Longmen Memoirs

Chen Mo heard her say this.

"You just want to give it a try?"

Chen Mo was speechless, and the voice in his throat was much dry.

"...I am a little curious about the plot described in the book." Wei Na replied, not knowing whether it was true or not: "Actually, it is not as wonderful as what is said in the book."

"What did you just say?"

For a moment, Chen Mo felt like a fool.

"I lied to you." Weina replied with her chin propped up, and then asked: "...Are you disappointed?"

"..."

Wei Na looked at Chen Mo seriously, hesitated for two seconds, and said uncertainly: "What I just told you may be true."

"As long as you are happy."

This may be a cycle of cause and effect, or it may be that he deserves it. While he was deceiving others, it was finally his turn to be deceived. At least, Wei Na has learned his methods, but she is not as good as him, nor can he react as well as him. When I came over, I showed my disappointment and surprise.

They are all lying.

"Guinevere, I'm hungry, you go cook."

Wei Na tilted her head slightly and said as if giving an order.

Chen Mo stood up and walked to the kitchen.

"Don't forget there's still tomorrow."

Her voice sounded from behind.

In fact, Chen Mo can certainly distinguish between lies and truth.Wei Na is not like him, so even if she is lying, it is easy for others to detect.

It was just to ease the awkward atmosphere that was about to become awkward, or to break up the alienation and estrangement during that period. She wanted to do something, but she had no such experience, so she could only learn it naively and clumsily. The way in books.

Sometimes feelings are indeed more binding than thin words.

This kind of wild cat lady is very cute, but Chen Mo doesn't know how long this cuteness can last.

Chen Mo hopes that it will last longer, until Wei Na can truly grow up.

Maybe at that moment, he will become that dispensable person again.

While Chen Mo, who was sitting on the sofa, watched Wei Na finish the simple supper in one bite, the clock in the room had quietly reached three o'clock in the night.

Daylight always comes much later in winter, especially in Victoria, which is located at the bottom of the central valley of the continent.

The sky has not yet had time to break, so it is night outside the window at this moment. The dim lights of the city illuminate a small dim street, with no people on the benches. In the distance is the light scattered on the high tower, and the pale lumens are far away. There are a lot of lights, the lights are buried in the darkness, and the darkness before dawn is mostly deeper and quieter.

Wei Na quietly finished her last bite of supper, pushed away the plate on the table, and picked up the water glass.

"Are you ready for tomorrow?" After taking a sip, she put down the water glass and asked.

"No need tomorrow."

Wei Na was startled, her emotions fleeting.

She pursed her lips: "...a little salty."

"Maybe there's too much salt."

"Maybe I was negligent."

Chen Mo replied helplessly.

"You actually know what I want to say."

Wei Na's eyes fell directly on Chen Mo.

Just when Chen Mo thought she would say something else and continue this topic, Wei Na's next words avoided these, as if she mentioned it inadvertently, turned her head but ignored it.

"In short, they are doing very well compared to Indra. They have never been good at doing this kind of thing."

Wei Na seemed to think of something and felt a little lonely. She looked away, stretched out her hand to support the side of her face, and tilted her head.

"But when I come back to my senses, I seem to have become accustomed to eating your food. If you suddenly disappear one day, I will feel a little annoyed."

This sentence was said so softly that it felt like he was talking to himself.

But the room was quiet, so quiet that Chen Mo could clearly hear every word she said. Chen Mo didn't answer, and Wei Na didn't ask any questions.

Commitment doesn’t have to matter, and it doesn’t have to result in results.She is not a persistent person. Thinking about it, with her lazy personality, it is not surprising that she would subconsciously say such words.

I can't stay with you forever.

They know it well.

"Do you know what you just missed?"

After a while, Wei Na suddenly turned her head and stared at Chen Mo, her golden pupils emitting the same warm light under the warm yellow light.

"What did you miss?"

"I thought I was starting to like you a little bit?"

She was a little unsure, stretched out her index finger and tapped her forehead, frowning slightly, her face briefly lost in thought.It's like I don't know what I'm thinking.

In fact, Wei Na sometimes feels like a child who has not grown up. Perhaps it is not appropriate to say that. She only rarely came into contact with similar things when she was growing up, so she seems specious, so it is inevitable to have negative feelings about her. The plot in the book makes me curious, so much so that I use others as targets for my attempts.

But if Weina doesn't know much about this at all, she can be keenly aware of your emotions at certain moments, and chooses to inadvertently express her thoughts in the most direct way.

Sometimes he is frank, straightforward, a little naive, mixed with a certain heaviness.

She is such a person.

"After a person gets to know another person, if he doesn't dislike him, he will always like him more." Chen Mo said.

"Is that so?"

Vina's hand supporting the side of her face turned to support her chin.

"So, am I allowed to assume that you like me too?"

"A lot of people like you, Indra, Morgan, and the Glasgow gang."

"Including you?"

"Including me."

"You know what I want to ask is not the kind of love you say."

Wei Na spoke softly, but she still felt a slight fluctuation in her heart.

It just calmed down quickly.

It's a pity that she met such a lax and unreliable person like Chen Mo. It's a pity that their identities and positions are destined to be incompatible with each other.

It is undeniable that Wei Na has an appearance and temperament that are far beyond ordinary people, so it is an indisputable fact that she will make people feel good at the first time. Simply because of her appearance, no one will notice her when they first see her. Feel disgusted.

Most people like beautiful things, not just people and things. This is nature and a certain kind of behavior.Can be【+

"How long until you stop making excuses like that, Gurney."

Chen Mo looked at her and whispered to himself, seeming to sigh, with a rare sense of loss in his eyes.

"I thought you would be satisfied if I said that?"

Chen Mo could only pretend not to see it or understand the meaning of her words.

"I'm very dissatisfied."

Vina expressed her thoughts directly.Looking at Chen Mo, he seemed to be waiting for his next explanation.

"Then what should I do?"

Wei Na thought for a few seconds: "You can say some nice words, or you can try to make me laugh, even if you use some funny actions and poor acting skills, it doesn't matter."

Chen Mo was a little surprised that Wei Na would use such words to mock people.

"Has anyone done this before?"

"I don't remember, maybe there is."

"I don't think I have the talent for it."

Chen Mo shook his head with regret and rejected Weina's proposal.

"You underestimate yourself too much. At least when it comes to lies, I have never seen anyone as good as you."

"Can a lie that you can see through be considered a high level?"

"That's enough. You can't expect a person to always trust others unconditionally." Wei Na shook her head slightly, her long black hair setting off the warm light.

Chen Mo looked at her and couldn't help but think that the color should be more dazzling.

"I can too……"

She spoke suddenly, unable to finish her sentence.

"Weina." Chen Mo interrupted Weina.

They look at each other.

Chen Mo spoke slowly: "I know everything."

"..."

"I haven't been out in a long time."

Wei Na's tone was so calm that it didn't sound like she was complaining.

"……I'm very sorry."

"You don't have to apologize to me. I'm not saying this to express my dissatisfaction to you." Wei Na paused: "I just want to tell you that sometimes, I feel bored alone and sleep. After waking up and looking at the empty room, that feeling... although I haven't experienced it for a long time... I almost thought I had adapted to it."

There is a word that has always been used to describe this feeling, loneliness. Weina has been accompanied by these two words for most of her life. The two words are light and do not sound heavy, although there are always many people willing to surround her. , as long as she waved, they would surround Vina like a flock of vultures smelling a putrid corpse, but what they wanted was just like the vultures eating the corpse, they just wanted to get rid of her body Get nothing.

Also includes Chen Mo.

Especially for him now, although Wei Na did not refuse, who could tell whether she was indifferent after giving up on herself, or whether she chose to go with the crowd, and it happened that Chen Mo, who was lucky, appeared in front of her.

Maybe if it were another person, the treatment would be the same.

But... maybe this statement is not that accurate, and it should be like walking alone on a bustling street. Although there is a bustle in front of you and in your ears, you can't feel that feeling.Looking at the endless flow of people, people you don’t know pass by you, everything around you has nothing to do with you, and you seem out of place among them.

Chen Mo has never experienced that kind of life, so he naturally won't understand how Wei Na feels at the moment.But she had already spoken it to herself, although it was not in a demanding tone, nor did she mean to force it.

But I can no longer respond with silence.

Chen Mo's eyes swept over the long box that was placed next to the sofa. A complex and unspeakable emotion surged in Chen Mo's mind. He tried his best to calm it down, but found that it became more and more turbulent, as if the originally calm lake suddenly boiled and filled the air. The fog in his vision gradually made it difficult for him to distinguish his own thoughts.

The room fell into a brief silence.

"You didn't have to be involved, Vina. Maybe I didn't show up. At this moment, you are still living with Indra and the others."

"But I met you."

"I found you."

"Do you think I should resent you?" Wei Na asked, the corner of her mouth slightly raised: "Change the person, change the place, do you think there will be any difference? Will there be any difference?"

"Destiny sometimes likes to play tricks on people, making people mistakenly think that their choice is correct. But until the answer is revealed, no one knows what the outcome will be."

"I don't like charades."

Wei Na suddenly darkened her face. She understood what Chen Mo meant, just as Chen Mo understood her hint, understood that Wei Na would stay with him as long as he was willing, and understood that after Wei Na left, he would face this alone. The strangulation of a city.

Wei Na also understood that it was the best choice for her and Chen Mo to separate, but he left the choice in Chen Mo's hands.

She understood that she mistakenly thought that she was right in choosing Chen Mo, but the result may not be satisfactory.

"I mean, it's time for you to set off and meet Indra and the others."

"Ah."

Wei Na nodded, as if she didn't care much about Chen Mo's answer, and yawned slightly, showing a tired look.

She understands her identity and understands that she lives for more than just herself.

The Glasgow gang in Chen Mo's words was like a reminder.

"A little... a little tired."