Blue Files, there are 100 days left until Mr. disappears

When everyone's expectations focus on one person, she becomes the symbol of the collective.

Then the expectation turned into kidnapping, and life, death, and freedom were all involuntarily.

"It turns out that sir is fighting with such a burden on his back."

Shengzono Mihua suddenly felt herself trembling.

The moment she further understood what her husband was thinking, a huge dizziness hit her brain.

It made her eyes dazzle with stars, her breathing became rapid, and her whole body felt as if she had been run over by a heavy vehicle.

She clenched her fists, which could not stop shaking. Her beautiful big eyes rolled from left to right, but her empty pupils could not capture any hope in the bleak square.

Countless scenes replayed before her eyes.

Accompanied by the sharp explosion in the ears, Mr. fell ill in the grass, Bai Zhouzi's earnest eyes, the boundless flames of war fell from the sky, and the sunset dyed the sky blood red...

The phantoms from the past battlefields turned into screaming nightmares, shrouding Shengyuan Weihua and preventing her from escaping.

She recalled for no reason the last confrontation with Hina Sorasaki.

The petite Hina Sorasaki, even though she was caught in the fatal attack between her and Wakazao Kitsaka, still did not give up, sacrificing her own spirit and memory, and launched a desperate attack on them.

As time passed on the battlefield, Hina Sorasaki's spirit was gradually eroded.

The military commander who once stood at the top of Gehna with majesty was also one of his cherished students.

She rarely acted overly coquettishly in front of her husband. Even if her husband's time was running out, she would only close her feelings and control Gehna with a more iron-blooded attitude, so as not to worry her husband.

But this is the kind of girl,

Such a strong and determined girl,

The girl who loves her husband so much,

After her spirit was ablated, a pure smile bloomed in front of Weihua:

"Sir... Hina has really worked hard... really worked hard..."

Hina's innocent smile kept flashing in front of Mihua, playing back.

Shengyuan Weihua only felt that her breathing was stagnant, her hands were shaking like chaff, and the sourness condensed on the tip of her nose was about to burst out.

"No……"

"No!"

"Sir... I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!!!"

Weihua covered her face with her hands and kept retreating, her eyes full of panic, as if she was trying to escape from a nightmare that was everywhere.

Gritting hatred, hopeless love, and regret came like a wave, swallowing her whole.

I just want to save Mr.

She was silent in her heart.

But the nightmare became more and more out of control, screaming and roaring, as if the air was everywhere and permeable, leaving her with nowhere to escape.

(What qualifications do you have to repent?)

(What right do you have to be afraid?)

(Aren’t all these disasters caused by you, the Holy Garden before it bloomed!?)

The sobbing couldn't stop.

At this moment, she is no longer the witch who started the war.

She had nowhere to run, nowhere to retreat, but she could only retreat, retreat, retreat with vain steps, and stumble back.

Until her trembling back was firmly and firmly supported by a hand.

She looked back with eyes still filled with tears.

The figure that caught her eye was another seat at the Holy Trinity tea party and her childhood sweetheart: Kirito Nagisa.

She was looking at Weihua with slightly worried eyes.

"Are you okay? You look...scared."

Mika Sazono nodded like a frightened little squirrel.

Chapter 045: Day 056·Trinity College④

The black tea on the table has cooled down.

Shengyuan Weihua touched her chest with her hand,

"Nagisa...thank you, I calmed down."

The aroma in the coffee shop is lingering, the lights are bright, and soft music lingers in the air. However, the blackboard with the menu written on it has a shocking number of items that have been crossed out.

"Not flowered,"

Kirito Nagisa covered the back of her hand with concern,

"No matter what happens, don't close yourself off, okay? We are childhood sweethearts after all."

"Ah."

Weihua forced a smile, and tears began to fill her eyes again.

Kirito Nagisa stared at her, staring at this old friend with clear eyes and unparalleled fighting power.

Thinking of all the troubles she had started with her own hands, thinking of her eyes that pretended to be innocent, her sinister eyes, her confused eyes, her self-defeating eyes, Kirito Nagisa couldn't help but shook his head:

"You are too sentimental, Holy Garden is not spent."

Thousands of words, finally condensed into one sigh.

I don’t know if it’s ridicule or admiration, but for Kirito Nagisa, it must be a little bit of both.

"I know, Nagisa, but I can't give in this time."

Shengzono Mihua looked at her tiredly, her pink pupils filled with bloodshot eyes, as if they were bloodstains left after fighting a shark in the deep sea.

"The moment I saw my husband collapsed on the altar, I was desperate and uncomfortable, as if my whole body was soaked in water and couldn't breathe. But I still had to smile at my husband, as usual, because I don’t want him to worry about me.”

Nagisa was silent, then suddenly picked up the cold tea and took a sip:

"You pretended to be very good those days."

"Yeah, but that's my limit."

Shengyuan Weihua said calmly, but there was clearly a clear sense of cruelty in her tone.

"At the beginning, I went to the Knights of the Rescue, to the Sisters, and to the border area of ​​Holy Trinity. I recorded their work process and understood their strategic command."

"I don't know why I'm doing this... maybe I just want to help my husband share some of his work so that he won't be so tired, or maybe I just want to move his body. If I don't do anything and just watch him die, I You really won’t be able to forgive yourself.”

"But the more I understand the workings of the Holy Trinity machine, the more painful I feel and the more I feel there is no way out."

"Our school motto, our culture, everything is rooted in the ancient books and myths unearthed from the ruins. Although this system has brought us a sufficient spirit of unity, it has also defined us as eternal enemies."

"The holy book teaches us to follow the straight path, and prepares hell for unbelievers and holy enemies. As long as this system continues to exist, we are destined to fight against Ghenna until the end of the world, whether it is hundreds or thousands of years later, it will be in this way."

After saying that, Shengyuan Weihua's face was filled with tears.

"My husband died for this, to heal the dispute, and I will never, ever forgive it."

Shengzono Mihua stopped and took a sip of the already cold black tea.

The cold, bitter taste soothed her mood.

The unbearable taste slid down from her esophagus to her stomach. The hoarseness, pain, and hallucination of being punished made her feel slightly better.

Kirito Nagisa looked at his old friend coldly.

She is still so emotional.

Although she has realized the burden, her passionate emotions will still affect her judgment at all times.

What's worse is that she saw the contradiction but did not think of the way to reconcile. The fire rooted deep in her heart will continue to burn her soul until her original intention is gone and turned into ashes.

"What you want to do has never been done by anyone in the history of the Holy Trinity - not even the sages who exist in ancient books."

Kirito Nagisa sighed softly.

"I understand..." Weihua's voice lowered, "But I must..."

"Listen to me, Weihua."

Kirito Nagisa spoke, her voice so soft that she could hardly believe it.

"I know you have been putting pressure on yourself these days since your husband left, but,"

She forced her lips to smile,

"Let me use the words that my husband once taught me:

We are all human beings, even if you are powerful enough to ride a thousand horses, you are still a human being. "

Shengyuan Weihua looked at her blankly.

Kirito Nagisa gently covered his childhood sweetheart's left hand with his right hand.

"During the first Arius incident, I heard that Shengya was assassinated and fell. I was so nervous. I was afraid that I would be the next one to be plotted by an insider. So I became suspicious of those children who were acting suspiciously, and even treated them with suspicion. They were put together under the pretext of the tutoring department and managed by teachers, but the result..."

She smiled self-deprecatingly,

"Unexpectedly, the mole turned out to be the last person I expected, namely you, Weihua."

Weihua's face suddenly turned red.

It's okay that Kirito Nagisa didn't mention it, but when he mentioned the first Arius incident, those bad memories began to flood into his mind again.

The two of them were supposed to be the last line of defense to keep the huge machine of Holy Trinity running smoothly.

As a result, one of them was suspicious and tried to kill an innocent classmate, while the other did whatever he wanted and formed an alliance with Arius, who was still a saboteur at the time. They cooperated internally and externally and broke through Holy Trinity's defense.

It was supposed to be a strong alliance, but it turned out to be a blind cat meeting a dead mouse.

Even if I wanted to laugh, I couldn't.

After being silent and depressed for a long time, Weihua finally could only manage to hold back one sentence:

"I really don't want to admit it, it's all because of the mistakes I made when I was young..."

"You haven't grown up enough to say this, right, Mika-kun?" Kirito Nagisa reached out and knocked on her forehead.

"I know."

Weihua said dullly, lowering her head and looking at the floor.

"Student Weihua, although our tea party determines the direction of everything in Holy Trinity, it does not mean that we cannot make mistakes.

We are not teachers, we are not all-powerful leaders, we are just ordinary students. Have you forgotten this? "

Kirito Nagisa sighed deeply,

"In the past, you were too free-wheeling and neglected your responsibilities.

But now, you are too serious, so serious that you regard every mistake and mistake as a psychological burden that can lead to death. "

"No matter what kind of mentality, it is a manifestation of excessive self-awareness."

"As a childhood sweetheart, I am very worried about you, not because of your great power, but because you are very similar to me - both of us tend to go to extremes, and your extremely strong emotional energy will amplify your extreme emotions. "

"Like me, I once had some groundless accusations against the children in the tutoring department.

Looking back now, my suspicions and accusations against Hanako, Koharu and Azusa seemed reasonable, but in fact they were full of fallacies. At the same time, there were at least dozens of people similar to them who matched my suspicions. "

Kirito Nagisa smiled calmly,

"So, the idea is wrong and every step is wrong.

Since being suspicious of ghosts can only cause trouble, my focus at that time should be on my own security, and at the same time strengthening the college's defenses. The right way is to wait and see. "

Speaking of this, Kirito Nagisa sighed again:

"Ah, but in that case, I am afraid that sir will not be able to form a strong bond with the children in the tutoring department. The direction of the matter may be changed again, and the ending is hard to say..."

Kirito Nagisa spread his hands and smiled helplessly at his friend:

"You see? Even for things that have already happened, there is no fixed answer or optimal solution.