Blue Files, there are 100 days left until Mr. disappears

"I'm very useful. I can help sir. I can launch assaults on enemy positions under artillery fire, and I can also act as a desertion when my teammates are running out of ammunition and food."

"No matter how you think about it, you have nothing to lose by taking me with you, sir."

The gentleman sighed lightly:

"Xiao Zi, although I don't want to remind you, you are still a prisoner of war. It is difficult for Gehenna to agree to your participation in the mission."

"Then put an explosive collar on my neck... No, halo-destroying mines will work too!"

Bai Zhouzi's face was anxious and he said rapidly:

"Let the squad leader hold the detonation button. As long as I make a slight movement, she can blow me up on the spot. Is that okay? Please, sir, I just want to help you. I just want to become it works……"

Listening to the girl's urgent prayer, the husband felt his heart suddenly hurt.

Through Bai Zhouzi's words and deeds, he had roughly guessed the girl's psychological changes during this period——

She realizes the guilt she carries, and at the same time, she wants to live.

She wanted to find a reason to live.

A girl who spent her entire life being used as a weapon and polished as a tool,

After being liberated from the shackles of the past, the reasons she found for herself to live still did not exceed his own imagination.

That's what it takes to be a gentleman.

A foolproof, easy-to-use tool.

"Bai Zhouzi." His tone was a little harsh.

"Ah, yes!"

"You are a little impatient. Impatience is the enemy of reason and should be abandoned by any warrior. I taught you that, right?"

"……receive."

Bai Zhouzi lowered his head with an expression of reluctance and regret.

Seeing the girl's pale cheeks and scolding her a few times, the gentleman suddenly felt a pain in his heart and almost started to pant again.

The husband sighed softly, reached out and brushed some strands of hair on her forehead, straightening them gently.

"...Pack your equipment and report to the reserve team tomorrow. You are not allowed to move out without orders."

"Okay, sir!"

A bright smile immediately bloomed on the girl's face.

Chapter 054: Day 047·Yuka Hayase

Hayase Yuka curled up, her whole body trembling slightly.

She pressed against the wall tightly, as if shrouded in some terrible shadow.

She wished she could become one with the wall so that the nightmares that suddenly broke into her mind would not touch her.

"No...why...everyone is gone..."

The girl murmured and cried to herself, her tears wet the silk pillow.

A terrifying nightmare is stalking her.

It was a gray-white land, dry with life and as dead as a cemetery, where countless living and shining mysteries of the past were buried.

The pale white tone that cuts off life dominates everything in this land.

She couldn't find a word to accurately describe the scene in front of her.

Hayase Yuka just suddenly felt flustered, uneasy, irritated and afraid.

It was as if...as if everything she had ever cherished was buried under this pale earth.

First the teachers, then the familiar faces, the people she was close to,

Noah, Alice, Hifumi, Ako...

All the people she knew who needed her care or were taking care of her,

It's all gone.

Not one left.

"Hahaha……"

Hayase Yuka pressed her heart and gasped,

But the coldness and despair that penetrated the bone marrow still poured in like a tide.

There is no light,

There is no hope,

There were no twisted monsters in the nightmare, but this pale land was already scarier than any monster.

Endless repentance, endless journey of hardship, responsibility so heavy that you can’t breathe——

This pale land is condensed with too many images and objects. Countless ghosts and ghosts are entrenched on it, howling and screaming, and they will never be freed.

The accountant of Millennium College, who is proud of his rationality, has nowhere to escape and nowhere to stand in this twisted nightmare that has overturned all the rules of the world.

She could only wave her arms helplessly, desperately trying to drive away the shadows in front of her eyes, desperately trying to escape from this deep chaos.

"Sir...save me..."

She stretched out her hand, a desperate sound rising from her throat.

But even though he couldn't help but cry out to his husband for help, there was only a sarcastic laugh coming from the pale land.

No one responded to her pleas for help.

It's just that the cold and resentful whispers of those wronged souls are a little more numerous.

Cold sweat broke out on Yuxiang's back, her hands trembled, and her breathing became rapid one after another.

She clenched her fists and struggled hard,

But nightmares are like swamps. There are no life-saving boards or pressure points. The more you struggle, the deeper you will sink.

She fell straight into the deep darkness.

What saved her from the nightmare was a clear ringtone.

"Ding!"

Drenched in cold sweat, Hayase Yuka suddenly woke up and stood up from the bed.

She swallowed subconsciously.

There is a bitter taste deep in the tongue coating, and there is also the smell of rust formed by the condensed blood.

Only then did she realize that her lower lip had been bitten.

"It's terrible..."

The girl touched the edge of the bed, rubbed her groggy eyes, put on her slippers, and tried to find the source of the crisp ringing sound.

Soon, she found it.

The scheduled breakfast machine in the guest room has already baked two pieces of toast.

The 'ding' sound is the cue for the slices of bread to pop out.

The aroma of burning wheat floated in the room, dispelling some of the fear in her mind.

Hayase Yuka rubbed her messy hair and whispered to herself:

"I forgot the time I set. It's really not like me..."

She shook her head, stepped on the slippers that were not worn, and walked into the bathroom.

Meanwhile, a smart breakfast machine is heating eggs in a mini frying pan.

Oil blossoms appear on the edge of the egg white, creating crackling bubbles, like a sweet wake-up bell.

Yuxiang gargled her mouth and squinted her eyes slightly, recalling last night's nightmare.

She knew nothing about the pale world in her nightmare, let alone where the empty feeling in her heart came from.

But only one thing is certain.

It wasn't just a dream.

The images and emotions in the nightmare world were too real and too heavy, as if they were condensed with countless years of history, so heavy that she couldn't breathe.

Perhaps a revelation from the future?

Or maybe her calculation skills are so good that she simulates some desperate developments in her mind?

"crash"

The foam in her mouth was mixed with bitterness and blood stains, and she spat it out.

The morning light reflected on her face through the mirror,

The girl's heart was filled with warmth and happiness again.

Yuxiang in the mirror was showing an innocent and perfect smile.

"Haha...those illusions...still want to bother me."

"But, I have found my happiness."

"Soon, my husband will marry me. As his bride, I will go on our honeymoon with him."

"Nightmares and so on are just caused by excessive happiness and the instinctive suppression reaction of the nervous system.

But that's okay...if I don't restrain myself, I might faint. "

The girl's face was covered with a cherry-colored blush, and the catkins were caressing half of her cheek.

Her heart was beating rapidly, like a girl falling in love.

He hastily took off his pajamas and put on his iconic suit and millennium school uniform jacket.

In front of the dressing mirror, Yuxiang showed her high spirits again.

Today is the day when a new combat operation begins.

As the most important member of the five-member committee, Yuka is in charge of the intelligence support and logistics of combat operations.

This is her responsibility and something she needs to complete before her honeymoon.

Her lover, her favorite gentleman, will, as always, deal with the threat of Kivotos, calm the turbulent situation, and bring peace and laughter back.

Hayase Yuka just needs to continue supporting her lover.

"Yes,"

"That's right,"

Yuxiang grinned and said to herself in the mirror,

"It's precisely because my husband can't live without me that I reluctantly accepted his request for marriage..."

Her smile is like a flower.

"Really, there's nothing we can do against such a gentleman."

Chapter 054: Day 047·Military Dockyard①

The steaming water vapor escapes everywhere, and the smell of engine oil mixes with the high temperature.

The heat wave hit my face, and I could smell the burnt smell in the air.

The entrance to the military dock was half-closed.The transport boats constantly coming in and out add a bit of busyness to the warehouse full of weapons.

"Attention all units, make the last preparations before the attack immediately, making sure not to miss anything!"

"If something goes wrong then, don't pass the responsibility to our logistics department! My calculations are perfect, I can guarantee that."

Tsukiyuki Miyako couldn't help but click her tongue when she heard Hayase Yuka's powerful and serious voice on the radio.

Miyako clearly remembered that Yuka Hayase's mental state was quite unstable and she had to rely on drugs to maintain a normal state.