Longmen Memoirs

For years I tried to escape.

Try to escape from the apartment where the fire broke out, escape far away, away from Longmen, away from Dayan, away from everything you are familiar with.

I am so stupid.

No matter how far I go or how long I walk, it still catches up.

I can escape the limited distance in this world, escape everything I can see, but I can never escape the things I cannot see.

So later, I began to imagine myself as a hermit crab, a hermit crab living in the vast ocean. I would find a rusty iron can and shut myself in it, letting the waves surge outside.

———— Snake September 1095, 9

Chen Mo waited for a long time, and the sound of rain filled the air. He took one last look at the photo in his hand and put it in his pocket.

He no longer wondered whether the girl in the photo was Tallulah.

The results are already obvious.

The fox will not take a piece of flimsy evidence and go to all the trouble to put on a big show just to fool himself once.

She's not that free yet.

When he opened the door and came out, the fox leaned under the stairs, the cigarette between his fingers burning quietly under the darkness and raindrops outside the building.

She turned around and snuffed out the sparks.

"Sooner than I expected."

The fox raised his head and looked at Chen Mo standing upstairs.

"Why haven't you left yet?"

"I'm worried about you." The fox said, "I'm afraid you'll cry because you can't think about it. It's so miserable to be alone."

"That photo..."

Chen Mo's words were interrupted by the fox.

"Really." Fox replied calmly.

There were only two words, but these two words stopped Chen Mo from asking any more questions.

Chen Mo opened his mouth.

Fox wouldn't want to hear doubts, especially since she lost her men over that photo.

In the eyes of others, the words "fox to subordinate" may be an adjective, a consumable, or a string of cold numbers, but only the fox himself knows what it is.

Who can turn a blind eye to the people who get along day and night? Although she said it so lightly, the anger in her heart was probably about to burst.

Because she is still a human being, not a machine, and her heart is not as hard as a stone.

Only Chen Mo, the fox did not show any angry expression. If it were anyone else, the fox would probably be ready to pack up and get out.

The fox never minded being the one throwing stones at the well, because she didn't think she was a good person.

"your people……"

"I will take care of it. As long as I am still there, nothing will happen to their families. They deserve their death. Since they are secret spies, they should have thought about this day. Even though they are a group of people who are not welcome in the bureau. Human beings, but it is their duty after all.”

The police officers who died in the line of duty in Longmen all received a generous pension, but it was only a limited amount. It could never be as good as that person, and it could never replace him.

Chen Mo knows better than anyone else.

The fox spoke very calmly, but there was an undeniable determination and... detachment in her voice. She had always been an emotional person.

In other words, they died at the hands of the fox and died because of the fox's order, including the police officer who was about to become a father.

It was precisely because he had experienced and experienced it that Chen Mo felt so real. He couldn't help but think of Xiao Mo.

“Sorry [|

"You are not the one who should say sorry." The fox said softly: "I know what you are thinking, but it won't work this time. Chen Mo, my subordinates, it is up to me to collect their debts for them."

The fox has a clear distinction between favor and favor, and this is also her responsibility. She has never been so eager to kill someone.

She can draw a boundary with Chen Mo for this, because he will become an obstacle to her.

Chen Mo could no longer say anything, nor could he argue for Tallulah. The facts were very clear, and he should also understand that the fox stayed here waiting for him just to tell him this.

Get away.

They were never the same kind of people, they were the same kind of people.

They are not that great in being selfless and righteous without caring about their own lives. They just care about the people they care about. They just selfishly want to live a better life for themselves.

Live in the cage you have drawn for yourself, close the lock, live in your own shell, and tighten your body.

The wind blows and the rain blows, the sun and the rain hit, the waves are rough and the waves are overwhelming.

...it has nothing to do with you.

Chen Mo is a despicable and shameless person, but no matter how shameless and despicable a person is, he should have his own bottom line.

The fox has done all he can to be kind and righteous, but he cannot make any further progress.

"Chen knows about this..."

Chen Mo said, but suddenly paused. Of course Chen didn't know. If she knew, the current Guards Bureau would not be so calm, and neither Fox nor Wei Yanwu would want her to know.

The fox saw through what Chen Mo wanted to ask, but she didn't answer.

"Stay with Xiao Mo more, that photo is my gift to you." She just said this, turned around and walked down the stairs, waving freely.

"gone."

She didn't look at Chen Mo again, and she didn't ask Chen Mo to help her. Although Chen Mo was now the nominal deputy leader of the action team, his heart was not here, so what's the use of a false name.

In order to give Chen Mo a reasonable identity and to put a layer of protection on Chen Mo, Fox tried every means to let Chen Mo join the action team. However, when Chen Mo turned around and left alone, he failed to speak to retain her and stood with her. On the same line.

She had helped him so many times, but he had never stood by her side.

There was no sound of footsteps upstairs.

The fox who walked down the stairs with his back to Chen Mo looked up at the hazy and dark sky in the light rain.

The dim light of the city spread across the sky, and the chill of the night wind mixed with light rain made the fox tighten his coat.

Only then did she suddenly realize that it was so cold tonight, and even the air she exhaled was filled with white mist. The fox smiled, but the smile quickly disappeared when it reached the corner of his mouth.

Some people say that no matter how you feel, you will always feel happier if you laugh, so she keeps laughing, because laughing is less eye-catching and simpler than crying, and the fox has cried enough since he was very young.

No matter how loud you cry, no one will come to help you, stand by your side, block you from behind, or give you a piece of bread.

My stomach will be hungry, my wounds will hurt, and my tears will slowly dry up.

I don't have the strength to cry anymore.

Yes, she is a despicable little person. She lives in the cracks of the big shots. She becomes shrewd and philistine. She flatters and talks nonsense.

She deceived many people, told many lies, and did many bad things.

But she was still alone. No one wanted to be friends with her, and no one said to her: I am here.

Even if Chen Mo is a dog, it was because she followed him out of wishful thinking and was willing to take her in as a candy that she couldn't get rid of even if she wanted to.

After all, he didn't do it voluntarily.

After all, the dog she found was just what she found.

She is [{$

In order to survive, her cold shell changed her beyond recognition, making her live a life she didn't like, and forced her to live this way.

What's the use of not being willing to give up? There are so many sad and wronged people in the world, but she's not the worst.

It's time to be content.

At least, you already have something that others can't even dream of in their lifetime, right?

The senior superintendent of Longmen, how noble and decent he is.

She comforted herself in her heart, lifted her steps and stepped into the rain.

But I still feel cold, I still feel empty in my heart as if something is missing, I still feel that my nose is sore when I want to laugh but I can't shed tears.

At this moment, a hand suddenly rested on her thin-looking shoulder.

Then suddenly, the raised steps froze in mid-air, and then slowly lowered.

The fox didn't look back.

Chen Mo put his right hand on the fox's shoulder.

"What's wrong? My words weren't clear enough?" She tried hard to change her face to its usual look, and turned around with a heartless smile.

Chen Mo stood behind the fox and slowly retracted his hand.

"It's nothing, I'm worried about you."

"Thank you very much, but what do I have to worry about? I'm fine. I've never felt better." The fox said with a smile, "It's you, I want to get revenge, not to die."

"You look like you're about to die."

"That doesn't sound nice at all." The fox squinted: "You can't say anything nice."

"Does it sound good?" Chen Mo thought for a while: "Then... let's die together."

"Are you sure you don't want to stop me?" Fox asked, as if he had read through Chen Mo's thoughts.

Chen Mo didn't defend himself.

"What's the difference."

The fox showed a serious expression.

“Seeing is believing and I want to know why she did what she did.”

"Still don't believe it?"

"At least I won't believe it until I hear her answer in person, and -"

Chen Mo didn't believe that person was Tallulah. The fox didn't understand Tallulah, but Chen Mo knew that Tallulah wouldn't do this because she was Tallulah, because she was that Tallulah.

He didn't see Alina, Yelena, Ino and Sasha.

Chen Mo looked at the fox.

"Are you sure you can do it alone without me?"

"Look down on me?" Fox raised his eyebrows.

"I didn't look down on it."

The fox looked at Chen Mo for a few seconds, and Chen Mo smiled.

"It seems like having a large part-time bodyguard wouldn't be a bad idea either."

"right."

"But this part-time job is a little useless. It will be miserable if it's my turn to protect you."

The fox gave no face at all.

"You're a weirdo who can get into trouble. I even suspect that you'll make a mess of something that was originally very simple."

"Then I can only ask you to take more trouble." Chen Mo replied sincerely.

The fox sighed, a small smile appearing on his lips.

"What if that person is really her? If she did everything, will you stop me then?" Fox asked, even though she had already confirmed the fact.

"You know, I know what you're saying is true or false."

Chen Mo suddenly stopped answering. After a few seconds, he looked directly into the fox's eyes.

"I don't hope it's her, because I don't have the ability to stop her now, but...if it's really her, I won't stop you, Fox, but I also hope you can treat this matter fairly, Longmen's The law will give us an explanation that both of us are willing to accept."

"Do you believe in Longmen's laws?" Fox's eyes were full of ridicule.

"I believe it now."

Chen Mo didn't seem to see the fox's ridicule.

"How embarrassing."