Longmen Memoirs

"No, Amiya." The doctor shook his head, his eyes squinting at the prosperity outside the window: "You don't understand what I'm talking about. These are what I should bear."

You don't understand, what I want to say is that half of the things that should have been undertaken by me over the years have been placed on another person, and I pushed him into the abyss.

[After all... you know, doctor, I am a foreign friend, and the laws of Sakaz cannot apply to me. 】

When he said these words freely and casually, the setting sun reflected a splendid splendor under the bow of the Rhode Island ship in the gloomy sky of Kazdaele.

In the distance is an endless expanse of isolated wilderness.

"Amiya...someone told me such a story before."

The man in Amiya's sight looked at the bustling scene outside the car. His hands were tightly held with hers. His hands were cold, but some people said that his heart was also cold.

The doctor spoke softly:

"In the story, the Seven Kingdoms were at war. There was a man who started wars one after another. He destroyed one country after another, and finally ended the endless wars among the Seven Kingdoms. He was called a tyrant by the world, and many people were afraid of him. He fears him, hates him, and has thousands of dead souls under his command.”

"He said that man was not a tyrant, but he became a tyrant because he saved thousands of people and destroyed thousands of families."

The doctor turned his head, he was smiling, his eyes were slightly red in his smile.

"He asked me, do I want to be that kind of person? He said I was dreaming. He patted my shoulders and laughed at me without looking at my weight. Before you want to be that kind of person, you must first There must be a country." The doctor shook his head: "I don't blame him, he is right, I was dreaming, and now I wake up."

When I wake up from the dream, I can still open my eyes, but you have lost your chance.

We have left nothing to this world.

Neither he nor I have become that kind of person, just because we don’t have a country.

After Kelsey awakened the Doctor from his ancient slumber, he lived in Kazdaele.

They are the same, they are specious.

The doctor's words sounded softly in the car, and Amiya lowered her eyes. For some reason, she felt something crystal clear from the corners of her eyes quietly sliding down.

She remembered the order given to her by His Highness the day before she left. His Highness asked her to wake up the doctor and tell him that it was time for him to go home.

Amiya agreed to His Highness's request.

His Highness once said that she had made many mistakes, and for the responsibilities that should have been borne by him, others had borne everything for him, allowing her to enjoy the fruits of their losses.

It seems that many people have made many mistakes, and time and time again, they finally understand the mistakes they have made, but it is they who made these mistakes that brought about Kazdale's current stubbornness and brought about Chel's current situation. The laughter of the infected in Norberg City.

But because they all made mistakes, they don't deserve the praise and recognition of others.

why?

Amiya felt that there was a fire surging in her chest, and it was about to burst out of her chest.

Why?

not worth it?

"PhD……!"

Amiya grabbed the doctor's hand, and she held it tightly. The doctor's hand was still cold, but Amiya knew that his heart was warm, and the same warm blood flowed in his veins.

He is neither a monster nor an undead.

Amiya held the doctor's hand in hers and held it gently in front of her.

"You're still alive, Doctor, you're still alive... That's enough. We have lost a lot to get to where we are today. There is a long road ahead of us."

The girl's tears fell on the doctor's cold and pale hands, and she growled out her wish.

"It's great to see you again. We still have a long way to go together in the future, so... please take good care of me!"

Warm tears fell on the doctor's hand, and he could clearly feel the girl's expectation.

The doctor raised his hand and touched the girl's head.

"I'm back, Amiya." He said, with a gentle smile on his face hidden under the hood: "And...please give me some advice."

"Ok!"

The girl raised her head, with a joyful smile on her tearful face.

The car stopped in the port area of ​​Chernobog.

After getting off the car, the doctor saw a woman waiting on the platform of the port area not far away. She was wearing a white and green shoulder dress, long white hair and bangs, a short skirt on high heels, and a slight black fluff on her head. ears, her expression was still as cold as ever.

"Ms. Kelsey..."

Amiya held the doctor's hand and walked over. The white-haired woman turned back, her eyes stayed between their hands for a second and fell on the doctor.

"I'm back, Kelsey." The doctor raised his left hand slightly, as if to say hello again, his movements were extremely jerky.

Kelsey took a deep breath.

The doctor thought she was about to say something.

She heard Kelsey's calm and calm voice.

"Just come back."

Just like a relative who has left not long ago, he opens the door and comes back to greet him as plainly as he does. There is no excitement, no harshness, no resistance, and he will not ask about his experiences over the years.

Just come back, calm but kind.

"Who is this?"

Alina turned her head slightly and looked at the doctor who walked in. This strange man shrouded in a black coat suddenly gave him a sense of familiarity, an indescribable sense of familiarity.

"Let me introduce him. He is the doctor from Rhode Island, the person in charge of our current tactical planning." Kelsey pointed at the doctor and then looked at Alina: "Doctor, this is the secretary of the integration movement. Alina-Elafia, this is Frost Star, and will soon be stationed in Rhode Island as the liaison between Rhode Island and the Integration Movement."

Alina held out her hand.

"Hello, Doctor."

"Hello."

The doctor's hand was clasped with his.The cold touch made Alina a little confused.She glanced at the hands that the doctor and Amiya were holding, and then looked at Kelsey calmly.

hands apart.

"The relationship between the doctor and Miss Amiya is really good." Alina said with a smile.

The doctor was stunned and didn't answer.

"The doctor is one of the people responsible for assisting Amiya, so Amiya trusts him." Kelsey explained.

"That's it."

"Lord Tallulah also trusts you. I think this is the same reason."

"Yes." Alina nodded.

Froststar stood up from behind and stretched out his hand to the doctor.

"First meeting, doctor, I am Frost Star. From now on, I will be by your side and will trouble everyone in Rhode Island."

Her behavior can be said to be a model for a soldier. It is probably due to the recent training in the Integrated Movement Army and the influence of her father that Froststar contracted this habit.

The patriot is happy, even if he doesn't express it openly, but the fact that he is a soldier, not a guerrilla, is a gratifying and happy thing for him.

The Carters rabbit in front of the doctor was wearing a white coat, a close-fitting light combat uniform, black stockings and snow boots. His silver hair was mixed with a little gray, and his whole person exuded a kind of indifference that would keep strangers away.

There is no unnecessary expression on that young face. She is calm most of the time, and her indifferent temperament makes people subconsciously find it difficult to get in touch with her.

She held out her hand to the Doctor.

A pair of gray eyes, one can't help but think of the cold wind in the north, and even her voice is the same, cold and slightly hoarse.

But the doctor didn't feel that way. She looked at Frost Star's outstretched hand.

An inexplicable feeling of relief surged in my heart, as if my long-cherished wish from many years ago had finally come true at this moment.

He took that hand.

"Welcome to Rhode Island, Froststar."

"No, I think I have to correct you, Doctor. I am only stationed in Rhode Island as a liaison between Rhode Island and the Integration Movement, not as a member." Froststar corrected.

The doctor held her hand, smiling slightly at this moment.

"Even so...welcome to Rhodes Island, Froststar."

"Thank you for your invitation and understanding."

ps: Wait for [Guan Gai Jinghua: King Wu Chapter] to be truly cruel.

ps2: But I am not a devil. I will return to the main line of Longmen in the next chapter. I hope that when Shuangxing meets Chen Mo, he will trick the dog into killing him.

Chapter 35 Seventeen years, several springs and autumns

I hope you can catch a glimpse of the sky in front of the cold iron blade - Chen Mo.

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Chen Mo did not leave Longmen. The fox gave him a chance to choose. Chen Mo was ready, but he still did not leave.

The fox tried to persuade Chen Mo many times, and tried to persuade Chen Mo, the idiot, many times. She used her own methods to force Chen Mo to turn back, but unfortunately, every time she failed, the fox would do the same stupid thing after every failure.

She threw away her promising Qingyun Road, her own future, and her own escape route, and stayed in Longmen to be Superintendent Su, who was looked down upon by others and hated by others.

She said that such a life was good and she liked it very much. She had a lot of time to do what she wanted to do, so she opened a dessert shop. She had had this wish since she was a child.

But Chen Mo knew that he owed her, and Chen Mo also knew that the fox probably liked him, maybe more than just like him. The relationship between him and the fox was too complicated and could not be summarized by love alone.

When they were children, they lay on the same bed and made similar wishes. The fox's wishes were always related to her. At that time, Chen Mo was everything to her, her heaven, her earth, her world, and her future. .

But in the blink of an eye, Chen Mo left, and the fox turned into the fox cub that no one loved or cared about in the resettlement camp.

No one cares about her life or death, and no one cares about her injustice, because she has no home or family.

No one would pat her head and stuff a peeled candy into her mouth when she was hurt and sad, and she was reluctant to vomit.

She grew up, she grew up alone.

She couldn't stand the way Chen Mo was timid after returning to Longmen. She couldn't stand the way Chen Mo cared for Miss Chen. She couldn't stand the way Miss Chen seemed to be the only one in the world who had been wronged the most.

She also couldn't stand the sight of her dog crawling back from the snowfields of Ursus with half his life. In his gray eyes, only his left eye could be seen, and he couldn't get rid of the sisters.

[You don’t owe them anything anymore. 】

Fox wanted to say this, but she was the one who understood Chen Mo best, and she should also understand best that this sentence would not have any effect. He was just like what he said, as long as someone can treat him better, remember him , give him some unnecessary warmth, and he will remember it for a lifetime, and he will never forget it for a lifetime.

But the sisters didn't forget him, nor did they push him away.

This is the deadliest.

Tenderness is the sharpest knife in the world. The deeper it is left, the more unforgettable it will be.

Of course Gouzi will not be pushed away by others. After all, he is that kind of person. No matter how difficult his life is, he will not say anything but smiles happily.

No dog that bites will bark.

He was like this when he was a child, making people feel reassured and trustworthy, and naturally also made people reluctant to let him go.

So the fox can understand why they won't forget him and why they won't push him away. Because the fox won't, she won't and won't be willing to push him away. No matter how far he goes or how long he goes, I can still remember the memories with him, bits and pieces are not clear, but generally I won't forget them.

I will never forget what kind of person he is, nor will I forget the bitterness of him silently wiping his scars after pretending to smile, as if he was not hurt if no one saw him.

He is an ordinary person, but most people are ordinary, but because the minutiae in life overlap together, he slowly outlines his whole picture, his happiness, sadness, joy, disappointment, hesitation, uneasiness and expectation. Everything remains in the pile of silhouettes of memory.

Chen pushed Chen Mo away.

"I'll tell you the rest when I get back."

The words that lingered in my ears have not disappeared. The young and beautiful Superintendent Chen stretched out his plump and youthful curves in the sun, and his fair skin seemed to be translucent and moist in the light.

Her legs were slender and powerful, and her soft blue hair was fluttering gently in the breeze blowing the white curtains. Chen Mo didn't mind showing such an open and charming movement in front of Chen Mo. Even with her movements, her sleeveless shirt The wrapped tower is about to emerge.

Superintendent Chen turned his head slightly in the sunshine, and a few strands of hair floated in front of his eyes.

Her red eyes reflected the glimmer of light, and the shadow left by her graceful body in the glimmer shrouded Chen Mo's body.

"I'll be back early today," she said, making another seemingly tempting promise.

Chen Mo's heartbeat accelerated a lot with Chen's words. In the sound of his breathing, Chen raised his arms, revealing his slender and white waist at the hem of his shirt, and the lines outlined by his pelvis were slightly visible.

Chen Mo's eyes moved downward and were hidden under the black and blue shorts and belt.