Longmen Memoirs

"No one deserves to die, Qiao." Chen Mo answered looking into his eyes. He saw his own appearance in the sniper's eyes. Chen Mo seemed to see his former self.

He wanted to cry, but he felt sad but couldn't shed tears, so he had to hold back, his eyes were red and sore.

The sniper gave up and looked away.

Those crossbowmen were his friends and students. Although they didn't get along for a long time, the sniper got along very well with them. Once people have too deep feelings and have intersections, it is difficult to pretend to be loyal. Don't care.

"You have indeed changed, Captain." He fell silent, and after a while he said: "I thought you would tell me, yes, their deaths were worth it, because their deaths saved more people and allowed more people to die. I wouldn’t be surprised if more people survive, I know you’re right, but I still want to beat you up.”

"Because I have never lived with them, and I don't have a close relationship with them, that's why I can say this, but you are different, right?" Chen Mo took over the words.

"I remember what each of them looks like, their shortcomings and strengths." He sighed: "I don't know why I am like this. This is my first time as an instructor. I always feel that I am not good at this, but And I think what you said is right. The more they learn, the higher their chances of survival will be. The longer I get along with them, the more I will think so."

"Your temperament is actually not suitable for being a mercenary."

"Not everyone can live the way they think they will." The sniper replied: "My father said the same thing. He said I was too weak. People like me would be a drag on the battlefield, but the more he became so Said, the more I want to prove to him, he is wrong, he underestimated me, I can do better than him."

"Then you should join the army."

He chuckled.

"Ha, if I hadn't entered Black Steel, I might have been a Colombian officer by now."

"Officers don't accept infected people." Chen Mo didn't mind pouring cold water on him at this time. After all, in the sniper's heart, he was this kind of person.

So of course the sniper looked at him a little unhappy.

"If you want to beat me up, you can't do it like this. I rarely care about this with the wounded."

"You sound like a good person."

"Isn't it?" Chen Mo asked.

The sniper sneered.

"In a few days, there may be a funeral in the camp. Let me tell you in advance. If you have anything to say, you can think about it now, whether it's a complaint or a regret. Don't wait until then and you can't remember what you should say. ." Chen Mo said, looking at Qiao: "Although they can't hear your complaints, you know that funerals are never held for the deceased."

The sniper opened his mouth. He wanted to say something, but in the end he nodded silently, indicating that he understood.

What has happened has happened, and those who are alive will continue to live. In fact, everyone understands this truth. It just takes some time, and there are some things that I want to say but have no time to say, so I can only wait until the funeral to say them, and they will not be heard. People listen to it, and they also tell it to themselves.

"Have a good rest. I have a few more meetings. I'll come over to see you when I'm free."

Chen Mo stood up, opened the door and went out under the sniper's impatient eyes. He saw Sasha standing by the wall outside the door, and the boy looked at him at the same time.

"Take care of your teacher." Chen Mo said.

The boy nodded and looked at his back as he walked through the passage. He seemed to remember something again. He placed his finger on the wall of the passage and walked away slowly.

It will be a long meeting and there will be so much to discuss that it will be difficult to have time to take care of other things.

I have just moved to a new camp, and before I have settled down, I have to worry about food again. I can barely survive this winter just relying on the food I brought in the camp, but there will be no food supplies next spring. The camp is a big home. It’s impossible to take care of everyone in your family, but some things are the same for everyone.

"The reconnaissance team's outposts should be placed farther away to ensure normal communication. If there is still time, we can take everyone outside to reclaim a piece of land. Don't be too far away. We can build a few more greenhouses and plant some with the materials we have. With the quick harvest of food, we can have more food in the camp before winter comes.”

"Then I'll organize people to go out and find a suitable place after the meeting." Shuangxing replied, her bandaged right hand hanging on her chest, the injury still not healed.

"Is your injury okay?"

"It won't affect the activities."

"Then you will be responsible. Remember to bring a few more infected people who are good at farming. They are more familiar with this aspect."

"I know."

"The injuries of the soldiers have not healed yet. During this period, we must be careful of the Ursus patrols, and we must understand the nearby terrain as soon as possible. Aurora can take the soldiers to do this. Is there any problem?"

Chen Mo looked at Aurora in the corner of the conference room.

She shook her head.

"Be careful when drawing, and if you find Ursus scouts, don't conflict with them."

"Don't worry, Mr. Chen, I know what to do."

Chen Mo nodded, his eyes falling on Alina's position.

"There are also things about other infected people in the camp. We have just experienced a change during this period. Many people don't know what to do now. There are not so many things to do in the camp for ordinary infected people. My thoughts Don’t leave everyone idle, as this can easily lead to problems, and emotions can spread easily. While moving to a new place, Alina can help everyone start decorating their new home, find some usable things, and decorate the new place. Some places If you need repairs, please contact the engineering team and Sergey. They may also need some manpower to make repairs and repairs. In short, try to find something for everyone to do." Chen Mo said, pausing for a moment: "Is there any problem? "

"No."

"I will discuss it with everyone later. Not only the education team, I think if other people are willing to help, I can also assign some tasks to them. This can also be regarded as a job."

Alina is smart.

"That's right, then I'll trouble you."

"It's not troublesome, as long as there is somewhere we can help."

"If you have any problems, you can come to me."

"I would do it if you didn't tell me. I'm not that confident. Don't bother me then."

"How could it be...the training of the soldiers must not be left behind. In addition to the wounded, the soldiers must also resume training as soon as possible. The logistics department will give priority to the wounded, and then the soldiers, children, the elderly, women, and other infected people in the camp may be affected. There are some opinions on this arrangement. The education team should pay attention to explaining it to everyone. Other captains also need to communicate with the soldiers in each team. I don’t want any problems caused by the distribution system."

"Understood……"

Chen Mo's eyes fell on the position of the shield guard. The Patriots were rarely absent from this meeting.

"The shield guards do not have any outing missions for the time being, but the training of the soldiers will be supervised by the shield guards. At the same time, the shield guards and guerrillas must also organize training as soon as possible."

"Yes."

"Is Mr. Patriot feeling better?"

"The cough is severe. The captain asked us to listen to you for the time being, Mr. Chen."

"Remember to bring a copy of the minutes of the meeting to Mr. Patriot."

"know."

Chen Mo's words paused.

"I have nothing more to say." He looked at Tallulah: "Do you have anything to add, leader."

"You've already said everything I want to say." Tallulah felt helpless, and his eyes fell on the others: "But I still want to hear everyone's opinions."

The meeting is over, and the development of the camp in a short period of time has been arranged. However, as things develop and the actual situation, some of the original plans may still need to be slightly adjusted.

"The patriot's condition has worsened." After the meeting, Chen Mo, who stayed in the conference room, said to Tallulah, who had not yet left.

"I know."

"There are not many inhibitors obtained from Kazdaele. I asked the Shield Guard to transfer some of them to the Patriots, but the time they can last is limited. His illness is getting worse day by day. Once the Patriots are lost, the team's future will be very difficult. It’s harder to walk, and there are two problems before you now, Tallulah, the camp needs time to develop, but there is not much time left for the camp and you.”

"How much time do you think we have?"

"Three to five years, assuming the Patriots can survive. This will be torture for him."

Tallulah opened her mouth.

Chen Mo shook his head.

"He will not be willing to go to Kazdaele, at least until the infected people can settle down, he will not leave, and the camp cannot do without him."

Tallulah's words fell silent.

"He has high hopes for you, Xiaota."

Tallulah closed her eyes, opened them again, and breathed out softly.

"I understand."

Chen Mo said nothing more. He thought that his reminder to this point was probably enough.

June 1093, 10, Crystalline Era

10 o'clock in the morning.

"In addition to explaining your affairs to Kazdaele this time, there are also requirements from the engineering team. They [=@

Chen Mo looked at Reid in front of him and asked: "Take a few warriors you are familiar with. Don't have too many people. Take a long detour and try to avoid the patrol routes and villages of Ursus cavalry. After arriving at Ursus, remember The contact information I taught you?”

"Remember, captain, you've said it several times, even if you can't remember it."

"This matter is very important. It is related to the contact between the camp and Kazdaele. After you find the contact person in Kazdaele, you don't have to rush back. You can stay in Kazdaele for the time being and wait for the next batch of Sakaz assistance. The camp will be in At the agreed time, we will send someone to meet you at the previously agreed place."

"Yes."

"Go and get ready. You don't need to notify me before departure."

Red nodded and looked at Kahn beside him.

"Then I'll go."

Chen Mo waved his hand.

"It's my turn? Captain, Red is going to contact the Sakaz people. What's my mission?" Kahn couldn't wait to ask as he watched Red leave.

"I don't remember saying you had a mission."

"Ah? Then you call me..."

"Just by the way." Chen Mo said. Kahn was stunned and soon saw Chen Mo's smile.

"Okay, your mission is different from Red's, but it's more dangerous than him." Chen Mo said, and Kahn's face finally looked better.

"I almost thought you were serious, Captain."

"I want you to lead a group of soldiers south, pretending to be ordinary people, and enter the towns and cities along the way. You will mainly collect information about the reactions caused by the conflict with the Ursus army. You don't have to look for it deliberately, but you must remember to pay attention to yourself. Safety, everything comes with your own safety as the top priority.”

Chen Mo said that he handed the bag he had been carrying to Kahn. Kahn opened it and found a pile of gold and silver coins inside.

"The camp is not rich in funds, but you should not be reluctant to spend money. If you can avoid the trouble with money, try to spend money to avoid it. Entrust the task of collecting information to ordinary people. Be smart, Ursus people. I’m not an idiot, you can decide for yourself when and how to do it, I only have one request, you must look the same when you left, and you must look the same when you come back.”

"I understand, captain, just don't worry."

"You brat, I wish I could rest assured." Chen Mo sighed: "Don't get too involved with the infected people in the city. At least, don't foolishly reveal your identity to them. Although they are also infected, they are the same as us. I can’t be sure if I’m not a stranger.”

"remember."

"Go away, pay attention to safety."

"okay."

Chapter 111 Awkward brat who wants to be strong

The most painful thing in life is waking up from a dream and having no way to go. The dreamer is happy. If he cannot see the way to go, the most important thing is not to disturb him.

Chen had a sweet dream. The dream was the Longmen she once thought. She thought she could change the city on her own in Longmen. There was Tallulah in her dream, and she would one day find her back.

Tallulah also had a beautiful dream. In the dream, she was determined to lead the infected people to resist the injustice and cruel fate of Ursus. She was determined to fight for justice until one day the infected people could have a land of their own. Until one day they To truly live and be treated fairly by this land.

Their dream is an ideal.

Chen Mo has seen countless different kinds of dreams. Seria's dream is to cure Ifrit and give the child a healthy future. Theresia's dream is about Sakaz and Kazdel, who are the world's most beautiful people. The pain and suffering, Veena's dream is to live a free life, and the infected person's dream is to heal the body's pain, or to look forward to a better tomorrow.

……

These dreams are big and small, some are hidden deeply, and some can be seen at a glance. People always have many dreams. What happens today and what happens tomorrow will always give birth to expectations, big and small. with dreams.

Chen Mo also had a sweet dream.

There was a Longmen City in his dream, and there was a little kid in the city who didn't grow up. He stayed there all the time, walking around for more than ten years. When Chen Mo thought he had disappeared, he could occasionally hear a little bit of him. the sound made.

Later, Chen Mo learned that dreams can be awakened, because everything in dreams is false. Later, Chen Mo learned that some dreams can come true, but some dreams will never end in a lifetime.

For Chen Mo, it doesn't really matter whether he hopes or expects. He doesn't really believe in these. Although he will still feel emotional when he sees these appearing in front of his eyes occasionally, he will not put reality on vain hopes and thoughts.

He has to stay awake at all times and cannot be immersed in his dreams, because he knows that he has never been a determined person. If he always cares about these illusory things, his will will continue to become weak.

He has to face and end one suffering after another, because only if he ends these, the rest will not have to experience it again, even though Chen Mo knows in his heart that he cannot unify all the things that will happen in the future. Once it was settled in advance, he couldn't predict the future after all, but within the scope of what he could predict, he had to end it.

June 1093, 11, Crystalline Era

Kahn returned earlier than expected.

He brought back news about the battle with Ursus a month ago, but there was no news. The people of Ursus seemed to have never heard of this rumor, at least officially it did not cause much disturbance.

Kahn spent a lot of effort and visited several mobile cities and villages before finally getting some clues.

Most of a division was lost, and the division commander was killed in the line of duty. Ursus could not avoid leaking some news.