A journey of seven souls escaping from the basement

As long as you stay with your parents who always care about you and love you, and stay with those who are usually good to you, that's all.

Right.

"..."

Really, is that enough?

The results of the feedback made Ellena feel puzzled and even a little scared. Whether it was those people who were usually very good to her, her good friends, or even... even her parents. The "voice" echoes.

Why?Aren't they usually very kind to themselves?

Friends and outsiders have voices. Ellena always finds reasons to deceive herself, but why, why even her parents have "voices" (negative thoughts) towards her.

The young Elena couldn't understand, and she didn't dare to understand. She was afraid and didn't dare to accept that everyone had negative thoughts about her. In the end, all she could think of was to blame all the mistakes on herself. .

It must be that I didn't perform well enough, that my ori disease must have caused trouble to my parents, that must be the case, that's right.

So, if I perform better, if I can get their approval, can I...can I have a quiet person to accompany me?

Driven by this idea, she began to work hard to win the approval of her parents and use her own abilities to try to help them.

She would often accompany her parents to help them identify those who were telling lies when speaking to them.

She will be aware of dangers in advance and avoid the possibility of being injured again and again when her parents are helping her parents, such as slipping and falling.

As if she already knew something, she would guess what her parents were thinking and act in accordance with their emotions.

She worked hard to express herself, just to get a little recognition and the quietness after the recognition.

But... it failed.

Failed.

Even the voices of Elena's parents sounded increasingly noisy to her.

Why?Is what you do not good enough?

Not only has she not been given the right guidance at such a young age, but she has been depressed for a long time, which has made Elena gradually become paranoid about being recognized.In her cognition, recognition has been linked to being able to get quiet. As long as it is not quiet, it is not recognized yet. As long as it is recognized, it will definitely be quiet.

For Elena, who was still a child, she really couldn't expect her to understand more. Maybe it was because she could only think of this way. There was no other way to go except this, or maybe it was the noise that never stopped. Elena's spirit was distorted and distorted at an age when she should have grown up normally. She felt that as long as she was recognized, everything would be fine.

She works hard, very hard, but the harder she works, the more counterproductive it is, because she works so hard that she doesn't look like a normal child at all, or even a normal person, which makes her parents feel a sense of resentment. The instinctive rejection of inhuman things.

From the perspective of people who were cared for by Ellena, Ellena's behavior made people feel a little nervous. They felt like they were entangled in the spider web. Every move they made would affect the spider thread and cause the food entangled in the spider web. The attention of the spider in the center, even if there is just the slightest movement, even if there is just a flash of thought in his heart, the spider can notice it, and in the next moment it will crawl around and watch him.

But Elena didn't know that, she just thought that what she did was not good enough.

If you stay in this kind of behavior for a long time, you will definitely get tragedy.

As a result, recognition and silence were not obtained. Instead, words that completely broke Ellena entered her life first.

"Our daughter is just a little... abnormal."

This is my mother's voice.

Stress and anxiety made Ellena's ore disease worse than expected. The stones that ruined everything not only made Ellena's body worse, they were also expanding Ellena's perception, causing her parents to not have the correct information. Hidden away from a distance that Ellena could not perceive, the private conversation seemed to be communicated beside Ellena.

"It's really a bit neurotic to the point of being scary, maybe it's due to oriopathy..."

Scary?Neurotic?who?Own?

"..."

Are they afraid of themselves?

Are your parents afraid of you?

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*Parents who bring their children into the world think that their children are monsters. There is no more vicious denial than this.

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Chapter 184 It must be the doctor who did it!

Have they always... viewed themselves this way?

Why?I am your daughter...your biological flesh and blood, why do you even deny me?

Isn't what you did good enough and worthy of praise and recognition?

"What else have I not done well?"

Elena walked up to her parents who were discussing her behind her back and looked at them both with her almost blind eyes.

"..." The parents were stunned by their daughter's low question and did not immediately answer Elena's question.

But in this silence, there was never any sound coming from the parents. In addition to being afraid and wary, the voices coming from them even had a hint of aggression.

His biological parents, his family members, are aggressive towards him.

Although it was rare, Ellena did hear that trace of sound, and it was the little bit of aggressive desire buried deep in her parents' hearts, just like a drop of dust in super cold water will cause explosive crystallization. Elena's long-suppressed emotions suddenly collapsed.

"Dad, Mom, let me ask you."

So noisy, so noisy, so noisy, so noisy...!

"What else have I not done well?"

This world is really noisy.

"talk!!!"

I have obviously worked very hard...really, really worked very hard!

Why can't you give yourself even a little recognition and let yourself be quiet for a while? !

Just a short while will do, even just a moment of silence!This will at least let you know that there is a time when you can calm down.

This would at least give me... a hope of continuing to live.

"Tell me...tell me..."

What should I do to be recognized?

After that, she couldn't remember anything, and even if she did, she didn't want to recall it anymore. When she came back to her senses, she found that she had run far away from home.

She ran away from home.

Never returned to that home again.

Bringing nothing, taking nothing, a child wanders around the city alone, but she will not encounter danger, because all dangers will be noticed in advance, and the only danger is her own body.

At the beginning, due to the education she received, when she was hungry or thirsty, she only dared to try to beg for food, but did not dare to do anything else.

But few people would give an infected person something to eat. Even infected people were inferior among beggars. She could indeed rely on her own ability to know in advance which people were willing to give her a mouthful of food, but after all, this kind of person was too not enough.

Whether she can eat or not depends entirely on luck, and as long as she is lucky, she will definitely run out one day. It wasn't until she didn't eat for a long time, and her body and brain kept reminding her that she had to eat something, that she finally He lowered his bottom line and tried to go to the restaurant and steal some leftover food from others to satisfy his hunger.

This... is surprisingly simple.

As long as she is willing, she relies on her ability to sense to avoid the sight of others, and no one can detect her at all.

After that...after that, what happened?

I can’t remember clearly, because it seems that there is no difference every day, and it is repeated every day. When I am hungry, I will steal some food, and when I am tired, I will find a relatively quiet place to rest.

Resting is probably the only time that Ellena feels good, because generally speaking, Ellena will only rest when she is so tired that she can fall asleep and fall asleep. After all, the sound is always ringing, and only those who are exhausted are completely exhausted. When she had no time to pay attention to the sound, she could let herself fall into sleep for a while, let her mind go blank and completely escape into sleep.

She wanders around the city like a soulless corpse. When she has finished exploring a city, she will quietly lie in the car and follow her to other places.

What's the point of doing this?have no idea.

Any goals?do not know either.

Living in a hazy state, she didn't know why she was wandering around like a homeless refugee. If she had to say it, maybe there was still a trace of desire and expectation in her heart, hoping that she could find someone in her lifetime. quiet place.

It's not like she hasn't met people who are not prejudiced against infected people, but there are still voices in them.

It is not that she has never met people who sympathized with her and were willing to help her, but that was only a short-term sympathy. In Ellena's view, they only obtained short-term self-satisfaction through sympathy. At this time, she accepted them with gratitude. Sympathy, and then just get what you need. If you really dare to reveal your feelings to others because of sympathy, the sympathy will disappear in an instant and turn into a voice of disgust, rejection and trouble.

But only quiet, never.

In the end, she found nothing.

She said she hoped to find her in her lifetime, but in fact, this lifetime only lasted for more than a year. Her emotions were always under high pressure and her work and rest were almost chaotic, which caused her body to be in a state of exhaustion all the time, allowing the mineral disease to greedily erode her life.

Until finally, when she felt that her body could no longer hold on, she got into a dark alley with no one around, huddled in the corner, and quietly waited for her death.

It wasn't that she had any good intentions before she died, Elena just disliked the noise. Although she couldn't hear what happened after she died, it should be very noisy.

Spending one's life for an illusory quietness is probably as childish and ridiculous as a child's desire to find something in a fairy tale that can fulfill one's wish.

So, this meaningless life, just die quietly, just like that...

Even the slightest movement would make her feel pain, as if exposed flesh and blood were rubbing against rough stones. Since her eyes were always blurry, she couldn't tell whether she was about to die and couldn't see clearly.

But compared to the pain that was worse than death, the mental lack made Elena feel even more painful.

What she couldn't bear was never the sound that could never stop. This kind of physical thing could be something she could get used to in the end.

What she couldn't stand was what that sound represented.

But that’s it, just hold on for a while longer and it’ll be painful for a while, and it’ll be over.

It doesn't matter...anything else is fine, she is already very tired.

But when she had completely given up, it was as if the whole world had finally hit the bottom and started to rebound. Not only did she encounter the quietness she had dreamed of, but even the ore disease in her body was cured by that person, allowing herself to With a second life that can stay with this tranquility.

Although the price of this treatment may be so heavy that people cannot pay it in their lifetime.

Then...just compensate yourself to him. You will do anything for him, and you will prove that you can be slightly worth the price the other party pays.

But why?

"Why are you leaving our home?"

Sitting on the bed, Elena looked at the dilapidated rooms around her with empty eyes. This was the home that Yabu had personally helped her decorate and decorate, but the warm room was now like a nest of blood, with intruders all over the floor. The corpses and blood stains of the incoming thugs,

"I'm no longer useful, so am I abandoned...?"

Was it because he knew in advance that a riot was going to break out here, so he left himself alone and ran away?

...No, Mr. Yao Bu will not lie to himself, Mr. Yao Bu is quiet, and Mr. Yao Bu will not make mistakes.

But Mr. Yabu is indeed gone.

The only thing that is wrong can only be...

"PhD..."

The only possibility is that it's this liar.

This liar deceived himself.

He said that he would stay with Mr. Yao Bu, but he left with Yao Bu as soon as he had the chance.

It must be her who deceived Mr. Yabu.

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*No matter what happened, it must have been the Doctor.

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Chapter 185 Do what a liar should do

That's right, if she told Mr. Yabu all the things she said and did...

No matter when they reunited, even if they knew there was no danger in the house, they still pretended not to know and forcibly took Mr. Yabu away, hoping to make Yabu understand their concern and leave a good impression on him.

In order to stay with Yabu, the spider silk that assists the lost pain clearly does not need to be charged at all, but he still lies and says that he needs to check it regularly.

In order to make Yabu need him, he persuaded Yabu to secretly use the pendant behind the doctor's back, hoping to bring the two of them closer through a private secret.

Just like the doctor said, she has never told a lie. She has always been the liar.

If Mr. Yabu knew that he was suffering from ore disease, but the person he was treating was himself, a person who did not hesitate to deceive in order to get closer to him...

Exclusion?disgust?disdain?

Already, I don’t dare to think about it anymore...