A world only known by the God of Lost Love

No matter what the reason is, what she did can definitely be called a "crime". If he really wants to pursue it, what he will face next is a horrific end that is equivalent to the end of the world. .

Not only will he be completely ruined by this, but the band may also suffer a huge disaster along with it.

"What should we do next..."

Goto Ichiri, who had already begun to feel some regret, muttered without tears.

"Should I consider drafting a suicide note now..."

In order to relieve his anxiety at this time, Goto Ichiri was still scratching in bed while still pulling hard on the things in his hands——

"Eh? Wait, this... is very flexible."

Goto Kazari suddenly got out of bed and looked at the safety product in his hand with a surprised look on his face.

"It's a little bit fun...yo-hoo!"

After realizing the outstanding elasticity and toughness of this safety product, Goto Kazuri actually started to take it in his hands and play with it seriously...

……

"What am I doing!"

After coming back to her senses, Gotou Ichiri immediately threw it on the bed again. However, when she saw this terrible scene combined with the crumpled safety supplies she had played with and her bed, she immediately threw it on the bed again. He picked it up again with a blush on his face.

"Haah, I can't do it anymore, my brain is definitely broken."

Ever since she met the man known as "Lianjun", her mind has been in a state of near escapism. Not only will she have various strange thoughts from time to time, it will even affect her behavior.

Just like last night at the live show, she almost smashed the guitar worth hundreds of thousands of dollars on the stage because she saw the two people standing together...

Moreover, if she felt correctly, the emotions she felt at that time... were undoubtedly "anxiety" and "jealousy".

Why on earth did she have such strong and complicated emotions for this man she had never met?

"...Sigh. If he is really willing to contact me, I will definitely ask him everything."

Gotou Ichisato muttered softly.

The next second, just as she was about to turn over and get out of bed, her cell phone suddenly rang.

And when she picked up the phone and pressed the dial button, the next second, the voice on the other side of the phone stirred up her already difficult-to-calm mood again——

[Anyway, you went too far this time, Gotou? 】

With a tone full of helplessness, the male voice that struck her as extremely familiar came from the microphone.

[Consider the risks before doing anything. You are now considered a public figure, so you can no longer do such risky things. 】

"…………"

After hearing this slightly concerned and reproachful tone, for some reason Goto Ichiri suddenly felt infinite sadness in his heart.

Grievance, relief, nostalgia, joy.

Once again, complex and heavy emotions were instantly intertwined in her heart.

She really wanted to cry something to the person on the other side of the phone, but when she opened her mouth, nothing came out.

"Who are you...?"

Gotou bit his lip slightly and asked in a rather sad tone:

"Why did you recognize my number right away, and why did you say these things to me?"

[As for the question of who I am...well, this is really not easy to explain. 】

Ren Suzuki smiled bitterly and said:

[You can think of me as an old friend who we met once before. 】

"It's not that simple!"

Goto Kazuri almost shouted into the microphone:

"Not only do you recognize my phone number, but you also know my past. Even everyone in the band has an impression of you. No matter how you think about it, it can't be as simple as a one-time relationship, right!?"

【………………】

After hearing this, Suzuki Ren fell into a brief silence.

On the other side, Goto Kazuri saw that the opponent seemed to be defeated by him, so he continued to pursue the victory and said:

"I, let me tell you, last night... I took a photo of the two of us doing it together! If you don't answer my questions honestly, I, I will break up with you!"

[Let’s not talk about which side is more harmful to publishing photos... Do you really think this little trick can deceive me? 】

Listening to Goto Issato's unfounded threat, Ren Suzuki said with a smile:

[I know that you just deliberately made the room look like an afterthought last night. In fact, nothing happened between the two of us. 】

"Eh?!"

At first, she was a little surprised when she heard Suzuki Ren's calm opening remarks. However, after hearing the other party expose what she had done so simply and directly, Goto Ichisato immediately panicked.

"You, how did you know?! I've obviously already pretended to look like you!"

[The surface is indeed very good, but some details are definitely not something that an inexperienced person like you can restore. 】

"Woooo!"

Goto Ichiri, who was directly identified as "inexperienced", immediately covered his chest and fell on the bed.

But soon, she immediately cheered up again and said through gritted teeth into the phone:

"Just, even if nothing really happened between us, but...I did take the photo."

【…………What did you say? 】

Ren Suzuki's tone became a little more serious.

[What kind of photo does it look like? 】

"It's...a picture of me and you lying together without a shirt on!"

Goto Kazuri said "viciously":

"Although, although my posture may be a bit strange...but for those media who pursue gossip news, photos of this level are enough to get you into trouble!"

As long as you have the awareness to risk everything, you can occasionally achieve your goals even if you are half-hearted.

"How about it, 'Lianjun', next...can you have a good talk with me?"

Chapter 98: Delay strategy

Before this, Suzuki Ren had been fortunate that the [navigation system] had the memory deletion function.

In his original imagination, after deleting everyone's memories of himself, he could completely escape from this "sinful" experience and become a pure spectator, watching with relief and warmth. Following the heroine created by herself, she embarks on her own glorious life.

In the end, this so-called memory deletion really just roughly deleted all the deeds and memories about him. The blanks left during the period and the indelible feelings in people's hearts were not completely eliminated at all.

Rather, because of the gaps in memory and the many inconsistencies in the memories, some of the other party's feelings have even been sublimated to a certain extent and become more profound.

Just like now, this star guitarist, whose ideals and career are on the right track, is using his own life as a bet to force himself to explain everything——

"This style of behavior is too extreme, isn't it?! When did you become like this!?"

In Suzuki Ren's impression, although this girl has overcome cowardice and inferiority, she will never possess this level of action and decision-making power.

What has this girl gone through in the past four years to make her what she is now? !

【I'm not so sure either!All I know is that since I entered high school, a voice has been telling me, 'You just have to remember what you want and work hard for it. 'And that's what I've been doing ever since! 】

On the other side of the phone, Ichiri Goto's tone showed no sign of flinching.

[And now, my purpose is very clear, that is to find out what happened between you and us! 】

"..."

Hearing these familiar lines, Suzuki Ren suddenly felt a headache and rubbed his eyebrows.

As a result, Goto Kazuri's unruly behavior was actually developed under his own teachings!

It's really your own fault...

"Although I really want to tell you the truth, now, even if I tell you, you will probably have to spend a lot of effort to accept it again."

At this time, Ren Suzuki is no longer obsessed with her original "fan" identity, but even so, it must be very difficult for the other party to fully accept the story between her and them when the other party has completely forgotten her. the process of.

Moreover, if Goto Kazuri really regains her previous memories, then she will most likely launch an unimaginable offensive against this girl who has become extremely strong and powerful... And for the girl just now For Ren Suzuki, who had officially bid farewell to his first love, he was completely unprepared to face the strong pursuit of Ichiri Goto.

"So we might as well do this... you already have my contact information and know my appearance. We can start from now on... that... get to know each other again! Then hurry up and take pictures of you too Delete that photo immediately. Although I don’t know how far the paparazzi can go, it’s better not to leave such a trail that could easily ruin your reputation.”

Ren Suzuki still tried hard to persuade Goto Kazuri to delete the dangerous photo.

However, Goto Kazuri's attitude towards this is quite clear——

【no!The most I can do is seal the photos on my computer, deleting them is absolutely impossible! 】

Goto Kazuri's tone at this time can be said to be decisive.

[I must ensure that you will not disappear from my presence again! 】

"Even if you keep this photo! As long as I'm willing to risk social death and hide to the end, there's nothing you can do to me, right!? It's okay to be loyal to your own desires and goals, but you should also think about yourself. ah!"

【…】

In fact, Kazuri Goto had also considered what Suzuki Ren said.

If this "Lianjun" is really desperate to escape from herself, then even if she chooses to expose this photo, it will only lead to a lose-lose outcome for both parties.

But... for some reason, from the first time she saw Ren Suzuki, the sense of intimacy and recognition that emerged in her heart always sent a signal to her——

[You... would never do something that would hurt me. 】

It was clearly baseless, but Ichiri Goto still said in such a firm tone:

[So, this is just my one-sided threat to you. 】

"..."

Looking back on his 20 years of life, except when he was in front of Hiiragi's hospital bed, he had never been as embarrassed as he is now.

Goto Kazuri was right. Although both sides seemed to be in a deadlocked situation, in fact Suzuki Ren had no choice at all.

It was impossible for him to have the heart to hurt this girl who had finally grown from being lonely and autistic to where she is now, nor could he personally destroy the good ending he had finally achieved.

"Okay, okay...I see."

Ren Suzuki had no choice but to compromise with Goto Ichiri:

"However, if I want to explain our past, I also need to make a certain degree of preparation..."

【ha?You are obviously just explaining the past between us to me, what can you prepare for? 】

"There has to be some physical evidence, right? Do you want me to make an explanation without any evidence or basis?"

Ren Suzuki said:

"Besides, I also have a certain degree of connection with the other three members of the band that ended. Even if it's not for me, you have to give them some time to prepare mentally, right?"

【This...】

Goto Kazuri recalled what happened at [STARRY] last night.

At that time, Ichi Chihongka and Yamada Ryo, who met Suzuki Ren first, were indeed very curious about Suzuki Ren's identity. If there had been no customer interference, these two people might have taken Suzuki Ren to the recording studio on the second floor. room for separate interrogation.

[Well, you are right, the three of them should indeed be informed about this matter. 】

Goto Kazuri finally accepted Suzuki Ren's statement.

[So, how long do you need to prepare? 】

"One week."

Ren Suzuki said:

"Next week, I will go to [STARRY] just like this week. At that time, the four of you will choose the specific time and place. I will explain everything about our past at that place."

[A week...does it take that long? 】

Goto Ichiri's tone sounded very dissatisfied.

[Can’t the time be shortened? 】

"I've already made so many concessions, you should leave me a little room, right?"