My hero is myself

"Kill me..."

This avatar managed to raise its head and made a relatively correct decision.

But the four incarnations looked even more confused.

We are demons who do whatever it takes to survive, how can we kill ourselves?

Driven by curiosity, they simultaneously chose to explore the consciousness sea space of the fifth incarnation...

So they also saw Taiqing's past memories.

……

In the dark rainy night, the sharp blade from behind passed through my body.

The young Taiqing held the blade with his hand, and his fingers continued to bleed, but his voice remained extremely calm:

"Fellow Taoist, maybe we should talk about whether we should fully believe in the guidance left by the 'teacher'."

The equally young Yuqing said: "Your way of begging for mercy is really old-fashioned. Now I have the upper hand."

"Are you sure?"

There is a processed inner elixir beside Taiqing, and the complicated inscriptions prove its value.

When the terrifying spiritual energy fluctuations are completely released, there will be absolutely no living things within a hundred feet of the surrounding area.

Even Yuqing, who had already stepped into the Hedao realm, fell silent.

Taiqing smiled, his voice was very calm:

"So let's talk, let's replace our bestiality with our rationality, and see the truth that lurks in the shadows."

……

In the cave, six practitioners at the peak of the Hedao Realm were hesitant about the breakthrough method they had sorted out.

Those are the legacy from different demon clan supremes, and it is possible to break through to the true fairyland.

However, there is a narrow escape from death. If you fail, you will die, and you will not even have the chance to become possessed.

Taiqing stood up: "I'll try it first."

The young immortal of that year was high-spirited and full of confidence in his eyes.

He is not afraid of death.

He was only afraid that if he missed this opportunity, he would never be able to escape Xuanwu's control in the future.

……

Cities that have been invaded by monsters are filled with cries and blood everywhere.

Young people were driven away like cattle, and all food and supplies were taken away.

Only the displaced old people, with no children or property, were left, kneeling helplessly on the ground, asking the sky why Kyushu suffered such a disaster.

They were just let go by the demon clan because they could no longer perform heavy physical labor and did not have the combat power to counterattack the demon clan.

Tough old bones are not worth wasting the durability of the weapon.

Cloud light drifted over, and the three immortals descended on the mountain peak not far away one after another, looking at the collapsed city wall in the distance.

Kyushu, which did not have a unified dynasty, was gradually eroded by the demon clan.

“Everything I’ve tried to do lately hasn’t been going well.”

"I also encountered problems in my practice."

"It seems... our time has passed."

The recent results of the three immortals are not ideal.

They experienced that the heaven and the earth were all united in the past, but when they killed the demon emperor and the three companions, they felt that they were not free to transport heroes.

Finally, Taiqing stood up and looked into the distance:

"Although we are not as happy as we were then, we are still the strongest in this era... we always have to shoulder something."

After that, the Heavenly Court was established, and the practitioners of Jiuzhou were commanded to resist the demon clan...

He even fought his way out of Kyushu.

……

In the clouds, 33 beautiful days.

In the beautiful room of Qionglou, the atmosphere among the three former classmates who shared weal and woe is tense.

Taiqing and Yuqing have exhausted their efforts, but they still show disdain in the face of the powerful Shangqing Immortal Lord:

"Shangqing, you should be a human being, not a dog of destiny."

He spent everything he had and blew it into ruins in 33 days, which also gave Yuqing a chance to take action.

At the last moment, it was the stunned eyes of Shangqing Immortal Lord...

Senior brother, why did you never give up resistance until the last second?

……

"I can be called an immortal, but I should not forget that I was born as a human being."

The four incarnations of Demon Taiqing spoke in unison and gave the answer.

It's just some fragmented memories, but once I think of them, they are as uncontrollable as wildfire, bringing up more content.

I, Taiqing, was once a human being, not a demon...

What's the point of living like this, only knowing about killing and destruction?

Once this idea appears, it is completely uncontrollable due to the devil's wild thoughts and spreads to more incarnations.

This is a meme only for Mo Taiqing. It is his memory and pride, something he forgot due to his survival instinct.

But Master Qingyu's desperate choice reminded him that what humans strive to continue and pass on is more than simply living.

Just as the five incarnations were fighting against the division of their own minds, a golden light came from far to near, quickly getting closer.

Roland pretended to be the Monkey King and held up his stick to block the five incarnations.

He could feel that the aura of a powerful being was missing here, and a touch of sadness emerged in his heart:

"Fellow Taoist Yuqing, go on your way."

He knew that it was Yuqing who delayed the success of Mo Taiqing's formation at the cost of death and saved the Kaitian Army behind him.

They were once mortal enemies, but at the last moment of his life, Yuqing still fought and lived up to his name as a "practitioner".

Although he is old, he has never shied away from his share of responsibilities.

When Mo Taiqing saw this demon monkey, who was not the Great Sage but was better than the Great Sage, arriving, he turned around and left.

Those creatures can't eat anymore.

Roland did not continue the pursuit.

Mo Taiqing's counterattack from other directions was still rampant.

He is now a firefighter, trying to stabilize the Kaitian Army's front as much as possible.

But the situation is not optimistic.

Shi Tianting is ready to abandon Dongsheng Shenzhou at any time and retreat to other small worlds.

Now it is time to transfer the population and materials, and not give Mo Taiqing more resources to develop.

Destiny disease rushed to seek medical treatment and chose Mo Taiqing, which may cause endless disasters in the future timeline.

But for the current Shi Tianting, it is almost a desperate situation.

Even Roland has almost no countermeasures simulated so far, so he can only continue to delay and observe.

Sun Wukong has swept across the heavens, and the Jade Emperor is dead. When the remaining soldiers of the heavens are gathered, they can rush to help with Tianpeng and Buddhism.

But facing Mo Taiqing in this state of Destiny's Son, simply accumulating troops, a mishandling gave him an opportunity to develop.

So the situation is quite tricky.

Suddenly, Roland felt a shock coming from the direction of Huaguo Mountain, and his eyes showed a strange color.

This situation seemed to indicate that Master Qingyu's influence on Mo Taiqing was greater than they expected.

The incarnation has affected Mo Taiqing's body.

But whether this change is a joy or a sorrow, he can't give an answer yet.

"All ministries are there, be prepared to retreat."

He issued the highest priority order.

……

……

Huaguo Mountain is now the birthplace of the Blood River, a place where endless blood flows out and gathers.

At the top of Huaguo Mountain, a huge vortex continuously absorbs the breath of life from all directions, turning it into a thick, smelly, and death-filled river of blood.

Running back and forth in the river that is getting denser and denser like blood vessels, day and night.

Just like the meridians of the human body, these rivers are now Mo Taiqing's cultivation route.

The vortex is equivalent to the Purple Mansion, the core of the soul and consciousness.

At this time, the vortex at the core is oscillating, and the water of the transformed blood river is thicker and lighter, and the red is no longer so pure.

Meaningless roars sounded from time to time.

The river trembled, causing waves to fill the sky.

I don't know how many zombies were swallowed up and merged into the river of blood.

While he is furious because he hates the killings he has caused, he must use killing to calm his anger.

It's so paradoxical, the soul seems to be split in two.

Destiny is trying its best to help Mo Taiqing stabilize his emotions. The Son of Destiny who has just been acquired cannot be discarded like this.

The crisis of normal practitioners going crazy and exploding to death, with the help of destiny, only fluctuates between serious injury and near death.

But the suppression of destiny is not unlimited.

She can make small-probability events that are beneficial to the Destiny Child come true, and every decision will be passed with almost unparalleled full points.

But due to lack of preparation, she was unable to create a new possibility for the Son of Destiny out of thin air.

Mo Taiqing's situation at this time is that the seeds of split thinking have been planted.

If he cannot reconcile with himself and find a reason to continue to exist as a "demon", he will gradually return to the blood river he is creating and become death itself.

This is a way of death for demons, a breakdown in thinking.

Just like fireworks that are bright but short-lived, uncontrolled thinking can easily go to the tip of the stick and then get stuck in it.

But Tianming's help still bought Mo Taiqing time.

His crazy and chaotic soul, his thoughts are constantly changing:

"My original intention? My pride? Those are all outdated things. My existence is the meaning of everything!"

"As long as I am strong enough and omnipotent, I can fulfill all the promises I made in the past."

"When all life is wiped out, I will create new species. When Kyushu collapses, I will create a new world."

"I should not be limited by this world, I should not be limited by destiny, I want all my wild dreams to become reality, I want to become the only master of this world..."

"I want the world to turn into my color and create a Utopia for all living beings!"

"Yes, I am...the Creator!"

"I am this world...the last god!"

The two thoughts in Mo Taiqing's mind, belonging to the id and the superego, were going to extremes and finally found an opportunity to merge.

Between "existing for the sake of existence" and "finding the meaning of existence", he found a way to satisfy his two divided selves at the same time.

This path may be regarded as arrogant and crazy even for a demon, but at least it is logically self-consistent.