Shinji Ikari returns from Warhammer

The failure of both wishful thinking did not discourage Shinji Ikari, it was just an attempt.

"Driving EVA also means the synchronization of the human body with the divine body. Ava's power may be a curse, but it should be a blessing." Shinji Ikari looked at the face of the girl less than five centimeters in front of him, stretched out his index finger and pointed at her The center of his eyebrows moved back a few centimeters, "What if the pilot who was born weak and sick could use this curse to repair his body."

"Do you want the Sanmu girl to directly soak in the fetal blood of the angel in the womb?!" Makiha's eyes narrowed in an instant, "Your idea is too bold, you can even say it's a bit random, nya!"

Shinji Ikari was very pleased with Makiha's understanding. In this conversation in the locker room, both parties did not fully explain it, but they could both instantly understand what the other party really wanted to express.The last person who could be so mentally synchronized with Ikari Shinji was Nagisa Kaoru from the New World.

"Of course it won't be soaked directly, but blended in the LCL liquid. How to do it depends on the researcher." Shinji Ikari shrugged, "Bold guesses and careful verification."

Makiha also nodded, "Dr. Akagi is an expert in the study of apostles, and he is at the forefront when looking at the entire world. There is also the NERV branch in Hamburg, Germany... Forget it, Dr. Akagi is fine. If she is willing to cooperate with you, then there will be no problem. ."

After saying this, Makiha stretched out and didn't mind the beauty leaking from his body at all. "I was originally thinking about it, but I didn't expect to be talking about this kind of thing. It's very boring."

Shinji Ikari seemed not to notice the look from Makiha. At this time, the graceful body was just a beautiful sight for Shinji Ikari to appreciate.This fifth qualified person named Mashiba wanted to tease him, and he responded. It was just an ordinary little game, why bother to go online.

Mahiha sighed, and stretched out her hand to pinch Shinji Ikari's face somewhat unhappily, "You were still fun when you were a kid. I also saw how shy and helpless you were."

Shinji Ikari couldn't see what emotion was shown in her big light green eyes, and the original provocative emotion was gone.But these emotions don’t seem to be directed at Shinji Ikari’s shameless actions now, but more like emotions that have been tolerated for a long time——

He watched the face of the girl in front of him gradually approach, like a puppy trying to approach its owner, or like a wary wild cat. At this moment, Shinji Ikari's feeling as if he was being replaced by a meal was heightened to the extreme.

Suddenly, he saw Makiha's eyes shrink to a point, and the lips that were about to touch quickly parted.

"It's boring, it's really boring, meow. Stop playing, go back and play video games, meow!"

Makiha muttered, pushed Shinji Ikari away, and then took her slender legs out of the pink combat uniform as if no one was watching. She casually put the combat uniform on the bench in the middle, and then took out her own from the closet. Regular clothes should be put on the body in order.

Shinji Ikari didn't think too much. He just thought it was the pull from the female Neptune when she was having an affair. He had already changed his clothes and took the initiative to exit the dressing room.It was only then that Makiha let go of his combat uniform and sat on the bench again.

At the last moment, the reason why she didn't kiss her was not because of shyness, nor because of the ambiguous pull of Neptune, but because a cold current penetrated her body, and the gaze that seemed to come from the past made her stop her movements.

The source of the gaze was Shinji Ikari's eyes. There was no lion, tiger, or some bad boy in his eyes.That soft gaze was more compassionate and maternal. At that moment, it was as if the Holy Spirit of Mary was staring at him with the eyes of Shinji Ikari.

Makiha is no stranger to this kind of gaze, because she had experienced it 14 years ago.But it's definitely not Yui Ikari, the figure with graceful long hair... Makiha tried hard to recall all the female friends he had crossed paths with in his life, but Shinji Ikari had already stood up and left the dressing room.

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In Hakone District [-], in the laboratory of the first lesson of the development department, Ritsuko Akagi looked at Rei Ayanami, "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing, it seems." Ayanami Rei covered her chest.

"Seems like?" Ritsuko Akagi stared at the blue-haired girl in front of her. She knew that Ayanami Rei was not a mysterious person. "It should just be a sudden palpitation. You should still pay attention to your maintenance and perform physical maintenance every three days."

"Yeah, I understand." Ayanami Rei nodded.

"That's it. The next body maintenance will be on the 29th." Suddenly Ritsuko Akagi's face darkened as if she had thought of something. "If you can't contact me, then contact Hitomi Kaga or Maya Ibuki."

"What happened, Dr. Akagi?" Ayanami Rei felt the sadness in Ritsuko Akagi's eyes.

"It's just a personal matter of mine." Ritsuko Akagi didn't say much. She put on her glasses as usual, and her tough face showed neither joy nor anger.

After sorting out the data, Ritsuko Akagi closed the computer and walked out of the laboratory with Rei Ayanami.Then she was stunned for a moment, and saw a figure standing like a green pine and cypress on the side of the corridor.The boy was wearing a green round-neck sweatshirt and a black lapel short jacket.He looked like the top student waiting for his girlfriend to get out of school, and Ritsuko Akagi could imagine how popular he would be in school.

"Looks like I'm here to pick you up." Ritsuko Akagi looked at Ayanami Rei with a smile.

"Hello, Dr. Akagi." Shinji Ikari approached them and greeted her first.

"Ah, you didn't leave. Did you come here specifically to pick up Rei?" Ritsuko Akagi walked up to him and teased with a smile.

Shinji Ikari picked up the gift bag in his hand and said, "There is a new flower cake shop called Seris in the Sixth District. The pastries are very crispy. I will bring them to you by the way. These are rose and jasmine flavors."

"Then I am taking advantage of Li."

"I came here specifically to thank you for your hard work in taking care of her during this period." Shinji Ikari stood next to Ayanami Rei and gently touched her head, looking at Ritsuko Akagi with a smile, "Misato said she wanted to invite you to her house the day after tomorrow. Let’s have a meal, I wonder if the doctor has time.”

Ritsuko Akagi tucked the bangs scattered on her forehead behind her ears, "It's not hard, and it's the responsibility of the development department to protect the health of qualified candidates."

Shinji Ikari patted Ayanami Rei on the back. Although he didn't say anything, the girl took the initiative to walk towards the elevator.Only Shinji Ikari and Ritsuko Akagi were left walking slowly behind.

"Is there something that you need to tell Rei alone?" Ritsuko Akagi took off her glasses, carefully put them into the case and put them in her pocket, "Do you want to express your love to me?"

"Dr. Akagi is so charming, so it's my turn." Shinji Ikari smiled and then his expression calmed down, "The main thing is Rei. She should also participate in the battle of the womb angel. Is she feeling well?"

"As expected, I still care about Li. Haha, her physical condition is very good. Even after the battle, the original degree of genetic collapse showed signs of improvement."

Ritsuko Akagi thought Shinji Ikari's face would light up when he heard the news, but unexpectedly he frowned and continued to ask after thinking for a moment, "Isn't there some special change?"

"Then what do you want to ask?" Ritsuko Akagi asked.

Shinji Ikari did not immediately answer Ritsuko Akagi's question, but instead asked a seemingly unrelated matter.

"I heard that the fragments of the fruit of life of the womb angel disappeared."

Ritsuko Akagi nodded, "Well, I didn't find it. It was as if after being crushed, it completely disappeared from the real space, without even a trace of its existence."

"Is it possible... to transfer into the body of Rei Ayanami or Makiha, or allow Unit [-] and Unit [-] to complete their awakening?" Shinji Ikari looked into Ritsuko Akagi's eyes.

The temperature in the corridor seemed to have suddenly dropped, so cold that ice shards would condense from the air.Ritsuko Akagi shuddered slightly. She regretted talking to him about this matter here. This kind of thing should be done in a more private corner.

Ritsuko Akagi straightened her back, "What you mean...I understand, but this is not possible."

"sure."

"At least I was sure of it before [-]:[-] last night."

Last night was a routine physical examination.After each battle, the driver's mental and physical state were checked, as well as the EVA fighting the apostle.

It is impossible to hide such a big change from awakening from NERV's detection.And I just completed the new test of three drivers this morning, and there were no problems.

Then it's strange, the fruit of life disappeared out of thin air?

Shinji Ikari felt a little regretful. If the Uterus Angel was really used as a sacrifice to awaken Unit Zero or to allow Rei Ayanami to complete her apostle transformation, then her physical problems would naturally be solved.

But what Ritsuko Akagi was thinking about at this moment was the Makiha that Shinji Ikari just mentioned, whom he compared with Rei Ayanami.Could it be that she also has Adams' qualifications?If this is the case, Ritsuko Akagi can understand the support given to her by Ikari Gendo and Deputy Commander Fuyutsuki.

But he didn't know about such a thing. Could it be that that man...had started to be wary of him?

Shinji Ikari didn't know that his casual question made Ritsuko Akagi feel depressed. After thinking about it, he told Ritsuko Akagi about the idea of ​​contaminating fetal blood to enhance physical fitness that he had discussed with Makiha in the locker room.

Apostle pollution is essentially just the remnant of the apostle's power, while the fetal blood of the womb angel is highly corrosive and has extremely low pollution. Perhaps the pilots who carry Ava's curse can withstand it.

Moreover, the physical changes of Shinobu also proved that this idea has a certain degree of feasibility.

After some discussion, Ritsuko Akagi was also very interested in the changes that would result from adding the fetal blood of the apostles. She promised Shinji Ikari that she would study it, and then came to the elevator and waved goodbye.

"Rei or Asuka, which one do you like more?" Ritsuko Akagi's voice sounded from behind, "Or do you like Misato?"

As Misato Katsuragi's best friend, Ritsuko Akagi also sensed that there might be some indescribable feelings between her friend and Shinji Ikari.

Although her emotions were in chaos, she secretly gossiped about Shinji Ikari.

Shinji Ikari watched the elevator door slowly close, but did not respond. He just waved his hand and disappeared after the door closed.

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"What are you thinking about? You are so absent-minded." Misato Katsuragi asked.

"Some serious topics, the future of mankind, the survival of the apostles and the evolution of life." Shinji Ikari said casually, "Bring me some pepper, thank you."

"Eat carefully when you eat. This is gratitude for the food."

During dinner, everyone could see that Shinji Ikari was distracted.Because after he returned, he suddenly thought of a very serious matter.

That means he can be considered an apostle.

If he counts, then... Ikari Shinji has a serious expression, and there are some things that cannot be said too clearly, as it will lead to unknown things.But the female friends who have had close contact with me will not also experience the apostle phenomenon.

After all, I have never been in the habit of carrying a small umbrella.

Thinking about his large group of ex-girlfriends, Shinji Ikari's face turned pale.But then he thought that he only truly completed his role as an apostle after fighting against the Angel of Power, and he couldn't help but feel relieved.

"Misato, if you have time, you should go for a medical examination for qualified persons." Shinji Ikari looked at Katsuragi Misato who was dealing with dumplings opposite and said sincerely.

"Why do you suddenly want me to do the experience?" Misato Katsuragi didn't quite understand. "I'm in good health. A standard fitness test will take at least half a day."

Of course, he couldn't tell the real reason in public, so Shinji Ikari made up his mind to tell her the truth in private.

But sometimes he feels that apostleship is not necessarily a bad thing. If you put aside the curse, a slanderous word that Li Lin gave to qualified people, no matter how you look at it, apostleship has many benefits.

And as long as you don't fuse an entire apostle like Asuka in the New World, an ordinary and slight apostle transformation will not affect the spiritual level and erase the seven emotions and six desires.

Late at night, the girl's figure quietly approached the bed.

Ayanami Rei lowered her head and stared at Shinji Ikari's sleeping face. Under the silver moonlight, the boy's sleeping face did not have the sharp look it had during the day.It even gives people a sense of feminine weakness. If you take a sudden look, it would not be surprising to mistake it for a delicate girl.

After an unknown amount of time, Shinji Ikari opened his eyes helplessly, "Did you notice that I was pretending to be asleep?"

He originally wanted to hug Ayanami Rei suddenly when she got into bed, to scare her.Unexpectedly, Ayanami Rei was not deceived at all.

"I just want to look at your face and feel satisfied."

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PS: Today’s update is late because I’m really angry.Only then did I realize that it was Sanguosha who was behind Li + Qi’s discrimination against consumers, and it was Sanguosha who instigated Zhou Shu1 to do that. It’s really a bad character, brothers!

PS2: I just realized that yesterday was Nagisa Kaoru’s birthday.

[-]: The real chance to become a god

Shinji Ikari has many close female friends, and has heard many love stories. Sometimes the two of them are walking on the beach, or sitting in the classroom, looking at the orange-red sunset in the west, and suddenly there is that heartstring. Being touched, Shinji Ikari never minded lending his shoulders or chest muscles to the girls for a short period of time.

Some of them clasped their fingers together and said lovingly that your hands are so big, some of them gently caressed your cheeks, and some of them just wanted to be in your arms.Love words may promise a lifetime, may swear, or may be directly tinged with color.

But nothing as simple as this sentence touched Shinji Ikari.

True feelings are the most deadly.

"Rei, have you ever thought about the reason why you live in this world?" Shinji Ikari sat up from the bed. Since he had been found to be pretending to sleep, there was no need to lie down anymore.

I had asked her this question in June during the Thunder Angels' attack. At that time, she was still ignorant.The meaning of existence can only be found in NERV. In short, she only lives when others give her the meaning of life.

Ayanami Rei didn't hesitate, "The watermelon seedlings on the balcony haven't grown yet, the books I haven't finished reading, and Shinji, Misato, Asuka... Dongmu-san, mediocre."

The meaning of Ayanami Rei's life is very simple. The things she likes and her friends make up the entirety of her world.But such a simple truth only applies to her who is also simple in heart.

"The watermelon seedlings won't grow again in autumn, right?"

"It's not the real autumn yet, it's still the tail end of summer," Ayanami Rei stretched out her fist towards Shinji Ikari, not to hit him, but to compare his size, "My watermelon is already this big, can I wait? It's here." Ayanami Rei looked at Shinji Ikari and said word by word.

"Oh," Shinji Ikari nodded, and then he took off the T-shirt he was wearing under the gaze of Rei Ayanami. It wasn't that he was impatient after saying a few serious words, but he felt a little cold.He signaled Ayanami Rei to raise her hands, then put it on her body from top to bottom, then sat next to her and looked out the window at the dark red skyline.

"When I was still in Second New Tokyo, I also had the title of son of the commander. Although I did not receive any preferential treatment, I was not bullied or bullied. I always kept the cello at the school's welcome party. During the program, there was warm applause every time after the song "Thanatos-If I Can"t Be Yours" or "Good, or Don"t Be." I am more popular with girls. But there are also classmates who say sourly in private, if my father is not Ikari Yuantang, I am nothing."

Ayanami Rei didn't know how to comfort him, so she just shook his hand to express that she still had him.

I am the petals that are beginning to wither. I will tremble whenever the breeze passes by.Even if I receive the slightest contempt from others, I will be in pain and just want to die.I always think that one day I will become a great person.

"But at that time, I used to sit in the waiting room of the subway station with headphones on, wondering if he didn't want me anymore, watching the trains coming and going and imagining that the next person to appear was him. Then he would pick me up from this city. Let’s go and form a real family.” Shinji Ikari said quietly.

"Misato, Asuka, Heihei and I, we are all together." Ayanami Rei said hurriedly.

"Have you ever seen Scent of a Woman? There's a very coquettish old colonel in it."

"I have read it," Ayanami Rei replied. Although she was not good at expressing herself, in terms of the number of books she read, even Shinji Ikari was slightly inferior to others.One of her three major hobbies is reading.Naturally, I have also read this book by Giovanni Alpino.

"What I brought into my life at that time was Charlie, imagining that my father would be a man with a tough soul like Colonel Sfarlan. He would take me to a new world when I was confused, and teach me to become a real person in that land. man."

"But it's a pity that he just responded with a piece of shit," Shinji Ikari pursed his lips.

Pain, women and responsibilities are the catalysts for men's growth.Over a hundred years, Shinji Ikari's soul has been completely forged into a new form.

"Now I often go back to Tokyo-[-]. Sometimes I travel around Ginza-Shibuya Minato with two or three people. Sometimes I quietly return to my former hometown alone. The classmates I once despised in the municipal middle school proudly show off to others. I used to be his classmate, and my uncle and aunt who adopted me also warmly invited me to his home, as if I were an honored guest."

Speaking of it, I was clearly driven to Hakone from Tokyo [-] by Misato Katsuragi in the blue Mazda, but in my dreams I was often still in the imaginary train, looking at the distant third city shrouded in the glow. Sanshin Tokyo City.

Shinji Ikari paused, "How do you understand the wall of the heart?"

Ayanami Rei was stunned.The wall of the heart?I have never seriously understood it. Dr. Akagi said that the wall of the heart is "a wall that separates self-consciousness from the self-consciousness of others." It is the material basis for distinguishing oneself from others.The wall of the heart is also the cause of loneliness and pain, and is closely related to the "Hedgehog's Dilemma" (that is, some people suffer from loneliness, and they also suffer from being close to others).

Ayanami Rei wanted to talk about the knowledge in the textbook according to the script, but she felt that Shinji Ikari wanted to hear something other than this simple answer.

The EVA body can expand the field force field by amplifying the barriers in the driver's heart. In a sense, the more shy, lonely, and autistic a boy who refuses to be approached by others, the stronger the wall of his heart becomes.

Therefore, why Shinji Ikari, a sunny and cheerful boy who is obviously not withdrawn and twisted, has such a powerful heart wall has always been one of NERV's seven unsolved mysteries.

Now, Shinji Ikari also knows the driving force behind his experiences over the years.

Ikari Yuantang, his father, never took his eyes away from him from the beginning to the end.Although he has never appeared in front of her, he secretly tries to shape himself into a painful, lonely, autistic boy with a twisted heart.

It is both powerful and easy to control.