His words seemed to have drained all the strength out of An Zhen. His face was painful and he felt very uncomfortable. If he had known this, if he had been able to confess everything to Qingji earlier, how could things have developed to this point? situation.
"I'm sorry, I deceived you..."
An Zhen's eyes were filled with tears. When he said this, he didn't even dare to look directly at Qing Ji. He turned away and closed his eyes in pain. A drop of turbid tears fell down his cheeks, wherever the tears passed. There were actually streaks of black smoke.
The ghost cries and burns the soul, and An Zhen feels pain in his heart.
At this moment, he should tell Qing Ji that he was dead, but he didn't know how to tell her. He wanted to live, he didn't want this Buddha's heart, and he wanted to give Qing Ji a future.
"You can burn those letters another day."
"It's my fault. I can't see through my own heart. I don't even dare to admit this feeling. I've always been thinking that I'll figure it out later, wait a little longer, wait a little longer... ."
"I understand that these are actually my extravagant hopes, but after all, it is such a little extravagant hope that has been lingering in my ears and floating in front of me, like an invisible hand touching me, and like a sharp tip. The thorn penetrated hard into my soul."
"In those years, I have been watching you silently. I like to see your happy expression when you get the letter. When I see you happy, I feel that it is all worth it. At that time, I often think about it, it has always been like this It’s good to go down.”
"I have also thought that this extravagant hope will hurt you one day. There is a difference between monks and secular people. One day I will leave here."
An Zhen's lips trembled uncontrollably. He didn't even know what he was going to say. He only knew that he wanted to explain everything to Qingji so that she could understand that those paper kites filled with his thoughts were his. An Zhen sent it to anyone but him.
There was a long silence after the words fell.
The strong wind roared, whining and rolling up a few dead leaves on the tree.An Zhen turned his back to Qing Ji, and he knew that she must be crying.
The emotions contained in Qingji's cries were too complex, ranging from joy and excitement to pain and sadness. She was delighted that An Zhen told her everything when she was most helpless.She hated that An Zhen came to tell her now, why didn't he tell her earlier.
Why are you apologizing and why are you turning your back to her.
Bai Qingyu and Zhentian stood at the door and watched quietly.
An Zhen's words will make things worse. He just needs to explain the matter clearly and then tell Qing Ji that he is dead and there is no need to miss him in the future. That is enough.
But feelings are not that easy to think about.
Qing Ji was in a complex mood of despair and joy. She took a step forward. Her fragile body was pitiful. She wanted to hug An Zhen, but she was in vain.
She turned back and stared at An Zhen blankly.
"why."
"Qingji, I'm sorry that I have to leave and can't stay with you." An Zhen lowered his head. When he said this, he suddenly raised his head and looked at Qingji.
Listening to every word he said, he said very firmly: "But please believe me, when I achieve Buddhahood, I will definitely come back to marry you, I will definitely..."
Bai Qingyu frowned deeply and instantly took out his wooden umbrella and put An Zhen into it.
The demon power vibrated, causing An Zhen's voice to disappear.
However, her movements were obviously a step slower. The sad expression on Qingji's face was obviously stunned, and her face was filled with tears. What was left after that was determination, which is unique when hope once again heals the wounds caused by despair. complex eyes.
The love and emotion of the past were intertwined, and amid the tears, the boy's appearance became increasingly blurred.
An Zhen said he would come back to marry her.
As long as he waits for him to become a Buddhist...
After all, Qing Ji is just a young girl. She has experienced too many sad things in recent days. She can no longer think about whether this ray of hope is true or false. She only knows that An Zhen has not deceived her. She, An Zhen gave her a promise that he would come back to marry her.
Even if she waits for one year, five years, or ten years, she will definitely wait for him to come back...
Bai Qingyu on the side had a completely different idea.
She wished she could release An Zhen right now and beat him to death on the spot.
She really didn't expect An Zhen to say that.
Didn't he love Qing Ji very much? Didn't he always care about her and couldn't let go? How could he make a promise to Qing Ji at this moment?
What nonsense is Buddha? He is a lonely ghost. In a few days, he will turn into a resentful ghost because of his deep obsession. What do you use to practice Buddhism and Taoism?
The first thing Buddha will do when he sees you is to save you!
Not to mention what kind of Buddha he is, thank God that he can come back this time.
It was clear that he could not come back, so why did he make a promise to Qingji in this state that was impossible to fulfill?
What's the difference between this and adding chaos to chaos? It's simply adding insult to injury to Qing Ji.
Qing Ji is in a very bad state now. She has been hit too much during this period, and she was stimulated by An Zhen's confession just now. Her heart at this moment is very fragile and empty. The promise An Zhen made makes her Will definitely take it seriously.
Bai Qingyu quickly dodged out of the yard while scolding An Zhen in his heart.
Zhentian looked at Bai Qingyu who was full of anger and couldn't help but worry, "Sister, he..."
"This guy is really damned. He has given up on all the bullshit love and doesn't want to make things easier for Qingji. He also made a promise to Qingji that is impossible to fulfill. Do you think this kind of person should be punished? Eight levels of purgatory?”
"You talk about being affectionate, but in reality you don't do anything about people."
Bai Qingyu rarely cursed.
To be honest, she was a little touched by An Zhen's feelings for Qing Ji before this.
Although it was his mother-in-law who refused to make a choice, his behavior of insisting on sending letters for a year even though he knew Qingji had misunderstood was indeed touching. Who knew that these were all fake.
They have turned into ghosts and still refuse to let go.
Does Qingji owe you something?
Isolating the courtyard of Qing Ji's house with a barrier, Bai Qingyu released An Zhen and kicked him up without saying a word. He kicked An Zhen and rolled him to the ground several times, making his soul a little unstable.
One hand struggled to support his body. Before An Zhen could sit up, a wooden umbrella was pressed against his head.
Just at this time, Master Qingbo also arrived and happened to see such a scene.
He didn't know the situation, and when he saw this scene, he subconsciously wanted to save people.
The golden Buddha's light shrouded Bai Qingyu, and when he waved his Zen staff, he saw that his power of compassion for the world was actually a little fierce.
Bai Qingyu suddenly turned his head and glared, and the Buddha's light in the sky immediately exploded into golden stardust.
Ping!
The powerful demonic power spread. Master Qingbo blocked his body with his hands and pushed his feet back nearly two meters to stabilize his body.
"Why did you make that vow to her?"
"You are already dead, don't you know it in your heart?"
"Say!"
Bai Qingyu was furious, and Zhentian hurried over to briefly explain the situation to Master Qingfang.
Master Qingfang hesitated to speak. In this situation, he really didn't know how to save An Zhen.
An Zhen is actually quite kind at heart. If it weren't for Qing Ji's incident, he would be a very qualified monk, but he got confused at the last moment.
No matter what his feelings were or what grievances he felt, Qing Ji was innocent from beginning to end.
Qing Ji didn't do anything, she was passively enduring everything.
In the end, we have to believe in a vow that is simply impossible to fulfill.
So when Bai Qingyu wanted to kill An Zhen, he didn't even have an excuse to stop him, he could only sigh.
An Zhen did not answer Bai Qingyu's words, but looked at Master Qingfang.
"Master, you once said that it is like a person struggling with the ocean. After experiencing many calamities, he can still reach the bottom. If a person sincerely seeks the truth and keeps working hard, he will be able to overcome the consequences. Why not? If this person's heart is distracted, or he is not willing at all. Woolen cloth?"
"I understand my heart!"
After saying that, his eyes returned to Bai Qingyu. There was more madness on his face, "I have to give her a reason...and myself. The first time, there is a difference between monks and laymen, and the second time This time, people and ghosts take different paths, maybe next time?"
"Who knows what you will do next time, that is your own business, you should not let Qingji bear all this."
"You don't understand at all!" An Zhen looked ferocious.
He hated himself for not telling her sooner, and hated himself for not being able to give her a future in his ghost form.
He hates that the boy from the neighboring village has it at his fingertips but doesn't know how to cherish it. He hates that he got Qingji's love even though he didn't give anything.
Wisps of black energy burst out from An Zhen's body, and he was about to turn into a fierce ghost...
Even so, after feeling angry, he also shed tears.
"I just want her to live and live well."
Qing Ji has already had the idea of committing suicide, so she will give up that idea.
Bai Qingyu narrowed his eyes.
This guy actually wanted to use this method to persuade Qing Ji not to commit suicide.
Having said that, the changes in An Zhen are real, and he is developing in the direction of a demon.
After all, his obsession was still too deep. After meeting Qing Ji, he failed to untie the knot in his heart. On the contrary, after meeting Qing Ji, it made his obsession even deeper, because he met Qing Ji. He began to regret what he had done in the past.
He is a ghost, and any negative emotions in him will be constantly amplified.
An Zhen is just an ordinary little monk. How can he resist such infinitely amplified negative emotions?
Not only Bai Qingyu thought so, but Master Qingfang also thought so.
The moment he saw the black energy on An Zhen's body, he knew something was wrong.
Without this black energy, Bai Qingyu might not kill him, but with this black energy, he will definitely die.
If Bai Qingyu didn't take action, he would do it.
If we don't save him at this time, when he completely turns into a ghost, it will be too late and he will only be in a state of despair.
Quickly stepping forward, Master Qingbo said, "Amitabha, let him be dealt with by a poor monk."
An Zhen was a very complicated and pure person. In the end, Bai Qingyu was about to kill him, and he could still give a surprising reason.
Master Qingfang's salvation began. Layers of Buddha's light enveloped An Zhen, dispelling the black energy from his body. The golden scriptures appeared around him, slowly rotating. In the voice of Master Qingfang reciting the scriptures, An Zhen His eyes gradually became clearer.
At the last moment in the real sense, Bai Qingyu didn't know if he regretted his extremely irresponsible oath. He only saw his ghost kowtow to her a few times and say something silently. Judging from the shape of his mouth, That's what he said.
Take good care of her.
Bai Qingyu looked at An Zhen who was disappearing, at the wooden umbrella in his hand, and then at the yard behind him that was separated by the barrier.
I just feel that she really doesn't understand this kind of love and love thing.
He said that An Zhen deserved to die, but in the end it was discovered that he actually wanted to let Qing Ji live.
He said he didn't deserve to die. Among so many ways, this guy chose the least appropriate way.
Even if he dies, he will trick Qing Ji for the rest of his life.
He left easily, leaving such a mess here.
"Qing Ji, you need to give her some guidance."
Bai Qingyu only felt a headache.
With Qing Ji in this state, telling her everything now is definitely not possible.
Perhaps, let her immerse herself in this fantasy first, let her calm down before telling her.
But doing so was another serious injury to her.
Qing Ji, this child, has a really hard life.
In fact, no matter what she does in the end, Qingji will suffer again, but it will be mild or severe.
"In this world, sins will never be purged. Life and death are intertwined, love and hate are intertwined, lies breed lies, and hatred breeds hatred. In the violent sea of anger that eventually swallows everything, there is not a drop of innocent teardrops. All the reasons , nothing more than obsession.”
Master Qingfang finished saving An Zhen and looked up at him to say goodbye.
The back of An Zhen seemed to be formed in the dots of light. His back was facing Qing Ji's yard, and his expression could not be seen clearly.
seems to say.
It is better not to meet each other, lest I miss you, and it is better not to know each other, lest I miss you, but once we have seen each other, we know each other. It is better to meet each other than to not see each other. We can safely say goodbye to you, so as not to have to worry about life and death.
Maybe it would be the best outcome for him not to meet Qing Ji.
Master Qingbo held his bamboo hat and started to leave.
When he left, he couldn't help but pause for a moment and said, "I'll leave the child to the girl."
"As a thank you, I can tell the girl some news."
"The Flower of Styx is blooming quietly, and her tentacles have already touched the world. If you are interested, you can go to Shangchuan Prefecture to have a look."
Master Qingbo left behind such a meaningless sentence and left.
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