My hero is myself

Tao Zhongwen glimpsed many scenes, but unfortunately Roland has only cracked the relatively reliable and logical parts so far.

There was also a lot of ambiguity and inconsistency that he didn't tell anyone.

That was the "reality" of the Kyushu world that was more profound and made his scalp numb.

However, understanding and confirming that information is not something he can do now.

After discovering the layout of Destiny, Roland reconfirmed that what he should do is to experience and grow.

When practicing exercises and skills, you should not neglect "training your mind".

The layout of the bosses in the extraordinary world is not just about conspiracy to kill people.

It can also quietly corrode fighting spirit directly.

The golden finger of Jiuzhou Heroes can only ensure that his body can withstand time.

But he couldn't let his heart go through all kinds of world situations without being worn out.

Regarding the problem of state of mind, Roland could only reflect on himself and gain enlightenment in time.

One sword without regrets, he has learned to let go of his "attachment":

There will be encounters again and again.

Naturally there will be partings again and again.

This is beyond his control.

All he can do is work hard every step of the way.

No regrets when you enter the game, no regrets when you make a move, and no regrets when you finish.

Abandon all illusions and just do it!

It is a fool to be timid and hold back because of the fear of losing!

"Er Xi." He suddenly interrupted the girl in the green dress.

She turned back and looked at his serious expression, and consciously closed her mouth, waiting for the next sentence.

He suddenly laughed again:

"No matter what happens in the beginning and in the end, I am very lucky to meet you."

"Huh? Master, I don't understand what you are saying."

"It doesn't matter, it's not important yet."

Roland pointed to a somewhat dilapidated village ahead, "Our destination has arrived."

Er Xi watched him change the subject and then cross her into the small countryside. She couldn't help but bared her fangs at the pretentious figure and hummed:

"The moon is very bright, it's useless to be bright, it's also bright even if it's useless. I like you, it's useless to like you, and it's useless to like you even if it's useless."

She stood there and pondered over and over again, until she felt weak because she was too far away from the jade pendant, and then she quickly caught up with Roland.

In fact, Er Xi has been unable to separate from the young master for a long time.

I am extremely lucky to have met you.

A dark cloud covered half of the full moon.

It's like a young girl saw something embarrassing and was curious but didn't dare to look openly, so she had to cover half of her eyes to peek...

ps. There are a lot of abstract and metaphysical things in the destiny game, and the reasons for clearing the game in one life are also explained.

I've spent a chapter trying to explain it as best I can, and I hope it's not too difficult to understand.

Volume 62: Entering Kyushu for the first time: Chapter [-]: Ten thousand demons and chaotic bodies set foot on Japan

This is a small mountain village far away from the sea. The road is rugged and there are only thirty or forty households.

It was already late at night, the whole village was dark, and there was no candlelight.

Only moonlight and starlight illuminate the muddy loess road.

The roof tiles of many houses in the village are broken, and there are many cracks in the walls, which have been repaired by piles of straw.

Life here is already very difficult, just a matter of survival.

Outside the smallest and shabbiest thatched house at the end of the village, Er Xi found Roland waiting outside the door and asked strangely:

"Master, are you waiting for me to come in with you?"

Roland pointed to his ear and told you to listen.

Er Xi's pointed ears moved slightly, her face suddenly turned red, and she glared at Roland resentfully.

Did you do it on purpose?

In the thatched house, the sounds of a man and a woman doing happy things were constantly heard.

No wonder the young master didn’t go in. He came to knock on someone’s door and did something like this. How embarrassing would it be...

But is it appropriate for you to listen at this door?

He also deliberately didn’t say it directly and wanted me to listen too!

Er Xi turned her head and spat softly: "You are so shameless!"

I don't know if he's talking about the two people in the room or this ungrateful young man.

Roland said with a smile: "I am doing the ritual of great harmony of life in my own room. What is there to be ashamed of?"

"If you don't have three matchmakers and six beauties, you're not a couple. If you're not a couple, you have no shame if you do this kind of thing!"

Er Xi had an expression on her face like if you dare to refute, I will bite you to death.

However, she didn't have the patience to keep listening to the battle that ended without knowing when.

A green light flashed between his fingers.

The men and women in the room felt as if cold water had been poured down on their heads. They were instantly free of desires and had no worldly thoughts.

They had even forgotten what they were doing before.

"Mute Taro, Ryoka, come out and talk!"

Er Xi raised her voice.

Suddenly there was no movement at all in the thatched house.

"Don't pretend to be dead. When I break down the door, it won't be as simple as just talking."

There was the sound of clothes rubbing together, and soon a tall young man with long arms and legs came out carrying a wooden stick.

He looked sternly at the two people waiting outside the door. Under the deliberately threatening expression, he had a face that was no more than fifteen or sixteen years old.

It's just that his frame is unusually tall among Japanese people.

He suddenly saw Er Xi's appearance clearly, a loud inhalation sound came from his throat, and a look of horror appeared on his face.

Plop.

He knelt down and kowtowed to Er Xi.

This young man is no ordinary farmer, he is Fujiwara Sawaki's attendant.

Orphan, no surname.

In order to prevent him from revealing his secrets, Fujiwara Sawaaki made him mute at a very young age, and everyone called him Mute Taro.

Mataro grew up next to Fujiwara, and he was immersed in it and knew a lot of extraordinary knowledge.

He saw that Er Xi was a cultivated spirit and did not dare to offend her at all.

He thought they were sent by his master to arrest him, so he kept begging for mercy.

"There is no need to panic. Fujiwara Sawaki has been beheaded by the young master's sword. We are Akira and want to ask you something."

Er Xi gave another gentle explanation.

Looking at the way Roland and Er Xi looked at them, Ya Tailang could only believe that they were destined to be masters he could not afford to mess with late at night.

He went back to the house and pulled out the beautiful woman wearing coarse clothes and a bulging belly.

Her appearance is prettier than most women of this era. In future generations, she could be a little internet celebrity with her dress.

Er Xi couldn't help frowning and scolding:

"She is pregnant. How dare you do that? Aren't you afraid of hurting the child?"

Dumb Taro's eyes showed guilt, he lowered his head and his throat continued to roll.

"Usually, it won't be a big deal after four months... cough."

Roland interrupted Er Xi's ignorant speech.

Only after I exited did I realize that I knew this useless knowledge in the Internet era, which was very destructive in this era, so I consciously shut up.

Ke Erxi looked at him with a strange look.

Young Master, you are very good at playing.

Are you the only one who has thoughts about pregnant women?

Roland's face straightened up and he asked Linghua:

"Linghua, you have a husband, but you eloped with the Japanese pirates and never returned. Tell me honestly what happened to you on Shenzhuang Island. If you lie or conceal anything, I'm afraid you will end up in a pig cage!"

Linghua heard them say her maiden name before, and she suspected that it was related to her husband.

At this time, he became more and more frightened and shrank behind Mute Taro.

She was actually quite dependent on this Japanese pirate boy.

Roland had no intention of judging household matters. He just wanted to find out the "god-given body" mentioned by Fujiwara Zeaki, so he added:

"If you really have troubles, I will arrange for you to live a good life with Ya Tailang anonymously, so that your husband will not find you."

Linghua's eyes flickered. Seeing that Roland was handsome, he thought he was not a good person who could deceive others, so he told her story intermittently.

She had never read a book and was always afraid, so her speech was a little confusing.

But things are not complicated either:

She is a fisherman's girl who married into a Ban family in a neighboring village for her younger brother's sake.

The relationship between husband and wife was excellent, but the years were not good, and the land at home was taken away by the landlord.

In order to make a living, her husband responded to Marshal Qi's recruitment and joined the army to fight against Japanese pirates.

But within half a year, their small fishing village was attacked by Japanese pirates, and many people were killed on the spot.

Linghua was brought to Shenzhuang Island because she was young and pretty.

Then he was selected by Fujiwara Sawaki and became a tool for fertility "living sacrifice".

If you want to give birth to a qualified living sacrifice, there are certain qualification requirements for both men and women.

They must also follow certain rules to match each other.

Professional containers must be matched with professional interfaces...

Fujiwara Sawaki said that he is very good at tossing people.

Anyway, I don’t know how he calculated that Linghua and his mute attendant could give birth to the best living sacrifice.

Mute Taro is young, kind-hearted, and does not understand the affairs between men and women.

He is curious about women, but he will not take the initiative to bully the women snatched by the Japanese pirates...

So he refused initially.

But how could Fujiwara Sawaaki give up his god-given body, drugged Taro to make him lose his mind, and then used onmyoji to induce him to grow up with Ryoka every night.

Not long after, Linghua became pregnant.

It may be the magic of small life, or it may be true love that lasts for a long time.

Taro Yute actually broke through the spell that Fujiwara Sawaaki cast on him and regained some sanity.

He had witnessed the tragic experience of living sacrifices and knew that both mother and son would inevitably die.

And Linghua's belly is his own blood, and he doesn't want that little guy to die...