my wife tenant

"The combination of man and sword is almost the same as returning to nature. Of course, there will be differences in some details. Your current skill is far from enough, so there is no need to delve into it."

I thought for a while and then asked, "Then how can you understand these realms?"

Coach Jiang asked instead, "How did you realize the state of selflessness?"

This sentence stopped me in my tracks. After thinking about it for a long time, I replied: "I seemed to understand it so naturally."

"Yes, there is no secret to understanding the major realms, but the perfect realm is an exception."

My eyes couldn't help but light up, and I quickly asked how to understand the perfect state.

"Practice the killing fist repeatedly, day after day, year after year, until you reach the point of perfect proficiency, and maybe you will be able to feel the state of perfection." Coach Jiang replied.

I nodded immediately and understood.

"Of course, the practice of killing swords cannot be interrupted. You have been busy here and there in the past few months, so you probably haven't practiced much, right?" Coach Jiang asked.

Coach Jiang’s words made me feel a little ashamed, and I said sorry to Coach Jiang.

"You don't have to say sorry to me. You practice martial arts for yourself. As the same saying goes, the saying never leaves your mouth and your fists never leave your hands. If you want to improve your martial arts, what Master teaches is that on one hand, the most important thing is to rely on your own diligence and hard work. Understand?"

"I understand, I will definitely practice every day from now on."

"Well, let's review what we practiced yesterday and explain to you the following dozen moves."

It took me five days to finally memorize all the murderous boxing moves, and I could perform them skillfully.

Of course, it is still far from reaching actual combat if it is just based on the gourd's painting, and the murderous aura released when it is used is also very limited.

I don't even feel as good as the killing intent released when wielding a murderous sword.

Coach Jiang explained that because the killing sword is a weapon in the hand, the weapon itself can release killing intent, which complements one's own belief and will, so I think it is more difficult to condense the killing intent with the killing fist.

The next week was filled with repeated practice and exercise.

I obviously feel that my killing boxing skills have improved a lot. Due to the boxing skills, I can even bring up a gust of wind.

Coach Jiang is very satisfied with my progress.

I trained tirelessly, partly because I wanted to have the ability to protect myself as soon as possible, and partly because I didn’t want to be empty-headed.

As soon as my head is empty, I can't help but think about Li Nuo and Zhang Ting.

Almost half a month has passed, and Li Nuo still hasn't come back.

No matter if I call her or send her a message, she doesn't reply, which makes me extremely frustrated.

For this reason, I even asked Fu Yunxin to make a phone call for me, but she refused with a cold attitude, which made me feel depressed.

During this period, Su Jinyu came to see me twice, and each time he was very enthusiastic. Sometimes he even invited me to go shopping or watch movies together, but I declined both times.

Fu Yunxin saw it and even asked me to tell Su Jinyu that he had a girlfriend and was getting married last time, and made Su Jinyu give up.

Yes, it’s already March, and in two months, Li Nuo and I will get married.

However, she still refuses to forgive me, or she refuses to forgive herself.

But Fu Yunxin’s words woke me up.

Su Jinyu still has illusions about me, which makes me feel very guilty. I'm just afraid that Su Jinyu will be sad, so I haven't told her the truth until now.

Thinking about it now, it was a very wrong decision. This would only make Su Jinyu more hurt in the end.

So I thought about it all night and finally decided to tell Su Jinyu the truth.

When I came out of the Chinese Martial Arts School on Sunday afternoon, I called Su Jinyu and asked, "Jinyu, where are you?"

"I'm shopping with my friends, what's wrong?" Su Jinyu asked.

"I'll treat you to dinner tonight. Are you free?" I asked.

"Of course I'm free!" Su Jinyu suddenly showed a happy expression, "But you're so good, why do you want to invite me to dinner?"

"I have something to tell you."

"What?"

"At 7pm, Babylon Restaurant, you will know then." I said seriously.

I hung up the phone and sighed.

Fu Yunxin, who was standing aside, showed a hint of sarcasm and asked, "Do you regret that you are about to reject a very beautiful young lady?

Chapter 194 Fragility

"It's not that I regret it, I'm just afraid that she will be sad." At this time, I was not in the mood to argue with Fu Yunxin.

"A woman's heart is not as fragile as you think." Fu Yunxin said.

"That's because you are not a woman." I said calmly.

Fu Yunxin's face suddenly darkened again.

I didn't bother to pay attention to her, so I hailed a taxi and asked the driver to go to the city center.

At this time, Su Jinyu, who hung up the phone, was very excited and said to his best friend: "Yanyan, you know, Xiao Feng wants to treat me to dinner and has something to say to me. It's really great!"

Su Jinyu's face was full of excitement, and his joy was beyond words.

"Is this the boy you like, Xiao Feng, who learned martial arts with you, participated in martial arts competitions, and made movies with Director Zhang?" asked her best friend.

"Yes, yes, he wants to invite me to a Western restaurant for dinner. What do you think he wants to say to me? Does he want to confess to me? No, no, I can't see him with this image. I have to deal with it. Dress up and go to the barber shop for a style." Su Jinyu immediately stuffed the large and small bags he bought to Yanyan and said with a smile; "Yanyan, please help me send it back. Thank you. I'll ask you next time. Have a great meal!”

"Jin Yu, calm down first! After all, you are also a fair and honest lawyer. I heard that Xiao Feng treated you like a nymphomaniac when he invited you to dinner. Hasn't he been very cold to you recently? Why did he invite you to dinner? I I think you’d better not be too optimistic.”

"Hey, Wu Yan, are you still my best friend? Just pour cold water on me. I just like him. What's wrong? Xiao Feng is being cold to me these days because he is exhausted from practicing martial arts every day. He invited me to dinner this time. Apologize to me, and maybe you will confess your feelings to me, so you should bless me, right?"

"Okay, okay, I'm telling you, I wish Miss Su Jinyu and Mr. Xiao Feng will eventually get married, right?" Wu Yan said.

"That's pretty much it." Su Jinyu smiled: "By the way, don't forget to send the clothes I bought back for me!"

"You asked me to give it to you. You think so. I'll just leave it at my house and you can pick it up yourself." Wu Yan rolled her eyes and added: "You are such a nymphomaniac!"

Su Jinyu smiled and said, "Okay, how about I treat you to Australian lobster next time? Time is running out, so I won't tell you anymore. I'll go to the barber shop first."

When I arrived at the western restaurant, Su Jinyu had already arrived and had changed his appearance.

Her shawl-length hair is dyed purple, parted and slightly curled, and her round earlobes are adorned with two shiny earrings, making her look particularly majestic and noble.

Bright eyes, white teeth, and a smile.

She was wearing a red one-piece dress that hugged her hips and chest tightly, outlining her perfect curves.

This outfit was even more beautiful than when she saw her again when she returned to City A.

It was as if she was going to attend an awards ceremony at an event.

When I saw her, I also noticed that the men at several tables around her looked at her sideways from time to time.

However, Su Jinyu's eyes did not pay any attention to the sudden change. His beautiful eyes were always staring at me, waving to me happily.

I walked over, sat down opposite Su Jinyu, and said, "You look so beautifully dressed today."

"How is it? Does it look good?" Su Jinyu squinted his eyes and smiled, forming a half-crescent moon. "I had nothing to do when I was shopping with my best friend. I made a new look and it looks pretty good. Xiao Feng, what do you want to say to me? ?”

I felt a little sorry. Judging from Su Jinyu's dress, I probably thought it was a formal date.

However, she didn't know the real purpose of my date with her.

"Let's order first and let's chat while we eat." I said calmly.

"That's fine." Su Jinyu smiled slightly.

During the meal, Su Jinyu didn't ask me again, but still discussed the taste of this Western food with me. She thought it was very good.

Then he mentioned that he was going to the orphanage again next week and asked me if I wanted to go with him.

I declined her politely, hesitated for a few seconds, and then said, "Actually, I have an appointment with you today and I have something important to tell you."

"Yes, I know." Su Jinyu stopped smiling, and her face became a little nervous. She put down her knife and fork and looked at me, but there was a trace of longing in her eyes.

The more she behaves like this, the harder it is for me to speak.

"Jin Yu, actually..." I paused and said, "Actually, I have a girlfriend and she's getting married soon."

"What? You...are you kidding me?" Su Jinyu's face changed suddenly, his eyes full of surprise and a hint of disbelief, "Who is your girlfriend? The girl named Fu Yunxin?"

"No. I'm not joking. My former tenant and I must have met Li Nuo, and we plan to get married on May 5st, so..." I didn't say more, just looked at Su Jinyu's face.

Su Jinyu's eye circles began to turn slightly red, with a look of frustration and sadness on his face: "What...when did it happen? When did you fall in love with her?"

"I liked her from the beginning, last year. I left the capital and didn't go home, so I went to find her." I explained and apologized, "I'm sorry, Jin Yu."

"Why are you telling me this?" Su Jinyu asked me blankly with red eyes.

"I'm afraid you will misunderstand me. Don't be too sad. We will all be good friends from now on." I said guiltily.

Su Jinyu turned her head to one side, as if she didn't want me to see her expression. She smoothed her hair with her hands and asked, "What's the misunderstanding? Do you think I will like you?"

I fell silent for a moment.

I could tell that she liked me last year. When I went to the capital to find Tan Huaiying, she was very indifferent to me.

Because Tan Huaiying misunderstood us both, she also tried hard to explain to us that I have always seen Su Jinyu's feelings for me.

She just kept this emotion in her heart and never said it out loud. When Tan Huaiying and I separated again, she became enthusiastic about me again.

"Sorry, I'm going to the bathroom."

Su Jinyu stood up, picked up her bag and walked to the bathroom.

Looking at her graceful back, I sighed softly.

After Su Jinyu entered the bathroom, he turned on the faucet and washed his face with his hands.

Tears fell down together.

She didn't know why she fell in love with Xiao Feng, an ordinary boy.

Maybe she likes Xiao Feng's hard work and perseverance when practicing martial arts.

Perhaps, she fell in love with the other person's enthusiasm and generosity every time he helped her.

Or maybe, when Xiao Feng pretended to be her boyfriend, it made her feel like he was pretending to be real.

Or maybe it was because the two had been together for a long time while learning martial arts that Su Jinyu fell in love with each other over time.

Su Jinyu couldn't tell what he liked about Xiao Feng.

But there is no denying that she has fallen in love with him since she was learning martial arts at the martial arts gym last year.

And when she learned that Xiao Feng was going to find her ex-girlfriend Tan Huaiying, Su Jinyu was very sad for a time.

Now that he and his ex-girlfriend broke up again, Su Jinyu felt that he finally had a chance.

I have been looking forward to Xiao Feng's return at home.

She even made a plan in her heart. On this date, even if Xiao Feng didn't confess to her, she would still say those three words to Xiao Feng.

However, fate often plays tricks on people.

When she thought she would succeed,

Xiao Feng gave her a bolt from the blue that she still can't react to.

She washed her face vigorously and looked up at herself in the mirror.

Her eye circles were red and her makeup was washed away, making her look so miserable.

Don't you have a little charm that makes Xiao Feng like you enough?

why?

Or was he too indecisive and missed the best opportunity?

She gritted her teeth, she didn't want to be a loser this time!

She opened her bag, took out her cosmetics and touched up her makeup, and her beautiful eyes returned to her previous appearance.

She took a deep breath, tried to control the sadness in her heart, and walked out of the bathroom quickly.

But now in the hall, I see that Su Jinyu has not come out for a long time, and I can't help but feel a little regretful.

Did he go too far and reject her so directly?

I have never thought that I am such a good man. What kind of good thing is a voyeur like me who would install a camera in Li Nuo's house?