A world only known by the God of Lost Love

"………………Is it."

Hiiragi's words made Suzuki Ren feel great relief and redemption.

Ren Suzuki, who had always regarded himself as the "culprit" of everything, was finally able to escape from this guilt and asked a question that he was still very concerned about -

"Hiiragi."

"Yes."

"If it were me now...would you still be with me?"

"Don't talk about it now, even if it was Lian-kun in junior high school, I would still be willing."

Hiiragi said with a smile:

"I'm just willing, but I will never agree to the request for a relationship."

"……why?"

"Because Lian-kun, you deserve a better girl."

Hiiragi looked into Suzuki Ren's eyes and said:

"A good girl who can need and support each other with you...and can move forward side by side with you. Not a guy like me who can only ask for it unilaterally from you, and who even becomes dependent on himself."

"You are not as bad as you say. You also have many advantages and charms."

"I know, but what I have...isn't what you need, Lord Lian, is it?"

"..."

Ren Suzuki was speechless.

Hiiragi didn't care about this, but raised his glass again and said to him again in an extremely serious tone:

"Thank you for taking the initiative to talk to me at that time, and thank you for being my first boyfriend."

"I was really happy during the time I was with you."

........................

The girl standing on the overpass turned back and said to him.

This time, the hand he extended did not push her off the overpass, but it also failed to pull him back to her side.

She just waved to herself and walked to other places on her own.

Five years later, Ren Suzuki's first love story finally came to a complete end.

However, the next chapter that belongs to him immediately ushered in a new beginning——

"Um... I am... Mr. Lian's friend."

In front of the two people's wine table, a girl wearing a hat and a mask with long pink hair said to Hiiragi:

"Next...let me take him home."

Chapter 94: When First Love Ends

Facts have proven that hats and masks alone are not enough to completely conceal a person’s identity.

This is especially true when she is facing her own fans——

"Goto Ichisato!?"

The moment he saw her, Hiiragi immediately covered his mouth in surprise.

"You, you said you are Lianjun's friend...eh? Is that true?!"

"Well...that's it."

Gotou Ichisato, who was instantly recognized, was also visibly panicked. However, no matter what, she had no room to turn back at this time. No matter how guilty she was, she could only hesitate at this time. Go on—

"This... Lianjun and I have been friends since high school! So, you don't have to worry about anything from now on, just leave him to me!"

"Eh……"

After hearing this, Hiiragi first glanced at Ren Suzuki who was lying on the wine table in front of her with a rather surprised look. Then she raised her head and glanced at Gotou Issato. After hesitating for a while, she said:

"If it were an ordinary woman... I would definitely not hand over Ren-kun to her easily, but if it were Kazuri Goto who 'ended the band'... there would be no need to lie to me."

Although Goto's response sounded suspicious and unfounded no matter how it sounded, in her opinion, as a public figure and even a star guitarist in the rock industry, there was absolutely no need for Goto to make such a lame statement. lie to deceive yourself.

And the panic she was showing at this moment...maybe it was because her identity was exposed?

……

After thinking about it again and again, Hiiragi raised his head and said to Goto Ichiri:

"...Miss Goto."

"Yes!?"

"Before you take him away, I have a question to ask you."

"What, what's the problem?"

"Are you and Lian Jun...really just friends?"

"…………"

After hearing this question, Goto Ichiri suddenly fell silent.

In fact, she didn't even know the boy named "Lianjun" lying on the table, let alone have any contact with him.

The reason why she appeared here and "obtained" Suzuki Ren in this almost deceptive way was entirely due to her deep-rooted "paranoia".

When she saw Suzuki Ren and Hiiragi leaving together at the Livehouse, deep in her heart she almost screamed, frantically sending a signal to her mind.

If we don't follow up here, then the two of us may never see each other again in this life.And her many confusions and contradictions about the past will never be answered.

Just thinking about this made her feel inexplicably filled with endless sadness and panic.

It was obviously very difficult to meet him, so I couldn't let this opportunity go again no matter what!

But...how should I answer Hiiragi's question?

……

"Actually... I don't know what kind of relationship we have."

Goto Kazuri turned his attention to Suzuki Ren and subconsciously tightened the clothes on his chest.

"But no matter what, I can't let him leave like this... That's what my heart tells me."

As a result, Goto Kazuri, who is not good at lying, had to truthfully tell what he was thinking at this time.

She didn't know if she could win the other party's trust through such general and vague words, but no matter what, this was the limit of what she could do.

As for the next result, we can only leave it to fate——

"Yes...that's it."

After hearing Goto Ichiri's answer, Hiiragi's eyes widened slightly at first, and then he showed a slightly melancholy smile.

"I really didn't expect this... Although I knew Ren-kun has always been a very popular boy, I didn't expect him to be able to make even Goto Ichiri fall in love with him so much..."

Probably because of the position of his ex-girlfriend, although Goto Kazuri's response was very unclear, for Hiiragi, she quite logically understood it as a relationship similar to a "hidden couple".

After all, the opponent can appear here at this time and try to take Suzuki Ren away... No matter how you think about it, this is the only possibility.Moreover, there has been absolutely no tidbits related to Goto Ichiri since her debut. Her vague and general answer can be regarded as filling the important gap in her personal information in a sense.

In addition, the place where the two met tonight was at the band's live show, so... everything can be explained.

"……I understand."

So, after a series of brainstorming and guessing, Hiiragi made his own decision.

"However, before you take him away... I still have something to say to Miss Goto."

"?what?"

"Please don't let him go so easily like me."

Hiiragi stared closely into Goto Isato's eyes and said in an extremely sincere tone:

"No matter what happens, we must discuss it with him before making a decision."

"Ah, I know it without you having to tell me."

For some reason, after hearing Hiiragi's instructions, Gotou responded almost subconsciously.

"This time, I won't let him go easily no matter what."

After saying these words, even Goto Ichiri himself felt quite confused.

But she could clearly feel that after she made such a statement to Hiiragi, her inner anxiety had obviously faded a lot...

"Yeah...that's good."

After getting Gotou Issato's reply, Hiiragi smiled with relief, then picked up the wine glass and drank the rest of the wine in one gulp.

"Then, Lord Lian... I'll leave it to you."

"Well, leave it to me."

Goto Ichiri nodded, then she glanced at the food and wine on the table, and immediately spoke again:

"Ah, well, as compensation, I will pay for the drinks for you two——"

"It's not necessary. How can any fan let their idol pay for themselves?"

Hiiragi shook his head and said with a chuckle:

"And...this can be regarded as a little compensation for his mental damage after so many years."

After saying that, she turned back one last time and glanced at Ren Suzuki, who was already asleep.

"Goodbye, Lian-kun."

This time, she did not exchange contact information with Ren Suzuki, or in other words, she did not want to do so.

They finally broke free from the shackles of the past. If they re-establish contact, then...the realization they have made will be wasted.

And compared to herself... Suzuki Ren at this time has already met someone who is better and more worthy than her.

and so--

"I wish you happiness."

After leaving her last blessings, she stood up and left with a graceful step without hesitation.

Her story has ended completely, and then...it's officially Gotou's turn.

but……

"I really succeeded so easily?"

Facing the drunkard in front of him who seemed defenseless, Gotou couldn't help but swallowed subconsciously:

"That means, no matter what I do next...it won't matter..."

The time at this time is 12:30 in the morning.

In this dangerous time that only belongs to adults, the lead guitarist of a well-known band is finally going to do the most "rock" thing since her debut!

Chapter 95: "Rock Night" belonging to Kazuri Goto

After the concert, taking a handsome guy whom I don’t even know to book a hotel room or something like that... This is so fucking rock and roll!

Can other female guitarists do this? !

Looking at the man sleeping soundly on the bed in front of him, Goto Ichiri felt an unprecedented sense of accomplishment and conquest in his heart for no reason.

However, what follows immediately is the inevitable guilt after doing something bad, and the confusion of not knowing what to do next.

Goto Kazuri, who was squatting in front of Suzuki Ren's bed, stared at his side face for a long time, and then gently poked Suzuki Ren's cheek.

Although she did take him to a hotel room, that didn't mean she had the courage to go further.

This seemingly handsome and rock-n-roll girl is, in the final analysis, an innocent girl with zero love experience.

It is indeed too difficult to get her to perform that kind of cross-stage "aggression" behavior.

Besides, the reason why she brought Suzuki Ren here was actually just to create an environment where she could be alone with him——