Don't love me, you are no longer the fairy sister I like

He couldn't help but feel a sore nose. This must have been set by his mother from the beginning. He almost mistakenly thought that his mother was really talking to him.

What was he expecting? She had been dead for 19 years, so there would still be such an opportunity. Although they only got along for a short time, in his memory, this woman brought him warmth that he had never experienced before.

In fact, he didn't have a good time in another world. He was probably the type who was abandoned by his family. How should I put it? There were other brothers and sisters in the family, and he was the one with the least presence in the family...

Moreover, his life has basically been arranged by his parents. Perhaps because he wanted to win their attention, he has been working hard to obey their instructions.

how...

Even after three years of hard work, I got a high score and was admitted to a key university, but I still didn't get much attention from my parents.

He began to learn to give up and stop asking for things he couldn't get. He learned to take the initiative to let go and no longer clung to those things.

Because of those experiences, he never had expectations for anyone. As a result, he didn't even have any friends during college, and he even forgot how to interact with others.

So he learned how to survive without relying on anyone.

This was probably his biggest regret in his previous life. He had almost forgotten how he died. It had been so long that he couldn't remember clearly.

He only remembered that he never returned to that home until his death, nor did he see his parents and family again, so he had no nostalgia for that world...

What kind of nostalgia can there be for a person who has nothing...

It wasn't until he came to this world that he felt the short-term warmth of his mother Bai Luyao. Although he would not rush to avenge them, it did not mean that he had forgotten. If he couldn't do it now, he would not do it until he had the opportunity in the future. When the time comes, it will definitely be done.

His parents will also forgive him, he believes this...

Maybe his parents wouldn't ask him to seek revenge.

"I don't know if you called me mom. You must be troubled by my sudden appearance. However, if you saw my consciousness, it means that your father and I are dead."

She smiled bitterly, a little sad and helpless, but she was smiling hard, as if she wanted to show her best side in front of her children.

Bai Zili listened quietly.

It seems that mother and father have known for a long time that they will be killed, but even if they are killed, they still use all means to violate the taboo. Are they really just to find the path to immortality?

Bai Zili really didn't think that his parents would be such superficial people. They knew that they would die, and they also knew that what they were pursuing was an illusory wish. Why should they be obsessed with it?

"Xiao Li...can I call you this? This is the nickname your father and I chose for you...I am an unqualified mother, unable to accompany you, and unable to witness your growth. ,sorry"

"You... don't need to apologize to me..."

For him, he was satisfied with that short-term happiness. He would not have any more extravagant hopes for it. Once, he was already satisfied.

Because he witnessed everything with his own eyes, he saw his parents fighting to pieces to protect him...

How could he hate these two people? They didn't need to apologize for this. It would be better to say that he couldn't avenge them immediately. He was the one who should apologize.

In his heart, he might not have that much hatred for those people, but now... I don't know why, but the hatred in his heart began to rise little by little.

He controlled his emotions, but the sea of ​​consciousness seemed to respond to his heart and became violent!

He can deceive others, but he cannot deceive his own sea of ​​consciousness.

Bai Zili smiled helplessly. No matter how hard he tried to disguise his emotions on the surface, he could not deceive his heart. To be honest, he had never had such strong thoughts of revenge in his life.

"Seeing that you are safe and sound now, as a mother... I am really happy. Xiao Xiyue must be taking good care of you for me."

That's right...

I'm just compensating myself.

"That child... although her talent is unparalleled, that child's temperament is indeed unpleasant, but... if you stay with her for a long time, you will find that that child is a very serious person. A good girl who thinks of others wholeheartedly, but...she is too worried and too reckless...even her stubborn temper will drive people around her away, but that is not her What I wish in my heart is that she is just a silly child who doesn’t know how to get along with others..."

Bai Zili smiled, it seemed that her mother had a very thorough understanding of Feng Xiyue... She was indeed Feng Xiyue's master.

Bai Zili understood that Feng Xiyue was the typical type who had too many high hopes placed on her and was burdened with too much. She never let go of herself. She didn't know how to get along with others at all, but she was indeed sincere. Thinking about him.

only...

That love was really too heavy. She was worried about this and that, always thinking too much, but she just ignored herself.

"Perhaps, you used some means to see the scroll of heaven. After all... that child will definitely break the contract and will never give the scroll of heaven to you, because the child will definitely prevent you from knowing all this. You don't want to Blame her, she is only thinking about you. I don’t know how many years have passed since my death until you obtained this scroll, but no matter when it is... I hope you will not avenge us."

"..."

"I know it must be difficult for you to understand... But Xiao Li, your father and I never thought about asking you to avenge us. Perhaps at the beginning, your father and I thought about hoping that you could inherit Our mantle will continue, but since having you, your father and I have changed our minds. We hope that you can live a good life like other children. We don’t want you to be obsessed with those illusory things like us. s things..."

This made Bai Zili confused. If he was not allowed to do those things, why would he use forbidden techniques to change his bloodline.

If it wasn't for those reasons, why did his parents not hesitate to use forbidden techniques?

"Now... you must be very curious as to why we use forbidden techniques to change your bloodline... My child... listen to me and tell you slowly... I have only one purpose with your father, that Just...so that you can survive."

95、Parents

live?

Bai Zili didn't understand this. What did it mean to let him live...

"My child, no matter what, you must listen to what I say next and remember it carefully. It concerns your life." Bai Luyao's expression became serious.

Seeing her mother suddenly become serious, Bai Zili also calmed down and sat down, pricking up his ears and listening.

"You have to remember that you can never be half-hearted about girls!"

"Huh?" Bai Zili suddenly couldn't stop himself from saying this.

"Silly boy..." Bai Luyao just smiled and said immediately: "You are my and Mo Heng's child. I don't know if you know something about our family now, so please listen to what I have to say about you. What is flowing is the blood born from the mixture of the Cao family and the Bai family. If all you have is the blood of one of the families, then maybe nothing will happen, but you have inherited the blood of your father and me at the same time. , this is not a good thing. The blood power of the Cao clan is too powerful. Even my blood power cannot compete with it. So... if we don't find a way to deal with it, once the other clans notice it, they will never do it. To keep you, your father and I used the forbidden technique to integrate your Aunt Qingwan's bloodline into your body. The power of Taotie's bloodline will continue to devour the power of Cao's bloodline, forming a tripod, which will be achieved in your body. A very delicate balance has been created, which suppresses your original bloodline power and prevents the two bloodline powers from colliding with each other."

I see...

"Speaking of this, I'm actually sorry for you." Bai Luyao's expression was full of guilt.

Bai Zili listened quietly.

"The Cao clan, like the Bai clan, is a tribe inherited from ancient times and possesses a certain kind of special bloodline. Originally, Mo Heng's bloodline power was no different from that of ordinary people, but maybe it's because of me... As a member of the Bai clan, the power of my bloodline has reached an almost atavistic level. Perhaps it is because of my maternal body, which has caused the bloodline of the Cao clan in your body to reach an almost atavistic level. This is a This is a very dangerous bloodline, a bloodline that must be eradicated! The ancestors of the Cao family were unable to control the power of the bloodline, which caused Cangling Continent to experience a catastrophe..."

Bai Zili has never understood these things. He doesn't know much about the Cao family. After all, the records about this family have been basically erased. Even if he wants to know, Feng Xiyue will not tell him, and today's people almost I don't know about his clan.

Moreover, he did not dare to ask others without authorization. All the information in the Immortal Alliance was destroyed, and he had no way to investigate.

"After your father and I noticed the power of your bloodline, we thought of using secret techniques to fuse the bloodline of the three clans into you. This was to contain the power of the bloodline in your body and bring it to balance. , so as not to conflict with each other and cause you to explode and die, but this secret technique is a taboo in the world of cultivation, the technique of blood fusion. For clans that value the power of blood, they will never allow the emergence of this secret technique. , otherwise the world will be in chaos."

It is not difficult to understand that the reason why the clan can rule the world of cultivation is that it has the power of blood passed down from generation to generation and relies on the power of blood to develop itself. After all, most of the children of the clan have inherited the power of blood and are far better than others in talent. Cultivators, so this is their foundation. If someone touches his foundation, he probably won't let him go easily.

The art of blood fusion, the most taboo art in the world of cultivation, has the power to change a person's blood. In a sense, it is like gene editing technology.

The existence of such a thing goes without saying that it is a taboo technique that can cause disaster.

Moreover, the ones who used this forbidden technique were Bai Luyao, the leader of the Immortals Alliance, and the Cao family, who was considered a dangerous clan.

I am afraid that the clan feels that Bai Luyao, as the leader of the Immortal Alliance, wants to create a child with the blood of the two clans.

Bai Zili knew something about it. In his mother's time, the Immortal Alliance had begun to have the idea of ​​containing the clan. The clan controlled the Immortal Alliance, making the Immortal Alliance like a loose sand, unable to deal with the demons in the Western Demon Region. In the palace, my mother had a tougher attitude and made many reforms, which offended many clans.

"I'm afraid the clan mistakenly thought that we wanted to use the forbidden technique on you to create a child with the power of Cao's and Bai's blood. If such a child with the power of the blood of the two clans is really born, it will definitely It is a nightmare in the world of cultivation, so...you are not a taboo created by us...you are just a poor child..."

fear...

Suspect...

greedy...

Evil thoughts!

The clan displays these emotions vividly.

Bai Zili sighed, it turns out that he is not a created taboo, he is simply the taboo itself...

"We left the Wanxiang Tiansheng Jue in your body. I think this will also be the technique you are practicing now. The Wanxiang Tiansheng Jue will transform your physique and make your physique reach a physique that can perfectly integrate the power of the three bloodlines. , then there will no longer be the threat of bloodline conflict, but... you must combine with a Bai family woman before you can activate your bloodline power and achieve a truly perfect fusion, so at this time Let’s go back to what I told you at the beginning, never be half-hearted about a girl!”

Bai Zili can't fix it, what is he trying to say?

"You have to marry a woman from the Bai family. This is one of the disadvantages... Because although you have perfectly inherited the power of my bloodline, compared to the power of the Cao family's bloodline and that of your Aunt Qingwan, The power of blood is slightly insufficient, so if you want to achieve perfect balance and integration, you must marry a woman from the Bai family so that she can completely activate the power of blood in your body. If the one you love now is Bai If you love another woman... For your own consideration, you must do that... If you do that... I hope you can both Treat everyone well and don't let anyone down, because both of them sacrificed for you...You mustn't let them down. You are a man, and it is natural to have three wives and four concubines, but I hope you can love fairly. Follow them..."

You really left me in big trouble...

There is such a mother. She wants to find two daughters-in-law for herself at once, right...

Bai Zili smiled helplessly, it didn't matter, the matter was over, and he had nothing to say.

but...

Even if he knew that his mother was thinking about him, she would not hesitate to use forbidden magic to keep him alive, but this led to the demise of that clan...

Is it really worth it?

To keep him alive, you have to sacrifice too much, right? Is this... really worth it?

"It's worth it... You are the crystallization of my love for your father, and it is our last concern in this life... For you, even if we have to destroy the world, we are willing... because... you are ours My child..."

96. Foregone conclusion

so...

It seems that I am a loved person...

Bai Zili smiled, sweeping away the gloom in his heart.

"What you want to know, I left everything in the scroll of heaven... Good boy... No matter which path you choose in the future, your father and I will protect you in the spirit of heaven..."

"Thank you..." Bai Zili knelt down and kowtowed three times.

"Last point...Your father and I just hope that you can live well...live well for us...don't always think about revenge...as long as you can live well, it is the most worthy thing for us. ...Live well...good boy...I really want to...hear you call me mother for once...maybe...there is no chance...Take care...Li'er..." Bai Luyao smiled, and her figure gradually became illusory.

"Goodbye...Mom..."

Bai Luyao's figure disappeared...

That is the remaining spiritual consciousness, and it cannot be retained for a long time...

Bai Zili sighed, but did not shed tears. At this age, it was difficult for him to shed tears. Even if he felt uncomfortable, he was used to hiding it in his heart.

As a result, things were not what he imagined. He had always felt that his parents had created him as a taboo for a certain plan...

It seems that I misunderstood...

His parents loved him and even chose to sacrifice themselves for him, thus protecting him...

Bai Zili smiled bitterly, not knowing whether he should feel happy or sad.

The sea of ​​consciousness calmed down little by little along with his emotions. If he went out now, he really didn't know how he would face Feng Xiyue and Aunt Qingwan.

Do you just hope that he can live well? He doesn't know if he can be a good filial son and not take revenge...

But even if he doesn't take revenge, there are some things he still wants to change.

What do you want?Bai Zili?

he asked himself.

"win..."

Win everything and stop being a loser. Perhaps this is his most innocent idea.

Therefore, I am afraid that he can only be an unfilial son, an unfilial son who will make his parents worry. He will eventually take that path, which is his own decision.

He wants to win everything.

just because of...

I have lost too many times...

...

"Ling Han..."

Bai Zili slowly opened his eyes.

Feng Xiyue looked at him worriedly.

"Why are you so worried? That's my mother, and it won't hurt me... You just like to worry blindly..."

Bai Zili is still lying on Feng Xiyue's lap. It seems that he has not done this for a long time. When he was a child, he would always lie on Feng Xiyue's lap to sleep like this. At that time, it became a habit. They said people can recognize pillows. He He only recognized Feng Xiyue's legs, and he couldn't sleep without Feng Xiyue's legs.

Feng Xiyue at that time could be said to be two completely opposite people than she is now.

"How's it going?"

"Nothing special..."

"That's it..." Feng Xiyue gently touched his head.

"elder sister..."

"Ok?"