*If conditions are suitable, doctors can perform surgery on Yabu by themselves.
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Chapter 41 To everyone who has, more will be given, so that she will have an abundance
They are really noisy.
Ever since suffering from mineral sickness, Elena's perception of the outside world has completely changed.
Because of her race, she was born with weaker eyesight than ordinary people. After being infected by the ore virus, this defect became more serious, and her eyesight was almost blind.
But in contrast, her perceptual ability, which was already sharp beyond ordinary people's imagination, was continuously amplified to an exaggerated degree under the influence of ore disease.
For Elena, even in the quietest place, she can hear, or feel, very noisy "sounds".
However, these noisy "sounds" are actually more like a signal generated by an overly keen perception through the brain after integrating various feedback from the outside world, a signal used to avoid danger.
Losing eyesight, but gaining the ability to predict the future, sounds like a good thing, right?
...completely wrong.
Things around me are noisy, and there seems to be danger everywhere.
The people around him were noisy, and it seemed that everyone had ill intentions toward him, a patient with ore disease.
Moreover, I am also very noisy.
The Origin Stones in his body are threatening his life every moment, and his brain senses the danger signal, so it buzzes all the time like an insane alarm clock.
They are too noisy, really too noisy. They are noisy day and night. It is like locking a person in a room full of speakers. The volume is at the highest level all the time. The torture makes people crazy. It is so noisy that it makes people crazy. People want to pierce their eardrums, but as mentioned before, they are just called sounds. Even if they pierce their eardrums, they can still hear those "sounds".
It's so evil... If the Origin Stone had any thoughts, it would be too vicious, like a bad joke.
To everyone who has, more will be given to her, so that she will have excess; but whoever has not, even what she has will be taken away from her.
Amid this dual mental and physical torture, as well as the frustration caused by some external things, Elena's physical condition deteriorated rapidly.
In fact, as long as it is not too serious, patients with ori disease can maintain their lives to a normal level if they receive complete care and regular drug treatment, and they can at least live as long as ordinary people for several decades.
But Elena, not to mention perfect care, could not even rest peacefully. The noise caused by the vibrating rhythm could not be turned off at all. Under this voice of alertness to danger, even if she was tired and sleepy, she could not turn off the noise. Even when she was feeling frantic, the sound would force Alena to stay awake and alert.
She almost never fell asleep successfully. Every time she took a rest, it was because her body functions could no longer support it. She fainted out of control and could only get a brief breath of rest. However, after returning to the lowest level, she could receive After receiving the external information, the brain will immediately receive the sound, waking Elena up from her restless sleep.
Enough is enough...this bad ori disease, these bad days.
However, it was finally coming to an end. After all, the body was rapidly failing mentally and physically under this kind of torture, and death was almost following Elena.
But facing the approaching death, Elena didn't have any fear, she even looked forward to it.
After all, if he died, he would probably be able to have a peaceful sleep.
Finally I can calm down...
After sensing that she had little time left, she carried her body and walked deep into an alley.
She heard that patients with ori disease will explode after death, and the people around them will be infected with ori disease. She has had enough of this pain and does not want others to suffer this pain.
But this is not because she still maintains her kind heart at this time. The mixed emotions of resentment, sadness, doubt, anger and desire are still like broken mud mixed together, clinging to the depths of her heart. , she naturally has a lot of things she wants to do to those who discriminate against and exclude her. She wants to grab their necks and yell at them, asking them why. She obviously did nothing wrong, why do she exclude herself so much? After doing so much, no one can give me a trace of affection and recognition.
Of course she has the ability to do that.
But there was no need, she was already very tired.
That's it, it's been hard enough to live till now, and it's so hard that she doesn't want to think about it at the last moment of her life and doesn't feel any good memories at all.
If other people's revolving doors are about looking back at the beauty of life and making them feel more relaxed when they finally die, then hers will probably only make her feel more depressed after reading it.
Finally I can calm down...
When living has become a kind of pain, then death itself is a gift that people yearn for.
He was walking towards her step by step. It was noisy and noisy. As the footsteps of death approached, it gradually expanded. It was so loud that she felt that the sound was about to become substantial. It seemed that the only sound in the outside world besides her was that it made people mad. .
- hum
Until a certain moment, everything became quiet.
Perhaps it was death that finally arrived, and everything in the world suddenly became quiet, as if everything around her had changed from a dim black room to a blank sheet of paper. It was so quiet that Elena's thinking almost stopped. .
This was a peace she had never felt since she was born, a peace she had never even dared to imagine.
Is this what death feels like?
Ah...what a regret.
If she had known that this was death, if she had known that this was the result after death, if she had known that she would face this kind of world after death...
If she had known, if she had known...she would have died earlier.
She thought death would be painful, but she didn't expect to feel extremely peaceful at this moment. It was like a heavy and dull sandbag had been removed from the inside and outside of her body. The relief brought by the sudden relief made her feel a little sleepy.
This is not so much death as liberation.
......
Ok?
千"寻!:免,;';.费,:;:小'";!?说?:裙:,",!2'5.,!:5.?,;:5;!:!!9!?!!!5.".;?3",'..0''?0 等等,死?
She finally discovered something strange. She did feel quiet, but this quietness was not caused by death. She did not experience any explosions, nor did she lose control of her limbs.
The sound of the collapse had always made her a little numb to the pain due to her mental breakdown, but that didn't mean that she wouldn't feel uncomfortable because of it. When the sound became quieter, she should have more free senses to feel the pain, but she Now there is no pain at all.
What happened? Is it the mercy of a dying body?
When I think about it after calming down, it seems that I did something when I was about to lose consciousness, and then someone approached me and said something...
"Then, I'll go first..."
Yes, that's the sound...wait?What?Got to go?
No!
The girl's desire for precious things and her unwillingness to lose this peace again allowed the girl to recover slightly from her mental breakdown, and her body instinctively stretched out her hands before thinking, grabbing the person who wanted to leave her. The person is like a spider grabbing its prey, constantly pulling the opponent's body back to his side.
"...Hey hey hey???"
Listening to the other party's frightened voice, Elena apologized in her heart for scaring the other party.
Then, in order to prevent the other party from running away, she hugged him tighter.
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*Those noises are called [trembling rhythm] by Elena
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Chapter 42 FUZE dong dong dong
It's good to be alive.
This was the first time since she suffered from mental illness that she had such an idea that made her feel outrageous.
If Alena had known she would think this way a few minutes ago, she would probably have thought she was crazy.
But as long as you live, you may always meet the people you want to meet. As long as you live, good things will happen.
The "quiet" person, the absolutely safe person who can make Shiver completely trust him, actually exists, and at this moment he is in front of him, being caught by him.
But this is too much, really too much. Why do you do this to yourself...
When Elena was alive, she had always longed for such a thing, but she had never obtained it or even seen it. Now that she had chosen to die without any regrets, she found out at the last moment before her death. He put this thing in front of her again and told her that it was real.
But he was about to die, and he would die in front of what he longed for.
"......do not go."
I don’t want to die... I don’t want to die anymore, just give me another chance.
If you want to continue living, if you can have this mental peace, no matter what kind of pain the Origin Stone causes to your body, you can endure it.
She wanted to live like a normal person forever, but she knew how serious her ore disease was, and she understood that such a fantasy was simply unrealistic.
But what if?Isn’t it said that people who are about to die will have a comeback?The desire to live is unrealistic, but I want to live even for one more day, even for one hour.
If even this doesn't work...
"Don't...don't go, stay with me."
At least in the end, will you stay with me, so that I can die in this peace at the end, so that I can deceive myself at the end, so that I feel that I am embracing this tranquility and passing away.
But with a prayer that even he thought was unrealistic, the other party actually...really allowed his dirty self to touch his body.
No, it should be said that a person who can be so "quiet" probably won't resist him as long as he doesn't do anything excessive to him.
In that case...a little more, a little more possession, a little more contact.
But as Elena began to move her body to pull the cloth, in the process of constantly occupying the other person's body, she found that there was something abnormal about her body.
The lag in the arms and legs caused by a stone being thrown into the machine and the stinging pain caused by the rubbing of sand and stones disappeared. Every breath felt smoother and more comfortable than ever before, and every breath no longer felt like it used to. All with the pain of needle pricks.
Back to the light?
But no matter what, it's great to be able to live a little longer and stay with this person.
Her mind gradually became clearer. As she communicated with this person, Ellena knew that the other person would have to leave soon for some reason. Although she was very reluctant to leave, she even wanted to do some extreme means to keep the other person. But she didn't want to leave a bad impression on the other party by doing something excessive to make this tranquility disappear.
So she began to communicate with this person and ask for information about him. She knew this person's name and where to find her, although she didn't know whether her body would still have a chance to support the trip to Chelsea. Norberg found the other party, but just like what the other party said, having a goal is something worth celebrating.
But this thought did not last long, because the next moment Elena heard the other party say, let her celebrate that her body was back to health.
...Body, restored to health?
Is this comfort?No, this is not a lie, I didn't hear the sound.
Ah, it was so confusing, what happened, it was so strange. Whether it was the unknown blessing that turned out to be true, or the way the other party really disappeared suddenly, she couldn't figure out what these were.
But this is not important anymore. What is important is that what the other party said is true, and she has really recovered.
That was enough, she had another chance to live.
After the other party left, while pursuing the address mentioned by the other party, she checked her body.
Although she had not gone to any hospital for confirmation, her keen senses still gave her a result that she could not understand at all.
...Ore disease, was cured?
It's like my body is back to what it was before the infection. No, it should be said that it's healthier than it was then, and even some of the problems in my body have been cured.
Even the most incredible thing for her was that even the buzzing in her head that was used to sense danger but never stopped because it was too sensitive, has gradually become controllable by herself and can be controlled according to her own needs. wish to enable or block.
This kind of thing that can already be called a miracle is completely beyond the girl's understanding, but she can't imagine how the other party did it. On the contrary, as she thinks about it, she feels more and more incredible about it, and she is even more eager to see the other person and wants to see her again. Embrace that silence.
No matter how you do it, it doesn't matter...as long as you can see the other person again, as long as you can keep the other person by your side, everything else is completely unimportant.
Yes, how to do it is beyond imagination. Every time I think about how the other party did it, my train of thought will stop at a certain moment.
But forget it, if you can’t think of it, don’t think about it.
......
Did you really not think of that possibility?
......
"As for this painful thing, just let me do it."
......
Who knows.
What people fear most is lying to themselves.
But at least now, Elena has no other thoughts except the goal of retrieving Yabu.
"Got you."
1096 7 Month 15 Day.
It took six months for Elena to reach Chernobog, and without any guidance, she found the location where Yabu lived in the entire mobile city.
But what she saw was the cloth lying on the ground with no part of it intact, the person standing next to him holding it, and the knife that fell to the ground and was stained with red liquid.
The traveler who was eager to return home finally arrived at the door of his home, but the home he had longed for had been destroyed and dilapidated.
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