April is more than your lies

But she didn't refuse.

"If you want to eat it, I can make it for you now, as long as you don't say that the salt content of miso soup is too high and unhealthy..."

Volume 74: Chapter 73 Chapter [-] Missed

Speaking of which, miso soup does not often appear in Shinwu's meals. His food preferences and cooking techniques are more Western-style - not because he likes it, but because the frying and grilling operations are actually simpler.

Anyway, there was no miso powder in his kitchen, so Kazusa was in a bad temper when she left the kitchen.

If he had gone to Hesha's kitchen a few more times, he would have been able to find this most basic condiment there. However, he only made breakfast once at Hesha's house and had no time to explore it in detail.

As a result, "drinking the miso soup made by Kazuya" can only be put on hold for the time being. Neither of them mentioned going to the convenience store - if they said this suggestion out loud, they would definitely blush, right?

Shenwu, who stayed where he was, had the same complicated mood. Looking at the scene in the kitchen again, he suddenly felt that it was not a mess at all, it was just that it could be tidied up with a little effort.

More than half an hour later, he finally cleaned up the kitchen amidst the faint sound of the piano - the next step was to make the pudding's best friend, the sugar shell, and then start preparing dinner.

Just as he was slowly pouring the cooked syrup onto the inverted bowl, Hesha strolled over at some point.

"What are you doing?"

Seeing an operation that was completely unrelated to the "cooking skills" she knew, Hesha temporarily let go of the bad emotions that still lingered in her heart, but her tone at this time was inevitably a bit stiff.

"This is how the sugar shell that usually goes with pudding comes from."

Shingo's hand was very steady, and his speaking speed was faster than the speed at which the thick syrup flowed down.

"Although it looks very powerful, it is actually made using this rather simple method."

"You clearly promised to teach me..."

Hesha's voice was a little muffled.

"Sure enough, you think I will only make a mess in the kitchen, right?"

"If the roles of Hesa ​​and I were swapped, and I made a mess in the kitchen when Hesa ​​was teaching me how to cook, would Hesa ​​be unhappy?"

It’s easy to put yourself in someone else’s shoes, but it’s not easy to do it either.

Shingo remembered that this was not the first time he mentioned this to Kazusa, but he felt that this was definitely not the last time.

As for whether Hesha just wanted to find an excuse to lose his temper, he felt that it wouldn't matter no matter what - Hesha just wanted to act like a spoiled brat, and of course he would accept this emotion completely.

"Think about it, if you just tell a person who comes into contact with the piano for the first time the music score, and then ask him to play Destiny or Moonlight, it is just forcing him to do something difficult."

"Oh……"

Hesha still didn't cheer up. If she had a tail, it would be drooping listlessly at this moment.

Although everything would be fine if Shenwu touched her head at this moment, Shenwu couldn't do anything at this moment - there are so many things in this world that sound easy, but can't be done.

"So, you will teach me how to cook in the future, right?"

"of course."

Shenwu answered quite decisively.

"I've said before that my cooking skills aren't actually that good. It doesn't take long for Hesha to reach my level. After that, we improve together... I'm actually looking forward to it. You should still remember studying recipes and other things with Sha, right?"

"of course I remember……"

But I still want to confirm...

Studying recipes is probably similar to studying music scores, right?

Sometimes Shenwu would suggest some fingering techniques for playing to himself, but other than that, I didn't have any time to discuss with him holding the music score...

When trying to imagine the scene described by Shingo, the gloomy mood inevitably made Kazusa feel a little frustrated.

She actually knows that Shen Wu has now passed the stage of needing to think about how to play a piece of music, because it is completely unnecessary. He can already play any piano music at his fingertips. What he lacks now is the ethereal " "A flash of inspiration", as long as he catches this bright spark, he can enter the house.

So, she can't "discuss" anything with Shen Wu now. As for catching up or even surpassing... this will probably take a long time, right?

"what happened?"

Hesha is also a girl who is prone to sentimentality...

The act of intimacy was just a little late. After putting down the pot in his hand, Shingo increased his strength when rubbing Hesha's head.

"It's strange for me to say this, but Kazusa... I have to believe that I can learn to cook slowly."

"What if I can't learn?"

"Then I will be the only one cooking from now on."

Shenwu responded without thinking, he smiled brightly, and it was obvious that what he just said was not nonsense.

"But miso soup is easy to make, well... easier than pudding."

"You still said this..."

Miso soup...

Speaking of which, I still don't know the taste of miso soup... I haven't tasted it for more than half a month since I came back. As for the memory of my childhood, it has long become blurry.

Compared with memories, "this moment" is what Hesha can't ignore in her heart.

Unknowingly, both she and Shingo have reached the age where they can talk about "the future". She has invested almost [-]% of her expectations. Presumably... Shingo is the same, right?

"You have to have a certain temper when bullying people, right?"

"I just expressed my true thoughts."

How could a girl who is shy because of her words make people not want to cherish her?

Shenwu suddenly felt that it might not be bad for him to change his diet.

"Hesha, how about..."

"Don't say tomorrow."

After getting along for a long time, Hesha can also guess some of Shenwu's thoughts, or rather...his thoughts are actually particularly easy to guess.

For example, now, when Shingo remained silent, she knew that she had guessed correctly again - but what was the use?In addition to making myself blush all over, the only thing left was a heartbeat that was so fast that it made people panic, right?

"Also, don't talk about the day after tomorrow... Who made you miss today? If I don't teach you a lesson, you will definitely continue to bully me in the future!"

"All right……"

It can't be tomorrow, it can't be the day after tomorrow, then... the day after tomorrow will be fine.

When some simple yet unreasonable logic is used, most problems will be easily solved, but this idea quietly stayed in Shenwu's mind.

You have to give Hesha some time, and you have to give yourself some time...

Even if it is something that will definitely happen in the future, we cannot take it lightly - they have not really grown up yet, but... they are all doing their best to walk on the road of growth.

Volume 75: Chapter 74 Chapter [-] A little scared

"Hesha."

"What's wrong?"

When Hesha's name is called, Shingo can understand why he fell in love with this girl in a straight-forward way - love is not like, and there will be no confusion between his definitions of these two words.

At this moment, he was wearing loose home clothes. The touch of cotton fabric was soft and warm. The posture of lazily leaning on the doghouse made this feeling ferment in his mind.

And what about Kazusa?

His footsteps thumped as he ran over from the piano, not caring that there was still half a melody left in the music he was playing.

The two villas have very similar decorations, which makes neither of them feel inconsistent with being in a "different place". Hesha's footsteps are brisk and Shenwu's smile is leisurely.

Obviously, this tacit understanding of the same tune is not due to Shuichi and Yaozi having the same preferences, but due to the "tacit understanding" reached by these two parents who have the same bad intentions for their children.

In short, Kazuya responded and sat down obediently in front of Shingo. Having lived abroad since she was a child, she should have been quite unfamiliar with this kind of serious sitting posture, but she acted so naturally at this time.

Because we are facing familiar people, the emptiness caused by "strangeness" will be easily filled.

With his thoughts retracted, Shingo counted the reasons why he fell in love with Hesha one by one in his mind.

Love the shadow she left in his distant memory, love the longing that gradually grew in his heart when the two were far apart, love her surprise when they reunited, love her still closeness...

Love her too...the tenderness she gives back when she is touched at this time.

For some reason, or rather... without thinking, Shingo stretched out his hand and held Hesha's shoulder. Even when he called Hesha's name, it was just for an indescribable reason.

Presumably, the soft touch harvested in your palm must be as delicate as when you pick the forbidden fruit, right?

Shingo thought of the extremely distant myth, and then he wanted to grasp this tenderness without thinking.

"What's wrong?"

Hesha repeated her question, she repeated the question just now, because only this kind of response that did not require any additional thinking could allow her to immerse herself wholeheartedly in the throbbing caused by the slight contact at this moment.

Just a little contact can bring about a thrill that makes the soul burst into flames, so... what about more?

Like...a kiss?

For another example, more, deeper, more...indescribable kisses.

Shingo used "sweet" to describe everything he felt at the moment - he called Hesha's name for no apparent reason, and then he naturally held onto Hesha's shoulders. As for the origin of this thought, we must It was down to a certain note that Kazusa played before.

The past is difficult to recover, and the same is true for the future...

He couldn't realize how deep the kiss between him and Hesha was, and he couldn't count how much "sweetness" he had drowned out...

In short, no matter how deep it is, it is not enough to stop him from continuing to explore, and no matter how much sweetness is, it is not enough to make him feel slightly satisfied.

Even at this time, he could admit without hesitation that he was such a shameless and greedy bastard - even a kiss was far from enough.

The road ahead is very long, longer than the earth to the moon, even to the sun...even to the origin of the universe. When to stop depends only on the degree of spiritual harmony between them.

"Shengo, you...are finally willing to kiss me..."

Hesha is a proactive girl, so she doesn't care about her demeanor when she is alone with Shingo or the shame that arises in her heart. As long as she can let her beauty bloom, she can enjoy it.

However, her initiative was limited to playing "games" like a dragonfly on Shenwu's cheek - for the first time, more and sweeter things had to be left to "men" to do, because it was about them. of inexplicable dignity.

This was what Touma Yoko said again. Even though she didn't know why, she still obeyed her mother's teachings obediently.

As for when everything really happens, she has no time to care about extra things, immerse herself in it, and put everything on the line until "courage" or "love" and other mysterious things have exhausted a certain part, and then stop. Come down to breathe and savor everything you have experienced.

Just like now, the intimacy between them ends with a kiss that is so deep that it is indescribable, but the distance from the deepest part of their body and mind is as far as skin to bone marrow and even to soul...

No matter what, the right one is the best.

"I'm sorry, now... is this okay? I... am also a little scared..."

"Ah."

Shenwu deserves to be gentle.

It's not just a response to Hesha's almost pleading statement, it's also a response to a soul-searching self-question.

After greedily eating as much sweetness as hidden magic, he must have the equivalent, the physical and mental firmness to be able to enjoy this delicious meal safely - for some reason, he suddenly understood such a profound truth.

At least with Hesha, he has grasped the balance between "indulgence" and "restraint" - speaking of vulgarity, this is undoubtedly the most real "love", right?

"Even if I reject you at this time, you are not allowed to lose your temper with me..."

The humility and flattery in the heart, and the self-esteem that will never bow down, these two will not conflict with each other's existence, just like Hesha now.

She held down Shenwu's restless hand, but she didn't use much force.

"Shengo, I... love you!"

"I know."

Although they were not drinking, such shameful words were easily spoken during their conversation.

Wine does not intoxicate people, but people intoxicate themselves. This is probably the case.

'I love you too, Kazusa. '

"Don't lie to me..."

If you can still lie at this time, then you can no longer be called a "human", right?

In a person's life, there is always a belief that he must adhere to. No matter how frivolous he is on weekdays, no matter how cunning he is on weekdays, if there is no unbreakable persistence in his heart, he will definitely not be called a "human".

"How could I lie to you at this time? Hesha..."

Holding the girl in his arms, Shenwu thought of the truth he heard from his father at some point.