Don't love me, you are no longer the fairy sister I like

"Say it"

"I hope you, brother, will tell me honestly...why you want to cultivate demons and what your purpose is. Of course, I don't want you to answer me now. You can tell me when I return to Linyun City." Zhiyuan also knows, Now is not the time to talk about this. When we return to Linyun City, it will be great for the two of us to sit together and chat slowly.

There is still a comatose Mu Lingyan here. It would be bad if she wakes up suddenly.

"Well..." Now that things have happened, there is no need to hide anything from her. She is her sister and she has the right to know that.

Moreover, after obtaining the Black Evil Spiritual Energy and Nishengwuxiangjue, he was almost ready to implement his plans.

It's better to let Zhiyuan know the facts, lest anything goes wrong and she, who knows nothing about it, will be affected.

"Have a good sleep. I have driven away all the spiritual beasts around here. No monks will come to this place. Have a good sleep."

"Um..."

Bai Zili rubbed Zhiyuan's little head. Although he was worried about her being alone in the secret territory of Tianqu, it was indeed time for him to leave. If he stayed, he would only cause trouble.

So much has happened, it’s time for me to have a longer memory.

Bai Zili glanced at Zhiyuan, nodded, turned around and fled into the darkness, disappearing after a few back and forth.

Zhiyuan sighed. Seeing Feng Xiyue this time, I'm afraid his heart has been shaken.

Zhiyuan actually understood that saying he didn't love her was actually just words. What he cared about most in his heart was definitely Feng Xiyue.

I just don't know how Feng Xiyue feels.

If you can't love, you will have regrets.

64. Sorrow

Her head was dizzy, and she had a dream, a nightmare...

She dreamed that her beloved was leaving her, and no matter how hard she struggled, it was of no avail.

But she knew that this was a fact, not a nightmare she had.

Feng Xiyue slowly opened her eyes.

"Leader! You're awake." Seeing Feng Xiyue wake up, Su Yao who was guarding the side quickly came over to check. She naturally knew that her senior brother would not do anything to the master, but she still felt uneasy in her heart.

This time may be another huge blow to Master...

Feng Xiyue glanced around, but she didn't see his figure. Instead, she saw her sister Feng Qiluo sleeping on the other side of the fire, leaning against the tree trunk.

"Leader, please drink some water." Suyao handed over the water thoughtfully.

Feng Xiyue shook her head gently.

Suyao saw that she didn't want to drink, so she didn't force him or say anything more. She didn't know how to persuade her. Her senior brother had already left, and I'm afraid she also understood this fact.

"What about him?"

"Senior brother... I have already left the secret realm of Tianqu..."

Feng Xiyue knew that she was actually asking questions knowingly, but she also hoped that such a small miracle could happen, but it still failed in the end.

In the end, I still couldn't catch him...

Suyao came to the side to take care of Feng Qiluo, who was still sleeping. She really didn't know how to comfort her master, and she felt the same way in her heart. She was reluctant to let him go, but she couldn't stop him if he insisted on doing so.

Looking at the swaying firelight, Feng Xiyue felt neither sorrow nor any feeling in her heart. She felt that she would no longer be in pain. Her heart was empty and there was nothing...

Even the pain is gone...

"Suyao...did I do something wrong?"

"Uh..." Su Yao didn't know how to reply to Master. Did she do something wrong? In Su Yao's opinion, she did indeed do something wrong, but she is the Master and the leader of the Immortals Alliance. So where is Su Yao? Have the guts to say she was wrong.

"You just say it's okay, I won't blame you"

"I am Master's disciple, how can I say that Master you are wrong..."

"That's it..." Feng Xiyue felt disappointed. She didn't blame Suyao. Suyao was a sensible child who knew how to be polite. He was her master, so how could she dare to say that she was wrong.

But Feng Xiyue also understood that she was wrong, and very wrong. She had been wrong a long time ago, but no one had ever stood up and said a typo, and no one had ever dared to say that she was wrong.

Because she is Empress Xiyue, the leader of the Immortal Alliance, someone who sits high in the clouds and looks down on the common people...

It would be great if she was not the leader of the Immortals Alliance. She thought about it countless times, resigning as the leader of the Immortals Alliance, no longer being the leader of the Immortals Alliance, no longer protecting the common people, and becoming an ordinary woman who can persevere for love. .

But she can't do it. She can't do it now. The Immortal Alliance is facing a crisis and she can't leave.

She can be regarded as riding a tiger and getting out of trouble.

Her parents have taught her since she was a child that she must become the leader of the Immortal Alliance and put aside everything to protect the common people. This is the meaning of her life.

In the past, Feng Xiyue was convinced of this. Protecting the common people was the meaning of her life and her responsibility in this life, but now, she has doubts about this meaning...

If I had agreed to his request at all costs that day, what would happen to me now?

Feng Xiyue didn't know that it was in the past after all, and it would be useless to regret it now...

Suyao looked at her master with a lot of emotions in her heart. Perhaps it was only at this time that she could see the weaker side of her master. When she returned to Linghan Peak, she would still be the Empress Xiyue who stood high in the clouds and looked down upon the others.

Master will not abandon his accusations, because behind her lies the well-being of millions of people.

Although Suyao cares about Master, now, she doesn't know what to say. Senior brother is the only one who can open Master's heart. What she can't do is that she has never even been close to Master.

Although she was by Master's side, Suyao knew that Master had never spoken a word from the bottom of his heart to her...

Only her senior brother knew what she was thinking. Only senior brother knew her best, and she couldn't figure out her master at all.

Just like now, even though Master is very disappointed, after today, tomorrow she will still be Empress Xiyue, as if she doesn't care about what happened today, she will still devote herself to the affairs of the Immortal Alliance.

Sometimes Suyao really couldn't understand the master. She would drink alone to the moon almost every night, but she never said a bitter word to Suyao.

She was obviously very miserable and tired, but she never complained.

Su Yao really hopes that one day she can be freed and no longer be the leader of this Immortal Alliance. However, if it were not for Empress Xiyue, the Immortal Alliance would have collapsed long ago. There are those clans and families that are constantly putting pressure on the Immortal Alliance.

Now in this world, only Empress Xiyue can intimidate them and ensure peace.

Now there is no second Empress Xiyue, and there will never be another Empress Xiyue.

This is the sad thing about her. Not only does she have to shoulder the responsibility of the common people, she also has to face the pressure of her clan and family, and she also has to endure the torture of not being able to love her. Even the Empress Xiyue may not be able to hold on one day. Bar.

Suyao didn't know what the senior brother wanted to do, but Suyao understood that the senior brother's departure must be to do something for the master.

Suyao firmly believed in this, because the senior brother had always been a person who valued emotions, and he would not really abandon the master and leave alone.

Can...

If possible, Su Yao really hopes that senior brother can stay in Hanyun Sect, so that master can be happier.

Suyao sometimes hopes to share some of the burden for his master, but Suyao understands that he is not qualified at all...

No one can match Empress Xiyue's powerful cultivation and sword skills. She is the only person in thousands of years to become the leader of the Immortal Alliance based on her strength.

The senior brother always said that the master was famous in front of others and had many vicissitudes in life. At first, Suyao didn't know that she was Empress Xiyue, but after she became a spiritual general and stayed with the master, she understood why the senior brother would say such things.

Master is actually just a poor woman, because in this position, she has to do those things, and how many people know the pain in her heart.

"Smelly brother!" Feng Qiluo suddenly woke up and stood up excitedly!

"Second Miss...you..."

"Su Yao..." Seeing Su Yao, her excitement calmed down a little bit. She looked around, but she didn't see that figure...

Sure enough, that was not his nightmare, but that he really left...

He really left, just left like that, and even used the sleeping charm on her...

Feng Qiluo's heart felt stinging, and she sat on the ground in despair, feeling both angry and sad... and more confused...

She no longer knows what she should do... After getting him who has no chance of rebirth, can she really still find him...

When she was confused, she quietly caught a glimpse of her sister over there who looked sad and weak.

"elder sister..."

65. Provocation

"elder sister..."

Feng Qiluo shouted softly, but Feng Xiyue didn't even look back at her.

Feng Qiluo is also used to it. Her sister has always been like this. Except for her parents, she doesn't listen to anyone else's words. She treats her family like strangers.

Because she is Empress Xiyue and the leader of the Immortal Alliance, she is not just a member of the Feng family.

When I saw my sister when I was a child, I was always very happy. At that time, my sister could at least talk to her a few words and still care about her. But since she became the leader of the Immortals Alliance, Empress Xiyue, she has changed. Silent and even no longer smiling.

Today's sister is no longer just a sister, she is also the out-of-reach Empress Xiyue. I may even not be able to call her sister anymore...

This is all because of the Feng family's dogma. If she had not left the Feng family, maybe one day, sooner or later, she would have become like her sister.

So there were many reasons why she ran away from home, and it wasn't just as simple as playing around with her own little temper.

She is not as talented as her sister, and she cannot compare to her sister in anything. Even if the people in her family have expectations for her, she cannot respond. She works really hard, but in the end she cannot reach the level of her sister.

"Suyao"

"Second Lady"

"He...did he leave?"

"Well...Senior Brother has left the Tianqu Secret Realm..."

"Is that so..."

In the end, she still couldn't catch him and let him go. Looking at her sister like that, Feng Qiluo also knew that she shouldn't ask her anything. Although she had countless questions in her heart, she... really There is no way to add fuel to the fire at this time.

She liked her sister very much. Although everyone in her family wanted her to be like her sister, she endured the pressure from her family, but she never blamed her sister. She also worked hard to become Xiyue, the leader of the Immortals Alliance. Empress, she didn't become Empress Xiyue without doing anything.

Precisely because Feng Qiluo had received the same education as her sister since she was a child, she could understand her sister's hardships, so she never blamed her sister for anything.

But, she probably won't like her sister as much as before...

My sister...is an unreachable existence. There is nothing about my younger sister who can compare with her. It is impossible not to feel inferior. But Feng Qiluo is not willing to let herself live so tiringly. My sister is Empress Xiyue. If you have a life of your own, you can also be a monk like Xian Yun Ye He.

But Feng Qiluo also understood that by doing this, it could be said that he had no sense of responsibility at all.

Therefore, I can't compare myself with my sister at all, I can't compare with her at all...

The reason why I have a psychological shadow on Feng Linghan is actually because of my sister. Because my sister is too outstanding, I can't compare with her. Even in the end, I can't even compare with my sister's disciples. I can't hate my sister, I can only hate her. The innocent Feng Linghan regarded him as his own psychological shadow and his nightmare...

Thinking about it, I am quite stupid. Others have naturally worked hard to get to that point, but no matter how hard I try, no one in the family can see it. They will only force her to continue with her grievances again and again. , and only dared to vent his anger on Feng Linghan, whom he didn't even know.

But now...

That kind of thing will never happen again, because I have been recognized by Feng Linghan. Before I met him, I really didn't know that he was such a gentle and considerate person, even though he was very hateful...

She actually cast the Sleeping Talisman on him and left her just like that.

But...it's not difficult to understand. She also heard what her sister said and witnessed her sister's pleading and pain.

It turns out that my sister is not a ruthless person. She will fall in love with someone and cry because of a man. At this moment, Feng Qiluo also felt that her sister might not be so far away anymore.

But that's all.

"Second Miss...you also know Senior Brother?"

"He is just a stinky brother..."

"Smelly brother?"

"Well... he lied to me and didn't tell me that he was Feng Linghan, but I said a lot of things about Feng Linghan... Now that I think about it... I can't blame him. After all, I wanted to strangle Feng Linghan to death. Ling Han..."

"This...Second Miss...has Senior Brother offended you in some way?" Suyao doesn't think that Senior Brother has offended anyone else, except for the disciples of the Immortal Alliance's aristocratic families.

Senior brother has always been low-key and does not like to argue with anyone. Unless the other party really goes too far, senior brother will take action. However, those who force senior brother to take action will be completely eliminated by senior brother without exception.

Although the senior brother is usually gentle and considerate, Suyao also knows that the senior brother is actually a ruthless person, especially for those who threaten his life and safety, he really will not show any mercy.

But later those people also knew how ruthless he was, and they no longer dared to provoke him, and he would never take the initiative to provoke anyone.

So Suyao was quite curious as to why Feng Qiluo, the second young lady of the Feng family, said that she wanted to strangle him to death.

"It doesn't matter, it's all in the past. I don't hate him anymore..." It's all in the past. Moreover, it was just Feng Qiluo's own wishful thinking. She regarded him as someone she hated, even though he clearly didn't. I have never had any interaction with her, or even met her...

I didn't dare to hate my sister or my parents, so I found an innocent Feng Linghan to hate. It was really... quite stupid...

"That's good...Senior Brother is a very good person. Second Miss, you will definitely like him."

"Hmm...I quite like it..."

After hearing this, Feng Xiyue looked at her sister Feng Qiluo. Qiluo also noticed her sister's gaze and looked in her direction.