That kind of future... that kind of future...
"Such a future... If it has to happen again! If the meaning of living must disappear again! It's better not to let me know that this quiet existence exists in the world from the beginning! It's better to let me go No matter what, let me die! Then it won’t be as painful as it is now!!!”
Obviously I no longer have any hope, I am obviously ready to be numb to the outside world, but the world plays a joke on me at the last moment to let me know that there are good things.
But this beautiful thing will leave him one day. This beauty is only temporary. Sooner or later, he will be drowned by the noise of the past again.
"I've already died once, I've had nothing to lose once, I don't want to experience that feeling of having nothing again!!!" Elena squatted on the ground without any strength and covered her face. Let Yabu see his collapsed expression.
"If I had known that it would become so painful, if I had known that this hope would be tightened like a noose that kept tightening, making me feel uncomfortable and die like suffocation, I might as well have died in that alley. Come on! Just leave me alone from the beginning! Don’t give me any hope of dying from the beginning!!!”
"If you must leave and go to that future..."
Ka-! ! !
"I'd rather stop my life here."
Elena suddenly bent down and punched the floor hard to break the tiles. She took out a sharp fragment and put the end into Yabu's hand. She slowly pulled Yabu's hand and let the tiles The sharp tip was aimed at his throat.
"Zhaobu, if you must leave, kill me here. Kill me. Even if you don't kill me, I will commit suicide in other more painful ways."
Or, stay.
"It's very simple now, Yabu, choose (keep) me, or give up (kill) me."
"Zhaobu... let's end it here."
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*I really just want to move... Why is this happening?
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Chapter 193 Room, Mirror, Heart
Maybe...there is something wrong.
Even if they live together, the world she perceives may be completely different from her own.
Yabu remembered a story, and there was one in that story who was very similar to Elena.
In that story, there is a special room, which is hidden in the deepest part of an extremely dangerous place. When people enter, it will fulfill the inner wishes of the people who enter.
The two brothers all went looking for it, and at the end of the story, they did find the room. The elder brother entered the room, and the room fulfilled his wish. He got a large amount of money, which he could never spend in a lifetime. Let him spend his days squandering.
But soon after receiving the money, he committed suicide.
Quite a strange story, isn't it?
Why did he kill himself?
Is there something wrong with this room?
Is this the so-called wish fulfillment, or the old-fashioned wish fulfillment that only appears on the surface, but behind the scenes there are all kinds of messy restrictions or word-picking and over-meaning?
No, this is not a false wish fulfillment, but a real room that fulfills people's inner wishes.My brother's suicide was entirely out of his own volition.
Oh, yes, some people will guess at this time whether it is related to the wish that the younger brother made after entering?
Strange...you seem to be stuck in some preconceived ideas, please take a look back.
Looking back, when did it say in the story that the younger brother had entered that room?
The only one who made the wish was the elder brother, the one who entered the room was the elder brother, and the last one who left with the money was the elder brother.
My brother is long gone.
The room is hidden in the deepest part of an extremely dangerous place. The younger brother died on the way to find the room. The only one who entered the room was the older brother.
Only the older brother made a wish, got a large sum of money, and then committed suicide.
He committed suicide because, before entering the room, the wish he wanted to realize was actually to resurrect his dead brother.
But the room did not resurrect his brother. The room gave him a large sum of money.
Do you remember the room settings?Realize people’s [inner wishes].
The room is unmistakable, and a large amount of money is my brother's true wish.
Can not accept.
This was unacceptable to my brother.
What he really wanted deep down, what he really wanted in his heart, turned out to be a large amount of money, not to resurrect his dead brother.
My love for my loved ones turned out to be just a hypocrisy that even deceived me.
This hypocrisy, this ugly hypocrisy, this false love...
How can this be accepted by him?
So, he committed suicide.
Unable to bear this kind of hypocrisy, he sent a hypocritical person to death with his own hands.
.......
But is this really hypocrisy?
Before he entered the room, he wanted to resurrect his brother. The wish that was in his mind at that time did not stop after his brother died. Instead, he continued to search the room alone, hoping to use this to resurrect his brother. Are all these thoughts false?
When a doctor is rescuing a patient, what he is doing is to heal the patient, and what he is thinking about is how to get the patient back from death. But in his heart, is it possible that he may be thinking, "I am so tired. What if?" Just make the money, do nothing, and then go home and rest.
When the policeman is fighting with a knife-wielding gangster on the street, what he is doing and thinking is to subdue the knife-wielding gangster to prevent him from hurting others. But is he really not afraid in his heart? In fact, he was also afraid that his instinct to live made him not want to go up and face the risk of death.
If a person wants to do something good, and what he wants to do is to do it, but just because of the true thought deep in his heart that he cannot suppress or even detect, he should judge this Are people hypocritical?
"Alenna."
From the fragmentary words revealed in the other party's roar, Yabu has gradually pieced together Elena's past, and tried his best to understand the child's thoughts.
Yao Bu thought of this story. In this story, there is a person who is very similar to Elena. It does not mean that it is similar to a certain person, but that it is very similar to the thing that runs through the entire text of this story.
——The room where wishes come true.
Elena's ability allows her to reflect the true emotions in people's hearts just like the house that fulfills people's wishes.
In fact, if you think about the following carefully, would Ellena's parents really do something to Ellena based on their negative emotions?
They have never done anything bad to Ellena who is suffering from ori disease. They have never kicked Ellena out of the house. Even after feeling that their daughter was strange, they were still willing to be with Ellena, an infected person. live together.
The voices in them never stop, they're scared, they're repulsed, but is there anything abnormal about that?After all, it was ore disease... No matter what you say or do, facing something that might kill you, the fear and rejection in your heart cannot be suppressed.
But they really think that in their hearts, but it doesn't mean that they really want to do that, but Elena's perception is too sensitive, just like a bright mirror reflecting the true heart of a person's heart, she takes this feeling rooted in the mud of her heart. After digging out the dirty things, I saw the hideous roots and judged that what they grew must be ugly things.
"...I won't be robbed. After we leave, we can talk slowly, okay? Elena." With the mentality of trying by chance, Yabu repeated what Elena was sure of at this moment. Words that cannot be heard.
And the result was indeed the case. Yao Bu's remarks made Elena think that Yao Bu still wanted to leave. The bleak feeling she exuded was aggravated again, but she didn't say anything, just He continued to move closer, letting the sharp tip of the tile almost hit his neck to express his answer.
"..."
Looking down at the tiles in his hands, watching the child he raised handing the object to his hands for him to kill her with his own hands, Yabu felt some feelings that he had long lost in his hands.
feeling of pain.
He felt as if the palm of his hand had been cut open by the tile, and the blood in his body was flowing down the tile. His body felt painful and cold, even colder than when he helped the white rabbit.
But when he looked down at the tiles, he found that there were no wounds on his hands at all.
"Alena..." Yabu closed his eyes and exhaled a dull breath.
How to do this multiple choice question?
This question is really difficult...
After opening your eyes, can you let yourself wake up?Seeing the familiar ceiling, sighing with fear and joy that this is just a nightmare?
But when he opened his eyes and returned to reality, everything around him naturally did not disappear like a nightmare. Elena was still standing in front of him, she still held the tiles in her hands, and the choices she had to face were still waiting for her. .
All right......
Ok.
It's time to choose.
"Ellena, I still think we should leave here." Yabu clenched the tiles in his hands, his eyes gradually becoming calmer, "And, don't worry, I won't be robbed."
"Now, right here, I'll prove it to you."
After saying that, Yabu suddenly threw the tile into the hand that was not held by Elena. Then without a trace of hesitation, in Elena's horrified eyes, he pointed the tip of the tile to his own throat and pressed hard stabbed in the past.
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*I have made my choice.
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Chapter 194 It’s your turn to put yourself in my shoes
Elena, I still think, should get out of here…
'That's it. '
As for Yabu's choice to give up on herself, Elena lowered her eyes. Feeling disheartened, she no longer thought about other ways to keep Yabu.
Since Yao Bu had chosen to give up, she also gave up and stopped making any resistance.
And, don't worry, I won't be snatched away...
'Ha...how is that possible? '
That's right, how could Yao Bu be able to do it? It seemed that Yao Bu was unwilling to kill her and was still holding on to the idea of taking her away.
It was just a bluff. Even now, Mingming seemed to be holding the tile tightly, but she still didn't feel that Yabu had any intention to attack her, and there was no noise.
'Just deal with it...just leave and find a relatively quiet place to commit suicide later. '
...Now, I'll prove it to you.
'prove? '
Prove what?
Prove that you won’t be robbed?
How to prove this?
But then Elena no longer needed to think about how Yabu wanted to prove it, because at the next moment, after Yabu's words ended, he suddenly passed the tile to his free hand, and without any pause, pointed the tip of the tile towards Stab his own throat.
"!!!"
This crazy move was like a bucket of cold water poured on Elena, causing her to wake up suddenly from the hazy state of waiting for death.
Reach out and grab Yabu's hand?Pull it off with silk thread?Blocking the tip of the tile with your own hand?Just punch and break Yabu's hand holding the tile?
Under the frightened and confused expression, Elena's mind and body did not freeze because of this, but were operating at full power. Looking at the tile tip that was about to open a hole in Yabu's throat, she wished that this moment would be short to less than a second. When the time comes, split it into dozens of parts for use.
But it was too late.
The height difference between Yabu and Elena meant that she couldn't stop Yabu's other hand immediately.
...Then shorten the distance.
He took a quick step forward and passed between Yabu's legs, tripping him up. Yabu fell from front to back as if he was about to lie down, thereby creating a little distance between the ceramic tile and his throat. At the same time, the height between Yabu and Elena was also compensated, giving Elena finally enough time to grab the wrist of Yabu's hand holding the tile.
Then, with the remaining time, Elena put her other hand behind Yabu's waist and hugged his body to prevent him from falling to the ground.
The posture of the two of them was like the one in a pas de deux, where the woman lowers her waist and the man holds her arms around her. However, the one holding her waist is Elena, who is a bit weak and petite, making the scene look a little weird and inconsistent.
But Elena couldn't care about these problems at the moment. She maintained this strange posture and held Yabu's wrist tightly without daring to let go, unable to recover from what just happened.
"Are you crazy, Yabu?!!"
She kept making assumptions in her mind, and imagined that if her reaction was even a little slow, Yabu would be pierced by the tiles, her throat would be pierced, and blood would be splashed everywhere. Her scalp was numb and she could not recover from the fear. She yelled at Yabu and thought. While asking for an explanation, I also wanted to use it to relieve my frightened emotions.
"I'm just proving that I won't be taken away."
"Proof?! What kind of proof is this!"
"Yeah. This is my proof."
"..."
Is Yabu angry?
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