The trainer, whose time is running out, just wants to survive

A trainer whose time is running out just wants to live. Author: Xu Thi Tze Khim

Summary:

Kitano Ryuichi, as a trainer, is not interested in things like heavy horse racing or Shura racing, because he has one top priority - he will not die soon.

Kitano, who died young due to a congenital disease before time travel, could only live to the same age as before he time travel, even if he traveled to the world of the horse racing girl, and then died of extremely painful illness.

But Kitano just couldn't die.Not only that, every time he dies, he will be reborn in the next era of the horse racing girl, and then repeat his painful life for more than 20 years.

Gua!You can't do this!Kitano is in pain and thinking about it. He must get rid of this endless painful life!

The only way that Kitano can change his disease-ridden fate is to keep racing the racehorse. The more races he wins, the longer Kitano will live!The more you want to change your physique and become a healthy person!

However, Kitano had already traveled through N weeks, and when he looked at the horse girls under him who were "monopolizing", losing their glory, and hostile to each other, Kitano felt that his heart was going to die.

Please, don’t do any heavy horse racing, go run and compete, trainer, I just want to survive!

Chapter 1: A trainer whose time is running out and the racing wife of the Jin family?

"Child, you should understand that this disease...at this stage, there is no possibility of cure."

"If you continue to treat like this, it will only increase the pain. You are still young and lying in the hospital like this will not help. Why not give it a try and do what you want to do."

...something I want to do?In the limited time, making my life more meaningful and becoming a person who can leave more traces in the memories of others is what I want to do most.

And now, have I done it?Have I changed their destiny and made my life more meaningful?

"Trainer Sang, I am the freest horse racing girl. Do you have the confidence to drive this freest wind in me?"

"Thank you, Trainer-san... You are the only person I can rely on, whether at the local level or at the central level."

"It's okay... Trainer-san, just think of me as your legs and eyes. I will witness on your behalf the scenery ahead - the Emperor's Award in Autumn."

With these familiar voices and familiar figures appearing in front of his eyes, a faint smile appeared on his face unknowingly.

Maybe...I did it.My ability has been recognized by them, and as I promised myself, I have used my own advantages to help them achieve higher achievements.

So now... I also want to do something for myself. In order to completely get rid of the current predicament, I should also give up some of my past cowardice... and excessive consideration, right?

But just when such an idea flashed through his mind, suddenly, a female voice that was in sharp contrast to all the previous sounds broke into his brain without any warning. middle.

"Kitano! Get up quickly, we're at the station!"

Suddenly, the scene in front of him was warm and harmonious at the beginning, and suddenly a figure of a horse lady barbarically broke in, causing this beautiful dream worth remembering to be shattered like glass.

In a daze, Kitano Ryuichi finally woke up on the train. His whole body trembled slightly. After frantically searching around, Kitano finally settled on that moment beside him. Staring at his racing girl with his iconic "three-eye roll".

This horse racing girl is not tall. She wears a hemp-colored knitted hat. Two pairs of long chestnut horse ears poke out from the two gaps in the knitted hat. She has been holding a stick in her mouth. Lollipop stared at Kitano listlessly, but the deep fighting spirit hidden under that lazy gaze proved the difference of this horse racing girl.

"Celebration... If you want to wake me up, there's no need to yell like this. It won't be worth it if I'm scared to death by you."

"I was just afraid that you would die that's why I called you so loudly. Fortunately, you responded. I'm afraid that you'll fall asleep now."

Kitano's tone was a bit complaining, but more of it was helpless knowing that she would never change.His face looked very pale, but it was obviously not caused by being frightened, because all his exposed skin showed this unhealthy and sickly white color.

Not far from the seat of the horse racing girl called "Celebration", the wheelchair placed aside obviously shows that Kitano's physical condition is not optimistic.

This is him, Kitano Ryuichi.An unlucky guy who suffered from a congenital disease and died young in his original world, ended up being transported to the world of horse racing girls and still couldn't escape the torment of the disease.

And the Zhongshan Festival next to him is undoubtedly Kitano's role as the horse racing girl.

Or to be precise, she is Kitano's role as a horse racing girl in this time and space.

In fact, this is not the first time Kitano has come to the world of horse racing girls.He did not tell his two managers about this. When he first traveled to the world of horse racing girls, the era he lived in was much earlier than this.

But why does Kitano still come to this era?The reason is also related to Kitano's incurable disease.

"In my original world, I could only live until the age of 21, and even if I traveled to the world of the horse racing girl, I could theoretically only live for that long."

"Fortunately, the three goddesses still gave me a little help, so they didn't throw me into this world and let me fend for myself without caring about anything."

Kitano did inherit his sick body after time travel, but Kitano still had the opportunity to change his destiny. Although the three goddesses did not give him the same heaven-defying plug-in as a certain Lu, or even a certain cat's embarrassing system, but They still gave Kitano a useful ability.

He can extend his life by winning games.

Of course, Kitano does not mean to transform into a racing girl and run, but he is responsible for playing the role of a racing girl. As long as he wins the game, Kitano's lifespan can be extended, and the higher the level of the game he wins, and the The more powerful enemies there are in a game, the longer Kitano's lifespan will increase!

Although it cannot change the reality of being tortured by illness, as long as Kitano's life span can be extended, Kitano's condition will actually be alleviated in disguised form.As long as Kitano has enough life left, his disease will torture him less.

After hearing this, do you think this ability is actually very powerful?Is it even theoretically possible to achieve immortality?

Then, Kitano will tell everyone that if this ability falls into the hands of healthy people, it may be very powerful, but don't forget that Kitano's life span is only 21 years!

Thinking of this, Kitano also silently glanced at his arm, and on his arm, there was a clear line of numbers recording Kitano's remaining lifespan - 30 days, 16 hours and 23 minutes.

Yes, in one month, Kitano will be 21 years old and embrace death, but he has not won any race with any racing girl, and his life span has not increased by one second.

To be precise, Kitano has never been able to become a trainer at all. He does not have a central trainer's qualification certificate at all, and he does not even have a local qualification certificate. The determination of "acting as a racing mother" is based on the signing of a formal agreement. Determined, so Kitano naturally cannot increase his lifespan through his own abilities.

However, Kitano said that this has nothing to do with whether he works hard or not, nor does it have anything to do with his professional knowledge and ability. It is simply because you must be 20 years old or above to apply for the trainer qualification certificate. In the world of horse racing girls, , but there is no legend about a genius high school student training a racehorse girl. The trainer must be an adult.

And more importantly, the central trainer qualification certificate has physical requirements.

"I didn't know about this at the beginning, but after the first week, I spent 20 years trying to get a central trainer qualification certificate... I finally passed the written test, and then the result told me that I still need to have a physical exam... …”

When I think of this, Kitano, who failed to accomplish anything when he first came to the world of horse racing girls, and ended up with nothing, feels itching to recall it now, feeling ashamed of his stupidity in the first week.

Fortunately, the three goddesses gave him more than just one chance. Even if he died in one game, he could still live in the next game. Although the timeline would be delayed a little, it at least gave Kitano a chance to try and make mistakes. .

Kitano also felt very lucky that the three goddesses were willing to help him, otherwise he would have become the member who most embarrassed the senior time travelers... What will happen to you in the future? The seniors will ask you what you did after time travel. Kitano had to bite the bullet and say that he had done nothing and died at the end of his life, which was a shameful deed.

At this time, some senior time travelers may be wondering, "No, you can obviously be reborn infinitely. This ability is comparable to the infinite trial and error of the Re0 protagonist. Why do you still seem to be in so much pain?"

And if someone asked Kitano that, Kitano would probably respond with the same "three eye rolls" as at the Zhongshan Festival.Is this ability good?It's really good, but it also depends on the specific situation.

One of the reasons why this ability is not very useful for Kitano also lies in Kitano himself - although he has also experienced many deaths, he is different from the protagonists in those novels who become numb after dying too many times. I have always been afraid of the pain caused by death, because Kitano was not killed, he died of illness.

Although both are deaths, the feeling of dying from illness is completely different from that of being killed. The feeling of fear caused by feeling that your life is passing away little by little comes from the struggle caused by the body's instinctive desire to survive. You want to die but can't. The torture... made it difficult for Kitano to adapt to the process of death.

But these are not the biggest reasons that make Kitano not want to die. The most important thing is——

"Why is it that other people's rebirth is a time point, but my rebirth starts from a baby?! I have to relive the first 20 years of my life and study all over again every time!"

When thinking of this, even a person as good-tempered as Kitano couldn't help but show an expression of indignation, expressing great dissatisfaction with the rebirth ability given to him by the three goddesses.

In my own world, going to school was already a very painful thing, but in Japan, even the world of horse racing girls, Japan's world-famous twisted "class society", and the must-try "campus coldness" "Violence" and the greater pressure to enter a higher education made Kitano want to commit suicide - but he couldn't die even if he wanted to, and he would have to go through it all over again.

Therefore, although he has such ability, Kitano definitely does not want to die again. His body and mind cannot stand the torture of this society. The only way out for him is to be with the pure and beautiful horse girl!

Fortunately, in this time and space, he was very lucky. He actually came into contact with the racing girls he had been longing for several years in advance, and gained their recognition in a few years, and now he has become their designated trainer.

Although, the racing girl of this family is somewhat unlucky for Kitano...

The Jin family is an extremely explosive family in the entire Japanese racing girl world.A family of racehorse girls made up of freaks and eccentrics. All the racehorse girls have different personalities, but each one is a heavyweight family.

What makes Kitano very sad is that Zhongshan Jingxi was a member of the Jin family.

Fortunately, the Zhongshan Celebration is relatively normal among the weirdos of the Jin family... Kitano still has a chance to rely on the Zhongshan Celebration in the future to allow himself to take the first step towards survival this week. One step...probably.

"But...thank you for believing in me, Celebration."

"Huh? Why are you saying this all of a sudden?"

Faced with Kitano's sudden thank you, Zhongshan Celebration understood what Kitano wanted to express. He just lowered his knitted hat and said nonchalantly: "Didn't I say that? I don't feel sorry for you. I did it because I think someone like you...may be more suitable to be my trainer."

"You are just as desperate as me. With a trainer like you, I feel that even if I participate in competitions in the future, you will be able to maximize my possibilities."

"So... don't die at this time. It's hard to find a trainer like you. Just give me a few more days to live."

However, apart from me, there are probably not many normal horse racing girls who would choose someone like you who is dying to be their trainer.

Zhongshan Celebration kept the last words in his heart silently and did not choose to say them out.She was naturally very aware of Kitano's physical condition, but it was also because of this that she appointed Kitano as her trainer after careful consideration... There were many reasons for this, but Zhongshan Jie did not want to elaborate.

She only knew that Kitano was very suitable for her. This was not only what she thought, but also recognized by the "parent" of the Huangjin family.

That guy Kitano probably doesn't know yet... When he was "picked up" by the eldest sister and brought back to the Jin family, the eldest sister recommended him to her.

At least, I just don’t hate this guy.Staring at Kitano's slightly pale side face, Zhongshan Jianye's eyes that had always been lazy, besides flickering with a bit of sadness, were more of a blessing - at least there should not be many abnormal racehorses at Tereson College. Mom, will you compete with her for this guy's position as the horse racing mother?

Zhongshan Celebration thought this way, and his expression became a little relaxed unconsciously, and his eyes couldn't help but cast his eyes on his legs. Where no one noticed, Zhongshan Celebration always felt lazy and dull. First of all, For the first time, he showed a bit of uneasiness and... an unconfident expression.

Can she really break the "karma" of the Jin family?Can she really inspire her own possibilities like the elder sister?

Chapter 2: Returning to Tereson College and meeting Representative Qianming again

"It's back again... Tereson College."

As the tram stopped, Kitano, also with the help of the Zhongshan Festival, arrived in front of the gate of Central Tereson College in a wheelchair. Looking at the Jockey Girl College in front of him, which he had visited countless times, Kitano couldn't help but feel a lot in his heart. Feeling a little emotional.

Unlike most of the senior time travellers, Kitano has difficulty entering Treson Academy every week. The reason has been mentioned before. He failed the physical examination and it is almost impossible to obtain the Central Trainer Qualification Certificate through normal channels. What's even more terrible is that he must sign an agreement with the horse racing girl to establish a responsible relationship, otherwise the horse racing girl's victory will have no effect on his lifespan.

Therefore, Kitano also has one more arduous task than other trainers - to first get Treson's approval and obtain the trainer's qualification certificate.

"Fortunately, there is no need for such troublesome things." Zhongshan Celebration pushed the wheelchair behind him and said calmly to Kitano: "Today is the admission season. You and I will go to the chairman's office later. The eldest sister has already called. I've already said hello, and the chairman also knows about you."

"Don't say anything later. I'll just come. When the time comes, I'll kill you and I won't run without you. I'm sure the chairman won't embarrass you."

Yes, the "Golden Journey", the head of the Huang Jin family, after he forcefully picked up Kitano, who was still a college student and was very sick, and took him home a few years ago, Kitano once again inexplicably became the horse racing girl of the Huang Jin family. In-house trainer.

What?Why again?Because Golden Journey was once one of Kitano's horse racing girls for a certain weekly show.And that week, Golden Journey was also very similar. She couldn't help but force the sick Kitano to become her trainer, and the reason was similar to the Zhongshan Festival. They felt that a desperate person like Kitano could play a role Her potential.

This makes Kitano a little bit murmuring this week, wondering if the Jin family has some strange requirements for trainers inherited from their ancestors. Otherwise, why would they cling to him for a golden journey and a Zhongshan celebration?

But no matter what, although Golden Journey's performance as a horse racing girl, whether it was Kitano's week or this week, is not good, but for some reason, Golden Journey seems to have a lot of human resources, or what does the Jin family have? Special persuasion skills... Anyway, during the week of the golden journey, Kitano had the least resistance to obtaining the qualification certificate.

"Okay, let's go in."

Without saying a word, Zhongshan Celebration pushed Kitano into the academy.Behind the two of them, a tall horse racing girl wearing the uniform of Teresin College and surrounded by several freshmen noticed the figure of the Sun Yat-sen Celebration passing by.

"Senior Sirius? What's wrong?"

"——Nothing, I just seemed to have seen an acquaintance."

Sirius' eyes narrowed slightly, watching with interest the Zhongshan Celebration pushing the wheelchair, or rather, he was interested in the person sitting in the wheelchair being pushed by the Celebration.

Although Zhongshan Celebration has just entered school, Sirius actually had a lot of friendship with Zhongshan Celebration before that. Sirius has always felt that "gamblers" like Zhongshan Celebration are very suitable for her, so this enrollment season, she started early The only thing she wanted to do was to say hello to the student union and ask Sun Yat-sen Festival to be her roommate.

Sirius knew the character of Zhongshan Celebration, so he was interested in someone who cared so much about Zhongshan Celebration. After all... Sirius, who had a similar personality to Zhongshan Celebration, didn't have anyone close to him. Since the other person had such a close partner, it really made her curious. .

"It doesn't look like her elders... I heard from the president some time ago that a trainer from the Huangjin family recommended him. The president seems to dislike this kind of backdoor thing."

"Could this be that person?"

Zhongshan Jingye didn't know that Kitano, who she had previously muttered that no normal person would be interested in, was being targeted by someone she didn't expect when she first entered the school.

She took Kitano and walked slowly towards the student union. The pace of the celebrations was kept at a stable frequency. Since it was the admission season, the people Kitano and Zhongshan saw most during the celebrations along the way were those in Tereson College. Each trainer has begun recruiting new members.

Every year when freshmen enter the school, it is the most active day for Treson's trainers and racehorse ladies.New trainers all hope to seize the opportunity to find a few good prospects and strive to train horse racing girls who can win heavy rewards. Many new trainers have just joined the job and have no responsibilities, so they start to recruit race horses widely. Mom, there’s never too much.

However, those accomplished and experienced trainers who have produced horses with high rewards and even GI winning horses... are much more cautious in this regard.

In other words, around them, the racehorse girls who were now seniors, the eyes that glanced at every new racehorse girl passing by, made them all have to treat this matter with caution.

Even when a few veterans saw the new trainers not far away, who were desperately trying to recruit several new racing girls, they would look at each other with pity and lament that another ignorant young man, Made the same mistake that everyone would have made back then.

"I think this trainer seems good? He's new to the job and has no other responsibilities around him. I should be able to concentrate on running with him, right?"

"Really? I like someone who is a little more mature, maybe more experienced, right?"

"Okay, it's decided - that trainer uncle! If you don't mind, can I join your team!"

"Huh? Really? Then let's sign the agreement now - wait, what are you going to do? Why are you dragging me! Where are you taking me?!"

"..." Zhongshan Jianye and Kitano used indifferent eyes to witness the scene where another trainer was immediately dragged away by his own managers with dark faces because he had recruited a new racing girl. As for being dragged away Where... This is not important. What is important is that except for the newcomers who are still innocent and don't know the inside story, everyone knows what will happen to this trainer.

"Another warrior has fallen."

"I remember next year, all the racing girls in the team will graduate, right? I don't know if he can survive."

"Today's chairman's meeting, he is determined not to be able to go. I don't know if he has any medicine with him, otherwise he won't be able to pass this test."

"...I haven't been able to withstand the third round even if I take medicine recently. This brother can't be finished in just three rounds."

Several familiar senior trainers also said this with lamentation or sympathy.When the Zhongshan Celebration passing by saw such a scene, they calmly said to Kitano without changing their expression:

"...Boring. Don't you think so? Kitano."

"Huh?" Kitano, who was still feeling sad because of Treson's increasingly serious "corporate culture", was suddenly attracted by the words of Zhongshan Celebration. He only heard this relatively normal horse racing girl from the golden family. ,road:

"The relationship between a trainer and a racing girl is not so superficial. The trainer should bring out all the potential of the racing girl, and the racing girl should be willing to risk everything for victory or defeat - this is called true responsibility. "