My hero is myself

Roland thinks this is a kind of protection:

Before his strength reaches the fourth level, he should not try to explore the secrets inside.

In terms of human nature's curiosity and suicidal nature, his behavior of isolating memories and self-castration is absolutely conscientious.

But he has seen too many cases where curiosity killed the cat, and he has also used curiosity to lure others into the game...

How could I have fallen into such a reckless trap?

The early exposure of the information was a coincidence.

Contacting this aspect after reaching a certain level of strength is the arrangement of the being who guides one's destiny.

Regardless of whether it was his former self or not, he could only acquiesce that there was no malicious intent in this arrangement.

Otherwise, Kyushu Heroes will be regarded as a time bomb.

"Don't remember, don't remember, don't remember!"

Roland used the Dream Lord's Crown to create a seal and focus on the current task.

He has successfully become a formal priest. Once he is appointed, he should leave the Holy Fire Academy and have more space for activities.

At the same time, he also became a disciple of Faulkner, so he had this clue firmly in hand.

No matter how deep the Holy Fire Academy is hidden, no matter how mysterious the Alder continent is, it still has to reveal the tip of the iceberg in front of itself, right?

This is a divine battle, and it is bound to be long.

Although Roland took the initiative to seal his memory, the battle between the fourth and fifth levels still left a lot of "knowledge" to him.

There are also contents that you can try to understand at this stage.

Coupled with his continuous understanding of the strange fire seal, his understanding of the gods has become deeper.

Gods are powerful, the embodiment of laws that transcend ordinary life forms.

Their power will naturally make the battle between gods difficult and long.

Faith continues to corrode consciousness, but there are still countless lives that strive to become gods one after another because of their powerful and irresistible temptation.

The life form of gods has long been no longer the traditional carbon-based life form.

Energetic, regularized, high-energy and purified.

The images of gods that appear to the world are often just incarnations that they want the world to see and have specific functions.

The true body of the gods is ever-changing and can be hidden in the deepest part of the world and laid out safely.

With huge strength, gods can easily confuse and cultivate believers, and become tentacles to observe and change the world.

The above experience is that Roland was originally the Peng God and only spread his faith within the Song Dynasty.

The God of Strange Fire is already at the fifth level, with followers spread across many worlds.

If you want to eradicate Him, you must first eradicate the forces surrounding Him.

Only by dismantling the peripheral beliefs can it be possible to touch Himself.

The attack against the Holy Fire Academy will only be the first step, and there will be a long and vast project ahead.

It could take thousands or tens of thousands of years.

The failure at this time is just a drop in the ocean compared to the countless setbacks that will be faced later.

Through the strange fire seal, Roland also got a glimpse of the past of the god of strange fire.

He was once a hero who protected one side, and he had endless fun fighting against the sky. He relied on continuous hard work to start from humble beginnings and resolve world-class disasters.

But the long time was too terrible after all, and the young dragon who slayed the dragon finally turned into an evil dragon.

Longing for a stronger state, not willing to stay where you are.

All paths have been tried, and the Awakened Alliance has not achieved the detachment he wants.

At the same time, as the strongest person in the world, he is also involved in his past lovers and friends.

Becoming a god in order to obtain more powerful power was the last choice of the God of Fire at that time.

Faith is like poison, and a strong person at the level of the God of Strange Fire is naturally aware of its side effects.

But a strong person also has self-confidence and pride. He believes that he can overcome the side effects of his faith, and he just uses his strength to practice his ideas.

It's a pity that the God of Strange Fire still underestimated faith and the erosion of time.

The essence of life is different from that of human beings. How can we maintain the same thinking as in the past?

If you become a god, you will naturally become a prisoner of faith.

Gradually losing interest in all the desires of the past, and just want to gain more faith.

The human mind is powerful yet fragile, relying on the mortal body that has an upper limit.

Yes, you can ascend mechanically, you can achieve quantum immortality, and you can also ignite divine fire.

If you are separated from the body for a long time, you will naturally gradually lose your humanity.

In the world of gods, the development of believers, domain conflicts, and competition for world dominance will gradually surpass everything he believed in in the past.

The thirst for faith forces God to become the only supreme being.

Naturally, the war will never end from then on.

The original sin of depravity was sown the moment he manipulated and plundered the minds of others to become a god.

"God is the parasite of civilization."

“All good deeds are packaging, all holiness is advertising.”

"The newborn gods still have humanity. As time washes away, all that remains is greed and plunder. From a perspective that transcends all sentient beings, they control the fate of countless worlds."

“Whether it is transcendence or eternity, God’s pursuit has no weight as that of mortals.”

"Mortals are just firewood."

"God needs faith, and faith is generated by all living beings."

"But this need does not contain any perceptual emotions. Just like oxygen and hydrogen are needed to synthesize water, it is an objective law."

"After this group of believers is drained, God can replace the next group of believers."

"The life of a believer is short, but what God wants to prove is eternity."

Roland recorded his and many awakened people's observations about the gods, and couldn't help but worry about Er Xi.

Before he realized the nature of the gods, he once replaced the three gods of Japan with a leisurely wild man in the mountains and raised him to a key position as the leader of a country's faith.

More incense, the wishes of all living beings, and her persistence in longing for reunion and perseverance...

Could he have harmed her, causing her to undergo some uncontrollable changes in her lonely watch?

In the past timeline, Er Xi watched the destruction of the world and had the opportunity to complete the Nine Provinces Heroes Record and leave annotations at the end of time.

After he intervened, it seemed that he had won an era, but it also caused her to lose such a detached position...

From an outside observer, he became a chess piece in the game.

“I sow the cause, and I shall take care of it.”

“Isn’t the existence of Kyushu Heroes Record just to reverse these tragedies?”

"As long as the timeline I travel to is far enough forward, there is no ending that cannot be rewritten!"

"Of course, the premise is that our struggle will not be interfered by more external forces. A destiny is enough trouble."

"For example, the God of Strange Fire discovered a fruit with worms."

"So I have to get rid of the Holy Fire Academy no matter what, so that the beauty I want can truly become a reality."

Roland raised his head and looked at the ever-changing virtual starry sky in the Everlasting Dream Glazed Realm.

Suddenly he felt very tired.

Only half a year has passed in the Hero Continent, but due to the continuous changes in the flow of time, his consciousness has experienced thousands of years.

During these millennia, I have either been fighting or preparing to fight.

He had a chance to rest, but he thought that some of the passionate fools he had fought with had no chance to work hard...

None of those faces that have shone for dreams has been forgotten, none should be forgotten, and none of them dare to forget!

Even the believers of the Holy Fire Academy, who do not understand the evil of God, their motivation for desire for victory is actually very simple...

I just hope that those who care can live a better life.

So there is such a superposition of the desires of all living beings, and the destiny of the world continues to move forward.

Gods cannot write history to its fullest, and neither can heroes.

History will be the superposition of countless wishes.

There is the great wish to reshape the earth, water, fire and wind, and there is also the small luck of going home and having a hot meal.

No one can guarantee that the path they choose will make the entire world ocean bright.

Just like when he first entered Kyushu, Roland coldly accepted the Zhisou tribe and became the slave of the Yugong tribe.

Although he gave those slaves treatment that ordinary tribal warriors did not have.

But that is still slavery, an injustice in peacetime...

As prosperous as the Shuhan Empire, which will always be remembered by the people of Kyushu, there are also the big brothers of the barbarians in Southeast Asia who work hard without getting equal rewards.

"But what I face is never a peaceful environment. We just want to continue to exist!"

"Little animal protection and the Holy Mother's Heart are both extravagant thoughts that can only be had if you don't worry about survival."

Roland's heart was shaken for a few moments, but he quickly abandoned those useless self-doubts.

Even living is so difficult, does he deserve to think about how to live more elegantly?

On God's Noah's Ark, there was only one pair of animals to choose from.

Did those who were not chosen commit any crime?

He is not God, he is just a small citizen struggling to survive.

If you can follow the chosen path without getting lost, you have done your best.

So he made a difficult decision:

Before Faulkner's appointment, work and tasks would be left to chance for a while.

If you want to do it, do it. If you don’t want to do it and the Fourth Army doesn’t issue an emergency mission, I’m going to take seven days off!

……

……

Holy Fire Academy, afternoon.

On the lawn outside the library, on the benches bathed in warm sunlight, Roland found a rare novel to entertain himself.

It is indeed the best-selling series in Alder Continent, and it is really mindless and refreshing...

But it was just right for him to give up thinking at this time.

"Junior~ Is there no one next to you?"

A sweet voice sounded, and the smile on Veronica's face was brighter than before.

Roland looked at her strangely:

"You follow me?"

"How is it possible? I just casually predicted the best place to read a novel while lazy."

"Are your Flowing Flame Golden Badges all aimed at my cultivation?"

"That's definitely not the case. I swear by the holy fire, it's really a coincidence that I met my disciple."

"All right……"

"Of course, we can't rule out that it is a coincidence deliberately arranged by the Holy Fire and a fate given by it."

Roland's eyes flashed.

Veronica was so angry by him that she lowered her head.