Yuanshen, if someone heard what was in his heart, he would die, right?

"Mr. Alkami, please come to the Holy See. Your students are forced to work on the grassland with debts. How much benefits did you receive afterwards, and the beautiful jokes you said for the development of the architect industry. .”

"This so-called training institution is not for the future of the architect industry, but for cultivating cheap labor force for asset owners to replace architects. The excess 'talent' plan constantly reduces the bargaining power of architects, just to produce qualified workers. of replaceable artifacts.”

"It's a pity that the plan behind you did not escape the prophet's minions."

"While these children are paying you in exchange for knowledge, they have also become new products alienated by knowledge."

Nilu looked at the shaken children and said gently: "The court will make an announcement soon. You should go home quickly."

Seeing that there was nothing he could do, Alkami immediately turned around and fled from the crowd.

Nilu ignored him. She turned to Kawei and said: "Mr. Kawei, if you want your industry to no longer be squeezed, you must take the reproduction of industry talents into your own hands. If people in the industry If you don't teach more juniors, then bad people will take away this power. The matter has been dealt with, so I will leave now."

Kawei felt like he was waking up from a dream, and he quickly asked: "Where should I go to you to thank you?"

"No need to look for it, I'm going to a place outside Xumi!" Nilu waved her hand and responded with a smile: "I'm going to a place I don't know how far away. If you want to say thank you, go to the Holy See and donate some to the poor. Bar!"

She has already dealt with all the miscellaneous things.

Nilu plans to find someone who can dance with her.

Chapter 219 'True and false' are both 'master and servant'!

Most of the time, history does not exist in piles of paper. Most of the time, history exists in the narratives of others.

You may have been moved by hearing a story from history today and have the idea of ​​learning more about the past.Tomorrow, you may get punched twice in reality, and then you will deeply hate this country with its history, which has a lot of residual poison.

In fact, Fangyuan felt that daily life was probably like this.

But in the hundreds and thousands of years that follow, things will inevitably change.At that time, Fangyuan could not guarantee that there would be any domestic violence incidents.

Even the most persistent emotions will become dull without feedback.

Mei felt the impact of that unreality, and Kiana would treat what she was looking forward to as work.The last bit of persistence may be due to the high cost.

Fangyuan once advised them to forget themselves, hoping that they would not have to experience this kind of pain. The paleness of complete failure will exhaust your emotions.

After everyone finished eating, they chatted and slapped in a small rented courtyard in Qingce Village.

"I didn't expect that there would be such a place far away from the hustle and bustle of the world. Didn't the people from the General Affairs Department settle down in Qingce Village?" Paimeng asked curiously.

"There are indeed people from the General Affairs Department, but few people will disturb the lives of people here. Moreover, the General Affairs Department is in the hands of Qixing. Under normal circumstances, except for farming, they will not interfere in things that do not have much profit." Gan Yu has worked in the General Affairs Department for so many years, so he naturally knows the virtues of the General Affairs Department.

No one can refuse Mo La, so the young people in Qingce Village will definitely leave here.

Because there is no revenue, there are very few people assigned to manage it.This is a very cruel thing. It is not true that there are no places around Liyue Port that are more suitable for farming.According to this development trend, Liyue's agricultural system will undergo greater changes.

"This is a very beautiful place, but without young people to maintain it, we don't know what will happen in the future." Gan Yu sighed, and there was no good way to deal with this inevitable development.

"Didn't you arrange for someone to take care of the old people here? Thousands of years of ups and downs have passed, what's so sad? It's just that the old people have gone, the young people will not come back, and this place will become the next one Relics of thousand-year adventurers.”

Fangyuan knew that this kind of thing would not be difficult for Secretary Gan in a short period of time. As for whether there will be heroes to save this place in the future, it depends on what methods the people in the future will use.

"But I..." Gan Yu hesitated for a long time and said, "I don't understand my emotions, and how can I say that I can let go of things like work?"

"Fang Yuan has already done your work for you." Ying lay lazily on the recliner after dinner. She now looks less and less like an adventurer. She just eats and sleeps all day long. .Paimon is almost more suitable to be an adventurer than she is.

The work Gan Yu said is not just paper documents.

Even if she hadn't encountered anything, she would still come to Qingce Village to take a look. After all, there were still things she had to do.Most of the young people here work in Liyue Port, and the elderly lack care, so Gan Yu came to be responsible for the elderly care in Qingce Village.And in this way, the immortal's influence in Liyue Port will be further increased.

She occupies a position that Qixing cannot achieve.

"I mean, what I need more is your care, Mr. Fangyuan." Gan Yu looked at Fangyuan, thinking that he should at least serve as an emotional companion.

Fangyuan scratched his head and said with a helpless smile: "These things are not that troublesome, I just feel..." He pointed to his temple again, "Actually, I feel that my emotional system is becoming dull now. ', you may not believe it. Because I can manipulate other people's consciousness at will, and can easily identify other people's emotions, which has led to some emotional distortions in me now. "

"Emotionally distorted? You're not kidding, are you?"

Mei thinks this is not a good thing.

"I wouldn't joke about something like this at a time like this."

Fangyuan said it very seriously. It was precisely because he realized that something was wrong with his current situation that he revealed his problem.

"I see..." Ying nodded thoughtfully, and she roughly understood Fangyuan's situation.

If that's the case, wouldn't she also... No, no, Ying found that her situation was different from Fangyuan's. She controlled her abilities through hysteria.Fangyuan controls his own abilities by dividing them into true and false. This is a completely different way of control.

"No way, why do you always have problems with your ability?!"

Paimon didn't want him to do it again.

"Don't worry, I won't let myself be like last time." Fangyuan was very sure that he wouldn't mess up like last time. This was something he and Ying agreed to, and naturally he wouldn't let himself forget it.

He has long retained 'candid communication with others' as an intellectual memory.

"It's just that I need a way to deal with emotional changes. It seems that there is no good way now. And...my personal obsession with truth and falsehood is actually not a simple 'truth and falsehood'."

He explained: "True and false, this pair of different divisions also has the power of consciousness operating behind it. The so-called true and false is because we believe in our hearts that there is a 'true' existence that has absolute influence on 'false'. Just like a fake, if there is no real thing, then this imitated fake will not be born in a 'fake' way."

"So, the difference between true and false is actually a change in the 'power relationship' behind the conceptualization. There is an absolute difference between 'master and servant'. If there is no 'true', there must be no 'false'. But... is this really the case? ?”

"Human consciousness is actually very 'stupid'. It can only handle juxtaposed relationships. That's why we, as beings, constantly chase the 'existence' hidden behind the 'juxtaposed'. Naturally, I am not surprised."

This is Fangyuan's recent reflection on herself in Qingce Village, and it is also the most limited conjecture.That's why he has no way of seeing his own abilities using only himself.

"This……"

Xi'er looked around at everyone. Some people understood, and some even had circles in their eyes.

"This is true. I really don't know whether he is smart or stupid." Paimon spread her hands. She felt that thinking about so many things was just asking for trouble.Why can't we just let ourselves be miserable and just be happy?

Fangyuan has been analyzing his abilities so seriously during this period, and even the concept of 'true and false' has been further peeled away by him.

"You understand this, I think you should be able to understand me, right? If I think that there is a 'real' 'system' behind my emotions that creates emotions, then the question is? How would I view myself?" Emotions'? You will definitely think that this thing is a 'servant'. Isn't it understandable that I have become a little emotionless now?"

Fangyuan's words made Ying a little embarrassed. She didn't expect that Fangyuan would encounter such a situation.

"What about your method of handling it?" Mona asked the question that everyone was most concerned about.

He pondered for a moment and hesitated: "Delete the part of the memory you have? By losing the recognition and experience of your own abilities, you can immerse yourself in the emotions of your interaction with others."

Ying wanted to sit up from the recliner, but she failed for a moment, so she waved her hand and asked Paimon to help pull her up.

She rubbed her brain, which had begun to hurt, and said, "Don't do this kind of thing again. This is the first time I've heard of someone cutting themselves apart in order to protect their emotions... No, I've seen it with my own eyes now. ."

"Why? Why are you doing this?"

Ying didn't understand that if Fangyuan really had control over his abilities, he shouldn't have done such a thing.How could he do it for...

"I'm really not bullshit because I did something like that when I was a kid."

Fangyuan seemed particularly plain when talking about his own affairs. He said: "That was what I experienced in a mental hospital when I was a child. My emotions came from my own abilities, and the continuous accumulation of emotions caused by it made me become more and more divided. Contradiction. Deleting and modifying the way you exist is an inevitable choice, just like I would deliberately delete the memories of Xumi."

He looked at everyone seriously and said: "Have you not considered it? If I don't delete my memory and control my ability, what will I do in the future?"

Fangyuan's abilities gradually become stronger as he understands himself.If he cannot control his own restraint on this power, then as long as he goes awry one day... there will only be one end.

Either the world is doomed or he is doomed, only one of the two can exist.

How to constrain it? There is currently only one known method.

"I understand……"

Ying knew why he chose to do this. It was precisely because she made Fang Yuan think this was a real world.It is precisely because he knows what will happen if he cannot control his own abilities that Fangyuan will seriously think about how to control his abilities.

"However, I don't want to be some bullshit 'god', and I have no interest in riding on other people's heads. If I think I have grasped the truth and reality of the world, I will definitely become this kind of existence. .”

"I was in a mental hospital when I was a child. The reason I changed my mind was not because of what the director did to me. It was because I thought the people there were not mentally ill. How should I explain to you?"

Fangyuan thought for a long time, organized his words, and said: "Mental illness is actually mainly the contradiction between organic life and the external world. In addition to mental illness caused by addiction, there are also physical injuries and diseases, or congenital deficiencies. . Most of the remaining mental illnesses are the result of the contradictions of reality penetrating into people."

“There are parents who are going crazy because they lost their children, there are also people who have stress-induced fear, there are also people who have been hit by bullying, and there are similar things like sexual psychology and sexual dysfunction…”

"Contradictions in reality penetrate people ruthlessly, just like my current situation. In the eyes of others, the emotional world is an elusive, perceptual and colorful world, but to me, 'emotion' is nothing but a human creation. The resulting conformity system operates in the human mind.”

"When you consider that the people in mental hospitals are not mentally ill, the world suddenly becomes a much wider place."

"I connected people who lost their children to mental disorders, and then showed them some things that could arouse sexual desire. And told them that if they do it together, they can bring their lost children back in this way. Soon, these people The mentally ill patient 'recovered' and was discharged from the hospital."

"After that, I did some miscellaneous things. And I realized that the patients in the mental hospital are not 'mentally ill', and most of them are just victims of reality."

"To get out of there, you just have to do one thing."

Fangyuan raised a finger and sneered: "That's 'thinking that conflicts in society have nothing to do with specific individuals'. You can't wantonly retaliate against this world created by everyone. In other words, mental illness The hospital is a group of lives cut out by 'people' based on the order of reality and endangering this order."

Meiyi remembered something, and she seemed to remember that Fangyuan had said similar words before.

"I remember, you seemed to have said something..."

Ying recalled for a moment and said: "I seem to remember that you think that people who are used as props can use any means of resistance. Although the meaning is different, I should remember it correctly."

"You remember it well, I have always thought so."

Fangyuan nodded, not denying that he was a one-sided and extreme guy.

He said it to this extent, and everyone quickly understood how Fangyuan got out of the mental hospital.All he does is show that he is harmless to the world, and then let others think that he will not be 'crazy' and infringe on their interests.

In this way, Fangyuan is nothing more than a person with extreme ideas.

There are many such people in the world.

"It doesn't sound like that mental hospital is a place for treatment..." No matter how Mona heard it, she felt that it didn't look like a place for treating mental illness at all.

"What are you thinking? Just like the old man in Qingce Village. Do you think the people here will have enough mola to treat this 'illness' that is hard to find and requires multiple people to monitor and control?"

Fangyuan's words made Mona fall silent.

"Doesn't that mean that there is a place where these people are kept? But if they are released, they will endanger other people's lives and lives. That mental hospital is not a real place for treatment."

Paimon could almost imagine what the situation was like inside.

"This is why I say I want to control my abilities in this way." Fangyuan said calmly: "Just like a mental patient has been cut out, I also need to be cut out to complete the process of reshaping myself. .When people face a situation that they cannot control, they will choose the most direct form of self-castration, or 'restraint' to complete their 'transformation'."

Chapter 220 Fangyuan: I can’t be a scumbag!

Nilu actually didn't want to run around at this time, but she didn't like the Holy See, nor did she like Xumi very much.There was also a very awkward silence on the parents' side, and even the former friends had changed.

It's like waking up and the world around you is no longer the same world.

If Fangyuan had not returned her original historical memory to her, Nilu would indeed be able to live as usual.

But now she couldn't. She could only ask the Great Ci Tree King to let her leave Sumeru temporarily.

With the protection of the Great Ci Tree King, you don’t have to worry about any accidents on the way.

"There are a lot of people in Port Olmos. Fortunately, we have prepared enough molas in advance. Some things here are very expensive."

Nilu was a little dazzled when she looked at the Port of Ormos. She looked left and right and wanted to choose two pieces of clothing that would suit her and change into when she was at sea.

"This is the most prosperous place in Sumeru. Coupled with the current development on the grassland, Olmos Port will become more and more prosperous. It is expensive because the consumption level here is really too high."

King Daci Shu is very satisfied with Xumi City now, although in the future the visible Holy See will have a fight with Xumi City.But she is not worried about what will happen next. After all, this is the first time she has experienced the contradiction between two countries next to each other. It can also be said that it is the first time among the seven countries.

After all, going from the Coral Palace to the Bayeng Island can be regarded as an 'expedition'.

"Well, I'm still a little worried... What if Mr. Fangyuan doesn't want to see me? I hesitated for a long time before I dared to make up my mind to go find him."

Nilu's worry was not without reason. Fangyuan's attitude towards her was almost visible to the naked eye.

'Even if you ask me this kind of thing...'

King Daci Shu just consoled him: "It doesn't matter, it's just a wasted trip back to Xumi."

"I'm not worried, it's just... I feel like if I just put aside my work in the Holy See and run out on my own, there are still so many people who are placing their hopes on this unborn child."

Nilu felt that she was a little too irresponsible.

"That's not your job in the first place, you just like to dance. Let's not talk about him forcibly leaving these things alone, and then just patting his butt and walking away. Why do you think he is right to do these things? Do you have to bear it?"

King Daci Shu is trying to fight against Nilu, and what Fangyuan did is too scumbag.

He didn't consider Nilu's thoughts at all, and left immediately without taking Nilu into his heart.

"Forget it, forget it...Tree King, don't be angry."

Nilu in turn comforted the Tree King. It was obvious that the Tree King was venting his hatred for Fangyuan's several trips in and out of the World Tree.

She was already very uneasy when she ran out on her own.

But what makes me more uneasy now is the uncertainty about my future.

Fangyuan didn't leave any instructions when he left. Nilu didn't understand many things, so she had no choice but to go find him.