Yuanshen, if someone heard what was in his heart, he would die, right?

With Fangyuan's current body, it can be said that there are very few beings in this alien continent that can harm him, but those who should be hungry will still be hungry, and I don't know how the Teyvat continent is designed.

Logically speaking, he shouldn't have such an experience after gaining the ability to be a girl. After all, she was a beautiful girl who had been sleeping for 500 years without eating or bathing and still managed to survive.

To be honest, he regretted it.

In addition to the impulse to escape due to the emotional loss caused by the mental breakdown at the beginning, he was more considering the inevitable requirements of leaving the crowd first and further understanding his own abilities.

Fangyuan needs to find a place without people to see what he should do to control his power.

It’s impossible not to control them. You can’t just meet someone and control them involuntarily, right?At that time, it will really be impossible to tell which one is the real person and which one has been transformed by him.

However, diving into the desert was really not a good choice, and Fangyuan regretted it very much now.

'If I had known earlier, I would have found a good place, even if it was in the rain forest.Why is there nothing delicious in this desert?At least give me a snake brother. '

Fangyuan lamented that he had brought it upon himself. He subconsciously wanted to go back and apologize to his father, and then borrow the Chenge Pot for use.

But now he is too embarrassed to go back. After all, after saying such hurtful words to her, she probably doesn't want to see him anymore.

'tmd, even if you want to be away from the crowd temporarily, you have to prepare things in advance.How can you have the nerve to look back when things are like this?Forget it, just suffer for a while...'

Where has he ever received such unfortunate treatment?Even in the collapsing world, it is at least a Valkyrie-level treatment. Even cooking occasionally is considered a physical and mental entertainment activity.Not to mention that since coming to this world, there has always been an all-purpose little chef responsible for cooking.

Who knew that a bastard who has been playing with other people's ideologies would end up like this because of his own abilities?Even Fangyuan himself did not expect this situation to occur.

'The ideology that the subject uses to judge has collapsed, so what should I do? '

Fangyuan sat on the sand and pondered his current situation. For a while, he really couldn't figure out how to control his abilities, nor what were the conditions for activating his abilities.

The most important thing is that he doesn't know how to control the unfolding of his consciousness.

This was the most ridiculous point, and the point that made him collapse the most.

You must rely on the operation of ideology to allow yourself to open the "spirit" and let people move in reality. Only then can human consciousness control itself to complete the entire activity process, and then only then can language and written communication be created. .

As long as you start thinking, the tool of ideology will start to operate along with your thinking.It doesn’t matter which generation this win system is or how backward it is.Even in the primitive version, if you just want to carry out production activities, then this step is essential.

'I can't turn myself into a vegetable, can I?I'm still thinking about going back in the future. '

It is impossible to turn oneself into a vegetative state, but Fangyuan can temporarily find a better way to complete the protection of his own ideology.

'Feeling like I was a kid again, letting myself castrate myself? '

Fangyuan immediately gave up this idea, he just didn't want to make this choice now.

"But...where should I go now?"

He was a little confused and didn't know which direction he should go now.He couldn't go to places with too many people, and he couldn't really avoid contacting anyone. Is there any place in this desert worth visiting?

'How about we find some people from the Gilded Brigade for experiments? '

A rather subtle thought came to his mind. Those Gilded Brigades were all bastards anyway. If they could be used, they might be useful in his current situation.

'OK!Then go find those Gilded Brigades! '

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"Bronya! Calm down! Calm down! Don't be in a hurry to travel through the past like this. That world is still very dangerous. I think that barrier can only last a year or two. Then shouldn't we go there together? "

This time it was Kiana's turn to persuade Bronya, but her dissuasion was of no use at all.

"You don't have to hold me back, Bronya must go over and have a look. And Sister Mei is not here right now, so we are the only one who can go over."

Bronya said as she prepared to climb up and activate the equipment for the advent of consciousness.

"Why are you the only one?" Kiana thought there were many people who could replace Bronya.

"Because Kiana is completely incompetent now, even if you go there, there is no way to guarantee that you can understand what he said. It's good to just watch here. Thank God for being able to control your emotions. Buluo How can Nia pray for Kiana to do more? If something goes wrong, you will stay in that world and you will not be able to come back."

After Bronya finished speaking, she didn't care that Kiana's face was getting darker and darker.What she said was indeed the truth. After all, Bronya had been a Herrscher of Reason and knew that she could use some knowledge to think about Fangyuan's mental state.

Now that the psychiatrist almost got into trouble because of her treatment of mental illness, she had to find another person to assist her.

"Okay, Xi'er prepares weapons and we will find a way to follow him and deliver them there together. After you go there, don't use Bronya's identity, so that he won't know that the person is connected to our world. It's all right." Kiana thought for a while and then said: "When the time comes, you can find another opportunity and find a way to let him recall the situation in our world... Well, in short, I feel that some people may not be able to hide it. "

"Bronya will pay attention to the situation you mentioned. It just so happens that he has also run into the desert at this moment, and those people from the Gilded Brigade are not good people either. It just so happens that we can have a deeper understanding."

Bronya didn't expect that one day she would get back the feeling of being a 'killer'. These jobs were not unfamiliar to her.

"Then, I will help you start the instrument. But where has Mei gone? Why haven't I seen her recently?"

Kiana was very confused. She hadn't seen Mei Yi for a while.

"Sister Meiyi has some things to do and will be back soon."

Bronya didn't explain too much. She couldn't explain clearly that Mei Yi had encountered the world where Fangyuan had lived before.She was worried that Kiana would also run over with her. Then who would look after Fangyuan's mental state?

"Okay, okay, I will watch from here..." Kiana sighed and said, "You must be careful in that world."

She always felt that her sisters were 'ostracizing' her, and she was very dissatisfied with this situation.

"Don't worry, I will pay attention..."

After Bronya said that, she closed her eyes. She wanted to go see that world again, and this time she couldn't be squeezed back casually.

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"What? People are lost?!"

Nacida was shocked, and what shocked her even more was that he was still in a state of mental breakdown and lost it.

"Then do you have any way to find him?"

Xiaocao Shen was even more anxious than Yingdu. She was worried that if this person fell down somewhere, he would then spread a wave of knowledge and distribute his personal experience to Xumi's brothers and sisters for free.

Nacida couldn't even imagine that situation.

"Originally, it can be found..." Paimeng spread his hands and said helplessly: "But isn't the key item to find him missing?"

"Lost? Why did you lose it?" Nasida looked at the two of them in horror. This was probably the most frightened day for her.

Yingya just lowered her head and remained silent. She regretted it after she lost her phone.After two days of searching, I couldn't find the phone, and even asking Mona to use divination was of no use.

The elemental vision was of little use at the critical moment. She mobilized so many people to look for it but could not find it. She even dived into the Sky Arm Pool to search for a long time, but in the end she still couldn't find it.

I don’t know if it sank into the mud at the bottom of the water. It would be something I would regret if I couldn’t find it.

"Because I stayed with him for so long that I almost forgot that he still had problems with his head."

Ying was also confused by Fangyuan's state. She also felt that there wouldn't be any big problems if she continued like this, and it would always get better step by step.Who knew that the ability she unexpectedly gained made him run away crazy.

Even if this kind of thing is placed on Zhuge Liang's head, it's not a big deal.

"Then have you asked anyone to ask who has seen him?" Nasida was almost dying of anxiety. If he was allowed to run around, it would be more harmful than a bunch of fools.Thinking about what Fangyuan once said, 'Give everyone an equal death', Nilu didn't care much about what Fangyuan said, but Nasida was worried that he would really choose to do this.

"I've also asked. He flew away from the sky. No one saw the situation at that time. Since he flew away from the ruins of the Teaching Order, the view of the people below was still blocked by the huge branches, so naturally it was No one saw him leave.”

Ying didn't know what to do, she didn't even know how to make him recover through contact with Fangyuan.

'I knew he had mental problems, but he was still so careless. '

Ying even regretted her behavior when her head was hot.Now that I have lost the direction to find someone, I am now going to have to sit on the candle.

Even though he knew that he made the choice due to a mental breakdown, he still subconsciously felt that the other party was also going to abandon him.This is also thanks to Brother Kong's original choice, otherwise Ying wouldn't be so sensitive to this.

"Oh... don't be too stressed. We need everyone's help in this matter. It's definitely not possible to let him wander around alone. You also know that his thoughts and actions are more complicated than ordinary people. Although he is extreme, the most important thing is that he can still... he can stick to his point of view and do what he says."

Just like Nasida would never be able to invade the brains of Sumeru people and then instill in them the idea of ​​destroying the Void Terminal.

Nasida had no intention of pursuing her, and even thought she was a little too pitiful.This thing happened so suddenly that the little grass god didn't know how to handle it.She originally wanted to borrow Fangyuan's power to help cure World Tree, but now she was told that before World Tree could be cured, people here got the 'forbidden knowledge' disease first.

"Do you have any other good ideas? I mean, based on your understanding of him..."

"No, I don't know either... It's all my fault that I insisted on experimenting with his abilities at the time. If he had controlled himself properly and not lost his memory, he wouldn't be like this."

Ying was very upset that she had not been able to listen to Fangyuan's opinion at that time. If she had not insisted on her actions at that time, maybe he would not be like this.

"Don't think too much, it's not that closely related to your actions." General Leiden stopped Ying's thoughts. Fangyuan's problem was not directly related to Ying's behavior at the time.

After listening to all the events described in detail by Gan Yu, the general believed that the root cause of the matter should lie with Fangyuan himself.

"This..." Nasida was also thinking about what to do.

'I just don't know if what the doctor said is true. '

The little grass god is not sure about the doctor's conjecture, but she thinks that what the doctor said about "bringing out life that has never existed" should be true.

'But if this is the case, then Fangyuan seems to have no idea of ​​his abilities at all. '

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"Hey, didn't you come here?"

Nelu walked out of the cafe in confusion. She had just gone inside to inquire about Hastings and learned that he didn't seem to have been here either.

She waited for two days but failed to see Fangyuan come to her.Originally, the girl wanted to return this object to Fangyuan when she saw him again.But despite such a big incident as the destruction of the Teaching Order, there was no sign of Fangyuan.

Nelu was worried that something had happened to 'Hastings', so she found the hotels operating in Xumi City and inquired about them one by one.But no matter how she described the man or the name Hastings, she got no useful feedback.

'Did he live in someone's house?But Mr. Hastings's character doesn't seem like someone who likes to trouble others...'

'Why can't I find it?How should I hand over the clothes to him then? '

'Or is there some information he left behind? '

Nelu was worried about the specific situation of 'Hastings', but she didn't want to peek into other people's privacy.

She struggled for a while, but decided to see what clues there might be in this object.

This thing fell from the sky at that time. Judging from the direction in which the object flew, it was probably the Order Academy.Maybe 'Hastings' was really in the Order House at that time?

Thinking of this, Nilu no longer cares about privacy. Wouldn't it be more dangerous if something happened to someone?

She opened this strange tool, clicked on it, and began to rummage through the contents.

Nilu quickly found something called a note, and she clicked on it without thinking.

She clicked in and flipped through two pages and found...

This thing does not seem to be the notes left by Hastings, but some pathological observations written by a young girl, as well as some personal thoughts.

'this……? '

Nilu hesitated for a moment and then started to read down.

Chapter 166: I'm tired, hurry up and destroy it, I want to throw myself into the abyss

"It seems like I saw something I shouldn't have seen."

Nilu blushed and closed the contents of the note. She probably knew that this strange thing should be used in the hands of a girl, and it also recorded some of her little thoughts that were not common to outsiders.

As for the intimate development with Fangyuan, it was also occasionally revealed.

Unknowingly, she was immersed in the delicate thoughts of this 'girl' and let time fly by.

"No! Now is not the time to think about such things."

This is also thanks to Ying's setup work on the phone. If it was still the original phone, Nilu would not be able to understand the text on it at this time.

Thanks to the changes in these words, Nilu quickly understood how to operate the phone. This was also thanks to Steve Jobs' development of smartphones, which made using the phone easier and more convenient.

Nilu quickly found the [Genshin Impact] app.

There are many things in it, including shooting, recording, audio playback, video playback, as well as a completely useless browser and wireless functions.As for the phone book, there is no one there.

This opening opened up a new world in Nilu's eyes.

She actually saw Hastings appear in the game, seemingly walking in the desert without knowing where he was.Naturally, his name was not 'Hastings', it was another name that Nelu had heard by chance.

【Fangyuan】

Although the wanted order against him has now been withdrawn, Nilu still wrote down the name on the wanted order.

'So that's it, is Hastings a pseudonym?There is also a kid named Paimon who is also traveling with Fangyuan.So the person written in those notes is indeed Mr. Hastings? '

Nilu saw Fangyuan's situation, but she didn't realize what this thing called [Original God] actually meant.

'Looks like a tool to look at past records, huh?Huh? '

Nilu seemed to have thought of something and understood that this thing should be very important to Yuan Yuan.

She looked at Fang Yuan on the phone screen, and his words popped up from time to time.

(What kind of shabby place is this? Why haven’t I seen a Gilded Brigade after walking for a long time? Didn’t I say there are many bandits in the desert?)

'Where would anyone go to the desert to look for robbers?The people from the Gilded Brigade would not go out on their way in such a hot day.In the desert, we only start to move in the afternoon and night. '