Longmen Memoirs

"Now you are back as a human being, but your heart is flying far away. After all, I have got your person, but I can't get your heart." He muttered dejectedly.

A good atmosphere can always become dumbfounding in his bad vernacular.

"I...I'm not interested in men, Brother Si, I know you Colombians have a strange habit, but even if you say so, it's impossible for us." Chen Mo moved to the side.

"Does Foxtail know about these things about you?"

Sifeldt's dejected movements paused. He looked at Chen Mo with a dark face, and after a few seconds, he stretched out his fist.

Chen Mo touched him with his fist.

"When are you leaving?" he asked.

"Wait a little longer, one year, two years, to pay off Huwei's debts, keep a good escape route, and then go back to Longmen to settle the past. I came back with you just for these things, otherwise I wouldn't be able to do anything Stabilized." Chen Mo said, "Thinking about it now, I actually thought about the future."

"Do you know that you will end badly?"

"Because I am not Sakaz. No matter what I do, I am not Sakaz. There are pros and cons."

"No one will thank you. No matter how much you do, people will only remember the evil things. They can't think of it so far. Besides, they are Sakaz people. I have no intention to judge their quality, but there are some things. Since If it is recognized, there must be a reason for it.”

"I understand everything you said." Chen Mo said, "I didn't make this decision for the Sakaz people."

"You obviously have the opportunity to choose your own life." Sfeldt sighed: "Why bother fighting for a group of unrelated people? Their life and death have nothing to do with you. To take a step back, you can't do anything about it. What can you do on your own? You are just a mercenary. You are neither a powerful royal family nor a vassal with heavy troops. The great and solid mission of saving the kingdom is not your turn."

"You yourself know your current identity. Since you can accept the fact that you are infected, why can't you live a good life for yourself." He said: "I originally thought that the stories in those novels were all fiction. The heroes You come and go, you still have to do your own laundry and fold your quilt behind your back, why do you think they are all doing this?"

"For... well, the chivalry in my heart."

Chen Mo was not sure.

"What kind of thing is chivalry?" Sfeldt smiled mockingly: "I can't cover myself from the cold, nor can I have enough food and clothing. I think that living well is the most important thing in life, and happiness and grudges are quite important. It’s great, but being chased and running around like a dead dog is not that great.”

"I also think so."

"Then what are you doing for? Don't fool me and say it's for chivalry. You're damned if you have that thing."

Chen Mo's perfunctory words were blocked, and he thought for a while.

Thinking of Theresia, Kelsey, life in the Tower of Babel, and the attack on the camp that day, he always carried the broken piece of glass with him.

He also thought of Grai, the enthusiasm and yearning for life of the Sakaz people, Kelsi's teachings, her expectations, her goals, His Highness's ideals and his increasingly worsening illness.

He has an answer.

"In order to live, understand." He said: "I have to do something. If I can do it, if I can, I should do it. This land is really rotten, brother Si, but there is always something People, I can’t feel at ease.”

"No one can live aimlessly for the rest of his life. Those who died cannot live again. Those lost have become the past, and they have become my memory."

He looked at the palm of his hand, the monster lurking in his body.

Some things are destined from birth. Just because you don't know it doesn't mean it doesn't exist.

Because I have become an infected person, and because the Origin Stone is lodged in my body, I already knew that even if I returned to Longmen, there would be no results.

It is a beautiful, innocent, humble dream that has been lost long ago.

I will spend my whole life remembering that best time. Longmen has not hesitated to give me tenderness and an ordinary but beautiful childhood.

I just have some regrets.

I can regret it, but I cannot and will not look back.

No.17 Chapter Cat, Snake and Fox ([-])

No one knew about his resignation. It was only later that the students learned that they had a new instructor and that the young Snake had left the training base.

He never thought about saying goodbye to his students. In fact, he knew very well that his departure should be good news to most of them. After all, the new fighting instructor seemed to be quite reliable at first glance. Such a type, just his strong muscles and tall figure make many people subconsciously think that he is a macho man.

Of course, this also includes 09211. This Wolper made no secret of his regret for failing. Maybe it was out of curiosity at first, but he couldn't help but be curious, but later he felt somewhat used to it.

She felt that she and Chen Mo would probably get along very well, because her personality did not exclude a taciturn companion. No, on the contrary, it would make her find it interesting. The more difficult the challenge, the more competitive she would be aroused. Heart.

Their fighting styles were surprisingly similar. Rather, she felt the aura of the same kind in the young instructor. They were the same kind of people, the same kind of radical people who liked to take risks.

They pursued fighting, longed for the roar of the sword cutting through the air, between the roar of the heart and the tension of the spirit, seeking to control skills and power, walking between the blade and oppression, she was extremely happy for this.

To put it simply, this Volper is a berserker. Although she may not admit it herself, there is no doubt that she longs for the thrill of fighting in her heart.

A lifeless lunatic, a calm war maniac, mixed with a bit of strong competitiveness and bad taste, this can roughly sum up Wolper's character.

But Chen Mo became friends with her, maybe the other person's senior. The senior's name was cute. Although every word she said was deliberately embellished, no one could stop this cheeky Wolper from coming up to her and carrying her with her. 09213, is known as a good roommate who is optimistic about himself.

She can always find various reasons, which reminds Chen Mo of his adjutant. Ni Yan is similar to her, but the difference is that she likes to ask a hundred thousand whys.

Chen Mo thinks that 09211 can probably get along well with mudstone. One is responsible for asking and the other is responsible for answering, although there may be some minor problems in Wolper's answer.

The tasks of BPRS are not onerous. Although they are called biochemical protection response personnel, in fact, this unit only goes deep into infected areas in the name of biochemical department operations to obtain information for Black Steel or Black Steel's partner organizations. The biological samples and information they want, to some extent, also bear the secret mission that non-staff personnel should perform.

In the name of studying Origin Stone-infected areas, he went to explore some hidden and ancient areas and tribes on this land, established a base, and assisted in the execution of the biochemical experiments that Chen Mo was most familiar with. In name, it was for the advancement of medical standards. Scientific research conducted.

There are many unknown things that have been given various high-sounding and seemingly beautiful names, because people need this name, and because this name can avoid a lot of trouble.

Colombia has never been a peaceful country. As its ambitions grow, it also sets its sights on more distant places. It has the most complete medical facilities, the best scientific research institutions, and the most cutting-edge experimental instruments in the world. , this is the soil for the development of civilization, and countless darkness and dirt live in the darkness of the soil.

But the more I see it, the more I get used to it.

You will gradually discover that the world is actually worse than you imagined. Of course, you will also gradually realize that some things that you could not see in the past will gradually change your mind as time goes by and become Your insights.

The experience of BPRS is just a microcosm of this land, but if you don’t understand it, you will never know its true appearance.

Therefore, it will shatter your innocence and shatter your delusions. In this case, people often have two choices, one is to join in the evil, and the other is to avoid it alone.

But no matter what kind of choice it is, there is no good result, but no matter what kind of choice it is, it is already considered good.

There is no right or wrong in many things on this earth. Some are just different positions. If you choose to sacrifice a small number of people, you will achieve the future; if you choose to sacrifice some people, you will save more people.

They don't think they are making a mistake.

Because evil has to be shouldered by someone, because evil has long been integrated into people's lives with the advancement of society and the development of science and technology since the birth of man.

The word goodness does not apply to leaders.

The word kindness seems to be the biggest joke in any great cause.

Since ancient times, nothing more than the case.

Chen Mo followed the mission of BPRS and traveled all over this land, including the ruins of cities destroyed by natural disasters, the ancient underground ruins of Rem Billiton, the primitive tribes fighting Sargon deep into the jungle, the snowy mountains of Kjelag, Usa Si's desire for conquest and harsh policies, the pensive shrine of the Eastern Kingdom, the knight's duel where Casimir is occupied by capital, and Agor who is always mentioned but never seen in person.

The shadows of biotechnology that are incompatible with primitive society are lurking everywhere on the earth.

Wearing a raincoat and walking in the mud, he witnessed it with his own eyes.

Money and capital, power and conservatism, oppression, desolation, hesitation, extinguished fire, death becomes relief.

Magnificent mountains and rivers, prosperous land, and abundant wheat harvests.

Everyone lives in peace.

The migration of infected people, the day and night work in the mines, the desolation and decay of the slums correspond to the rise of high-rise buildings in the city, and the prosperity.

The beggars huddled in the streets wrapped in tattered and thin clothes, the corpses and tombstones buried on both sides of the road in the moving city, the abuses of the slave owners, the numbness of the poor, the superiority and contempt of the city citizens, the greed of the city officials, the sticks in the hands of the military and police and the majesty they strive to maintain.

Your Majesty, Your Majesty will not care about his invisible people.

People have long been accustomed to it, and no one wants to imagine the deviant world.

Ignorance and enlightenment coexist, and conservative ideas and cities imprison people's thinking.

It seems that it has spanned a long river of time and history. What is incredible is that time has split into two halves in some places, one half is still primitive, and the other half is brightly lit.

Chen Mo left Kazdale and Colombia. He traveled around the world. He saw more and thought more.

Perhaps because his thoughts were different, some of his ideas began to change. Without walking around this land with one's own eyes, it would be difficult for people to imagine what kind of weird and weird things they can actually see.

So inevitably, Kelsey's cold face appeared in Chen Mo's mind, the indifference in her eyes, and the eagerness that had been dead for a long time.

He suddenly felt that he could understand Kelsi's feelings, maybe it was an illusion.

His addiction to cigarettes became stronger and his debts increased.

After returning from the field, he can usually get together with Si Firth, and sometimes Foxtail rarely comes out. Si Firth's love still hasn't seen any progress. Fox Tail's resentful look every time makes people unable to avoid it. avoid.

Since he met little Jessica through Chen Mo, Huwei, who has no shame or dignity at all, has set his sights on Jessica. However, because of Chen Mo's advice, Jessica always Embarrassed and hesitant.

Anyone who has been fooled a few times will become smarter.

Occasionally, Franka would bring Razer with her. Speaking of the code name Razer, people couldn't help but think of something. Then they remembered what Kribo said about the code name, and Razer became the beneficiary.

Five people who had nothing to do with each other got together by chance.

It became Chen Mo's daily routine when he came back from his work at Black Steel for a short vacation. He was a little nostalgic for this kind of daily life, for a group of friends gathered around him, fighting at the dinner table, and watching Sfeldt talk nonsense when he was drunk, and his ears were pulled by the fox tail. Drag away and give the remaining three a thumbs up.

The underage Jessica could only look at the wine glasses in the hands of a few people with envy. So under the instigation of the evil-minded Franka, the drunk Jessica was completely different from her usual timid self. .

The conflicts and quarrels between Razer and Franka often broke out at this time, and under Franka's diversion and teasing, they blushed, hesitated, and started to fight.

At this time, Chen Mo would usually turn a blind eye. He really didn't want to get into trouble.

He couldn't deny that he liked this kind of life, liked the bickering between his companions, liked watching the five of them walking on the street together, and liked watching Frankie deliberately playing tricks on her with a blushing face when she took Razer to pick out clothes. Razer would often scream when he got angry, and he and Franka would fight each other, grabbing each other's faces, like two children.

Razer occasionally shows an unexpected side, an innocence that is inconsistent with her calm and down-to-earth character, while Franka, who seems frivolous, can often say something mature and thought-provoking.

She said: She just likes this kind of life, it is better than she imagined, and it is not bad to live like this for the rest of her life.

Chen Mo also felt that it was good for them to stay like this for the rest of their lives, but he still had to do some things. Franka had a sensitive heart hidden under her frivolous character, but she never mentioned it. She would only say, I He must be so well-behaved and sensible, so he is so popular.

If you didn't know her true character, it would be difficult to refute it.

Sfeldt hesitated to speak.

Franca, who pretends to be well-behaved.

The troublesome and greedy Foxtail, the inarticulate Thunder Snake, and the envious and submissive Jessica.

Black steel has become another unforgettable memory in Chen Mo's life.

There is a new understanding of the coldness and decay of this land, there is a little warmth brought by friends and companions, and there is a cigarette that is lit after wiping the blood from the heavy knife after accepting the mission.

At the end of the horizon, in the late sunset, in the depths of the unknown mountain forest, in the dirty and smelly dark alleys, the alleys are narrowed into a line of thin sky.

Dim lights in the night, sparks floating into the darkness.

He finally deeply felt the heaviness of the world, and he finally fully integrated into this world of suffering but endless hope.

ps: The next chapter is Seria

Chapter 18 Codename Balrog ([-])

BPRS, collectively known as: Biochemical Protection Response Personnel, is a special mobile unit that performs tasks in high-risk areas infected by Originium. It is equipped with a specialized medical team and operational equipment. It was secretly established by Black Steel International three years ago. In this way, the business has been expanded to multiple fields such as Originium countermeasures and post-disaster reconstruction.

Receive secret training at the headquarters of Black Steel International, sign a confidentiality agreement, and abide by the deployment and control of Black Steel International during your term of office.

As a trial team formed to provide experience and improvement plans to the later troops, this team not only performed high-risk tasks in Source Stone-infected areas, but more often, was responsible for dealing with some unknown secrets of Black Steel.

Every early member who joins this force is the most elite of Black Steel International in the past decades and the one with the highest adaptability to Origin Stone. Of course, it is also accompanied by a very high risk of infection.

Some of the people who chose this unit were operators who had been infected with Originium Disease and did not choose to accept Black Steel's pension and continue to stay in Black Steel. Some were old people with rich experience and strong combat effectiveness.

However, due to the impact of this incident, this unit was exposed to the world and seriously damaged. In the later period of Black Steel, the nature of all members of the unit changed.

Cartagena.

Located in a medium-sized mobile city in the country of Colombia, it is home to a research institute affiliated to Rheinland Life and Rheinland Life Science Research Laboratory.

The towering flames flooded the city, countless people and infected people took to the streets, and troops from all parties gathered in front of the gate of the Rhine Life Research Laboratory to fight.

The car kept driving on the ruined streets, surrounded by flames that had not been completely extinguished. The firelight reflected the dark car body, reflecting no light.

"Special operations mission, number: 000831, mission code: Balrog."

Chen Mo's mind was still recalling the order given in the combat conference room not long ago.

The building of the Rhein Life Research Laboratory changes on the combat display screen behind him.The 16 people in the room listened silently to the orders issued from the commander's mouth.

"After nightfall tomorrow, the operation will begin at 2:21 in the morning. Your mission is to break into the Rhine Life Research Laboratory and find what we are looking for. It is not limited to people, materials, and equipment. The operation is planned to take half an hour. Related content , I will distribute it to each team."

Chen Mo has never encountered such a vague mission content. It is not limited to people, materials, and equipment. In other words, the mission objectives are more than the same.

There is a high possibility, and the most dangerous possibility, that even Heigang himself doesn't know what he is looking for.