Blue Files, there are 100 days left until Mr. disappears

Chapter 018: Day 083 · ██ hour · Kivotos ruins · ██ area ①

I'm dying.

I am going to die.

Kotori Yu Hoshino thought.

Her footsteps quickly passed through the snow-covered area of ​​​​the ruins, and after a slight splash of snowflakes, silence returned again.

She didn't bring the explosion-proof shield, and only had the diffusion bomb in her hand, the 'Eye of Horus'.

Blushing name, isn't it?

Hoshino grinned, breathing heavily, and smiled roughly, like a wounded beast.

Fight against the entire Holy Trinity College with the power of one person.

It's just downright stupid.

It's absolutely ridiculous.

No matter from a tactical point of view, a strategic point of view, or just from the point of view of a normal-minded person, Kotori Yu Hoshino, the girl, is doomed.

Died by thousands of cannons.

Died in a hail of bullets.

The fanatical militants of Holy Trinity would probably pick up their mutilated corpses with bayonets and wave them in the air as flags?

Haha, that ending might not be bad.

This is the answer that Kotori Yu Hoshino finally got after spending almost 18 years of his life.

It's ridiculous, but it seems natural.

The deeper we go into the ruins, the colder the air becomes.

She had no energy to breathe, much less to think.

What are you thinking about?

For example, that senior Meng who is always sunny, kind and cheerful, but doesn’t know much about the world at all?

For example, that gentleman who seemed to be idle and idle, but solved all the problems quietly?

Do not make jokes.

Xiaotiao Yu Hoshino had no time to think about whether her husband could have saved Meng-senpai if he had met her two years earlier, and they could have lived a happy life together.

There was no time to think about whether he and his husband could have spent the rest of their lives making jokes and teasing each other if Arius's scandal hadn't broken out.

Because the chess game has already been decided.

Kotori Yu Hoshino has decided to turn into a chess piece that is willing to die without rebirth, to gain as many strategic advantages as possible for his side.

But then again, which side is 'your own side'?

Wherever there is no Meng-senpai or Mr., it’s the same everywhere.

In fact, now her breath was trembling with excitement and fear, but her mind was clear.

There was only one thought in her mind:

I'm dying.

Maybe that guy in black was right.

Kotori Yu Hoshino is approaching the truth step by step, and is always pushing himself to the altar step by step.

She didn't know if she should hate Mr.

This man, with his clever and evil methods, solved the debt problem of Abydos and the obsession in Senior Meng's heart.

Without obsession, how can Hoshino hate?How to love?How to miss it?How to remember?

Sir took everything away.

Hoshino's hatred, Hoshino's love, Hoshino's yearning, and Hoshino's memories were packed away by his husband, leaving no one behind.

"Go to hell, sir."

Hoshino gritted his teeth and smiled:

"I'll find you right away."

She walked slowly towards the depths of the ruins along the dark and empty forest path.

Calculating the time, it should be coming soon...

"boom!!!"

The spiral projectile with the aura of death penetrated into the snow at the foot of Hoshino.

Hoshino's eyes widened and he showed a bright smile that was a mixture of despair, aggression, and enlightenment.

"It's okay to be you first..."

Hoshino shook his head and looked at the angel of death without any emotion in front of him.

"Bai Zhouzi..."

A ferocious light like a beast flashed in her eyes,

"Let's dance."

Chapter 018: Day 083 · ██ hour · Kivotos ruins · ██ area ②

Deep inside everyone, there is something they deeply desire.

This thing is called desire.

And reality has proven countless times that desire cannot be filled.

In some myths, this feeling that cannot be filled is called the original sin that humans are born with.

This statement is not unreasonable, because as long as life exists, desire exists, which is a reaction similar to instinct.

When you have nothing, you have nothing to fear.But when you have everything you need, you will worry about gains and losses, and you will be more afraid of losing than before.

There are also many things in life that once lost can never be found again.

And the longer the loss lasts, the deeper the pain will be.

The treasures treasured in the heart, such as love and family affection, are the most pure and flawless beautiful feelings of human beings.

They can turn wasteland into fertile soil, turn swamps into clear channels, and unleash people's supreme potential.

But on the other hand, the darkness derived from these beautiful feelings,

It will also be so terrifying that humans simply cannot resist it.

"Yes, it's impossible to resist."

"Even the thought of resisting is a form of arrogance."

After that blood-red day passed, for Bai Zhouzi, every day was the same.

Bai Zhouzi's soul was as tired and world-weary as if he had experienced 100 years.

Since her husband defended her, more and more students in Trinity College who were attracted by his theory would choose to ask Bai Zhouzi for advice on what a real warrior is like.

The warrior of Arius and the mysterious temperament all add a lot of points to Bai Zhouzi's appearance.

They were all eager to know how Bai Zhouzi resisted unreasonable orders and desperate fate, and found his own path.

However, Bai Zhouzi has long been getting tired of such admiring looks day by day.

In fact, only when she was truly hurt by unforgettable grief did she know how ridiculous her heart was.

Looking at those admiring eyes, looking at those girls who long for their ideals and future, she will always think of her husband...

This kept her from talking to them too much.

Because Bai Zhouzi is afraid of making the same mistake again.

The pain I have suffered is outrageous enough, do I want these children to endure it again?

"Ugh……"

She had become more and more accustomed to sighing, even though she didn't realize it.

After she finished her mission with Shazhi, he had been resisting in his heart and went back to the empty dormitory assigned to her by Holy Trinity.

In her last confrontation with evil, she lost her husband.

She could never forget that night, that night, a part of her heart and her life was missing.

Every time she returns to her dormitory, she will think of the time she spent with her husband.

The collision between this sweet and warm memory and the cold reality made her want to tear herself apart and end her life countless times...

But she can't.

At least, she didn't want to let her husband down before he really passed away.

She could only continue to suppress her rising desire for self-destruction, and use endless tasks to numb the unfillable emptiness in her heart.

Until the Holy Garden was still blooming, the girl who held three seats at the tea party entertained her with a gentle hug:

"Let me tell you, Xiaozi."

"It is not a fantasy to bring the dying gentleman back to life. And the trophies from your and Saori's last mission give us enough ability to do this."

"Xiaozi, I don't have the ability to prove this now, unless you believe me..."

"Or, you can ask Gehenna, Millennium, Xia Lai, or any other organization, but I can guarantee that they will never be able to do this!"

"Now, make your choice, Xiaozi."

"Which is more important, the whole world or your husband."

"I'm sorry to have you make such a difficult decision again, but...it's necessary!"

In Shengyuan Weihua's arms, Bai Zhouzi's eyes became chaotic and blurred.

She maintained this posture for a full 15 minutes.

Like a philosopher exploring the future, and like a body whose soul has been completely extracted, leaving only an empty shell in the world.

This is the struggle, this is the tearing.

Deep in Bai Zhouzi's heart, two crazy voices were roaring loudly.

A voice made her risk everything to fight for a future with no evidence.

Another voice told her to accept reality, maintain the status quo, and wait for the death of her soul.

But the question is, can Bai Zhouzi really pretend that nothing happened?

I watched the person I loved the most sacrificing my life in front of my eyes, but I couldn't do anything.

And then you have to watch him work hard and endure endless suffering and torture, and you can't even bring him a little bit of relief and relief?

All the slander and torture that the husband has endured, all the prayers and hopes that he has endured...can it really be treated as if nothing happened?

Painful tears flowed from Bai Zhouzi's empty and dry eyes.

Children born in darkness often find it difficult to resist the temptation to fall into darkness again.

If this temptation is not enough, then add a hint of the most beautiful thing, the thing she cherishes and loves the most, as bait...

This is simply a more upright trap than a bird trap.

But now, Bai Zhouzi has no way to retreat, and there is no way forward.

"click"

The light of memory was completely extinguished at this moment.

On the deep forest path, a lonely figure is getting closer and closer,

Bai Zhouzi saw clearly that it was Abydos's strongest combat power, Xiaoniao Yuxingye.

Hoshino's steps were very light and fast, as if he were walking into hell, never stopping.

Hoshino is a good boy in every sense of the word, and Bai Zhouzi knows it all.