Don't love me, you are no longer the fairy sister I like

This is the deadlock in this, isn't it? It's not that Bai Zili is so ruthless that he has to leave her, but that he simply can't stay.

"What if...I also become a demon?"

55. She is afraid

"what are you saying?"

Bai Zili asked anxiously.

"If... you want to cultivate demons, I am willing to accompany you, that's all." Feng Xiyue seemed to be indifferent and said something that was enough to shock the world of cultivation!

"Are you crazy..." Bai Zili looked at Feng Xiyue in disbelief, is she crazy?Why would you say such a thing?

"I'm just thinking about it. Besides, your physique can cultivate both spirits and demons. My physique cannot. If I want to cultivate demons, I must start from the source. I have to abolish this cultivation...I I can't do it..." Without her current cultivation level, how could she protect him in peace for the rest of his life.

"I hope you are just joking with me...don't say this again next time."

Looking at his nervous look, Feng Xiyue knew that he cared about her from the bottom of his heart.

She was just a little temptation. How could she cultivate demons? If this cultivation no longer existed, how could she protect him...

Feng Xiyue just tried it out.

"Not next time"

Bai Zili squinted his eyes, and then thought of something: "Are you testing me?"

"That's right, I just want to see how deep your love for me is. From this point of view, I still have a chance, but I also promise that I will not test you again. I have now understood what I want to do. What you need to know is enough..."

Bai Zili was so angry that he gritted his teeth.

Although it was a test, these words coming out of Feng Xiyue's mouth could really make his heart stop.

My sister is still my sister, she is still the sister I remember, but she is indeed different from that time. She is more cunning and scheming than she was then.

Apart from the increased difficulty, there was nothing wrong with it. He was originally accompanied by the cunning Feng Xiyue, the Empress Xiyue who controlled people's hearts and everything.

After all, he was obsessed with the powerful and beautiful Feng Xiyue.

"You seem... back to the way you used to be."

"But you... won't go back to what you were before... right?" Feng Xiyue just understood what he should do. He is Feng Xiyue, the leader of the Immortals Alliance, so he will Do what you have done before, nothing more.

Maybe this is how he likes it.

"Um..."

"If I let you go, will you come back to me?"

"meeting"

"yes..."

Feng Xiyue's tone suddenly became a little softer.

He looked at Feng Xiyue, who just lowered her head and said nothing, sitting there quietly, her beautiful face full of sorrow.

"I can think that I am unable to protect you now, so you want to leave."

"No man wants to be protected by the woman he loves for the rest of his life. Aren't men supposed to protect the woman they love? Besides, you don't understand the reason why I have to leave."

"I just regret..."

"Regret what?"

"If I hadn't rejected you at that time, you wouldn't have found a reason to leave Linghan Peak, let alone practice magic."

This incident can make her regret her whole life. This is her biggest mistake, a mistake that cannot be made up for in her life, a mistake that cannot be changed in her life...

"I told you, my cultivation of demons has nothing to do with you."

"If I hadn't given you the excuse to leave, would you have left me?"

Bai Zili was silent. Maybe not. There was nothing wrong with just staying by her side, being a male favorite, and living his life quietly like that.

But...she refused.

Perhaps it was already predestined, and they just kept cutting things off and causing chaos.

Any conjecture is nothing more than wisdom after the fact in the face of the facts that have already happened...

"You won't leave, right...So, I'm trapping myself..."

"If...I mean if, I stay with you, but I have no Taoist heart and can no longer serve the Immortal Alliance, will you abandon me at that time?"

"No... absolutely not!" Feng Xiyue's answer was firm!

How could she abandon the person she loved most?

This is the man she loves most, why should she abandon him?Even if he really loses everything, Feng Xiyue swears that she can stay by his side, take care of him and love him all her life.

But...

If I talk about this now, I'm afraid he won't be able to listen.

"Is that so..."

"If you don't have a Taoist heart, the worst I can do is take the blame and abdicate... We can go to a quiet place and live this life like this."

"Really..." This might not be a bad idea.

But saying these now will only hurt my heart, because these are no longer possible.

"The matter is almost settled... It's already so late... It's time for me to go back. Sister, you should go to bed early... I'm leaving first."

"do not want!"

she is afraid...

She didn't want to hear him say that, she was afraid, he was afraid that he would just disappear like that night, she was afraid, she didn't want to be like that night again!

She was very afraid that he would leave this time and she would never see him again, just like Master, she was afraid...

"elder sister?"

"I regret it. I hope you can come back to me, Ling Han..."

"I can't go back...sister...I can't go back until everything is over..."

Feng Xiyue suddenly stood up and hugged Bai Zili.

"elder sister..."

"I know I'm wrong, I really know I'm wrong! Please don't leave me, please... I really know I'm wrong, I don't want anything, I don't care about anything, I just I want you... I just want you by my side. I don't want anything else. Ling Han... don't leave me... don't leave me again... I'm sorry... sorry..."

His heart is not lighter than Feng Xiyue, but more painful than hers, because he originally loved this woman, but what can he do now?

Is this a trick of fate?

Why couldn't it have been like this in the first place?

Why is it like this after everything is impossible...

Why do we have to learn to cherish something after it turns out to be bad?

why?

Why on earth?

Bai Zili was puzzled.

He didn't push Feng Xiyue away, just let her be like this. His hands were shaking, he was at a loss, and his heart was confused.

He still cares about Feng Xiyue...

But he didn't have the courage to hug her anymore. He didn't have that kind of courage, let alone that kind of consciousness. If he hugged her now, he would never let go. Then his efforts and the efforts of others for him would be in vain.

He could only endure the pain in his heart.

What did he do wrong that God wanted to torture him like this?

His tongue was bitten, and the pain and the smell of blood pulled him back.

He can't look back at this time!Never!

"Why do you have to learn to cherish after losing... If you had said it earlier... this wouldn't be the result. I'm sorry, sister..."

56. Destiny

People may only know how to cherish something after losing it.

Maybe he will be like that, so Bai Zili cherishes the beauty that he has now more than anyone else, and thus abandons those things that are impossible to obtain now.

He would not force anything if he was willing to give it, so he hoped that Feng Xiyue would not force anything from him at this time...

Although, that's impossible.

Those hands could not hold Feng Xiyue in the end.

Until she calmed down and took the initiative to let go of her hand, Bai Zili didn't say another word.

He was afraid, afraid that after he hugged her, he would never be able to let go, afraid that he would hesitate, and if he hesitated, he would lose. If he lost, he would lose more than just his own life...

"I'm sorry..." Feng Xiyue calmed down. She turned her back to him, not daring to let him see her current face. It must be ugly...

"You... what will happen if you lose this calmness one day?" she asked.

"I don't dare..." Bai Zili didn't dare. He didn't dare to let himself be controlled by his emotions, especially now. If he was controlled by his emotions now, it might cause a catastrophe, so he didn't dare, and he didn't dare. Don't let yourself be controlled by your emotions...

He is a demon cultivator, and he cannot stay with Feng Xiyue, so he must leave.

"Good night sister..."

Without hesitation, he turned and left.

He knew that he couldn't stay here. The longer he stayed, the greater the hope he would give Feng Xiyue. Such hope was of no use at all and would only increase worries.

Feng Xiyue didn't dare to turn around. She was afraid that she would lose control. She didn't want to hurt him, so she didn't dare to turn around and just stood there until he walked away. Feng Xiyue suddenly felt like she was losing her strength. , kneeling on the ground.

Such torture was all caused by himself. It would have been better if he had not been given an excuse to leave. If he had been by her side, how could he have chosen the path of dual cultivation of demons and spirits.

But he is also a fool. Even if he has no Taoist heart, why would he force himself to take such a dangerous path...

She wants to save him...by any means necessary!

...

"I'm home..."

Wuyou has been waiting for him in the courtyard, and it is already very late now.

Zhiyuan was also there, but fell asleep on the stone table.

Bai Zili took off his coat and put it on Zhiyuan.

"What's wrong? You look so bad."

"It's nothing, I just chatted with her for a while. The chat was not very happy... It can even be said that the chat was uncomfortable..." Bai Zili picked up the paper kite and went back. It's too cold here, Ling Hanfeng It was already very cold at the top of the peak. On the way back, he felt the cold for perhaps the first time on Linghan Peak...

Maybe it's because of my state of mind.

"Let's go back to the room"

"Um"

...

After placing Zhiyuan in place and covering her with a quilt, Wuyou made some scented tea and brought it over.

"Her current state...must be very bad, right?"

"Yeah...but she promised me that she would help me complete the spirit gathering array."

"Will you be soft-hearted? Seeing her now, will you give up those things because of your soft-heartedness?"

"No, it's impossible. You know, I don't want to give up those things just because of my stubbornness..."

He wasn't that stubborn. If the clan members hadn't planned to kill him, he wouldn't have done this. He didn't want to end up like a rabbit or a dog in the end.

Ling Han Sword Immortal is just a means to save lives at present, but it does not mean that it will be the same in the future. Those who know this matter are still in a high-spirited stage. They still have powerful power, but if one day they grow old, they will have a premonition. I'm afraid they will be afraid of their own death, and then they will remember that there is still a scourge still alive in this Cangling Continent.

At that time, it will be impossible for them to let him go. They will be afraid, afraid that he will know what happened back then, and afraid that he will take revenge.

People are like this, even if they want to use him now without taking action, when one day they feel they must get rid of him, the method will be thunderous.

Wu Daoxin stood still and hid behind Feng Xiyue...

Should Feng Xiyue have to bear the responsibility alone?