I am the celebration monster of Academy City

Appearing in front of Gan Quanyu...

It's all the familiar faces.

There seemed to be something choked in his throat, even if he kept emphasizing in his heart not to look at it, it was not true and it was useless, he could feel the sweat dripping down from his forehead, and just a little bit into his eyes.

Kakine Teitoku was lying a few steps away from Kanizumi Yu, only three of the six iconic white wings were left, and the other three were broken and thrown aside.His eyes had completely turned gray, and his stomach had been hollowed out by something.

Hashi Ringo was lying on the ground a few steps away from Kakine Teito, and stretched out his hand towards Kakine Teito, as if he was still walking towards Kakine Teito before he died.

Shokuhou Misaki's legs were broken and twisted into strange shapes, and blood spilled from her mouth, staining that pretty face to the extreme.

Further on, the countless corpses of Misaka sisters piled up to form a hill.

Gan Quanyou's hands, Gan Quanyou's legs, and Gan Quanyou's body were trembling. He slowly shuttled between these corpses, as if he wanted to engrave everyone's appearance in his mind and remember their last appearance.

Misaka Mikoto, Tomine Yeri, Kiyama Haruki, Tsuchimikado Motoharu, Tsuchimikado Maika, Shirai Kuroko, Honey Ant Ayu...

More, and more, as long as Gan Quanyou knew them, as long as Gan Quanyou was familiar with them, their bodies could all be found.

Even if you repeat in your heart that these are all false, it doesn't make any sense. Even if you erect an indestructible city wall in your heart, which can withstand thousands of troops, there is no way to block the small opening from the inside of the city wall anyway. The small city gate, and the endless sorrow pouring out of that city gate.

What is going on in your mind?Gan Quanyou didn't know.Gan Quanyou didn't want to know either.

Before he knew it, his vision was blurred, and he subconsciously wiped it with the back of his hand only to find that his eyes had already been blurred by tears.

What kind of determination is it, what kind of will is upholding, that Gan Quanyou stretched out his hand to hold the hilt of the sword, and did these things.

Gan Quanyou originally thought that he had lost the ability to cry. It was impossible for a person like him to cry anymore, and he was not qualified to cry anymore.

But he was wrong. When sadness comes, no one can escape.

It is like a tsunami, once it hits, it will involve vulnerable human beings. No matter how hard human beings struggle, they can only be submerged in the tsunami, sinking deeper and deeper.

Tears flowed from the sockets of the eyes and dripped down the cheeks. Gan Quanyou tried his best not to choke up.

That's right, this is all Othinus' conspiracy, this is not the world he is in.

But... this is a world where phases can only be superimposed upwards, and there is no multiverse.

At least the world that is unfolding in front of Gan Quanyou now... In this world that may disappear at any time, they are all dead!All are dead!

Suddenly, Gan Quanyou's footsteps stopped.

Something caught his pants.

He looked down, but didn't see clearly.I was stunned for a second before I realized it, and finally saw clearly after wiping away the tears with the back of my hand.

The one grabbing his trouser leg was a small figure with pink hair, no matter how you looked at it, she was just an ordinary girl in her teens.But in reality, she should be over 30 years old.

"Xiao... Teacher Xiaomeng? Teacher Xiaomeng, are you okay?!"

Finally, there was no longer any way to endure it. Although he was so choked up that he could hardly speak, Gan Quanyou squatted down immediately as if he had been saved, and grabbed Teacher Xiaomeng's hand.

"You, wait a minute, I will try to save you, save you... just wait for me, just wait for me..."

At this moment, it seemed that it was not Yueyong Xiaomeng who was saved, but Gan Quanyou himself.

then……

That's what the teacher who was grabbed by Gan Quanyou said.

"It's all because of your fault—"

"Gah?"

"For example, if you can do it...if you can kill Othinus...it won't be like this..."

The pink pupils slowly faded, and were finally stained with a dead gray.The hand held by Gan Quanyou also completely lost strength and slipped from Gan Quanyou's hand.

Gan Quanyou stood there motionless, like a statue.

But what proved him not to be a statue was the constant dripping of tears.

"Sorry……"

This is not the end.Just one point in an endless loop of hell.

But he clearly knew this was the case, and he clearly understood what was going on.

My heart is still suffering from this blame, and it is precisely because I am too smart that I can understand what happened and what is going on in an instant.

This is……

This is the world where he failed to kill Othinus and Othinus came back for revenge.

"I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I, someone like me... If I could try harder... If I could kill Othinus... I'm sorry I'm sorry—"

Why did Gan Quanyou think of helping Omi when he was in Bagaji City, and would spend his energy to get her and them.

Obviously, in fact, they have almost no use other than finding Kumokawa Maria.

Even Ganquanyou himself was able to find Kumokawa Miya. He only needed to wander around Bagji City twice to bump into any target he wanted to bump into.

The reason is very simple, that is, in essence, Gan Quanyou and Omi are actually the same kind of people.The only difference is that at that time, the power held by the two people was different.

So Gan Quanyou at that time was not so much helping Omi, but helping himself.

It is a possibility that he himself has not noticed it, and hope that if there is such a day, someone will appear in front of him, and someone can help him...

Gan Quanyou and Omi have the same hands. They are the kind of people who look down on themselves and feel that it doesn't matter even if they die, but they are the only ones who can't accept the sacrifice of other companions except themselves——

Chapter -245 It is impossible to understand each other

What they have no way to accept is based on their own mistakes in judgment, but let others bear it, but only they can survive the future alone.

Obviously everyone other than myself is so important, everyone is indispensable, why only I survived, and why I am still here afterwards.Why do others have to bear the mistakes I made——

"I'm sorry ah-"

"Sure enough, you are the same as I imagined, this is your essence."

Under the scarlet sunset, at some point, that witch appeared. She sat there, and the sunset became her foil, her background.

All that could be seen were her pitch-black silhouette and that green eye.Everything else was silent in the dark.

"No matter how many masks you put on, no matter how many things you use to arm yourself, act as if you are indestructible, act as if you don't care.

There are so many people who really believe it, but in fact, you are so vulnerable.So fragile... Even if he knew what was going on, his heart would still be torn open with such a big wound. "

Like a cold critic, she didn't care whether the boy who kept apologizing was listening to her, and said calmly to herself.

"You know, when you first said that you wanted to return to your original world, I almost believed it. In fact, it doesn't matter if you say it. I want to get back this power, and I also want to return to myself in the world.

But it didn't take long for me to realize.It's not the same thing at all, you have left too many fetters in this world, your heart has already been filled by those people, it's not that those people can't let you go, but you can't let go of those people.Even...you can't let go of "the real Ganquanyu", so you and I become enemies. "

The witch stood up, walked towards this side slowly, stopped beside the boy, looked down at the boy with a little pity in his eyes.

"You always like to play the bad guy and believe that's the best. That's the result. When you fail, everyone thinks it's your fault that you didn't do what you were supposed to do.

They will think, you can obviously say it, everyone can figure out a way together, work hard together, and if there is a problem, it is no big deal if everyone takes responsibility together.

But you chose to support yourself alone, which means that you think you can solve everything by yourself. If you can't solve it, it is your fault. "

There was a slight pause, as if to give the boy some time to react. After a few seconds, the witch continued.

"They don't understand anything. You are the only one who truly understands people. The people you want to protect won't appreciate it at all, and they don't even know what kind of pressure and pain you have endured, what you have paid, and what you have sacrificed. You don't want to Let them know, and they'd be happy not to know. That's the thing."

"To shut up……"

"Look at you, you've got nothing now. You've lost everything, the few things you had are gone.

Your body is gone, the world you want to go back to is gone, this world is gone, and you have nothing but yourself.Even... Even yourself is hated by yourself. "

"I tell you to shut up, Baba!!"

Like a cheetah attacking suddenly, the boy suddenly got up, and the sword of light slashed at the witch's body. This time, the sword of light didn't stop.

It's just that the sword of light slashed at the witch's body... as if it was made of glass, it shattered into countless pieces.

The boy was stunned for less than half a second, and immediately clenched his fist and swung it towards the witch, but even this fist was easily accepted by the witch.

power, gone.

All power is gone.The young man standing here at this moment is an ordinary person without any doubts and without any modification.

"I think you are really similar to Aleister, you are both the kind of people who can draw strength from pain to a certain extent.

Just like now, you clearly know that everything in front of you is just what I want you to see, it is a possibility that may or may not exist, but you just can't completely ignore it, and you will break your defense because of her words , and painful. "

The witch kicked the face of the pink-haired girl next to her feet as if she was playing with some garbage, and then kicked her aside indifferently.

The boy's face was distorted by what she did, but the witch mercilessly punched him in the stomach and sent him flying.

In the past, teenagers have been able to use this method to force the pain down and continue fighting.

But now, the inside of his abdomen seemed to be stirred by something, and the unbearable pain made him unable to stand up.

The witch came to his side and looked down at him.

"You know, I really want to step on your head now. But I didn't do that. Because you are my enemy, if I did that, I would not trample on you, but trample on myself.

I am the god of war, and I recognize what can truly be my enemy.I haven't finished my words yet, even if you are weaker than anyone else, care more about their survival than anyone else, even if you don't hesitate to do anything, even if they misunderstand you in every possible way or even are hostile to you, you will still be in pain It feels good like this, this is what you want.If you sacrificed them they wouldn't feel bad about your disappearance. "

The witch's eyes fell on the ankle held by the boy.A smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and he nodded slightly.

"Yeah, like now. No matter how painful it is you won't show it. What you want to do won't change in any way.

While you have such a fragile side, you also have another side that is so strong that it cannot be broken.

As long as you think it is necessary, no matter how painful it is, you will continue to do it unswervingly.

Just like just now, you are obviously so uncomfortable that you can't breathe, but you still won't forget to try to attack me, trying to find my current weakness and kill me. "

The witch bent down, grabbed the wrist, and lifted the boy up in such an understatement.

On the tearful face of the young man, what hangs now is not sadness, but fierceness, like a hungry wolf, who wants to slaughter the prey, wants to drink the blood of the prey, and eats up the prey. The flesh is fierce.

"You are more vulnerable than anyone else, but at the same time you are stronger than anyone else. You are such a contradictory person. You try not to let yourself be swayed by emotions, and try to do the most correct thing within the smallest range that emotions can affect. judgment and action.

Therefore, you are my enemy.Therefore, I am sure that even though the two of us understand each other better than anyone else now, there is no way for us to become each other's understanding. "

Chapter -246 Changing discs with one eye!

"That's why I'm sure we can't understand each other."

When the Witch said this, it was as if she had confirmed something, and it was also like she had issued a sentence for something.

The world, with her as the center, changed, everything was annihilated with her as the center, the whole world collapsed, and then disappeared, everything collapsed, and there was no light again, the sky and the ground were pitch black the boundless space.

"Come on, act like I've taken something from you. I don't care what you care about."

Letting go of his hand, the boy fell down.

He didn't fall to the ground, even though his face was full of tears, even though he lost all his strength, he landed firmly on the ground as if he never lowered his head, then raised his head and stared fiercely at the man who pulled out from nowhere. Out came the witch with a gun in her hand.

"So far, no one has forced you to this level, right? Oh no, in fact, there have been. Aleister has forced you to this level. If I understand correctly, at that time you bet You risked your own life to play a game with him, right?

And also won.Therefore, you have come to this point.From this point of view, it was Aleister who cultivated you to be my enemy.

But as expected, it is impossible for you to be grateful to Aleister. Even now, you are still thinking about when to overthrow him and drive him out, right? "

As if explaining that they understand each other better than anyone else, the witch, in a chatty tone, revealed all the thoughts and plans in the boy's heart that he had never told others.

Her tone was quite relaxed, as if she was saying, "Look, there are only two of us here, and no one else will hear it, so stop hiding it."

"The reason why you haven't made a move until now is that you feel that you haven't accumulated enough cards, and it's just because before that, the priority of the crisis caused by the fire on the right and me is higher than that.

Is that the case?Then, I have pushed you to this point now, but there is no way for you to repeat the victory you won from Aleister, because I am not Aleister, and I don’t care about the possibility you represent, so in At that time, I can kill you without hesitation. "

The witch was referring to the fact that the boy was turned into ashes by one blow in the last battle before the world became like this.

Perhaps, before the witch was on the verge of death, she also figured out something, saw something.

This is probably what the so-called saying is good when a person is about to die.At that time, the witch probably would have something to talk to the boy who turned into ashes.

It's just that it was too late at that time, the boy had already been killed by her, and she was about to die.

But everything changed because of the blow from the fire on the right.

The witch laughed at the boy's cause in the Third World War and got the current result.

In the past, Youfang Zhihuo trusted the existence of the young man so much, but the young man always regarded him as an opponent that must be defeated. When he faced Kamijou Touma, the young man judged that the current Kamijou Touma might not be able to defeat Youfang The fire of the right, so it appeared there, and even once wanted to erase the fire of the right.

It's ironic that the boy tried to erase the right fire for Kamijou Touma, but the right fire was saved by Kamijou Touma.