Blue Files, there are 100 days left until Mr. disappears

As for what 'conclusions' the students can draw from this practical course, it is entirely up to them.

"Snapped"

Xiaotiao Yuxingye put down the document paper in his hand and looked at the gentleman who was still engrossed in writing. A gentle pain flashed in his eyes.

Sir, he does not treat the students of Odyssey Academy differently.

Accept all doubts calmly, and then use practical actions to change the students' views on him.

(Sir, you are so kind to everyone, and everyone is also nice to you)

(But, sir, in the end, who can be your true support and your true destination?)

Hoshino's smile gradually cracked, sadness rippled on his nose, and crystal clear tears rolled in his beautiful heterochromatic pupils.

(Sir, you always try your best to help everyone, and you treat all children as your dear students.)

(Could it be...do all children have the same status in your heart?)

(Don’t you have a special place in your heart for someone?)

(Except for the current position of... Chairman Hina, are everyone just your students?)

(Even me...included?)

Hoshino thought silently as he looked at his husband who was running around and working late into the night to protect his students.

Unknowingly, tears wet the school uniform on her chest.

She has experienced the death of important people, and she has also been on the verge of death.

She could no longer remain calm and suppress her feelings for the teacher.

He couldn't even bear it anymore... leaving the teacher to Shirako and the others.

In the flames of war, suffocating fear and despair enveloped her.

After escaping from the flames of war, her desire for life became stronger than ever.

Like a fish swimming deep under the sea, it feels the halo of light above its head for the first time.

Her heart was beating loudly, urging her to grab the sunshine in front of her.

Go to love, go to pain, go to hug, go to confess.

The essence of life lies in a quick word, because loss is already waiting on the road.

Yes, peace is just the gap between two wars, and ideals are just the reflection of ugly reality in the illusion.

But what?

Don’t refuse to have something just because you’re afraid of losing it.That's stupid.

Her husband made her feel beautiful and warm, and he was a treasure she didn't want to lose.

She admitted that she wanted to hold him in her palms and bury him in her chest, she wanted him to stay by her side forever, and she wanted them to be inseparable and tightly intertwined.

So, she likes him.

When Kotori Yu Hoshino realized this deep-seated thought, she gently touched her husband's knee with her toes.

The husband subconsciously raised his head and saw Hoshino smiling broadly.

"gentlemen,"

Xiaotiao Yuxingye said softly:

"Sometimes, uncle, I feel that my husband is too kind to me."

"But uncle, I can't bear this kind of good. Because I am more accustomed to losing."

"You know, sir? I'm looking into your eyes, but I'm already thinking about how I'm going to get used to not being able to see your eyes again."

"It seems that I learned a lesson from a long, long time ago, uncle... I must learn to get used to losing, instead of... getting used to getting."

Her smile gradually turned sad, shrouded in the shadow of loneliness.

The next moment, she only heard a gust of wind in her ears,

spinning around,

The husband didn't know where the strength came from, and held her tightly in his arms.

It's as if...as if he is willing to put her at the top of his heart, in a position that no one can replace.

The deep voice in Mr.’s throat made Hoshino’s forehead itchy:

"Me too...the same as you, Hoshino."

"I'm... so used to losing that I've forgotten how to have something."

Chapter 053: Day 048·Office③

Many times, people lie because they really care about someone.

If you don't care, if you don't care, why bother to weave a gentle lie to isolate the cold and sharp truth.

However, when the gentle lie is repeated too many times and becomes a behavioral habit, the tenderness will only make people feel cold.

It was a kind of alienating cold, as cold as the void of the universe.

Hoshino, who was embraced by his husband, involuntarily put his hands around his shoulders with a decadent smile on his lips.

If it were other children, a hug would satisfy them.

A heartfelt word can dispel all their doubts and make them mistakenly think that their hearts are closer to the teacher.

But Hoshino couldn't do it.

She couldn't easily swallow the candy given by her husband like those children who didn't know his true face.

There was a slight residual warmth in Mr.'s chest that was as nostalgic as the orange sunset, exuding a smell that made the students indulge in it.

(...It feels very cold.)

Hoshino frowned, the corners of his mouth turned from happy to sad, and raised his little hand gently,

It seemed like she wanted to caress the gentleman's face lovingly, but also like she wanted to give him a hard slap.

Some people say that people who are too similar will hate each other.

Hoshino sadly discovered that as much as she loved her teacher, she hated her.

She and her husband have very similar personalities, both burning with the spirit of sacrifice that can sacrifice everything for their loved ones.

But the husband did better than her,

He cares less about himself than she does, he sacrifices more completely than her, and he can cover up the layered wounds in his heart better than her half-hearted tone of voice.

...even less like a person with joy, anger, sorrow and joy than she is.

Hoshino's lie was a pretense of maturity and ease. Even the children of Abydos could easily break through this disguise.

Mr. Xia Lai's lies are the calmness and iron will of never giving up. Coupled with Mr. Xialai's reputation and public office, they create a gorgeous shell that is admired by everyone.

The most beautiful and respectable shell is also the strongest and most hopeless prison, sealing up Mr.’s sincerity.

She matured too early.

She realizes earlier than other children what love is, and... what loss is.

The husband is a big liar and she is a little liar.

Hoshino chuckled in his heart.

Although the little liars cannot do the flawless deceptions of the big liars, the mental processes between the liars are always similar.

So she knows,

Under the most beautiful and decent shell of Mr., there is a heart that is even more hopeless and riddled with holes than hers.

When Kotori Yu Hoshino sensed this, her past self chose to escape.

She couldn't bear the loss.

She is still young, only 17 years old.She is no longer young, because her soul has almost become a wasteland.

Hoshino is very lucky that the children of Abydos have found Mr.

He can afford to support them, can try his best to meet their needs, and can keep their youth away from debt and spend their youth in happiness.

Will sir like her?Or does Sir just regard her as half-guardian of Abydos?

In the past, she would not have cared about this. She would only send her husband off with a leisurely and calm attitude, and would not let him touch any softness deep in her heart.

If she really fell in love with this guy, she would go completely crazy.

But now, Hoshino doesn't care anymore.

She hugged her husband's body tighter and pressed her fleshy cheek tightly against the side of his face, as if she wanted to make up for the past, and acted as coquettishly as she wanted.

She had a good laugh.

"Sacrificing yourself to satisfy others, isn't this your strong point?"

Hoshino murmured in his ear.

If the husband wants to leave, Xiaotiao Yuxingye will still see him off with a smile and wish him a safe journey.

Then...she didn't know what she would do.

Maybe life will no longer have meaning.

Everything important in her life was really taken away, one by one.

But until then, the option is still there to fully enjoy your time with your husband.

Then she laughed softly, blew into her husband's ear, and whispered:

"Sir, please accompany me to the aquarium. I heard that the aquarium here at Odyssey College is the most advanced in Kivotos."

"It's okay to put your work aside for now. Everyone in Abydos really wants you to relax."

"So, sir, just listen to me, uncle, okay, put down the pen!"

pat.

The husband signed the last line on the document. When the ink dried, he put down the pen, nodded calmly, and showed Hoshino the smile she was all too familiar with:

"I listen to you."

Chapter 053: Day 048·Office④

Mr. Hoshino takes to the streets.

Although Ghenna is already a very densely populated university district compared to the former Abydos, the shopping street of Odyssey College is obviously on another level.

The crowds of people are like the tide, and the flow of people is like the waves, being pushed forward by the beating rhythm.

The streets are so crowded and lively because the island where Odyssey College belongs has extremely uneven development.

Hundreds of luxury hotels and shops, in pursuit of cluster effect and maximum profits, have been piled up on the coast of the southeastern part of the island, resulting in an overly dense population and terrible traffic conditions.

According to Ms. Yuxiang's rough estimate, one-third of students and citizens can only live in temporary housing made of simple bricks and boards.

They basically rely on collecting rainwater for daily water supply, and they have to carry it themselves when they are sick.

To make matters worse, since Odyssey College is just a loose business consortium and lacks complete urban planning,

On a small island, there are actually five city halls and three major business circles crowded together, and the coordination between them is extremely chaotic.

It is a city-building level that would make a four-year-old kid who plays Lego so angry that he would smash the bricks.

Of course, changing this status quo will not happen overnight.

Even though Gehena has no shortage of explosive geniuses, it is easy to destroy but difficult to build. No one has the confidence to restart construction planning in such a complex city.

Time is limited, and there is not much you can do.

He only helped local students restore their water supply and provided a limited number of cheap medicines.

But that was enough to make him popular at Odyssey Academy.

"gentlemen!!!"