Longmen Memoirs

"I don't have many friends in Longmen." Tallulah said softly and added:

"Not now, and I don't think there will ever be one again."

"Then, Miss Leader, is there anywhere you want to go?" Fox asked, "As a guide, I can arrange the itinerary for you in advance."

"I appreciate Superintendent Su's kindness." Tallulah replied with a smile: "It doesn't take Superintendent Su's trouble. We will leave immediately after handling the problem at Longmen and will not stay at Longmen for any longer."

After Tallulah finished speaking, her smile gradually faded away.

"If you have anything you want to ask Superintendent Su, you might as well just say it. If you have any questions that I can answer, I don't mind telling you."

In fact, judging from the arrangements made by Longmen for the integration movement, Tallulah could already tell that the Su Li in front of her was a close confidant of Wei Yanwu. As for what she said about being friends with Chen, Tallulah could take it as what she said. it is true.

But whether it was true or not, it had nothing to do with her. Chen's friend was not her friend. Moreover, from the questions she asked and her identity, Tallulah could guess that she probably knew something.

That's right, no matter how much she conceals it, as a close confidant sent by Wei Yanwu to find out so many clues, it would be wrong if she couldn't even detect these and wouldn't do some testing on her.

Tallulah had been prepared before she got in the car that she would pretend to ask a similar question casually.

There was a brief moment of silence in the car. The atmosphere seemed to be a little stagnant after Tallulah said these words. The wheels rolled over the smooth asphalt road, the noisy gantry streets outside the car window, the pedestrians passing by, and the shop windows flashing a little. Pass.

Outside the car window, there was a quiet figure in the back seat, and the brief surprise on the fox's face was replaced by a smile.

"Miss Leader is really direct." Fox sighed with a smile. "But I hope you, Miss Leader, can understand that after all, this is the responsibility of me and the Guards Bureau, but at the same time, it also involves a part of my personal curiosity."

"I can understand." Tallulah nodded slightly, waiting for the fox's next words.

"In that case, let me tell a story to Miss Leader first."

Chen Mo seemed to have guessed what the fox would say, and of course he could guess what the fox would ask. No matter how much he and the fox distrusted each other, and no matter what they had experienced in the past, it could not be denied that she and the fox Although they never trust each other unconditionally, they usually always believe in each other.

"The subject of the story is a friend of mine."

This sentence is usually used at the beginning of a story, and the fox is no exception.

"We met in the resettlement camp when we were very young. At that time, we didn't know anything. We just wanted to grow up as soon as possible one day, old enough to enter Longmen and leave the resettlement camp, but time did not wait for us. We grew up, so we separated later.”

"We boarded different buses and were scattered to orphanages across Longmen. I didn't know which orphanage he was in, because although Longmen is just a city, it is really too big for children, so big that even Even though he’s here, I can’t find him.”

Tallulah's eyes froze slightly. She listened quietly to the fox telling the story between her children. She didn't know what the fox wanted to express, but it would inevitably remind her of it. own past.

"You found him later?"

"Yes, more than ten years later, when we all grew up, I found him." Fox said, "But he didn't recognize me, not at first. We entered the Guards Bureau together. I remember him when he was a child. He said he wanted to be a police officer when he grew up, which would be considered his wish, but later he left the Guards Bureau."

"Because of what?"

"I didn't ask, but I should be able to guess that maybe it was for some unnecessary reasons." The fox sighed: "When I learned about him again, he was already dead."

Tallulah said nothing and pursed her lips slightly.

The story was commonplace, but she didn't like it.

"To be honest, my friend is a pretty stupid person in my opinion. If he had stayed in Longmen at that time, he wouldn't have risked his own life, although his life was actually quite cheap." The fox said in a relaxed tone. One turn:

"But then I kept thinking about it, and I felt a little regretful. If I had stopped him and kept him, would I have been able to save him? I also knew that I couldn't keep him without me having to think about it."

"He should have been prepared a long time ago. No one can keep a person who wants to die." The fox said: "But Miss Leader, if you can live, who is willing to die, leaving so many things that cannot be completed?" It’s a pity, it’s so unacceptable to die like this.”

Chen Mo's fingers trembled slightly, and he tightened his grip on what he could. The words the fox said suddenly caused waves of tingling pain in his heart for some reason.

He tried to calm his breathing so that no one would notice the strangeness at this moment.

"I don't think so. People will die. If your friend thinks that what he has done is enough to sacrifice his life to achieve it, then he must have already realized it. Everyone will leave regrets, but there are many Things are more important than life."

"Because it's not you who died?" The fox smiled with sarcasm.

"No matter who it is, every life has value."

"But if I tell you, after he died, those who lived because of him cheered his death with joy, hated him, and hated him." The fox asked: "Does Miss Leader still think his death is worth it?"

Tallulah was slightly distracted.

She seemed to suddenly understand who the other person's friend was, but she subconsciously wanted to rule out that answer. The qualities she had developed over a long period of time allowed her to calm down quickly without making any mistakes.

But her heart fell silent.

Drake's memory pulled her, preventing her from falling into confusion. Drake's memory also pulled her, leaving her speechless.

When he looked at the front seat again, his eyes became extremely cold and sharp, as if they were about to pierce the fox's back.

The fox asked in a deep voice:

"Miss Leader hasn't answered my question yet."

Chen Mo's breathing slowly slowed down.

The atmosphere in the car seemed to have frozen to freezing point, and it was like the calm before the storm.

After a few seconds, Drake calmly replied:

“Whether it’s worth it or not, people can only look forward.”

No one can go back to the past, and no one can change the established facts.Regret is the most useless emotion in the world. Its only value is to deceive yourself and others to convince yourself.

But people always regret, because people always make mistakes.

Everyone makes mistakes. Some mistakes can be made up for, but they can never be undone.

"As expected of the leader of the integration movement, what he said is really good. I think so too." Fox nodded in agreement: "If you can't look back, you can only look forward."

Fox said, glancing slightly at Chen Mo, who was silent.

She thought to herself, it couldn't be that easy.

Death is like a lamp going out. Now that the light of day has come, why would you regret that the lamp goes out?

Chapter 131 The end of the warrior

There was not much conversation on the subsequent journey.

Until they arrived at the annex specially arranged by the Guards Bureau for the integration movement. It was located in a remote place and the surroundings were quiet. Their identities prevented them from entering the hotel. Both of them seemed to have forgotten the unpleasant conversation in the car and still smiled at each other. .

"Everyone from the integration movement has been arranged here in advance. If you need anything, you can contact Officer Chuye. He will stay here temporarily."

The fox in the hall pointed at Chen Mo.

Several members of the Integration Movement had already been waiting in the courtyard. The Integration Movement rejected the Guards Bureau's proposal to arrange escorts. The Guards Bureau did not make a big fanfare because this was a dragon gate, but the Guards Bureau still sent a few police officers in a symbolic manner. They were stationed inside and outside the annex, and at this time, they and the members of the integration movement were walking together.

"Miss Leader, please remember the banquet in the evening. The banquet starts at eight o'clock. I will notify Officer Chuye then." Fox said, and added: "The Guard Bureau has not restricted your movements, but you also know that in order not to It will cause unnecessary trouble. If you don’t have to, please try not to go out.”

"Thanks for the reminder, Officer Su, we will."

"In that case, Miss Leader, I will take my leave now."

Hiss...good guy.

Chen Mo wanted to grab the fox's ears and ask her why she hadn't said anything like this beforehand.

But Tallulah's voice brought him back to reality.

"Then I'm sorry to trouble you, Mr. Chu."

Chen Mo nodded.

"It's my responsibility. I will inform the leader later."

"Thank you."

Tallulah turned around and walked towards the direction of the integration movement. Several police officers came to Chen Mo's side.

"Hello sir!"

Chen Mo returned the gift.

"how is the situation?"

"everything is normal."

"Thank you for your hard work. Let's continue the mission."

"Yes."

Although he was standing with the members of the integration movement, Chen Mo still saw a slight distance from the positions of the Longmen police officers. This distance also symbolized the attitude of ordinary people towards the infected. Even the police officers No exception.

The world's prejudice against infected people has become a habit. Even if there are many people who sympathize with the suffering of infected people and let people see a glimmer of possibility, it cannot be changed in a short time. Fortunately, the infected people have also Habit.

Chen Mo looked at the direction of the integration movement. The appearance and arrival of Frost Star was surprising and confusing, but they did not cause a commotion and returned to the annex in an orderly manner.

This undoubtedly made the remaining police officers have a good impression of them, at least they were not a ragtag group of people.

Perhaps it was an illusion. As the members of the integration movement walked into the annex, Shuangxing turned back and looked in Chen Mo's direction.

Ten minutes later, the person in front of him told Chen Mo that it was not an illusion.

There was a knock on the door. After opening the door, the person outside was surprising.

"Miss Froststar?"

Shuangxing looked up at Chen Mo, as if he was in the wrong room.

"I'm avoiding other people, can I come in?"

"Is something wrong?"

"Can I come in?" she repeated.

Chen Mo had no choice but to let the door open.

"Please come in."

Shuangxing walked into the door and stood at the door, with no intention of moving. She looked at Chen Mo, her eyes seemed to have seen through the disguise under the helmet, but Chen Mo still wanted to deceive himself and others.

"You can talk now."

Shuangxing opened her mouth, opened her thin lips lightly, and the first words she spoke tore through Chen Mo's disguise.

"Mr. Chen Mo."

Standing at the door, her gray eyes and eyelashes seemed to be covered with a thin layer of frost. The wind blew the white curtains. Chen Mo paused and could not continue to pretend.

Reaching out and taking off his helmet, Chen Mo didn't think Shuangxing would recognize him because of his previous voice. Maybe there was something he hadn't noticed. In addition, Shuangxing had seen him on Rhode Island before, so he asked him to Froststar had this suspicion about him.

"I didn't recognize you, I was just guessing." Shuangxing said, but it was not at all like the certainty she had when she said Chen Mo's name.

If you are too familiar with a person, he has left a deep impression on you, and you have seen his back countless times, then you can still recognize him even if he puts on different clothes and covers his face. he.

Because what he left for you is not just his appearance.

"So that's it." Chen Mo sighed, holding up his helmet, but he didn't know how to express his [deception] to her.

"That's why you came to me to confirm?"

"Because I knew that if the leader was here, you would definitely show up." She said, "But I didn't expect that you would disguise yourself as a Guards officer and be so close to us."

"What about after confirmation?"

"I haven't told the leader that you are alive yet."

She seemed to have taken a step back, but when these words fell into Chen Mo's ears, he did feel relieved, but this did not mean that Shuangxing was willing to keep this secret forever.

"What you said to me on Rhode Island. I want to know, are those what you really think in your heart?"

Shuangxing is a gentle person, and gentle people always make people helpless.

Chen Mo really hasn't thought about the future, because there will be no future for him, but he is still alive now, which may not be fair to Chen Mo, but it doesn't matter whether it is fair or not.

"Does that make you judge?"

"Yes."

"What if I say yes?" Chen Mo asked.

"If you were, you wouldn't appear here." The corners of Froststar's mouth raised, and the white Custer showed a smile.

Chen Mo didn't expect that she also had a cunning side.

"But I have no reason to interfere in her life anymore." Chen Mo said, as if he was looking for a reasonable excuse for himself.

"This is just an excuse for you to escape." Frost Star said: "You feel that you have no reason to interfere in the leader's life anymore, but you have intervened many times and left many traces in the trajectory of our lives. Who is this? You cannot erase the fact that you are afraid, afraid to face the leader, because you know that the leader may hate you, and you think she will hate you."