoubtedly the embodiment of jealousy.

Hayasaka Ai continued: "Miss Kaguya, if you continue to hesitate, you will only give up the person you love. If you think this is okay, then I'm not welcome."

After a long silence, Shinomiya Kaguya's hoarse voice finally sounded: "Haasaka, we once agreed that if you betray me again, my arrow will pierce your chest. Do you remember all this?"

Hayasaka Ai nodded: "Of course I remember. But, who is Lin Hezhen to you, Miss Kaguya?"

"After all, he is neither your husband nor your lover, so what position do you have to stop me from pursuing him?"

Shinomiya Kaguya's fingernails dug deeply into her flesh, almost causing bleeding.

Yes, Hayasaka is right. Lin Kazuma and Shinomiya Kaguya are just friends. Even if Shinomiya Kaguya secretly loves Lin Kazuma, Lin Kazuma does not belong to Shinomiya Kaguya after all.

Hayasaka's behavior cannot legally constitute betrayal, but what she did undoubtedly destroyed the re-established contract between them.

The past ten years of supporting each other, the experience of jointly defeating Sigong Huangguang and others, and the close relationship like sisters who talked about everything suddenly collapsed at this moment.

It may take ten years to build a relationship, but it doesn't even take a second to destroy it.

Only then did Shinomiya Kaguya realize that friendship can also die.

"Miss Kaguya, please allow me to resign as your personal maid, and I will move to the Hayasaka family."

Hayasaka Ai walked to the door and added: "If you still think that I have betrayed you, you are welcome to take my life at any time. However, no matter what, please don't lose to a woman like me."

She packed her toiletries and underwear into a bag and walked out of the room.

From beginning to end, Shinomiya Kaguya didn't say a word, nor did she step out of the room.

Hayasaka Ai closed the apartment door and leaned tightly against the door. It seemed that this was the only way to support her body from falling.

"I'm sorry, Kaguya, I'm sorry..."

Tears poured out of her sapphire eyes like a bursting river.

Hayasaka Ai covered her cheeks with her hands, bit her lips hard, and let the smell of blood fill her mouth.

She originally thought that even if the mask on her face was rotten, she could still hold on by hiding and reapplying a layer of oil paint.But I didn't expect that some things cannot be peeled off. Even if it is a hypocritical mask, it will still be connected to flesh and blood after being worn for a long time.

"Please win, Kaguya."

More than herself, Hayasaka Ai hoped that Shinomiya Kaguya would get her wish. Even if the sacrifice was her own life, she would never regret it.

——This is Hayasaka Ai’s atonement.

Chapter 236 An Yilun is so miserable

Hayasaka Ai wiped away her tears bit by bit and put on the mask of forcing a smile again.

She took out the mirror from her bag and looked at the traces of crying that still remained on her face. She took a deep breath and touched up her makeup.

She didn't know what kind of expression she should show at this moment, but she knew that now she had to turn that extremely difficult-to-see face into a smiling face.

If you wear a mask for a long time, you won't be able to take it off.

Hayasaka Ai is like a clown, always giving his smile to others and hiding his sadness deep in his heart.

"Dong dong", she knocked on Lin Hezhen's door.

After finally sending Kasumigaoka Shiyu away, Lin Hezhen was cooking when he heard a knock on the door and walked out quickly.

"Haasaka, what's wrong with you?"

He keenly noticed that on Hayasaka Ai's brighter smile than anyone else, there was a pair of eyes that were red from crying and were so haggard that it was heartbreaking.

"I'm moving back to the Hayasaka family. During my absence, please take care of Kaguya." Hayasaka Ai pretended to be calm.

Lin Hezhen raised his eyebrows: "What, you two had a quarrel? Why is the conflict so serious that you can't even live under the same roof?"

Hayasaka Ai smiled bitterly: "Because I committed three felonies."

"The first one is the crime of turning my lifelong best friend into the most unlucky girl in the world;"

"The second is the sin of turning the person who saved me and whom I have always loved deeply into a half-hearted person."

"In the end, it was a serious crime to turn this twisted, despicable and cunning girl, the most disgusting girl who could do nothing but betray others, into the happiest person in the world."

Tears were like a string of crystal clear crystals, flowing from her blue eyes as clear as the sky and sliding down her white and slender neck.

"How can a sinner like me have the dignity to stay here?"

"So Mr. Lin, I leave Kaguya to you. I'm leaving. Goodbye... no, never see you again."

The so-called romance means that there is no aftermath.

In fact, Hayasaka Ai knows that a real goodbye is no goodbye.

For those who really want to make a clean break with the past, there is no need for words at all. A simple wave of your hand is enough to cut off the past.

Deliberately drawing an end is a sign of reluctance to leave.

However, Hayasaka Ai didn't want her first love to have a beginning or end. Even if it was just a secret love that no one knew about, she wanted to say goodbye properly.

After that, the torrent of time is like a flood, driving the distance between people farther and farther, and the feelings between people getting weaker and weaker.

Many things can be figured out and seen through, but they cannot be let go or forgotten.

Then even if she can't let it go or forget it, she can stop mentioning it or thinking about it.

Maybe then, she will forget that in the summer when she was 17 years old, she fell in love with a boy named Lin Hezhen.

"Farewell."

Hayasaka Ai turned around and walked towards the elevator.

Lin Hezhen's Adam's apple rolled up and down.