Longmen Memoirs

Chen Mo glanced at 052. He saw the guilt in 052's eyes, but he didn't say anything. He only had half an eye and could barely keep his sight.

He should take advantage of this time to do what he should do.

He swayed and staggered towards the last remaining person. One of the other person's legs was broken in 052's brutal collision. He struggled and wailed as he tried to get up, but fell down again after getting up.

As Chen Mo approached, he kept crawling backwards. The chains restricted his range of movement. The 3-meter chain restricted by the arena locked him in place. He could only wait to die.

"Let me go! Please, I don't want to die, I really don't want to die."

Chen Mo has heard similar words more than once.But why, people always realize regret when they are dying. When he pulled out the knife to kill himself, he never thought that he would become what he is now.

047, the other person only has this string of numbers on him. Where is he from, what is his past, and why is he here.

Chen Mo didn't know, and he didn't want to know either.

Chen Mo has never been a firm and kind person, he is a villain who is afraid of death, a person who can be controlled and changed by the world at will, so when the world wants him to choose to become this kind of person, he has no resistance courage.

"That's enough...013."

But Chen Mo didn't care, but someone did.

052 suddenly took Chen Mo's hand. Chen Mo wanted to shake his hand off, but he really underestimated 052's power.

Chen Mo turned around, and 052's pupils reflected his now ferocious figure like a demon, but he saw the intolerance in 052's eyes, and also saw the pity that should not be there.

Like compassion for yourself.

"Who are you pitying?"

"Are you pitying me?" he asked in disbelief, his voice trembling.

That pity look seemed to pierce the most intolerable place in his heart.

"Why do you pity me?" Chen Mo roared loudly: "Why do you pity me?"

If it weren't for you, if it weren't for you, a loser, how could I be where I am now.

I even saved your life.

And now, you dare to pity me.

"I'm not pitying you..." 052 defended.

Although you look really pitiful now, you really look like a scarred but homeless dog that has been struggling and biting in a pack of wild dogs.

"That's enough, 013, we have won, and he can't hurt us anymore. Even if you kill him, what's the use."

"He wanted to kill me just now. If it weren't for me, even you would have died here! Are you going to let him go too?"

"But he didn't kill us!"

"You want to wait until he kills you before you regret it?! Are you a kindhearted person from there?"

Therefore, it is a pity that this kind of person does not become a priest. He can give full play to his compassion and show his kindness over and over again to the dead who can neither hear nor see in the ground.

"Ha...hahahaha..."

Chen Mo suddenly laughed, pointing at 052 and laughing so wildly and unscrupulously.His eyes calmly glanced through the spotlight above his head at a place where someone was standing.

Haven't heard the end yet.

"Why didn't you say these things just now?" Chen Mo asked, and he kicked away 052 who was standing next to him.He turned around and pulled out the long knife stuck in half of his head.

He stepped on half of the head under his feet and tilted his head.

"Tell them to let you go! See if they let you go."

Chen Mo walked towards the man crawling on the ground step by step with the blood-stained knife in his hand. He raised his foot and stepped on his broken leg. Amidst the other person's shrill wail, he raised the long knife in his hand high.

"I can let him go..." The long knife pierced the flesh and blood, and 052 turned his head. The wailing gradually turned into a low cry, and the corpse was shaking unconsciously.

In the low voice, Chen Mo asked softly:

"But who is going to let us go? A good man!"

Chapter 44 Floating Light

Chen Mo was carried on a stretcher. The only place where people could feel at ease in this dark wall was probably his medical team.

You don't have to worry about immediate death due to excessive injuries. Of course, excessive injuries will lose the value of treatment. Fortunately, Chen Mo's injury only looks serious, but is actually just a large scratch.

He was quickly removed from the medical room [=

He has been very quiet and has not asked a word. Chen Mo has no interest in talking to him.

For the first time, Chen Mo realized how stupid the person in front of him was. He felt that sooner or later he would die in the other person's hands, but he didn't want to die, but there was no way to convince someone with this personality.

To be honest, Chen Mo felt funny and angry just looking at his face.

"Sorry, 013, it's all because of me that you..."

The tall Fengho boy looked timid as he apologized.

"You tell me, you want to live?"

Chen Mo asked while sitting on the bed board of the lower bunk. His left hand was wrapped in a bandage and fell on his neck. The entire left eye of his face was wrapped in a fool. The bright red seeping out from under the white bandage could be seen.

"I……"

"Is this how you live?" Chen Mo asked calmly.

052's eyes dodge a little.

"Feel sorry……"

"You don't want to kill?"

"No." 052 nodded.

"But you have already killed people, more than one, and now you have to tell me, deceiving yourself and telling me that you don't want to kill them." Chen Mo sneered: "Don't you think you are hypocritical? 052."

In fact, he is also very hypocritical, hypocritically trying to use words to deceive 052's conscience and make him believe his words, so that he does not have to fight alone and almost fall into death like today.

Chen Mo has already seen the power of 052.

"Why do people kill each other, why do they repeat the same stupid things, why can't they get along well, why do they have to kill others to be satisfied." 052 suddenly asked loudly: "I don't understand what the point of this is! "

He really didn't understand why everyone here was like this, how they had to be able to kill each other in order to survive.

"I obviously don't want to do this. I don't want to kill them, and I don't want to kill everyone here..."

"You've come to the wrong place." Chen Mo sighed softly. "Weird."

Where did this come from.

Chen Mo didn't think that everyone who came here was like him and could immediately understand what he wanted to do and what he wanted to become.

Most of the people who come here are a group of children. Children are the easiest and most fickle group of people.

There may be some of them who are as naive and kind as 052, because they don't understand the world yet, because they have too little knowledge.

But there are not many such people. Most of them are lucky enough to pass the first level. Not everyone can have the physical condition of 052 to rely on to continue to pass the second level.

052 is a weirdo, a naive weirdo.

But now Chen Mo suddenly doesn't hate this kind of weirdo so much, maybe because he has done what he wanted to do but couldn't.

Weird people are generally much more stubborn and determined than ordinary people, otherwise they wouldn't be weird.

"Do you still remember the first time we talked, I asked you whether you wanted to die or live. You said you wanted to live. How did I answer?" Chen Mo asked.

052 hesitated for a few seconds and spoke:

"You said our lives must be snatched from other people's hands."

"Do you still remember?" Chen Mo was a little surprised.

"I remember."

"Do you know what I did today?"

"You saved my life, 013."

"I helped you rob once, and you also saved me, so we are even now." Chen Mo replied: "I don't know how to answer your question just now, because I don't know either."

Chen Mo said: "You said you want to live, why do you want to live?"

"I want to go back. My mother and sister don't know I'm out yet. They must be worried, so I want to go back."

"Where are you from?"

"Ursus."

"I'm from Longmen." Chen Mo said. "Why did you come here in the first place?"

"You asked me." 052 was stunned and silent.

"You didn't tell me." Chen Mo said.

"Then why did you come?" he asked.

Chen Mo raised the index finger of his right hand, and a smile that was rare in 052's eyes appeared at the corner of his mouth. Perhaps Chen Mo himself didn't know how gentle the smile on his face was at this moment.

He couldn't help but think of Tallulah, Chen, and the orphanage at No. 168 Maple Leaf Road. Only in this feeling of being lucky to have survived a catastrophe, did he have the opportunity to miss his past life. of laughter and warmth.

"Because of an agreement." Chen Mo said softly: "I promised to go back, so I must survive."

You can't do it without me. Who else but me can tolerate such a bad temper?If Chen doesn't come, you don't even have a friend, but she will only come for one day, so you will definitely feel very lonely.

Tallulah.

"it's your turn."

"My sister is seriously ill and the medical expenses are very expensive. They promised that if I am willing to come, they will pay for my sister's medical expenses and find ways to cure her disease." He hesitated for a while and said.

"Originstone disease?"

"Yes."

"What they don't tell you is that there's no cure for this disease."

"I know it can't be cured, but I checked and found that Colombia already has a treatment that can inhibit the spread of Originium Disease." 052 said: "You must not know how scary it is to become an infected person in Ursus. I have seen it, I don’t want my sister to be like that, she’s my only sister.”

"My mother would take her abroad, away from Ursus, to Colombia, where she could live a good life even if she was infected."

"So you want to go back to see them, but they are gone, can you find them?" Chen Mo asked.

"Yes, no matter how long it takes!" He seemed to have strengthened his belief.

"The premise is that you must survive first, why do you survive?" Chen Mo said coldly.

The hope ignited by 052 seemed to be extinguished by his words like a basin of ice water. Once there was hope, it suddenly fell into the abyss.

"Now do you think what I did was wrong?" Chen Mo glanced at 052 who lowered his eyes.

"I know you want to live." 052 did not refute or admit.

"That proves that you are not too stupid." Chen Mo said. "But you can't accept this, can you?"

"..."

"I know you are a kind person, 052, and you still have a conscience in your heart, but I... am not born ruthless." Chen Mo said: "I am as old as you, and I am here for the same purpose. Everything here Everyone probably has a certain purpose, no one is born to want to kill."

"But we, you and me, and them, if we want to survive and leave here alive, we can't keep this innocent fantasy." Chen Mo smiled softly: "I don't hate you, because what you did Only things that are normal are the thoughts and choices that a person should have. Your mother must also be a gentle person. But unfortunately, gentle people do not necessarily get good rewards. 052, sin is always something like this. It’s impossible to tell the difference, and the simpler it is, the harder it is to tell the difference.”

Chen Mo stood up and looked down at 052 sitting opposite him with his right eye that could still retain his sight.

"You want to live but don't want to kill anyone." He said, "Well, I'll kill for you. I'll bear the sins you should bear for you. I can help you."

052 raised his head, and Chen Mo saw the surprise and confusion in those light blue eyes.

"You stay by my side." Chen Mo patted his arm gently with his hand: "Your physique should be very suitable for a shield."

"If it makes you feel better."

In fact, raising a shield to defend the murderer is not considered killing. It is just a deformed killing, but wearing a layer of self-deception will make you feel better.

People need to deceive themselves and others to avoid living in guilt all their lives.

He has been a liar since childhood.