Don't love me, you are no longer the fairy sister I like

"Light up the incense! Start!"

"Senior! Please give me some advice!" After saying that, he drew his sword and pointed it at that person!

"Okay! Take the move!" The man immediately drew his sword!nothing left!

The challenger is about to draw his sword!

He is approaching quickly!A strike of lightning slashed out!The challenger didn't even have time to react!Then he was chopped off by a sword and flew out of the ring!

12. Ask your heart

Bai Zili was the first to walk out of the examination room.

Outside, Suyao and several elders from Canglingxianyuan who were in charge of the exams were already waiting here.

Bai Zili was the first to come out. They were also quite surprised. In the past, martial arts performances would last for a long time. It was not only a competition in cultivation, but also a psychological game. After all, the martial arts performances were faced by Cangling Immortal Academy. As an old student, even if there is an element of luck, the result still depends on strength.

In previous martial arts performances, one would wait until someone could no longer hold back and be the first to step forward to challenge. However, this year, unexpectedly, he came out No. 1 so quickly.

"I didn't expect that the first person to come out this time would be a 12-year-old boy. It can be said that a hero comes out of a boy." The old man next to Suyao walked towards him with a smile on his face.

He is the examiner second only to Su Yao in this entrance test of Cangling Immortal Academy, Elder Lu.

"Meet Senior" The other person is from Cangling Xianyuan. Bai Zili actually knows this person. His surname is Lu and he has met him several times, but he doesn't know what he looks like.

After all, Bai Zili basically shows himself as a mask in the Immortal Alliance. Except for the eight spirit generals and Feng Xiyue, no one else knows what he looks like.

"Good boy, you are the first student to pass the martial arts performance this time. You are worthy of being a member of the Linyun Bai clan. It seems that the Linyun Bai clan has been quiet for many years and is cultivating its own clan members."

Well, the Linyun Bai clan has indeed spent time cultivating the next generation over the years. What Elder Lu said is true. The outside world knows very little about the Linyun Bai clan, but they can also guess some.

"The next step is the heart-searching session. You are going to receive a heart-searching spell from me. Are you ready?"

"Um"

Bai Zili was already prepared. He knew that he had no Taoist heart, so he was already prepared on what to do. He didn't need to worry about this at all. He just hoped to end it all quickly and enter Cangling Immortal Academy.

This is the only purpose!

Suyao was at the side and kept looking at Bai Zili. She always had a familiar feeling.

However, Bai Zili had slightly disguised himself, so Suyao couldn't recognize who he was.

But the more Suyao looked at him, the more she felt that he looked like her senior brother, but senior brother would not come to this Cangling Immortal Academy. After senior brother left the Tianqu secret realm, he disappeared again. This person belongs to the Linyun Bai family, and she cannot go there too much. What are you asking? This is not within her authority. She can only report this matter to the Master.

but...

It seems unnecessary to trouble Master for the sake of a child.

"Child, are you ready?"

"Yes"

The old man immediately took out a spiritual talisman, which was the Heart-Questioning Mantra.

"If your Taoist mind is unstable, the Mind-Questioning Mantra will not fall off. You only have one hour. If you cannot pass within one hour, it will be considered a failure."

"Relatively speaking, no matter what the method is, if I haven't touched the Heart-Questioning Spell, as long as the Soul-Questioning Spell falls off, I have passed, right?"

"Well, as long as the Questioning Mantra falls, you will be deemed to have passed the exam."

"Elder, please take action, I am ready."

"Okay! Let's begin!" The old man gathered his spiritual power and slapped the Heart-Questing Talisman on Bai Zili's chest!

Suddenly, a powerful force swallowed up Bai Zili's consciousness in an instant!

This is not the first time that he has asked about the heart mantra. He has no Taoist mind and has never had the Taoist mind. He understands this better than anyone else. What the master gave him was not what he wanted. He has also treated himself several times. It can be said that every time he used the Heart-Questioning Curse, he failed, but he also found some tricks in these several failures.

...

Tick ​​tock tick tock~!

That was the sound of water drops. Bai Zili slowly opened his eyes. Here was the spiritual consciousness of the Questioning Mantra, an empty and endless sea, the sea of ​​spiritual consciousness.

Calm and quiet without any ripples, this is the sea of ​​his consciousness. It has been quiet and peaceful since a few years ago.

The sea of ​​consciousness is calm and without any disturbance, just as he has stopped making progress in cultivation and no longer has the slightest ripples.

It wasn't his first time here, so he was familiar with it.

But every time I see this scene, I still can't help but sigh, I really have stopped moving forward, and even the sea of ​​consciousness has become so calm.

"Long time no see" the familiar voice said.

Even without turning around, Bai Zili knew who the person behind him was.

"Well, long time no see"

"The last time was two years ago. Two years have passed. What do you think when you look at this calm sea of ​​consciousness?"

"No" because he understood that if he stopped progressing in cultivation, the sea of ​​consciousness would not change at all, so it was not surprising to see this scene.

Bai Zili turned around, and the person behind him had the same appearance as him. It could also be said that this person was himself, but he was transformed by his spiritual consciousness. It could also be said that he was the self deep in Bai Zili's heart. , the appearance embodied by the Questioning Heart Mantra.

The two looked at each other and smiled, but there was a hint of anger hidden in his eyes.

"We haven't seen you for two years, and you haven't changed at all."

"What will happen to me depends on you. If the Taoist mind does not exist, the cultivation level will not improve, and it goes around and over again. This place remains unchanged forever, still lonely and empty."

"Are you laughing at my lack of Taoism?"

"Since you know that you have no Taoist mind, why do you still use the Questioning Mantra to ask yourself again and again? The scene here is exactly where your heart wants to be, empty and calm, as if no one can touch you."

Looking at his own sea of ​​consciousness, it is indeed the same as in his memory. It is better to say that there used to be something here, but now there is nothing. There used to be a person here, her name was Feng Xiyue, but now She's not here anymore either.

There used to be a towering tree here, and Feng Xiyue stood under that tree, watering it carefully, hoping that the tree would grow stronger day by day.

That was what Feng Xiyue planted in his heart. It was the Taoist heart that he had briefly possessed, although now it has sunk into the sea of ​​spiritual consciousness and the Taoist heart no longer exists.

Everything has returned to its original state, and the calm sea of ​​consciousness is now the most real appearance in Bai Zili's heart.

It's not that his heart has become calm. Maybe there will be a period of time where there must be strong winds, lightning and thunder, and the scenery of topsy-turvy rivers and seas, but he can't see it.

"There is no Taoist mind here, why are you here?"

"In order to pass the entrance test of Cangling Xianyuan"

"That's all?"

"That's all"

The man smiled contemptuously and said: "You can't lie to me. Every time you use the Questioning Mantra to ask yourself, you will have a hopeful heart, right? But in the end, all you will get is disappointment."

"I don't deny what you said. In fact, I always have that kind of luck, but I also understand that it is impossible. If it doesn't happen, it won't happen."

This happens to everyone, and Bai Zili is not an exception. He also longs for miracles. Even if he says he doesn't want them, he still longs for them in his heart.

It's just that things in this world can't be so easy to fulfill his wishes.

"I'm in a hurry, can you stop talking nonsense with me? You don't give me much time, how about you give in a little bit? Let me out."

"It's you who don't want to leave, not me who's holding you back. Don't you have a way to leave here and break the Heart-Questioning Spell? That's what you did before, so why not do it again? Just kill me."

13. Killing heart

"Kill you...I don't really want to."

Bai Zili smiled, as if he didn't even listen to what the other party said.

"You are the incarnation of my sea of ​​consciousness, and the sea of ​​consciousness is my heart. I just have to deal with the Heart-Questioning Curse now. As my consciousness, there is nothing wrong with you helping me, right? Say, you must force me to take action."

The man's expression changed drastically. In an instant, a strong wind blew up, and the sea of ​​consciousness became no longer quiet.

The Sea of ​​Divine Consciousness reflects Bai Zili's own state of mind. Only when his state of mind changes, will the Sea of ​​Divine Consciousness change.

"I'll say it again, I'm in a hurry. You'd better not hinder me here, otherwise I won't show mercy even to you. You are me and you should know what kind of person I am."

"Hahahaha! Are you angry? Or are you afraid? You are afraid that others will see that you have no Taoist heart, and you are afraid that others will know that you have no Taoist heart. That's why... you use the Questioning Mantra again and again to ask yourself, you can't find it. What is your own way? Everything you have is given to you by others! You have nothing! Even your heart is fake! Even if you are facing me, you still have to pretend to be strong."

"Yes" Bai Zili admitted generously, there was nothing he dared not admit.

He has understood this for a long time. The concretization embodied by the Questioning Mantra is determined based on some emotions in the heart. It is different every time. This is also a change of mood. The human heart is extremely complex. The so-called authorities are confused, Bai Zili You may not fully understand what you are thinking.

The self that is now embodied by the Questioning Mantra is probably the one he hates and fears the most.

An irrational one!People who are only dominated by emotions!

Every word he said was something that Bai Zili could possibly say, or even words that he could say but couldn't and would only hide in his heart.

He was very afraid that he would become like that, a person who would only vent his resentment and dissatisfaction, feel sorry for himself, and achieve nothing in the end!

In the past two years, he had actually been very decadent and had doubted himself several times, so what the Heart-Questioning Mantra reflected now was exactly the version of himself that he feared.

But there was nothing he could do. After all, he couldn't give an answer that was qualified enough to shut him up, that is, he didn't have a clear Taoist heart.

"You are always like this, looking calm and calm, but you can't deceive me, you are afraid of me."

"Yes, you are right. I am indeed afraid of you. After all, it is not good for me to waste time here with you. However, I risked being caught by Feng Xiyue to come to Cangling Xianyuan and leave it to me. I don’t have much time.”

"Feng Xiyue...Feng Xiyue...you dare to mention Feng Xiyue...you are simply afraid, because you are afraid that Feng Xiyue will know that you can no longer practice, because you have no Taoist heart, you are afraid You will live up to Feng Xiyue's expectations of you, and you are afraid that you will be abandoned, so you abandoned Feng Xiyue before Feng Xiyue abandoned you. You are simply a scumbag, but you just don't admit it!"

He became crazy and his eyes were full of hatred!His face also became distorted and hideous!

Bai Zili was also afraid that he would become hateful because of love, so he luckily stopped loving.

"A scumbag...Actually, I am a good scumbag. When I am bad, I am a scumbag. When I am not a scumbag, I am a good person." He was quite relaxed. After all, what he is best at is probably lying to others, and he also lies to himself. It can even be said that he feels at ease now.

"I know that what you are best at is making up nonsense, but so what? No matter how much you make up nonsense, no matter how much you deceive yourself and others, what is fake will always be fake. If you have no Taoist heart, you will never Will have a Taoist heart"

"Maybe?" Bai Zili couldn't help but smile bitterly, was he so afraid that he would become like this?

To be honest, if in reality, whoever dared to stand in front of him and say these words, he would crush them into pieces without any courtesy!

"You're always like this. You don't dare to speak out what's on your mind, no matter who you say it to, even to Feng Xiyue. You always hide. How pitiful you are, Feng Linghan. You clearly don't want to be anything. Ling Han Sword Immortal, you clearly don’t want to take on those responsibilities, but you don’t dare to say, you don’t dare to say that I don’t want to do it, you will only say, I will try my best, and then do it, no matter how uncomfortable you are, you will still do it! But in the end What did you get? You got nothing! It’s all fake! You’re deceiving yourself again and again!”

"That's right, I admit it." There's nothing hard to admit. He really doesn't want to be a Ling Han Sword Immortal. These are his feelings, the feelings that he has strangled.

"You are simply a coward! You are afraid! You are afraid that you will return to the Immortal Alliance! Feng Xiyue will be disappointed when she sees your current appearance! You are even more afraid that accepting Feng Xiyue today will cause the Immortal Alliance to fall apart and Wanmo The invasion of the palace has ruined all lives! You are simply a coward! That’s why you don’t even want to love. It’s obviously painful, but you always pretend to be indifferent. It’s clear that someone is showing kindness to you, but you don’t accept it, time and time again. Let others down!”

"Yeah, so what?"

"So what, you are actually afraid. If you refuse again and again, maybe one day these people who love you will leave you. You say it is for your own purposes, but in the end, it is just because you are afraid. !”

"Yeah...after all, I'm just an ordinary person. It's natural for me to be scared." Bai Zili sighed helplessly. Under the Qingxin Curse, everything he said was true. He would not deny his inner feelings. If so, he also understands that it is useless to deceive oneself and others, but even so, people will hide their own nature after all, no matter who they are, it is the same.

What's the use of complaining? No matter how hard it is, you have to go on the road you choose. No matter what, you will never give up to achieve your goal. If you can't bear such a little bit of hardship, what can you say to achieve great things?

"Feng Linghan! No! You are not Feng Linghan, even Feng Linghan's identity is fake, Bai Zili is fake, everything is fake, you are Bai Luyao's son, you are"

brush! ! !

Before Feng Linghan said the next sentence, he could no longer say that sentence.

His head rolled to the ground.

"I still can't defeat myself. You're right. It's better to kill you so that you and I can both be freed."

"I am your consciousness and your heart. If you kill me, will I come back to life? Do you dare not even face your own heart?"

Bai Zili crushed the head with one foot!

Tell him to shut up completely!

The furious sea of ​​consciousness gradually calmed down, just as Bai Zili's heart was returning to calm little by little.

...

"Pfft!" A mouthful of blood spurted out!Bai Zili knelt on the ground!

The Heart-Questioning Mantra on his chest also fell to the ground.

"Child, what are you..."

"No problem..."

He destroyed his consciousness. Destruction of his consciousness is equivalent to letting his heart die. This is a great damage to the body. It can range from serious injury to death. It can be said to kill a thousand enemies. An act of self-destruction.

That's why he was reluctant to do that in the beginning, but unfortunately in the end, he still couldn't speak for himself.

What a fool...

But now that his spiritual consciousness has been destroyed, the Heart-Questioning Mantra is useless. His spiritual consciousness is the heart. If the heart is dead, what else can the Heart-Questioning Mantra ask?

14. Unintentional

Bai Zili stood up from the ground with difficulty, covered his chest and came to the elder.