Although she didn't want to admit it, Miss Fugu found that she was always the one who suffered the most when she was engaged in conspiracy.She did not admit that this was a blowfish-driven problem, but instead put the blame on Destiny. If she had received a complete education like an ordinary girl, she would be knowledgeable and respected by everyone now.
She wanted to paralyze everyone, just like getting close to the existence in Fourier's body, releasing herself from detention, and then she could... In terms of future planning, Sirin suddenly became confused. Destroying the world was unrealistic, and pursuing happiness was impossible. She It will never be possible to return to the state of six-core magic, and everything I do feels a bit worse.
All thanks to Fourier!Miss Lawyer unreasonably let Fourier take the blame.
Arianne Hurd began to tell stories to the starlight. In her memories, Fourier occupied a large space, just like a mother who dotes on her son too much. She always talks about the past stories. Thanks to her, Heizhen Combined with Fourier's self-narration, it almost completes Fourier's past, the real past.
She imagined that the weak, pitiful and helpless Fourier became powerful, confident and carefree under the shaping of Arian Hurd. Except for bearing the same name, he seemed to be a different person.
Another person... Heizhen caught the blind spot. No matter how powerful Arian Hurd was, he couldn't twist the adolescent boy whose three views had begun to dry out into a shape that suits his own taste. A person's hands and feet can be easily broken, but The three views are difficult to distort.
Moreover, Fourier only started training as a transcendent when he was 16 years old. When he was 19 years old, he began to perform low-intensity tasks with his teacher to practice. He started training a year later and was sent to Ichihara Yuko as a tool by Arian Hurd. He worked for five years and then became the Fourier Heizhen met for the first time.
Moreover, Arianne Hurd also said that Fourier had talent, but had no chance of being a genius. Fourier admitted that when he was studying, he was outclassed by geniuses among his peers. Then look at the promotion trajectory of young people starting from the age of 16, is it right? Too fast?
It's so fast that it makes people suspect that he has used a cheat or a different person.
Arianne Hurd and Fourier did not explain this, but only emphasized their own efforts. Heizhen could only sneer. Efforts combined with talent are meaningful, just like in sports, an ordinary person who works hard may earn a weekly salary. It’s only 30 dinars, while someone who works equally hard but is talented might earn 30 a week.
Society respects people who work hard, but society recognizes the value of people's performance.
Moreover, looking at Fourier's life again, he is more like a weapon forged by Arian Hurd. He was forging it from 16 to 19 years old, and then killed the person for the first time to confirm the sharpness of the weapon, and then it can be sent to pre-order. into the hands of the owner of the weapon, Yuko Ichihara.
Arianne Hurd and Ichihara Yuko are old acquaintances. Their level of planning is as simple as eating and drinking. That fool Fourier will not doubt it at all... No, even if he doubts it, his spirit has become two. The shape of an old woman was wrapped tightly and could not be pulled out.
It was so suspicious, Kurosada thought, and it was even worse to have another woman possess Fourier's secret to herself.
Arian Hed gave Hei Zhen a strange look: "Do you have anything to ask, Art?"
The more Hei Zhen thought about it, the more she felt that her guess was right. She raised her eyes to observe Arian Hed. The green eyes of the owner of the valley were filled with calm. The starlight blurred her figure, making her look quiet and sad.
So, was it this sense of vicissitudes of life that attracted Fourier?
"The name 'Fourier' is a pseudonym, right? What is his real name?" Heizhen asked.
"Unfortunately, I can't tell you that real names are of extremely important significance in divination, just like my name at the moment is also a pseudonym. I think it doesn't matter what your name is, what matters is the kind of person you are willing to get to know."
Heizhen shrugged: "That's right. When he accepted my commission, he still called himself Claude Strife, and Kiana was Rean Shu** at that time."
Siren asked: "Where is Fourier's current family?"
“In his third year as a toolman, that is, when he was 23 years old, he accumulated some favors by handling commissions, and then he spent these favors without hesitation to go to court with his brother over the property.
Originally, his brother ignored him, so he lost the case after a year of tossing. Fourier got his own share, but when he walked out of the court, he and his family completely severed their ties and became passers-by. After all, .This is a shame for the family.
Today, his father still runs the family business, and his elder brother is the Senate's ambassador to Green Rome. He is considered the second-ranked ambassador among the foreign ministry's ambassadors, but there is no hope of promotion. His two sisters are already married. "
"We made such a big fuss, but only got a little money." Xilin sneered, "If it were me...then the family would have to suffer a little."
"How did Fourier behave after winning the lawsuit?" Heizhen asked.
"According to my old friend, after winning the lawsuit, Fourier bought several bottles and went to her to drink. He cried while drinking. He drank until the alcohol numbed his feelings. He cried until he had no energy left and then fell asleep.
When he woke up the next day, his eyes changed. The painful night made his child grow into adolescence. "
"Adolescence in your 20s?" Siren scoffed.
"He used to be a child?" Hei Zhen didn't dare to agree.
"Boys are such creatures, no matter how old they are, there is always a trace of innocence in their hearts. Therefore, there is a saying that men who die from hemorrhoids are teenagers. What's more, his childhood and adolescence have always lacked the care of his parents, so his mind is quite childish, so that Think of me as…mother.”
"It's childish."
Siren sneered, but Miss Herrscher's own cheeks became hot because she had done something similar and regarded the Valkyrie Cecilia as her mother.
At this moment, Xilin recognized Fourier a little more. If the favorable opinion required for her to give Fourier a monkey was defined as 200, the original favorable opinion of Xilin was only 15, and now it is 19, towards 50. The friends level and the 100 lovers level have taken another solid step forward.
"Does he only regard you as his mother?" Hei Zhen asked.
"Of course not. In addition to my mother, I am also a teacher, sister, friend, and wife. Yes, that little villain is still greedy for my body."
Arian Hed's words were filled with a touch of pride, as if to say "Hey, he is so obsessed with me", which made Heizhen a little uncomfortable. Even Siren covered her chest and frowned - this feeling belongs to Kiana's, but because the two personalities share the same body, Sirin also feels extremely sad.
It was like a heavy weight was pressing on my chest, like my heart was being hammered.
"Even if you knew that he had dirty desires for you, wouldn't you be annoyed?" Xilin asked sarcastically.
"Why should I be angry? First of all, we are not related by blood, nor are we officially teachers and students. We will not be hindered by laws and ethics."
Arian Hed glanced at Siren calmly: "Everyone has desires. If Fourier doesn't like women or even people, but talks about dolphins or something, I will worry about his future.
I have told Du Barry before that Fourier is not the only one who is lonely. I have lived with many people, and I also long for someone to rely on, so Fourier is also a complicated object for me——
Son, friend, brother, student...there is nothing to be ashamed of. When I see him growing up day by day, becoming stronger, and living a good life, I have imagined some things that are not suitable to be spoken out directly. Moreover, I am with you. I saw a similar feeling on my body.
You have Fourier as a side dish, right? "
Hei Zhen coughed lightly and pretended not to hear anything. Xilin almost choked on the chocolate. Arian Hurd handed over the thermos cup. She hurriedly poured herself a cup of black tea and drank it in one gulp, then hit her chest several times. It took me a while to regain my composure.
Arianne Hed explained: "The eyes you look at him are too gentle. I also confirmed it when I took a shower. You are all delicate and beautiful flowers. I can count on that silly boy to be a little lucky to get to know you."
Enough, Heizhen thought, she had had enough of Arian Head's words, tone, and look.
"So why? You have a good impression of him, and he also has a good impression of you. Your union is a natural thing, but why?" Hei Zhen asked: "You are reluctant to let go of Lian, while pushing him away? All of this Everyone has suffered from your capriciousness, and you know who has been hurt the most."
"Did love give you courage?"
Arian Hed looked at the angry Heizhen in surprise. The little girl looked at her without fear. In this brief confrontation, Heizhen won, and the blond beauty looked away.
"I can't... I can't combine with him, it will harm him." Arian Hed said in a trembling voice, "So just come and I won't disturb you."
"why?"
"You must know why, little girl?"
"Yeah, I'm not as caring about you as Fourier. I'm just curious. You don't have to say anything, but how many times can you escape? Madam, you are a living legend, and escaping shouldn't be your style."
After staying with Fourier for a long time, Hei Zhen could not help but get infected with the young man's habit of long speeches. Under the burning gaze of the golden-eyed girl, Arian Hed took a deep breath, regained his composure, and put on the mask woven by the vicissitudes of life.
"I can't have children," she said calmly. "Marry me and Fourier will die."
Chapter 33 Pain
"Birth?"
Heizhen and Xilin looked at each other. Even if they were not dealing with each other, they were eager to seek answers from each other at this moment.
They originally thought that there was some earth-shattering reason for Arianhard's refusal to marry Fourier, but it turned out to be childbearing... such a boring and insignificant reason.
Young girls could not understand the pain of Arian Hurd, who smiled half sarcastically and half sadly, and shook his head: "When you are older, you will understand that depriving a woman of the ability to have children, for a woman who desires, What a cruel thing it is to be a mother.
I, how much I want to have a child of my own, caress my swollen belly, think about the name of my future child with my husband, and knit clothes and socks for children by the stove. After the most difficult hours, I am so happy to see The birth of life, personally feeding the child, raising the child, watching the child learn to speak, learn to walk, receive education, grow up day by day, become handsome or beautiful, and then devote himself to the career of his choice, meet and combine with the people who live his life, and then give birth to a child. The next generation of children. By then I was already very old and could still sit by the fire and watch the children of my grandchildren having fun. This was the continuation of life.
This was the happy life I imagined when I was a girl... Ten years later, it was ruthlessly shattered. "
Xilin and Heizhen still cannot understand that in this era, due to the improvement of elderly care measures, the prevalence of hedonism, the old-fashioned concept of raising children or the sense of responsibility to inherit bloodline only occurs in the richest and poorest families, most people are swayed It’s uncertain. Of course I will give birth if I can. If I can’t give birth, I can live with some regrets for the rest of my life. It’s not a big deal.
However, Arian Hurd's three views were formed in the distant past, during adolescence. A person's ideas are determined by both the outside and the inside. When the inside is fixed and formed, it is already difficult to change the outside by brute force. .
"In my time, girls did not have the right to go to school. They only studied and read at home. Female tutors from small aristocrats came to teach at home. Morality came before knowledge. The most severe moral education I have ever received is to grow up. After getting married, I must have offspring for my husband's family. The more children I have, the more qualified I will be as a woman and mother.
You know what we called infertile mothers back then? 'A hen that can't lay eggs', a woman who is infertile, everyone can speak ill of her behind her back, take pleasure in her misfortune, and even make assumptions about her by thinking about what she has said or done before. Infertility is a punishment of sorts. "
Arian Hed's sadness has a wonderful appeal. Neither Siren nor Heizhen had any thoughts of ridicule in their hearts. Perhaps, like Fourier, their incomplete hearts need to be healed by gentle motherhood. Hurd is such a mother.
The disabled mother longs for her child, and the disabled child longs for her mother. Everything seems like an inevitable encounter. Under the clever promotion of the mastermind behind the scenes, they need each other and are connected.
Dimensional Witch, is this also part of your plan?Heizhen thought, if it is your handiwork, you are really the worst evil-minded witch.
"I don't understand your rules and regulations as humans," Siren said breathlessly, "I will kill anyone who dares to make me uncomfortable."
"Then whoever wants to make you feel comfortable, you have to be crazy about it." Hei Zhen shook his head, "Don't be stupid, no matter how strong this lady is, she can't fight against the morality of an era. This has nothing to do with right or wrong, she just This...she is just a victim, but unfortunately she was born in the wrong era, that's all."
Arianne Hurd wiped his eyes with his fingers and continued: "I used to be a member of the mainstream group and looked at those women who could not have children with disdain. Then one day, I changed from the mainstream group. He was pulled out of the group and became the blamed member.
I was disheartened and felt that this was probably punishment, just like a person who bullies a weak person by using the law of the jungle as a reason. When he is bullied by a stronger person, will he think of himself?Do you still agree with the rationale of the law of the jungle?
There is nothing more tragic and ironic than killing yourself by what you preach, and it cannot be refuted.Do you know the famous anti-chivalry novel "Don Quixote"?
It uses the method of chivalry novels to oppose knights, cruelly and ruthlessly proving that chivalry novels are just a joke spun by vulgar writers. The things described in chivalry novels are just fantasies and cannot be realized in reality.
Because it could not be refuted, the chivalric novel was killed by an anti-chivalrous novel in the form of a chivalric novel. The novel genre that had been passed down for hundreds of years was ended in just 20 years.
And I was killed by what I believed in. Every contemptuous thought I had about those poor people ended up being slapped back on my cheeks, making me feel hot. "
Arian Hurd touched his cheek: "Fortunately, I have lived long enough and my skin is thick enough. It is difficult for shame to cause me pain."
In Hei Zhen's opinion, Arian Hurd's pain is outdated and not tactful enough.When many people face the same situation as her, the act of double standards will naturally be put on the agenda, treating themselves as beasts, asking others to be saints, and always keeping their critical eyes on other people's shortcomings. In this way, no matter what happens, No matter what, a person with double standards will always have clear ideas and enjoy themselves.
Although it is disgusting, it is very practical.As long as Arianne Hurd has done it once and adopted different standards for treating others and treating herself, she will not be ashamed, will not suffer, will not feel that she has suffered retribution, and will eat Fourier in a clear and clear mind. Clean and tidy.
Hei Zhen woke up and the other party was not such an egoist. Otherwise, with the deep relationship between the two, it would not be the turn of newcomers like them to intervene. In Xilin's eyes, she saw a similar feeling of happiness.
Is this Xilin's own thoughts, or is it the residual influence of Kiana's personality?
Hei Zhen hoped it was the latter. There were already enough competitors, and she didn't want another one.
"But aren't medical conditions very advanced now? You can also do in vitro fertilization and the like. The problem of infertility can be solved after all." Xilin said.
Arian Herd shook his head: "It's different from the conventional infertility. When I was a teenager, a war broke out. As nobles, our family had the obligation to follow the king. My father, Brothers and sisters, including me, all participated in the war. The existence of extraordinary elements made men and women closer to equals in war obligations. There was no saying that no one had to protect the other.
I did a good job in the war, so that those who came after me made my story into a legend, and the more they told it, the more exaggerated it was. How could it be possible that I had paid between [-] and [-] yuan?In most of the battles I fought, I overwhelmed the enemy in quantity and quality. There was no such example of a comeback from such a huge disadvantage. "
"They just farfetched the hero's desire on you, and it has become thicker and more... outrageous with the times." Hei Zhen sneered, "The farther the time goes, the more fake the hero becomes. If the hero can live again, Maybe you will be stunned when you see the legends spread about him."
"Then, at the end of the war, I was seriously injured. I was already 26 years old at that time. By the standards of that era, I could be called a super leftover woman. In fact, I was extremely anxious. I wanted to go back to my hometown after finishing this war. Choose someone you like and like me to get married.
It seems that everyone who sets this kind of flag cannot get what they want in the end. At the end of the war, when I invaded the enemy's base camp, I was attacked by the enemy's killer weapon that was hidden until the end.In order to survive, I had to accept the curse and was taken back to look after me by my friend, a powerful witch. After half a year of suspended animation, I came back to life. "
"Dimensional witch?" Hei Zhen asked.
"No, it's not her. Ichihara Yuko hadn't wandered in this world at that time. It shouldn't be difficult for you to imagine that she was not a human being in this world, but an existence that was transcendent and absolutely neutral. Therefore, she interfered in this world. Dynamics need to take a long way to complete through tool people.
The person who saved me was an origin witch, one of the beings at the top of the witch system.All in all, I was initially very happy when I woke up, and who wouldn't be happy about a development that was equivalent to a second life?
I became immortal... no, I became immortal if certain conditions were met, and as a price, I lost the ability to have offspring. This is the secret that allowed me to transcend many eras and live until now. "
Arianhead did not elaborate on what conditions must be met to survive. The two listeners were not stupid, and they did not ask questions that were destined to be unanswered.
They are thinking, is it worth losing the ability to have children in exchange for longevity?Of course, Arianne Heder had no choice at the time. As long as she still wanted to live, get married and have children, she had to accept this curse... Although the curse helped her stay alive, it also blocked the way to get married and have children.
If given a choice, Xilin's first reaction is to definitely choose to live a long life and walk in the world forever young. There is no freer thing than this. However, the desire for maternal love soon overcomes the desire for freedom. Being alone is not a choice. To love.
Hei Zhen's idea is much simpler and clearer. She refuses the longevity of castration, which makes her feel like a pet. Castration can indeed extend life, but castration itself is a humiliation for creatures with enough intelligence.
"Does that man know about this?" Siren asked.
"We all have things we hide from each other, such as my infertility, and I don't want him to see my shameful side. As for him, he secretly made a wish to Ichihara Yuko without telling me what his wish was. "
"No wonder he was quite happy when he was working as a tool... So he was also bound by the dimensional witch's wishes?" Hei Zhen murmured.
"I don't know about that. We can all vaguely guess what the other person is hiding, but we won't make it clear. I guess his wish has not been realized yet, because the things around him are still the same. The change before and after the wish entrusted to Ichihara Yuko comes to fruition is quite obvious."
"Ah, you humans are so troublesome!"
Siren scratched her hair in annoyance, Arian Hed smiled softly and reached out to touch her head.Miss Herrscher wanted to run away, but her strong desire made her stand still, and she accepted Sirin's kindness while trembling.
"You, as well as Kiana, Jeanne d'Arte, Dubarrie, Enaya, Anais... I have placed the emotion of raising daughters on you, hoping to raise you to be good children. "
Aryan Hurd suddenly changed the topic: "As a result, I found that raising a daughter could not satisfy me at all. I still want a son."
"You are obviously a woman yourself!"
"It's not sexism, it's just out of interest."
Arian Hurd pinched Siren's cheek, Miss Herrscher dared to be angry but dared not speak out, she couldn't hold back her anger when faced with cowards, but she was submissive when faced with strong people, Miss Pufferfish vividly interpreted the shortcomings of human nature.
When Fourier woke up the next day, he saw that Sirin had transformed back into Kiana. He hugged her happily. Kiana struggled for a while, but then hugged him tighter.
"I'm back, Fourier," she said softly.
Fourier was originally very moved, but he felt that the touch was not right. After shaking his body a little, the sudden touch made him understand one thing.
"Can you please note the occasion?"
Heizhen's hoarse voice made Fourier let go of Kiana. He glanced at Heizhen guiltily and saw the latter's sluggish appearance. The same was true when he looked at Kiana.
"You two look like you haven't slept all night?" he asked.
"Well," Kiana nodded, "How could I possibly sleep? Sirin was so worried that she hung up and I was able to come out. It was also a night... ugh woo hoo."
Hei Zhen covered Kiana's mouth and said on her behalf: "I finally got access to the Internet. Naturally, I had a great time playing games online. I have really accumulated a lot of tasks recently. Fortunately, the players on the same server are still there. The construction of roads has brought convenience to those of us who are latecomers to playing express delivery simulators, and I have to give them a thumbs up."
Fourier watched Heizhen dragging Kiana away with suspicion. A few seconds later, Heizhen turned around and said, "Pervert, what on earth did you do to her?"
The young man raised his hands in an innocent gesture, and Heizhen snorted and walked away.In a daze, he saw two girls with different hairstyles but beautiful backs, which made Fourier feel that they were sisters...
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