I am the celebration monster of Academy City

In this way, Gan Quanyou held the dog howling in the rain in his arms.

"If you can't love yourself, then let me love you!! At least give yourself such a chance instead of choosing indulgence and depravity!! Can't it be just me!!"

So, the dog howling bitterly in the rain raised its head and saw the person who appeared in front of it and held an umbrella for it.

Chapter 42 Is this the strongest Academy City?

The rain keeps falling.

The drizzling sound kept ringing in my ears.

If you listen to the same voice with different moods, you will get completely different feelings.

But what we can know now is that the sound of rain does not make people feel that the atmosphere is not harmonious.

In the spacious and tidy interior, the turned-on indoor lights make it feel like daytime. I don’t know if it’s because of the heating. Even if you only wear shirts and other clothes, you won’t feel the chill in this February.

Through the window, you can see the Academy City covered by the rain curtain outside the window, and you can see the neon lights of various colors blurred in the distance.

It may be unbelievable to say this, but it's true, never experienced anything like it, never seen anything like it.This is the first time so far that such a picture can be reflected in the eyes...

Accelerator squatted on the sofa, staring blankly at the rain outside the window.He gave the impression that he was thinking about something, but when he looked closely, he didn't seem to think about anything.

"Drink some ginger soup, or you may catch a cold."

Suddenly, a voice recalled Accelerator's thoughts.

Those blood-colored eyes slowly moved to the person who spoke.It should be in home mode. It is different from what I saw before. She is wearing a white bathrobe and her hair is tied up casually.

After he put a bowl of something on the coffee table in front of Accelerator, he sat on the single-seater sofa at one side, holding another bowl and sipping something.

Accelerator's gaze then shifted to the things he put on the coffee table.

The bowl on the coffee table is orange-red liquid, which looks very transparent, and the bottom of the bowl can be seen directly, so you can see that there are yellow ginger slices and red dates in the bowl.

The whole bowl of soup exudes curling heat, but it looks like drinking it will make people very warm.

In this season, on this rainy night, it seems that there should be nothing else to drink except this soup.

"What are you looking at, jujube and ginger soup."

As if he noticed Accelerator's eyes, the boy holding the bowl explained to Accelerator in a leisurely tone while absorbing the heat from the hot soup.

"Red dates can invigorate the middle and nourish Qi, nourish blood and soothe the nerves. Ginger can relieve the exterior and dispel cold, so the ginger soup cooked with the two can promote the circulation of Qi and blood.

Although it is generally more suitable for women, it can help improve the symptoms of cold hands and feet in women.But this doesn't mean that boys can't drink it, and I don't drink it the same way.Drink it hot. "

As he spoke, the boy showed Accelerator the ginger soup in his hand.Undoubtedly, it was the exact same soup that was on the coffee table in front of Accelerator.

However, Accelerator turned his attention away from the bowl of soup and focused on the boy's face.He seemed to have spent a lot of effort to finally move his lips, and then made a sound.

"I... sent you flying."

"what?"

"I broke your hands and feet."

"what?"

"So, why do you have to do this? It's not worth it. It's not worth making such a sacrifice for a bastard and scum like me."

"Come on kid."

Accelerator's voice was trembling, and his words were full of struggles.But the voice that answered him seemed so careless and indifferent.

The boy drank the ginger soup again, and said slowly at the same time.

"I've already sat here, what's the point of thinking about those boring things. It's better to say that if you don't want to come here with me, it will be annoying."

"Uh..." Accelerator didn't say anything more, but he kept staring at the boy, as if he wanted to see through this boy who he hadn't seen through from the beginning.

"It seems that I have done something too much to me? But so what, I said that I came to save you on my own, and I didn't intend to listen to your opinion.

No, it should be my fault for not preventing you from joining this experiment in the first place.If I can offset it here, I will be the one who can get a bargain. "

Halfway through the speech, the boy seemed to have thought of something, and raised his chin at Accelerator.

"Drink the soup first, it won't work if it gets cold."

Accelerator hesitated for a moment, but in the end he slowly stretched out his hand. The person with the most terrifying superpower who could control all vectors was holding it carefully as if he was afraid that this small bowl of ginger soup would fall. Feel the temperature passing from the fingers to somewhere in the body.

Seeing Accelerator's actions, Gan Quanyou chuckled almost inaudibly.

As he had observed in that restaurant, Accelerator was not beyond hope.The two-week-long targeted action finally ushered in the results at this time.

If you have to say it, two weeks is not long at all.I can't even hold on to the "time" of two weeks.

Is this the lowest and worst Academy City is the strongest?It's really funny enough.

Accelerator, although bearing the title of "Academy City's strongest esper", sounds very majestic.

But in fact he is a homeless stray dog.

Wherever Fang Accelerator has a home, he is just a stray dog ​​with no one to adopt.

He could only wander aimlessly in the streets, but was hurt by people who were afraid of being hurt by him.

Those people threw stones at the dog, and threw stones at the dog, but did not allow the dog to resist.

Once the dog grits its teeth, once the dog resists, those people will inflict greater malice on the dog.

Maybe it's just natural?

Who knows.Who knows if there is someone deliberately throwing Accelerator into this environment behind this.

But what we can know is that along the way, no one is not afraid of Fang Accelerator's ability, and no one does not regard him as a monster.

One-way traffic is one-way traffic, and one-way traffic is a monster.Gradually, even Accelerator himself regarded himself as a monster.

Therefore, Accelerator is never afraid of being forced by others.In this Academy City, at least at this moment, no matter who came with him, he could go back hard.

However, Accelerator was not given any kindness.Even if there was even a sliver of goodwill in the past, it may not have persisted to the point where Accelerator could detect it.

If Accelerator could feel even a little kindness before this, he would not be where he is now.

So only in reverse, using a strategy that no one has ever used against Fang Accelerator before can successfully attack Fang Accelerator.

It's not a difficult strategy, just be soft and stick to it.Just let him feel the kindness in himself.It's that simple.

Accelerator sitting there now, and Accelerator who is drinking soup cautiously, don't they look like stray dogs who are trying their best to restrain their fierceness and hide in a corner of the room, afraid of being driven into the wind and rain again?

Now this stray dog ​​was picked up by Gan Quanyou, after all, that's what happened.

"Wow, what the hell is this thing? Why does it taste so weird? Is this something that humans can really drink?"

"It's good for you to drink, and pick and choose, if you don't like to drink, just throw it away!!"

Chapter 43 Love and Sin

It may be that he has never drank something similar, but the taste of ginger soup is too exciting for Accelerator. In short, he can see that Accelerator's indistinguishable face is distorted.

But even in this way, Accelerator didn't throw the thing directly into the trash can like Gan Quanyou said, and even with his face twisted, he slowly drank the soup without saying a word.

In the final analysis, although Accelerator looks so thin, in fact he has never been sick, and there is nothing unhealthy about him.

He just maintains the lowest standard.Other than that, anything harmful to him can't pass the "reflection".Whether it's light or air, or something like germs.

Will Accelerator really get sick even if he is exposed to rain?Do you really need this bowl of ginger soup?

Probably no one knows, maybe even Accelerator himself doesn't know.After all, in his memory, he may not have much concept of such things as "drenched in the rain".

But at this time, Accelerator didn't want to think about that.

At first, I just felt that the taste of this bowl of soup was so weird that I didn’t know how to describe it. It was simply not comparable to coffee, even the most common canned coffee.

But slowly, a heat flow spread from the body, and the whole body became warm.An inexplicable warmth filled the whole body, as if being embraced by someone.

So Accelerator's face finally gradually became peaceful.

"I... want to become invincible..."

Suddenly, Accelerator spoke, holding a little ginger soup left, looking at the ginger slices and red dates in the bowl, and talking.

"Ah, I know."

Even though it was just nonsense, Gan Quanyou replied.

"As long as I become invincible, I won't hurt others because of my ability. Even if it requires doing that kind of thing, I think it's worth it.

They are just laboratory animals, those people told me so.They're just lab animals, I tell myself.

As long as they can tell me "I don't want to die", I will stop.No, as long as they show fear and want to live, I will stop..."

"An excuse, Accelerator."

Not consolation, but directly lifted all the fig leafs, showing the bloody things underneath.

"When desire and morality collide, you give priority to desire. They won't stop until they show it? This is just an excuse, Accelerator.

Then think about it in reverse.If one of those experimental animals cries to you and says "Please, I don't want to die", it turns from an experimental animal to a human, so you stop.So what were the ones you killed before that?Is it an experimental animal or a human? "

Accelerator's body was trembling.

With his wisdom, it is impossible not to think of this. The reason why he is trembling here can only be said that he consciously avoided these things.

Self-deception, people who are obsessed with certain ideals or desires, usually hypnotize themselves in such a way that they ignore certain parts that may have an impact on their own ideas and concepts.

"So I want to stop you, and I will stop you right here. The only thing you can get from going this way is "sin". Even now, it's just the difference between more "sin" and less "sin".This is our common "sin". "

Gan Quanyou put the bowl of ginger slices and red dates left in his hand on the tea table.Leaning on the sofa, he said the cruelest words in that leisurely tone as always.But if he didn't do this, if he didn't block all Accelerator's escape routes, he would continue.

Gan Quanyou said a long time ago that many children in this academy city are mentally ill, no, they are psychologically ill.

Most of these children were in contact with researchers at an early age, or were caused by some other aspects.Normal education is impossible for this disease to appear.

In other words, those who encounter this kind of thing are generally those who have no guarantee of "abandoning the rough and retaining the fine" and those with high literacy and ability.

Tragedy often happens to them.Ordinary Academy City students have no chance to come into contact with this kind of darkness.

From this point of view, if ordinary students live honestly, Academy City is indeed the safest city in the world without any problem.

Accelerator is one of the best examples of this, he was forced to such a field by the darkness of this academy city.

His head is filled with Accelerator's formulas that most researchers can't analyze. How much common sense and concepts should a normal child have?Normal understanding and thinking?

Probably not much.

Therefore, Gan Quanyou usually labels his actions as "recovery".These children can all be saved.

"I don't want to give up. I don't want to give up here. If you don't do this, if you can't get invincible power, isn't everything you did before that meaningless?"

"It doesn't make any sense anymore. Accelerator. From this moment on, you are no longer the same as Accelerator before. Now that you have been exposed to everything, can you really attack those children without changing your face?"

"They're just experimental animals."

"Really?"

"Uh……"

"I don't deny that I want to save those sisters as much as possible, but in the final analysis, it's just a by-product of saving Fang Accelerator. It's something that allows Fang Accelerator to atone for his sins."

"I... have no 'sin' - killing those is no different than killing a guinea pig!They are just experimental animals! ! "

"Is there really no 'crime'? "

Gan Quanyou looked at Accelerator with a smile.The smile is so gentle, so tolerant, smiling at Accelerator with a hard mouth.Said in such a gentle tone.

"If you have no "sins", then the only person who suffers more "sins" is me.Because I have made up my mind to "love" Accelerator who doesn't "love" me. If Accelerator doesn't think he is "sinful", then this "sin" can only be borne by me. "

"In the final analysis, it doesn't matter at all... Appearing in front of me suddenly, I don't even know who you are."

"I am Gan Quanyou."

"That's not what I meant at all!!"

"Say something to save me, talk about 'sin', talk about 'love' me, how arrogant do you have to be to be willing! "

"Of course it is arrogant enough to save Accelerator, arrogant enough to save all the younger sisters, arrogant enough to change the face of this city, arrogant enough to make this hopeless Academy City look brand new, and arrogant enough to win the final victory before giving up. ah!!"

"You... crazy..."

Yifang Accelerator looked at Gan Quanyou tremblingly with blood-colored pupils.He probably couldn't believe that someone in this Academy City would say such a thing, would have such a crazy idea.

Accelerator is not Misaka Mikoto who knows nothing about the darkness of this Academy City, but it is precisely because he has seen the darkness with his eyes and knows so many tragedies that he understands how delusional what Kanizumi Yu said.