A world only known by the God of Lost Love

"It was you who reached out to her when she was most lonely and helpless, and it was you who helped her realize her band ideals. Even just now, you only said this to me out of concern for little Bochi. Those words give me no reason to doubt your motives.”

"If that's the case, then please wait a little longer."

Ren Suzuki said:

"I can promise you that I will not do anything to harm Goto...and this band. Rather, I will try my best to let you stand on the real stage as soon as possible. As for other things , you don’t need to care.”

In other words, by the time he completes the strategy, no matter how much they care, they will eventually forget it all.

Although the "drag" tactic is very ungrateful, it is a perfect tactic for Ren Suzuki who has a [navigation system].

On the other side, after hearing Suzuki Ren's answer, Ichichi Hongka was stunned for a moment, and then showed a somewhat lonely expression:

"You...didn't deny what I just said..."

"........."

"Honestly, from the day Suzuki-kun came to the store, I have always thought that you are a... somewhat unrealistic, even somewhat dreamy boy."

Recalling the day when his sister brought him into [STARRY], Ijichi Hongxia couldn't help but sigh:

"Not only are you handsome, gentle, mature and reliable, but you also brought the most needed guitarist and vocalist to our band. To me, you are like the god that the protagonist meets in a light novel, helping me. All my wishes came true.”

"........."

"But... the more omnipotent and reliable you act, the stronger the 'unrealistic' feeling you give me. Especially after seeing the lyrics you wrote at noon today, I feel even more... you will one day It will disappear from our eyes."

Whether it's for himself... or for ending the band, Ren Suzuki's existence is really beyond the norm.

Yijizhi Hongxia knew very well that just by relying on his immature ending band, he could not keep this boy with many secrets.

Even though she expressed to Ren Suzuki his importance to the band in various ways, but... this was nothing more than a one-sided expression.

And now, after confirming the other party's thoughts, the feeling of worrying about gains and losses in Yijizhi Hongxia's heart has finally turned into the regret of saying goodbye.

"Can I ask... how long will it take?"

"I do not know."

Suzuki Ren shook his head.

"Maybe a month, maybe half a year, or even a whole year if things don't go well."

"That's it."

After hearing Suzuki Ren's answer, Ichichi Hongka nodded.

"Before that...is there anything we need to do?"

"If I really want to say it, I just want you to work hard."

Ren Suzuki said:

"The band can get back on track sooner if it ends, and I can feel relieved and leave sooner."

"We can do this kind of thing even if you don't need to tell us..."

Yi Dizhi Hongxia whispered:

"Don't you have any more selfish requests?"

"No."

Ren Suzuki answered decisively:

"You just have to continue to enjoy your youth and enjoy your band activities."

"Alas...the more desireless and undemanding you are, the harder it is to keep you."

Regarding Suzuki Ren's Buddhist lineage, Ichichi Hongka could only sigh helplessly.

"Okay, I understand... So, although I don't know when you will leave, you will still get along well with us before then, right?"

"Yeah. That's natural."

Ren Suzuki nodded.

"Otherwise...I wouldn't have bought that band uniform with you."

"Then after you leave, will you come back here?"

"This...I don't know either."

After all, Suzuki Ren doesn't even know if the place he is in is the original world.

Although everything found on the Internet was the same as the original world, Ren Suzuki was still not sure what the relationship between this world and his own was.

Unless he returns to Kyoto, where he has always lived, he will definitely not be able to confirm the relationship...

Ah, right.

Since I'm going to go out alone with Goto Ichiri next week...then, should I take her to Kyoto?

In this way, I can not only confirm the relationship between the two worlds, but also take the child to see a little bit of the world outside of Tokyo.

……

"All I can say is... I'll do my best."

Thinking of this, Ren Suzuki replied:

"Although you don't know if you can still remember me by then, if I can come back here, I will definitely come to see you."

"Wow...this statement is just like you are going to some other world..."

Hearing what Suzuki Ren said, Ichichi Hongka couldn't help but laugh and said:

"And it would be too difficult to forget you, right? How heartless do we have to be to forget you, the band's biggest contributor?"

"Just talking casually."

As for the specifics, I still have to wait until I confirm it with my own eyes.

(But if possible... I really hope to come back and see it again.)

Even if they have forgotten themselves, even if they just come to see these girls and listen to their songs, it is of great significance to them.

As for before that...

Ren Suzuki called up the navigation system interface and looked at the number again.

In order not to leave any regrets... let's try a little harder.

Chapter 59: What Goto’s parents said

Contrary to what she expected, Ichiri Goto was just about to start her composition work when she immediately encountered difficulties.

Although the task given to her by Ryo Yamada was to write the main melody, and she had indeed completed nearly half of it, at this time she was still unable to enter a working state enough to complete it all.

As for why...

"No, all I can think about is Suzuki-san..."

Ichiri Goto put the guitar aside and muttered to himself at the computer screen with a silly smile on his face:

"Haha~ He just called me 'Goto'... Then should I try to call him Suzuki... Yeah~~~ No, no, no, what am I doing that is shameless!"

"No, no, no, I really need to put my mind into arranging the music..."

"...hehehe."

"Speaking of which...if he directly calls me 'Yili' from now on...then wouldn't I..."

"Ahhhhh——! No, I will definitely die of a ruptured heart!"

........................

"…………"

When Ichiri Goto was still having a seizure in her room, outside her room door, the Goto family was quietly hiding behind the door, eavesdropping on Ichiri Goto's soliloquy——

"Sister suddenly became so scary!"

Goto Jiri left the door with a look of horror on his face.

"I just kept giggling during dinner, but now that I'm back in the room, I suddenly start screaming strangely!"

"...What should we do, the child's father?"

Michiyo Goto turned around with a worried look on her face and asked:

"Is Yili possessed by something bad? Should we hire a psychic for her..."

"Well, well... although Yili's appearance is indeed suspicious, I don't think it's to the level you mentioned."

Goto Naoki smiled bitterly and scratched his head.

"This reaction is obviously because something good happened today, and I accidentally got too excited. In fact, when I was young, I also... ahem, sorry, I didn't say anything."

"Have you encountered anything good?"

Michio Goto tilted her head.

"So... I remember she said she wanted to hang out with her band members today, right?"

"Yeah! And it's with Brother Suzuki!"

Goto Jiri said:

"Two days ago, I saw her and her sister on the other side of the phone picking out clothes for today's outing together!"

"No wonder that child suddenly wanted to wear the clothes I bought for her today...it turned out to be to meet Suzuki-san!"

Michio Goto showed an expression of sudden realization.

"Yeah, that's indeed a good thing! If it's Suzuki-san, I totally agree! What do you think, the child's father?"

"…………"

After hearing this, Goto Naoki was silent for a moment, and then said:

"Whether I agree or not, of course I agree, but...I don't think Ichiri can be with Suzuki-san right now."

"……why?"

"The gap is too big. Just one mile now is not enough to form a romantic relationship with Ren Suzuki."

As Naoki Goto said this, he also left the door of Ichiri Goto.

"Although I have only chatted with him once so far, the way the kid thinks and talks and behaves... really doesn't look like a boy who has just entered high school. If they really get together, it won't be difficult. Imagine that the relationship between the two will be a one-sided gift relationship. The current Ichiri...cannot give anything back to Suzuki Ren."

"...Well, what you said makes sense."

Michiyo Goto, who is also an adult, naturally understands what her husband means.

But she seems to have another point of view on this.

"But...do children of this age really need to go into love with such heavy thoughts?"

As Goto Michiyo spoke, she sent the confused Goto Jiri back to her room.

Afterwards, she and her husband came to the living room and sat side by side on the sofa.

"For Yili, Suzuki-san is both the object of her admiration and her teacher. Maybe the two of them cannot become a compatible couple, but... Yili can still gain a lot from being with him. No matter it is Growing up as a guitarist is still the joy of being an ordinary high school girl.”

At this point, she smiled a little sheepishly.

"Although this may be a bit unfair to Suzuki-san."

"Of course I understand what you said, and I have always thought that Yili would be the beneficiary of this relationship. However, this one-sided relationship is too unstable. Once it breaks down, then for one It is likely to be a very cruel and serious blow to Li Li. After all, you also know Li Li’s character... I am really worried that she will be devastated by this."

Goto Naoki sighed slightly.

"That's why I told her before that she should work hard to become better. This can not only balance the relationship between the two, but also give the child the strength to overcome sadness when a bad ending comes. "

"You, you, you...I finally know where Yili's negative emotions are inherited from."

Michiyo Goto pushed her husband's shoulder angrily.

"Obviously you started to badmouth them even before they got together, and you even thought that Yili would be in ruins... I'm telling you, are you looking down on Yili too much?"

After hearing this, Goto Naoki asked in confusion:

"...Looking down? Aren't you worried that she will get hurt because of this?"

"I'm talking about you, do you still remember when Yili started to be alone?"