A world only known by the God of Lost Love

Chapter 24.5: Our private radio stations haven’t interfered with each other yet

To me, what kind of existence is Suzuki-san?

In the beginning... I thought he was someone in a completely different world than me.

A person who is always under the warm sun and always has a nice smell of perfume on his body. He is a perfect person with outstanding appearance, mind, and social skills.

Someone who should never have anything to do with me.

However, during the lunch break that day, he suddenly broke into my world without warning, lit up the narrow and dark corner with a dazzling brilliance, and talked to himself, becoming the person who shared the same refuge with me. "Comrade."

The complex emotions of honor and fear prevented me from establishing a normal dialogue with him.

And he seemed to sense that I was at a loss, so he politely kept his distance from me and respected all my rude and weird words and deeds.

And probably from that day on, the ice in my heart was gradually melted by the sunshine with the smell of sea salt.

He would listen to my ideals and believe in my talents.

It will give me enough space to escape when I want to escape, but it will also quietly block my escape route completely, and urge me to move forward again after I regain my energy.

Probably it was because of his existence that I took the first step to change myself so smoothly.

As a classmate, even as a friend, everything he did for me was extremely benevolent.

However, after that, he still extended a helping hand to me unconditionally and took care of me in every possible way without any reason.

If it were an ordinary girl... she would definitely think that he was interested in me at this time.However, I have never been able to think about Suzuki-san’s motives with such simple reasons.

Because there is no reason.

From the first day of school, Suzuki-san's attitude towards me has always been very gentle, and at that time I didn't let him see my real face hidden under my bangs.

Therefore, there is no possibility of love at first sight between us.

And in the subsequent interactions, I was completely unable to give anything back to Suzuki-san.

He is already perfect and has nothing that he needs from me.

As for physical relationships... that's even more impossible. As long as Suzuki-san wanted to, any of the hot girls in the class would be willing to go to bed with him, and there was no need to find me, who was boring and boring.

Therefore, he does not have any need relationship with me.

After eliminating all possibilities one by one, what remains must be a reason hidden deep in Suzuki-san's heart that I cannot know now.

The scenery in our eyes is different. The front he is looking at is a distance that I cannot reach now.

I don't dare to ask, let alone ask.

The relationship between us is still one-sided and he takes care of me. As the party who passively accepts care, any over-the-line behavior on my part may lead to irreversible damage to this fragile one-sided relationship.

And...I don't think I have the courage to explore Suzuki-san's heart now.

At least until the distance between us is shortened, I will not take the initiative to touch this secret.

But... this definitely won't last forever.

For this, I need more courage, enough courage for me to take the initiative to look directly into his eyes.

and so--

[If the broadcasting department agrees... I can try it. 】

It has always been my dream to join a band and become an excellent guitarist.

And now, in addition to this dream, I have another goal that I cannot ignore.

I want to know Suzuki-san better, I want to become stronger, strong enough to no longer need his care.

I will find out the reason why Suzuki-san approaches me, and after I find out, I will definitely express my thoughts about him properly and proactively.

Not under his encouragement, not under his guidance.

Relying entirely on my own strength and courage, I spoke out that voice that came entirely from the depths of my heart, regardless of all reasons and motives.

........................

Kazuri Goto has grown far beyond my expectations.

I thought it would take a lot of effort to convince her, but I never expected that she would agree to my and Ikuyo Kita's plan so easily.

But if you think about it carefully, this child's progress has been very rapid.

In just one month, she went from a coward who couldn't introduce herself to the guitarist who dares to go to the radio station to play for the whole school.

Is it because you have a better understanding of your own abilities after joining the band?Or is it that her sense of responsibility to the band made her want to take on the lead guitar role as soon as possible?

I have no way of knowing what she really thinks.

Because from the moment she said these words, the path she embarked on was an unknown territory that I had never experienced before.

Even though she was just like my first love, she was a cowardly and inferior girl who longed for recognition but couldn't get it.

But because I took a completely different approach to coping, the paths they took were also completely different.

But even though there are many unknowns, there is only one thing I am certain of.

Compared to my first love, Ichiri Goto has more people who support her.

Yi Di knows Hongxia, Xiduo Yudai, and the mountains and fields are cool.

Although their personalities are very different, each one is a good girl with a kind heart, and they and Goto Kazuri share the same ideal and goal of "ending the band".

Wait until the end of the band's official start of activities, wait until Goto Kazuri's self-confidence is successfully established, wait until she cuts off her long bangs and re-examines the world with her own eyes.

Even if he disappears, Gotou Ichiri probably won’t——

【Are you Suzuki Ren?Come with me quickly! ***She came from the overpass at noon today——]

……

No, we can’t take any chances yet.

Until she truly becomes strong, he can't let his guard down just yet.

The band has not yet taken off, and Goto Ichiri's character has not yet completely become strong.

He also needs to do more preparation and make more observations.

Now that we have reached this point, it is not a problem to continue to stay with her for a while longer.

Ah...that boy named Keima Katsuragi.

I now finally begin to believe that you are the real "god".

If you have really explored my past, then everything I am going through now must be to allow me to atone for my past sins.

I will definitely save Gotou Kazuri.

Then... at the moment of falling in love, everything ends.

Chapter 25: Growth and New Discovery

Ren Suzuki, a top student and very popular person, convinced the broadcasting department and the teachers in charge almost effortlessly.

And this is why he maintains a high level of social interaction at school.

Although it may seem too utilitarian to say this, in school, "star students" with good conduct and high reputation like Ren Suzuki will indeed enjoy certain privileges in school.

"Then, here is the spare key to the broadcast room. As long as there is nothing special, you can use it during lunch breaks and after school."

The head of the broadcasting department said as he handed the key to Ren Suzuki's hand.

"I'm looking forward to the performance of the 'unnamed guitarist' that Suzuki-san mentioned."

"Ah, no problem."

Ren Suzuki smiled and put the key into his pocket.

"The child will definitely give you a surprise."

…………After school【STARRY】…………

"...Oh! As expected of Suzuki-san."

Looking at the key in Ren Suzuki's hand, Ikuyo Kita sighed sincerely.

"The permission was obtained in less than a day... Could it be that the Broadcasting Ministry is a very free society?"

"Perhaps so."

Ren Suzuki shrugged.

"But it's most likely because I ranked No. 1 in the entrance exam and the one-month-long class test."

"..."

Hearing Suzuki Ren's calm tone, Kita Ikuyo's eyes instantly became dull.

"Ah, yes, I almost forgot. Although she is also working part-time in a band, Suzuki-san's grades seem to be the best in our grade... Oh, this world is indeed unfair."

It was just plain unspeakable.

Ren Suzuki ignored Kita Ikuyo's reaction as if he had eaten a lemon, and turned directly to Goto Ichiri and said:

"Then, just let me know when Goto-san is ready. I will go with you at any time."

"……kindness."

Goto Ichiri nodded and gently stretched his hand on the strap of the guitar case.

"I'll be ready as soon as possible."

"Eh? What? You seem to be talking about something interesting?"

Ijichi Hongxia, who was just helping Ijichi Xinge clean the house, suddenly came over.

"Is Xiuhua High School going to hold any activities?"

"That's not the case, actually..."

Then, Ren Suzuki told Ijichi Hioka about Kazuri Goto playing in the broadcast club.

And Yijizhi Hongxia's eyes suddenly lit up after hearing the cause and effect:

"Wow! It sounds really fun! Playing the guitar on the campus radio... it's so cool!"

After saying that, she immediately grabbed Gotou Kazuri with excitement on her face and said to her:

"Little Pochi, let's let the people of Xiuhua High School feel the power of [Guitar Hero]... Ah! Sorry!"

Seeing the panic gradually spreading on Goto Ichiri's face, Ichichi Hongka quickly let go of his hands.

She suddenly remembered that when Goto Ichiri first came here, her sudden action of holding hands caused the other party to faint.

However, just when she realized her rashness and planned to apologize and reflect again——

"Yes...I will work hard."

This time, instead of fainting, Goto Kazuri showed a very serious expression, as if he had made up his mind.

"In order to...become a qualified lead guitarist as soon as possible, and in order to end the band and start official activities as soon as possible."

"!!!"

After hearing these words, Ichichi Hongka fell into a brief daze because she was too shocked. After a while, she finally came back to her senses, and then she hugged Gotou Kazuri with a moved face——

"Oh my God! I didn't expect that Little Poch would care about the band so much. I'm so touched!!! Woohoo... Little Poch, you are indeed my guitar hero! Eh? By the way... why do I feel like I have two chests pressed against me? It’s something with a strong sense of existence...Is it my imagination? No, wait, let me feel it again..."

"Ehhh-"

Gotou Ichisato, who was suddenly hugged, became at a loss for a moment, and then, after smelling the faint fragrance wafting from Ijichi Hongka's body, and the temperature that gradually penetrated the sportswear and school uniform, her My consciousness gradually became blurry...

"Wait a minute! I-Ichichi-senpai! Something's wrong with Goto-san's reaction... Wow! How could this happen? Gotou-san's eyes rolled over!"

"Hey! Isn't it? Little Pochi! Are you okay?! Wake up quickly, don't fall asleep!"

"...What are you doing?"

Perhaps Goto Ichiri has adapted to the level of interaction like holding hands, but it is still too early for her to engage in overly intimate behaviors like hugging.

"Okay, okay, Ichichi-san, just drag her to the recording studio like this. The business is about to start, and her being unconscious here will affect the customers."

Ren Suzuki waved her hand and said: