Longmen Memoirs

"Agreed?" Chen Mo was surprised. "marry you?"

"No, she promised me to treat her to dinner next time." Sfeldt looked proud: "Do you think I have hope, brother?"

"Yeah..." Chen Mo suddenly didn't know what to say.

"By the way, what did you come to see me for?"

"Don't you still have [/

Chen Mo tilted his head and motioned to Jessica standing next to him.

"Her name is Jessica. I met her outside in the coniferous forest and I want you to help her find her family."

"Tadpole looking for its mother?" Sfeldt said subconsciously.

"It's Grandpa," Jessica said.

"Oh." Sfeldt nodded clearly, and then looked at Jessica. The expression on his face first changed from interested to surprised. Then he glanced at Chen Mo and the surprise turned into shock and disbelief. Unable to understand, contempt turns to understanding.

Chen Mo didn't know how a person could have so many expressions on his face, but Sfeldt did it.

"Snake? You..." Sfeldt hesitated and glanced at Jessica, "Come here, I have a question for you?"

"what is the problem?"

"A very important question about this child."

Chen Mo leaned forward, and Sfeldt suddenly grabbed Chen Mo's neck. His greasy fingers left five conspicuous fingerprints on the shoulders of Chen Mo's gray training uniform.

"Holy shit, shit, shit...where did you kidnap this child from?"

He lowered his voice in Chen Mo's ear, but the excitement, excitement and surprise in his voice could be clearly heard even if he deliberately lowered his voice. He pressed Chen Mo's shoulders tightly.

"You know her?"

"It's not important!" Sfeldt said: "What's important is that you actually like the child. Okay, I admit that this child is very beautiful and will definitely be a rare beauty in the future, but... how can you, how can you Start now... I despise you, I really despise you!"

When he said these words, the jealousy and regret were almost overflowing, full of heart-wrenching regret and enlightenment.

Sifeldt said, turning his head to look at Jessica, who looked confused and uneasy. Sifeldt showed a kind smile, but he must not know that due to the first impression, his Jessica was frightened by the smile, and Jessica took a small step back warily.

Sfeldt's smile froze on his face, almost causing internal injuries.

"Snake, I misjudged you." He looked back and said to Chen Mo with a disappointed look on his face. "I didn't expect you to be such a person. I'm ashamed to be in your company!"

"Sfeldt, let's get down to business!" Chen Mo pushed his hand away from his neck.

"Isn't this a serious matter? This is not a serious matter!" Sfeldt said loudly.

"Brother, you are breaking the law, do you know? Brother Si, I can't save you. You are 17 years old. She..." Sifeldt looked at Jessica, who subconsciously grabbed Chen Mo's clothes. Corner, Sfeldt twitched his eyes jealously.

"She is just under 14 years old this year. In a few years, when she reaches the legal age of marriage in Colombia, do you dare to say that you won't do it!" He said while holding Chen Mo's arm and beating his chest with regret: "I Why didn't I think of this method at the beginning? Ah, snake, you are indeed an insidious and cunning snake."

It's my Sfeldt's fault, I regret it for the first time - this is probably the emotion he wanted to express.

Chapter 67 What are you ([-])

"I couldn't have met you when Foxtail was a kid, right? You don't like Foxtail anymore?"

"I'm not that kind of person. I've always done my best in my life. When it comes to love, I'm a dedicated person, so I won't look at other women except Huwei." He said, adding What came to mind: "When I first saw you, I knew you were not a gentleman!"

"Can you still look at people?"

"I've been studying Yan Kingdom's Servant Gua recently. Do you want me to do the math for you? I think your Book of Changes is much more reliable than Tarot cards and prophecies."

"Master Sfeldt, you might as well give your love a try." Chen Mo was noncommittal.

"The book says that my love is destined to be full of ups and downs, but it will eventually bear fruit."

"that book?"

""One Hundred Ways of Divination in Yan Kingdom"."

"..."

Why didn't you say "One Hundred Thousand Whys"

"Let's not talk about it anymore." Sfeldt waved his hand, as if he was very frustrated with the result of his divination: "You came to me just for her. I also know that my friends' wives should not bully me, so don't worry."

She still looked at Jessica with jealousy.

"My name is Sfeldt, and I am... um." He seemed to be looking for a word to describe the relationship between Chen Mo and him, but he was filled with jealousy towards Chen Mo, to the point of being jealous to the point of regret and contempt for Chen Mo.

"I'm Snake's partner. You can call me Brother Sifield, or Brother Si. I prefer the latter."

Probably because Brother Si is very similar to Senior Brother.

"Brother Si, you...hello." Jessica nodded stutteringly.

"Hello, Jessica." Sfeldt said. He wanted to extend his hand to show friendship, but after seeing his fingers, he wisely gave up the idea, in order to avoid his hand stopping awkwardly in mid-air. , so he picked up an uneaten fried chicken leg placed next to the keyboard.

His behavior undoubtedly aggravated her senses that had deteriorated inside Jessica.

"I'm talking about Brother Snake." He took a bite of the chicken leg, waved it lightly, and said while chewing: "You can definitely post a post on the Black Steel Intranet and put her photo on it, and his family will see it. Naturally, someone will come to you, and..."

He glanced at Jessica: "For a child of this age to appear here, there is no doubt that her identity must be very important. She must be the granddaughter of a certain director. Why is it that such a good thing is not my turn. "

"It's not necessarily a good thing or not." Chen Mo said, but he didn't say the second half of the sentence because of Jessica.

He had encountered the same thing before, it was so similar, it was like another replica. If possible, Chen Mo actually didn't want to accept this trouble. Yes, trouble seemed to him like Jessica was a trouble.

Blessings and misfortunes are unknown, blessings and misfortunes are mixed.

"The trainee's level on the intranet is E, and you don't have permission to post for the time being. You should know very well." Black Steel is a hierarchical organization, and this is no exception even on the intranet.

"Speaking of which, how long is your training period left? Three months?" Sfeldt threw the finished chicken bones back into the paper tube on the table, picked up the used toilet paper and wiped the corners of his mouth and fingers. .

"It will be officially over once the report is approved." Chen Mo replied.

"It's been three years," Sfeldt said with emotion.

"Yes, three years."

It has been almost ten years since I left Longmen, went to Black Wall, and came here again.

"To be honest, Snake, I didn't expect that you were only 15 years old at the time." Sfeldt said: "Brother, there are some things I don't know whether I should say after such a long time. As a Black Steel operator, I shouldn't ask you. , but as your brother and your friend, I still want to ask."

He suddenly stopped, the expression on his face became serious, and he looked at Chen Mo seriously.

"Brother, you usually don't like to say anything, and I've never seen you smile. You've been holding it back, don't you really want to live your life like this?" He said, "If you want to do something, just do it, don't let yourself Leave no regrets, and don’t regret it. I, Sfeldt, will support you all my life. You know that I am a warlock, a warlock who uses fire. As long as you say a word, brother, we will burn whoever you say, even if it is black steel. Boss, I will also be there to help you with the formation."

What he said made Chen Mo couldn't help but think that he mainly wanted to tell himself the last words so that he could do his best to help him chase the fox's tail.

But Chen Mo also had to admit that his words really touched him.

But what is I holding in my heart? Is it anger, anger, or my unwillingness and regret? I don’t know. I only know that I want to go back, but I don’t dare to go back. I’m afraid that things will change if I go back. , I am afraid that when I go back, everything will become something I can no longer imagine.

Will Tallulah and Chen still remember me?

Just like I am about to forget them, how can they still remember that there used to be a person like me.

If a person hides so much joy, anger, sorrow and joy in his heart, he must have a scarred life. Unfortunately, I seem to have become such a person.

"You don't understand." Chen Mo had no choice but to answer him like this, as if to escape.

Most people who don't understand can escape from all the problems in the world.

Maybe Chen Mo and Si Feierte are the same kind of people, but Si Feierte is very carefree and has never thought of hiding it, while Chen Mo is cautious for fear of being discovered.

They are all like this. Even though they know it's impossible, they still have some fantasies that they shouldn't have. But his fantasies can still be seen, while Chen Mo's own can only exist in his own imagination.

How embarrassing, saying it would sound like a daydream, and it would probably make Sfeldt look at him with admiration.

"I don't understand. I don't understand. You've drawn tens of thousands of portraits in your room? You still haven't remembered their appearance. What are you obsessed with? Are there any obstacles in this world that you can't get over?"

Probably only people who really care about you will force you to face it even though they know you don't want to mention it, because they know very well that the only one who will be hurt is you if you continue like this.

Before weapons were invented, humans already had one of the most powerful weapons in the world - speech.

Whether it's offense or defense, it's impeccable.

But Chen Mo didn't know what he was clinging to, clinging to 052 who died in the black wall, or clinging to the orphanage of his childhood, the narrow sky and the red maple leaves falling on the ground outside the wall.

After he came out of the black wall, he became another person he didn't recognize, but Chen Mo still remembered his previous appearance, so two different and paradoxical personalities kept intersecting in Chen Mo's mind, like a torrent of earth-shattering torrents. To drown him in the tide.

In the torrent is his past, his blurred memories, his regret, unwillingness, anger and powerlessness, his denial of himself, or the real himself?

Who is he, what is he, Chen Mo, 013 is still a snake.

Chen Mo added 013 and 052 and became a snake. But to Chen Mo, the snake's agreement is still not an agreement, and it seems to be just a childhood joke, because he doesn't understand anything, because he will know it when he grows up. Forget, because children's words are unbridled.

Perhaps what Chen Mo is obsessed with is not the agreement, but his powerless life.

Just like his name, Chen Mo really fell silent, and the room fell into a brief silence. The fluorescent light of the computer mixed with the light from outside the door entered this dirty room.

The dark, dirty, stinky room with a hint of inevitable light seemed to resemble the life of someone in it.

Until Jessica gently held Chen Mo's hand, the warmth from her palm awakened him from the loss and hesitation, and the world became its original appearance again.

It's not someone's life, it's just a small, messy room.

"Sorry, brother, I said something I shouldn't have said." Sfeldt said apologetically to Chen Mo: "I don't know your past, and I really shouldn't ask these questions. You know, I just like to make trouble for nothing. , don’t care.”

He said, patting Chen Mo's arm gently.

"But again, I will always support you. Whether it's me or Foxtail. Although I may not be able to help you with anything, after all, you are a monster to begin with, but if your hurdle is too high to overcome, I can lend you a hand. Shoulders, no charge.”

"Just don't cause trouble for me. I don't want to risk half my life one day just to save your life. It's not worth it."

"We are brothers. Even if I fall into deep trouble one day, won't you come to save me?" Sfeldt smiled, poked Chen Mo's hand, and said as if he had something to say, "You should ask yourself, are you embarrassed?" Well, won’t your conscience hurt?”

"will not."

"Damn! The righteousness has been broken!" Sfeldt shouted: "Cut off the robe and break the righteousness, cut off the robe and break the righteousness!"

He was tugging at his pajamas, trying to find something to use to cut off his clothes. This clown-like appearance made Jessica next to him laugh softly.

But soon, Jessica noticed Sfeldt's gaze and covered her mouth.

"I'm sorry..."

"It's okay." Sfeldt said and looked at Chen Mo.

In fact, Chen Mo understood very well that he used this method, this kind of performance that seemed to treat himself as a clown and sensationalize to dispel the embarrassment and depression just now.

He doesn't care how funny he is in the eyes of others, because you are worthy of him. Chen Mo seems to have done the same thing before, putting on a mask and treating himself as a clown, trying his best to act as a clown between the two of them. Famous clowns and adjustments.

"Okay, Brother Si, stop acting." Chen Mo said.

"You've seen this, okay, okay." Sfeldt reluctantly gave up the idea of ​​cutting off the robe and severing the relationship.

"eggplant……"

Sfeldt pointed his cell phone at Jessica. After the flash, the picture showed Jessica's stiff and forced smile in the dim room. Sfeldt shook his head.

"No, little Jessica, this photo makes you look like you've been kidnapped. No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, here's another one, with a more natural smile. I don't want to be regarded as a kidnapper." He said half-jokingly.

Jessica nodded.

But her smile still couldn't become natural.

Chapter 68 What are you ([-])

"Just put one on it." Chen Mo said, "It doesn't have to be a smile."

"You don't understand this, Brother Snake." Sfeldt said: "Do you think there will be no benefit to us from helping the granddaughter of a Black Steel director? Since it is a benefit, of course we must take it.

"You make me feel at home." Chen Mo pointed to his room.

"It's okay to just pretend. They don't know. If I want to make some noise on the intranet, even the directors won't be embarrassed and deny us benefits."

"You're not afraid of being put in small shoes."

"What are you afraid of? If you don't want to let go of your child, you won't be able to trap a wolf. There is a black steel inner net to protect you. Trust me, there will be no problem. And little Jessica will also put in a good word for us, right, little Jessica? "

"Ah, oh, um." Jessica was stunned and nodded hurriedly. She didn't understand what Sfeldt was saying at all, but she still nodded subconsciously. Anyway, no matter what this strange person asked, she just had to nod. .

"Oh, so..." Sfeldt suddenly had an idea and patted the armrest of the computer chair: "Snake, can't I just take a photo of you and her together?"

"I?"

Sifeldt glanced at Jessica's hand holding Chen Mo's hand, and quickly looked away, for fear that his firm determination would be shaken.