The trainer, whose time is running out, just wants to survive

"If this Zhou Mu, Xiao Li Mao's knot in her heart is because she inherited the influence of me and her from the previous Zhou Mu, and I died so hastily now, Xiao Li Mao's knot in her heart may not be untied for the rest of her life... and she may even... Will it be carried over to next week?"

Kitano also felt particularly depressed when he thought of this. He knew very well that if he could see the three goddesses, it would only mean that his life had ended again.Although Kitano didn't want to restart every game, let alone relive his 20 years of life, he had never been as resistant as he is today.

Especially when he thought that Oguri Hat might continue to live with such an unsolvable knot for more than ten years in the new week, but he was unable to do anything because of a new life, Kitano was also very difficult to accept such a result.

However, in front of Kitano, the three goddesses looked at each other and showed some uncontrollable smiles. Fortunately, the red-haired goddess "Dali Arabia" took the initiative to stand up and explain. :

"Don't worry, Trainer Kitano, your life is not over yet. We just brought you here because your consciousness has not fully recovered."

"After we finish what we are going to tell you, your soul will return to your body, so don't worry."

"That means I'm not dead yet?"

And Dali Arabia's words undoubtedly brought healing to Kitano, who was feeling depressed just now.And Kitano breathed a sigh of relief when he heard that he had not reopened. Fortunately, he still had a chance to change everything.

However, Kitano's thoughts obviously cannot escape the eyes of the wise three goddesses.Another goddess with short black deer hair and a sharp scar on one eye, who was as heroic as a military horse, the "Bayer Turkey", suddenly said to Kitano at this moment:

"You are not dead, but you are not far away from death. This time you dragged your sick body to cook for that child. You fainted due to exhaustion. At least one week of life was lost. In less than a month, If you can't win the game with your responsibility, you really have to see us again."

"Are you confident in your responsibility? Are you really confident that she can win the game for you?"

"Of course, with her strength, there is no problem in winning the debut match." Kitano answered this question, looking particularly confident.Because Zhongshan Celebration was personally trained by him in the Huang Jin family over the past few years, he knew very well how strong Celebration was.

Not to mention the explosive events like the Arc de Triomphe Grand Prix or the Takarazuka Memorial in historical facts, as long as the strength of daily training is exerted, as long as there are no racing girls who lead an era competing in the same field, the debut event of the Nakayama Festival is also It is a sure win.

It was less than a week before the debut match. Kitano had already seen the list, and there were no well-known jockey girls at all. The probability of Zhongshan Celebration overturning in such a crushing game was too low.

"However, we feel that there is still some danger, Trainer Kitano. You don't seem to have noticed that the child is on the verge of being crushed. If you don't pay attention, you may come to see us again in a month. ?”

At this time, the last goddess with blue hair, "Godolphin Arabia", also approached Kitano with squinted eyes and a smile. Seeing that Kitano's face still showed a confused look, this kind-hearted The goddess also explained:

"That child is very lonely and feels that you don't pay enough attention to her...don't you know?"

"Uh...are you talking about the celebration?"

However, Gao Daofen's words made Kitano fall into a moment of confusion. He subconsciously recalled his past few years in Huang Jin's family, especially his time with Zhongshan Celebration, and for the first time he began to feel, Are the three goddesses joking with him?

Kitano has gone through so many games, and he has not only honed his abilities as a trainer.Having met all kinds of racing girls and served as the trainer of many famous and distinguished racing girls, Kitano also has his own unique insights and methods on how to get along with these racing girls - I dare not say Everyone can cooperate perfectly, but at least they get along well with each other in every project.

Kitano also understands Zhongshan Jie's character very well. She is a racing girl who can't hide things in her heart.When she was at Huang Jin's house, she made no secret of all her likes and dislikes, and she was even more open to talking about Bei Ye. Even when Bei Ye was still in good health, the celebration would press him under her and beat him. After a while, how could she be the kind of person who keeps things in her heart without saying them?

However, Kitano's reaction made the three goddesses look at each other in shock.Not long after, Kitano only saw a strange smile appear on the faces of the three goddesses, and they all locked eyes on him with a look of gloating.

"——Since you don't understand, Trainer Kitano, why not go back to the human world now and have a look. I believe you will change your mind after seeing the child's current appearance." Gao Daofen said, and also stepped forward. Pushing Kitano's body.Dali also smiled and nodded and suggested:

"Besides, if you want that child to open up to you, you'd better get along with her wholeheartedly like before, right?"

"That's right, that child is obviously your responsibility, but you are so focused on your past responsibility. It's no wonder she's not lonely." And Bayer was not polite at all. Before leaving, he took advantage of the opportunity. When Kitano lost sight of her, a smirk appeared on the goddess's face, and she said in a tone that could not hide her excitement:

"We have also prepared a big gift for you. Just wait for your acceptance in the future - let's go!"

In the end, Kitano only felt Bayer kicking his butt moderately on his back. After a moment of imbalance, Kitano only felt darkness in front of his eyes. When he came back to his senses, what he had seen was The environment here has undergone earth-shaking changes.

His body became extremely heavy again, and everything in front of him was a hazy light. Kitano opened his eyes drowsily. As his consciousness returned, he soon heard the familiar "didi" of the electrocardiograph. The sound, and the faint cry beside his bed...

Um?Crying?Kitano opened his eyes and turned away with some difficulty. The familiar knitted hat in front of him made him recognize the horse racing girl who was crying beside his bed...

This was the first time Kitano saw her with such a sad expression.In addition to crying, Kitano also heard her crying muttering:

"Idiot...you idiot...bastard..."

"You clearly promised to see me stand on top of the world... You clearly promised to accompany me all the way..."

"Why, why did you die like this..."

"You just leave like this, what should I do...you bastard, what do you want me to do..."

"Apart from you... who else in this world can understand me... who can be stupid enough to believe that I can do it..."

Beside Kitano, the "accusations" of Zhongshan Celebration made Kitano fall into a long silence after waking up now. Only now did he finally understand that the three goddesses were not joking with him. There were things he did not perceive. , Zhongshan Jingyan's heart... really has hidden emotions that he doesn't know about.

No, maybe my former self can detect it, right?Listening to Zhongshan Jie's strong expression of emotion, Kitano couldn't help but reflect on what he had done - in fact, Jie Jie had expressed a lot of dissatisfaction during the two days he was in the academy. When he was getting along with Qianming, , Qianming had actually experienced it when she was getting along with Oguri Hat, but at that time, her focus was on them, and she forgot to worry about the feeling of the celebration.

Kitano forgot that Zhongshan Jingye was actually a very sensitive child with a vague sense of inferiority. The stronger her dependence on Kitano, the more it showed that she couldn't live without him and was afraid that he would slip away and leave her.

He... is really a fool. If the three goddesses hadn't told him this, he probably wouldn't have noticed all this.

Kitano, who experienced a "death" and corrected his mistakes quickly got out of his misunderstanding. He recalled the teachings given to him by the three goddesses and allowed himself to live with his responsibilities as before.

The same as before... that is to support them wholeheartedly, indulge them, not worry about the countdown to their own death, and let their lives have their own meaning?

Really, he really can't escape death... However, compared to his own death, he still doesn't want to see the crying and tragedy of these children who only have one life.

Forget it, he can be reborn anyway, and everything can be repeated anyway, so he should calm down and let them live their lives without any regrets.Just like I did to Qianming, Oguri Hat and the others...

Kitano has made up his mind again, and beside his bed, the current Zhongshan Festival has not noticed that the person on the bed is awake. She cannot bear to look at Kitano who has no breathing and heartbeat. She is deaf and does not even notice that. The electrocardiograph has resumed beating fluctuations, and he cried out his last "accusation" to Kitano:

"Do you know...I really need you...idiot."

As soon as she finished speaking, a moment later, Zhongshan Jingsi, who was lying on the hospital bed, looked stunned - she felt a familiar touch on her head, which made her stop breathing. He raised his head cautiously.

But at this moment, in front of the Sun Yat-sen Festival, whose eyes were red and his pupils were dilated, the man who had clearly stopped breathing and heartbeat a few minutes ago, and who was separated from himself by yin and yang, showed an apologetic and relieved look. Looking at himself with a smile.

For a moment, Zhongshan Jingxi was stunned. She thought she was hallucinating.She thought that she was so inseparable from the only man who understood and trusted her that she actually imagined that he was not dead yet.

"-Sorry, celebration."

The next moment, it was Kitano's hoarse voice that convinced Zhongshan Jie that all this was not an illusion.In front of Kitano, he saw the eyes of this girl who had always been very indifferent, and when they were once again occupied by tears, he finally confirmed that the celebration's reliance and trust in him was deeper than he imagined.

The only physical strength he has left now makes it difficult for him to even speak, but he still hopes that his apology can be successfully conveyed to the Zhongshan Celebration.

At least judging from the current reaction of the celebration, he should have succeeded.

"...Did you hear that?"

"Huh?" Zhongshan Jingyan's sudden words made Kitano, who was relaxing, slightly startled.However, at this moment, there were still tears in his eyes, and the Zhongshan Festival expression on his face was both sad and resentful. However, after seeing Kitano wake up, he immediately forced himself to return to his former self, as if he didn't care about anything.

However, Zhongshan Celebration still could not hide her inner shake. She lowered her head slightly, not daring to look directly into Kitano's eyes. After a long time, she whispered:

"...I forgot what I just said. Do you remember?"

"...Golden Boat and the others are all outside the house. I drove them away - I mean they all went out. I went to tell them the news that you are not dead."

With that said, before Kitano could react at all, Zhongshan Qingqing lowered her head, pulled down her knitted hat, and left the ward quickly, but she still couldn't hide her late-conscious shame and that His cheeks were as hot as if they were on fire.

And unknowingly, what Zhongshan Celebration didn't realize was that the "shackles" in her heart were slowly being opened... The "karma" of the Huang Jin family was exactly what she expected. , quietly broke free of the restraints.

Chapter No.17: Mejiro Takane confesses the secret to Rudolf

"Trainer Kitano...you really scared us all today. From now on, can I expect you not to do anything that puts too much strain on your body?"

One day later, Kitano finally regained some strength after receiving treatment and careful care at the Mejiro family's private hospital.It's just that Kitano's condition has worsened now. His condition is worse than before he fell ill, and it has even reached the point where it is difficult to sit in a wheelchair.

Kitano also took the time to take a look at his remaining life span - 18 days.

Just like what the three goddesses said, Kitano's bravery in cooking for Oguri Hat cost him a week of his life.And if there is no way to win the debut match of the Zhongshan Festival in a few days, Kitano may really have to go back to meet the three goddesses and quickly start the next 20 years of his life.

Fortunately, the three goddesses helped him adjust his mentality in time. Today, Kitano is no longer as anxious about the possibility of another death. Because of her nature, which prevented her from running freely and happily throughout her life, Kitano would rather not have it.

But now, in front of Bei Ye, the arrival of two figures surprised him.Rudolf and Mejiro Tide, two racing girls whom Kitano was familiar with but did not dare to face, appeared in the ward together. Rudolf, Kitano's former "childhood sweetheart", also showed an unprecedented serious expression. He said to Kitano word for word:

"This will worry us all, don't play with your own lives."

"...I understand, everyone, I'm sorry for making you worry."

Although he was surprised that Rudolf and Mejiro Takane, two people who should have nothing to do with him this week, appeared here, Kitano nodded under the gaze of all the horse girls, indicating that he listened.

"——Well, everyone, don't be so nervous. Trainer Kitano is fine. This is the most joyful thing, isn't it? Everyone's atmosphere is too serious."

And at this moment, Representative Qianming, who had been guarding in front of the ward since yesterday and hadn't slept all night, now became open-minded again from his initial silence after seeing that Kitano was out of danger.As if to liven up the atmosphere, Representative Qianming glanced at Rudolf on the side with a teasing look, and immediately said:

"Trainer Kitano, you don't know, right? You scared everyone yesterday, especially our president. She hurried over from the academy and saw your heartbeat stopped..."

At this point, Qianming's eyes also noticed Rudolph's stiff expression, as well as Rudolph's previous sadness that clearly exceeded the limit. He became more sure of something in his heart, but his tone did not change at all and he said jokingly:

"To be honest, that was the first time I saw Rudolph cry. Trainer Kitano, if I hadn't known that you two just met two days ago, I would have thought you were Rudolph's childhood sweetheart who we have known for a long time~"

Representative Qianming's "accidental" words made everyone who had calmed down due to Kitano's recovery suddenly realize that something was wrong.Rudolf also immediately noticed that everyone's eyes were focused on her for the first time - especially the Zhongshan Festival and the sight of Mejiro Peak next to her, which seemed particularly dazzling.

In fact, why wasn't Rudolf himself confused?She had only known Kitano for two days, and even if she had one-sided guilt for Kitano, she shouldn't be like yesterday... At that time, when she heard the news of Kitano's death, she suddenly felt a Heart-wrenching pain.

The pain made it difficult for her to even stand. If she hadn't left the ward immediately, she would have collapsed on the ground, so sad that she couldn't help herself.

——But all this is inconsistent with common sense.Now that Rudolf had calmed down, he recalled these things again, and felt that his overreaction was unbelievable. Now she was increasingly suspicious, was there any secret hidden in Kitano Ryuichi?

Combined with the way Mejiro Takane seemed to know the secret about Kitano the day before yesterday... all this made Rudolph even more suspicious, what kind of connection is there between himself and Kitano?

"... Qianming, you are no better than me. I remember that you were completely stunned at that time."

However, although he was confused and puzzled in his heart, Rudolph's verbal skills were not inferior at all.She maintained her usual majesty and spoke back to Representative Qianming without squinting:

"If I hadn't known that you had only become familiar with Trainer Kitano a few days ago, I would have thought that someone in your family had died, and you wouldn't be able to accept it to this extent."

"Rudolph?!"

"——You two are also seniors after all, can you be a little more restrained?"

And just when Rudolf and Representative Qianming were about to quarrel, Mejiro Gaofeng, who had always maintained aloofness and a perfect smile, finally couldn't stand it anymore and interrupted the two women's words.After seeing this treasure of the Mejiro family cast his interested gaze on Kitano, the smile on his face couldn't help but widen a bit, and he said softly:

"However, it's a blessing that you're fine, Trainer Kitano. This is the private hospital of our Mejiro family. If you have any needs, just talk to the attending doctor directly. They will meet all your needs."

"Thank you, Mejiro-senpai." Kitano also nodded solemnly, but his eyes looking at the Mejiro peak were full of complex emotions. Seeing this Mejiro family treasure again, he would never be worthy of it. It can be said that Kitano's mood is extremely complicated due to the presence of the enemy.

Yes, Kitano and Mejiro Takane once had the experience of taking on responsibilities... However, compared to other responsibilities, Kitano tried his best not to let himself recall the short time with Mejiro Tide... Whenever he recalled that For a while, Kitano felt that his self-esteem had been hit too hard.

A trainer who was "transferred" by his role... just thinking back on it makes me feel so shameless.If it hadn't been for another sister from the Mejiro family who "took over" Kitano later, Kitano felt that he would never want to go to the Mejiro family again in this life.

Fortunately, in this new episode, Mejiro Takamine doesn't seem to be in a similar situation to Oguri Hat... But that's right, the time I spend with Mejiro Takamine is much shorter than the time I spend with Oguri Hat.He and Oguri Hat had a perfect tacit understanding and deep feelings at the beginning, but with Mejiro Takamine... Kitano always felt that while Takamine was dissatisfied with him as a trainer, he also had some opinions on him.

Fortunately, Zhoume himself had no contact with Gaofeng this time, and he would not give Mejiro Gaofeng another chance to dislike him.

"...Then, please have a good rest."

Mejiro Gaofeng's beautiful eyes, after keenly noticing the complicated expression in Kitano's eyes towards him, couldn't help but feel palpitations in his heart.At that moment, she felt as if she was naked in Kitano's eyes, with no secrets. All her perfect appearances were seen through by this man at a glance.

However, Mejiro Takamine is worthy of being a racing girl who has been trained by the Mejiro family since she was a child to be the next head of the family. She quickly controlled her emotions, and after bowing slightly to Kitano, she did not forget to turn to Rudolf next to her. :

"President, please come out with me. I have something I want to talk to you about alone."

"……it is good."

Rudolf stared at Gao Feng's back. After some thinking, he seemed to understand something, and immediately followed Gao Feng's footsteps and walked out of the ward.

The two racing girls, who knew each other tacitly, walked to the edge of the hospital where no one was paying attention. Finally, as Mejiro Gaofeng slowly turned around, Rudolf also crossed his hands on his chest and asked Mejiro Gaofeng in a very solemn tone:

"Gaofeng, let me ask you again - what do you know? How much do you know about Kitano's trainer?"

"...Rudolph, you feel it too, right? That trainer Kitano is very special. He seems to be inextricably linked to many people, so much so that people like Chiaki, Oguri Hat and others are like planets orbiting the sun. It attracts him like a twirl."

However, this time, Mejiro Gaofeng did not go around in circles with Rudolph.Perhaps it was Kitano's experience of walking through the gates of hell that made Mejiro Gaofeng completely believe everything Kitano recorded in the notebook. At the same time, it also made her understand better that Kitano was far weaker than she thought, and many things had been delayed. Incredible.

But now, Kitano's secret may need to be known to another person. Mejiro Takane feels that Rudolf, who seems to have some connection with Kitano, may be the one who can help Kitano escape from the fate of the countdown to death.

"None of this is groundless, Rudolf...perhaps, after reading this book, you will understand why I want you to choose a better racing girl for Kitano trainer."

"Even if I can afford to lose this bargaining chip, you, Qianming, and Zhongshan Celebration can't afford to lose either."

Having said that, Mejiro Takamine also handed the forgotten notebook to Rudolf from the bag he carried with him. Rudolf stared at the notebook that recorded some of Kitano's secrets, not knowing that he would From this moment on, he will begin a journey to find his lost past.

Chapter 18: Xiaoli Hat has found the person he is looking for

Golden Ship: "Speaking of which... I'm quite curious. How did you do it, Kitano-chan? Your breathing and heartbeat obviously stopped, but you came back to life later?"

Kitano: "..."

Regarding the content of the conversation between Rudolf and Mejiro Tide, Kitano, who is currently recovering in the hospital, does not know. His countdown life, which he did not even know about the Zhongshan Festival, has now been shared by them, and he does not even know about it. It will cause a butterfly effect that he cannot predict in the future.

Today, Kitano is quietly recuperating under the care of the Golden Ship. This time, the Zhongshan Celebration is not by his side. Instead, Kitano asked her to stay at Treson Academy to train hard, adjust her condition to the best, and prepare So that he can face the next debut game.

With the guidance of the three goddesses, Kitano also made a lot of corrections to the Zhongshan celebration in time, which proved to be very effective.Although Zhongshan Jianshe still refuses to reveal his feelings as he did when he was at the hospital bedside, Kitano can feel that the distance between himself and Jianshe is getting closer. Jianshe can now feel that he is paying attention to her and trusting her ability, not Someone who only puts pressure on her.

Now, Kitano, who is under the full responsibility of the Golden Ship, has no choice but to wait for the success of the debut competition at the Zhongshan Festival. By then, with the extension of his lifespan, he will be able to escape the current predicament of being unable to get out of bed.

"Da da da."

"Kitano—trainer? Can I come in?"

However, just when Kitano didn't know how to answer Golden Ship's sudden soul question, a knock on the door broke the awkward situation in the ward.What followed was Oguri Hat's slightly pleading words.

As for the golden ship in the ward, the moment she heard Oguri Hat's voice, her expression turned gloomy. But before she could speak, Kitano was the first to react and said immediately:

"Come in, little chestnut hat."

"Also, Little Golden Boat, could you please help me buy a bottle of drink? I'm a little thirsty."