Xue Wuyou actually understood that if she blindly sacrificed herself to gain his happiness, in the end, she would just lose everything and gain nothing, and she would even be disgusted by him because of it.
"Do you think you are great? If you make such a sacrifice for love, he will never be happy about it after he finds out, Xue Wuyou"
"I felt so despicable, like I was avoiding facing his feelings..."
great...
Xue Wuyou never felt that she was great, only that her behavior was despicable. In order to avoid facing the feelings that she had been avoiding, she chose this despicable way...
Xue Wuyou also felt that he was like a fool.
He wouldn't be happy by doing this, but it would be a kind of torture, so she came to end it all tonight.
She wanted to face Feng Xiyue with dignity and dignity, facing the opponent she had chosen to compromise with in the first place. She ran away from him because of guilt and fear, and she wanted him to be happy because of guilt, so she supported him at all costs.
This is her wish, yes, this has been her wish all along. She hopes he can be happy and wants to make him happy regardless of the consequences, but today...
It won't be like it used to be...
"That's the case! Why do you still want to sacrifice yourself as a premise? So what if you tell him your feelings? Or do you plan to live in guilt for the rest of your life?"
"It has nothing to do with you. What I want to do is my own choice, so do you want to accept it or not? I just want to know this."
"Definitely! No!" Feng Xiyue sternly refused.
Even if what Xue Wuyou proposed is indeed very tempting, Feng Xiyue also understands that only when the sword is in her hands, can she control the sword by herself, and whether she lives or dies is up to her. That’s what you say.
Xue Wuyou suddenly smiled.
"Well, I hope you won't regret it. However, this is indeed your style, Feng Xiyue. Instead of handing the sword to others, it is better to hold it in your own hands. Instead of handing it to others, it is better to tie it to yourself. By your side, this is indeed something you can do, and I don’t think it’s strange, so be it Feng Xiyue.”
After saying that, Xue Wuyou turned around and left.
"Ah...I forgot to tell you, I really want to make him happy by any means necessary, but now, I have decided that if you continue like this, you are just torturing him..."
Therefore, Xue Wuyou had to make up his mind.
"In this case, I won't be polite anymore. I will take him back. I have told you before that if he loves you and you love him and you can love each other, then I will never take action. Yes, but now you have forced him to do that, then even if the vow I made to you is broken, I will still do whatever it takes to make him happy, but this time, I will do it, and I won't No more supporting anyone to make him happy... I will never leave him to anyone again... I have come to say so much to you today, but I just want to see your attitude at the end."
Is the knot in your heart untied?
Actually no, Xue Wuyou still felt that she was not worthy at all.
She still felt guilty about accidentally hurting him, which would be a shame in her heart for the rest of her life, so Xue Wuyou wanted to make him happy by any means necessary to make up for her fault.
This is the only thing that will not change because of anyone.
But today...
He said that he would not make a blood contract with any spiritual beast, he would only choose her.
She clearly doesn't deserve it...
But even if she feels she's not worthy...
He has never disliked her or blamed him in the slightest because of this, even if Xue Wuyou felt that she was not worthy...
He still said that he would only choose her...
Hearing those words, how could Xue Wuyou not be moved?
and...
"By the way, you don't really think that I hurt him by mistake, so I dare not accept his love or love him because of guilt."
Feng Xiyue didn't understand Xue Wuyou. If it wasn't guilt, why had she escaped for so long.
"What I'm afraid of is actually that I will squeeze him dry by accident. Don't forget, I am a spiritual beast, and the power of his bloodline is full of temptation for me, a spiritual beast. If he and I Combined, I'm afraid that all the power of his bloodline will be taken away by me."
This is what Xue Wuyou is most worried about. She is a spiritual beast. If she wants to advance from the king level to the fairy level spiritual beast, she will need a strong supply of bloodline power to be able to reborn and achieve this. realm.
Even if she doesn't want to, it doesn't matter, now she can be reborn in one step. This body is already hungry and thirsty. She can maintain this appearance by suppressing her body with her spirituality.
After all, she is a fox, and she is a goblin who can drain a man of his bloodline power, and for Xue Wuyou, the power of his bloodline is like old wine, full of temptation, even if she She tried her best to restrain herself, but she was still a fox and retained her original hunting instinct.
Sooner or later there will be a day when you can no longer suppress it.
The scars on his body were caused by her violent attack on him after craving for the power of his blood...
Feng Xiyue didn't know about this because Bai Zili lied to her that it was an accidental injury while practicing...
This is Xue Wuyou's lifelong knot...
She didn't know when she would be unable to restrain the impulse in her heart and pounce on him, taking away everything from him...
Because this is not something she can control. This is the natural instinct of her snow spirit fox. As long as she combines with him, her body will uncontrollably seize the power of his blood.
This is what Xue Wuyou fears the most.
If she takes away the power of blood, the power of blood in his body will lose balance, and he will eventually explode and die!
Xue Wuyou could see through that he had no Taoist heart, so how could he not be able to see the weirdness in his bloodline.
Therefore, this was the reason why she rejected him, because Xue Wuyou didn't want to hurt him even a little bit. Even though her atonement was stupid, it only ended today.
Because now she sees hope...
The power of his bloodline has found a way to merge and sublimate it into a new power of bloodline. As long as he completes the breakthrough in bloodline, even if he combines with him, he cannot take away the power of his bloodline. In this way... I can also be with him with peace of mind.
Therefore, Xue Wuyou came to Linghan Immortal Palace today just to see what Feng Xiyue's final choice was.
It seemed that Feng Xiyue was still determined to keep him by her side.
If this is the case, why does Xue Wuyou still support their relationship.
It is no longer necessary. She is still the one who wants to make him happy at all costs, but this time, she does not intend to sacrifice herself, curb her feelings, and support others as atonement.
This time, she will return to him and will not support anyone else.
Sure enough, what he said was right, he was a stinky fox, but the stinky fox and the brat were indeed a good match.
Even if she doesn't deserve it, she doesn't want to run away anymore...
19. We are not on the same channel
Xue Wuyou was in a good mood at this time.
He was planning to go back to his dojo, Baihua Wonderland.
"It's so late, do you want to take a walk?"
"!"
Bai Zili suddenly walked out. We were already at the edge of the Linghan Peak. Not far away was the Xianfeng Palace. Xue Wuyou didn't suspect anything, but was startled by his sudden appearance.
"How will you be here?"
"It's nothing. I know you stay up and down at night, so you definitely don't want to talk to me during the day, so I'll come to you at night. How about it? Do you want a drink or two?"
Xue Wuyou immediately stopped her previous silly smile and turned to smile charmingly: "Are you sure you want to drink with me, sister? Are you not afraid that you will be drunk by me? Who said before that drinking less is not good for your health?"
"Yes, drinking is harmful to the body, but not drinking is sad. Anyway, you have nothing to do now, how about having a few drinks with me?"
"it's here?"
"Well... let's go to Xingluo Lake"
...
Xingluo Lake is located in the back mountain of Linghan Peak, under a waterfall. It is a quiet and deserted place. The stars are reflected on the lake surface, which is beautiful.
There was a small boat floating on the lake, and the two of them fell into the boat together.
"It's been a long time since I've been here, it's still the same." Bai Zili often practices here and likes to take a bath here. For Bai Zili, Xingluo Lake is like the swimming pool in his back garden.
The only bad thing was that once when he was practicing here, he happened to bump into a crazy woman who was practicing here, and was hunted for several days before she stopped.
That incident was a psychological shadow for him, and it wasn't his fault. He was already practicing underwater here. Who knew someone would come here to bathe? He couldn't blame him.
"sit down"
There was a low table on the boat that Bai Zili had left behind, and it was wiped clean.
He took out some snacks and wine utensils and arranged them, and then took out the wine he dug out from under the red maple.
"Isn't this the wine you buried under the red maple? Why did you dig it out?" Xue Wuyou was a little surprised.
"It's nothing, I just want to drink it. I said, just dig it out when you want to drink it. Don't you also want to try this wine? Then take this opportunity to try it." After Bai Zili finished speaking, he poured it into the jug. Inside.
Xue Wuyou looked at him and couldn't help but feel flustered. What on earth did he want to do?
Bai Zili didn't say a word, he just wanted to be happy with her.
"Go one?"
"What on earth do you want to do? This is the wine you buried for your wedding... Why do you want to drink it at this time?"
"Well...it's just wine. It's nothing special. Just bury it in a few jars. If you don't want to drink it, I'll drink it first." After Bai Zili finished speaking, he raised his glass and drank it all.
Seeing him like this, Xue Wuyou had no choice but to drink it all with him.
This wine is no longer spicy and bitter, but mellow and soothing to the throat.
Sure enough, wine will change depending on your mood...
Xue Wuyou smiled lightly, feeling particularly happy.
But for Bai Zili, it was bitter wine in the throat and heartache!
He picked up the wine bottle and immediately filled it for her and himself.
"You'd better drink less," Xue Wuyou saw that something was wrong with him and quickly tried to persuade him.
"Why do you care so much about me? Who am I to you? Tell me." Bai Zili's expression gradually became scary.
He rarely gets angry, and he doesn't feel the need to be angry. Instead of getting angry, he should think about how to deal with something, but today, he couldn't contain the anger in his heart at all.
For him, what he heard today deeply hurt him!
So he left midway...
This hurt him even more than being rejected by Feng Xiyue!
"Can't answer? Do you want me to answer for you?"
Xue Wuyou felt a little confused. What happened to him suddenly?
"I am nothing in your heart"
"What are you talking about..." Xue Wuyou didn't understand what he was talking about...
"I said, I am nothing in your heart."
His tone was calm, but it was full of anger. Although his expression was still calm, that anger had already been transmitted to Xue Wuyou's heart.
"Did you...hear something?" Xue Wuyou began to panic.
Although she had made up her mind, she planned to talk to him face to face. If he heard her, she would be too shy!
"What should I hear?" Bai Zili asked with a smile, but underneath this smile was anger and sadness. This kind of smile was the smile Xue Wuyou least wanted to see.
"One more thing, don't tell me anything about Feng Xiyue or Feng Xiyue tonight. All I want to hear is you. If you dare to mention Feng Xiyue in front of me! Just try it!"
Xue Wuyou was so frightened that her delicate body trembled.
He rarely gets angry. He always has a gentle attitude. Xue Wuyou has almost never seen him angry, but at this moment, he is really angry.
She couldn't help but panic.
"I think I did something wrong," Bai Zili said calmly.
"what..."
"I shouldn't call you Xue Wuyou, I should call you Xue Taisi"
"What do you mean?"
"Smelly fox...why are you so stupid?"
Xue Wuyou was silent. Was he angry because of that?
I really am still not worthy of him...
Bai Zili picked up the wine glass and was about to drink it, but Xue Wuyou quickly stopped him: "Don't drink it... It was my fault... But... I also have my own reasons... Don't drink it, you... "
Bai Zili immediately put down his wine glass slowly, looked at Xue Wuyou and said, "Do you still remember the story I told you?"
"Remember"
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