The wolf in the ark is running away desperately

Hear Hitomi's answer. W's confused expression immediately returned to normal, and a playful smile was evoked again.

"I'm better than Kelsey, but the captain messed with Kelsey, that is to say, the captain treats her as an object to vent to. Sure enough...the old woman with a big temper and a bad temper can only look at her appearance In the past, Captain, you really are a scumbag."

"I didn't think so."

Ren Mingyan's right eyelid twitched violently, and said speechlessly.

For some reason, he suddenly couldn't refute the second half of what W said.

"Since the captain is a scumbag, it's fun to be more thorough. Thinking about it carefully, I am not worn out by the years like a certain old woman, and I am more attractive than her. Why don't the captain leave that boring old woman and look for me? I I like the captain turning bad."

W jokingly stretched out his fingers at Ren Ming to lift Ren Ming's chin, and gently puffed out his chest, making those silhouettes choppy.

"I reject."

Ren Ming looked calm, without any wavering.

"Sure enough, this is the answer, but... Captain, do you think you can choose now? I am... a lunatic, and the last thing a lunatic likes is reasoning. Captain, you have to be ready, Don't shout loudly~"

A sickly flush appeared on his face, w grabbed Renming's hand under the table, and put it on a certain part.

And with the beginning of the movement, w's breathing began to gradually become rapid and heavy.

"........"

The immobile Ren Ming's eyes widened instantly, and he stared at W in disbelief.

He suddenly felt that the world was too crazy...

Or is w completely insane?

Chapter 61 Frost Star Thinking

W's movements were very careful, not attracting anyone's attention, and Ren Ming didn't want to attract crowds in the cafeteria, so he chose to remain silent.

After the aftertaste was over, he quickly tidied up the skirt and stockings, and w left without saying a word.

[The reason for doing this?Of course it is fun!Anything will become dull as soon as you get it, and the captain is no exception. I like this kind of relationship that can never be obtained but is very close to me, just like in the Tower of Babel. If the captain wants to play casually To play, I will promise that if I fall in love and get married, I will leave the captain immediately without any reason.Well...I guess the captain can guess what I'm thinking, goodbye~ Let's continue to play some exciting games tomorrow~]

"........"

Silently watching W leave, Ren Ming wanted to break his fingers to calm himself down, but looking at his sticky fingers, his expression turned complicated and helpless.

Idea, how could he not understand w's idea.

From the very beginning, w knew how he lived.

mercenary......

Just like fast food, you can eat it immediately after opening the bag, and throw it away after you use it up.

They have no so-called future, and no so-called life. No matter how they end up, they are destined to let their corpses lie on the battlefield and turn into a pile of dry bones.

W is no exception, she knows very well what will happen to her as a butcher.

Either die at the hands of the enemy, or die on the battlefield, and cannot spend his life peacefully.

Therefore, she has no idea of ​​marriage and love.

It doesn't matter if she dies alone, but if it involves the existence that she wants to protect, w will not be reconciled to death.

Because Teresia's departure has already made her completely crazy once, and she knows what it feels like.

Therefore, w chose the wanton and indulgent relationship, the indistinct relationship.

She felt that if she continued to get along like this, others could abandon her at will without investing too much affection.

This is her best choice.

She doesn't think she deserves to be loved, nor does she want to be loved.

She wants the people she cares about to live, even if she does whatever it takes.

It is her destiny that she may die at any time, and love is just a burden, a shackle, something that makes her and others suffer as a mercenary.

[Don't pay attention to me, this will hurt you, because there is no end between us. 】

Although a bit clichéd, this is indeed W's truest idea of ​​how to treat love.

"It looks crazy, but it's as unreliable as an idiot."

While muttering to himself, Ren Ming looked in the direction w left.

If he can live in a peaceful world without disputes, w may experience the so-called love.

But now she is a mercenary, a mercenary who was born on the battlefield and died on the battlefield.

If he took the initiative to express his love to w, w would never see him again.

There is no option to question w, and no option to block w.

Because she is a lunatic, the most rational and beautiful lunatic.

And she made a crazy choice, and it must be the most rational choice.

She loves others, and she can also lose her life for others at will, because she is a mercenary, but if others love her, it is equivalent to forcing her to give up this relationship, and it is also hurting each other. good.

"Emotions are really complicated."

Open your fingers, the slimy liquid on the top pulls out tiny threads between your fingers.Ren Ming muttered softly while taking out a tissue to wipe.

Now rejecting w's feelings, w probably won't take it seriously, and will still do things in his own way, doing whatever he wants, the harder the rejection, the less w will care, and at the same time, he will play more crazy.

And the resolute refusal just now must have completely stimulated W to make her do that kind of behavior.

But if he confesses his love to w, although he can force w to cut off this relationship, it also means that he has completely locked his future with w.

Because he is a Lupu, once he really chooses a lover, he will never choose another one in his life.

Except for the wolf king of Syracuse...

But he is not interested in being a king, he just wants to live a peaceful life.

Confession cannot be confessed casually, it will completely put him in shackles, and the key will always exist in w's hands.Rejection will make the relationship between him and w more entangled and entangled forever.

The relationship between him and w is extremely complicated...

Thinking of this, Ren Ming suddenly felt very tired inside, and slowly closed his eyes.

Because, he suddenly thought of Tallulah...

It's just that there is still a chance for pure copulation. If Tallulah develops feelings for him after copulation and he doesn't take responsibility, then he will be completely finished.

This is a taboo, and it is also an ordinance that the Lupus cannot violate. Violators will be expelled, hunted down and killed by the Lupus, and have no right to return home forever.

Hopefully, things won't turn out as he imagined.

"very tired?"

A cold voice suddenly rang in my ears.

Ren Ming opened his eyes wearily, staring at the snow-colored figure sitting beside him, and slowly responded.

"A little bit, when I think that most Sarkaz mercenaries don't even have the right to actively choose love, I feel that this world is very bad."

He didn't hide anything, he spoke his true thoughts directly.

W is just a microcosm of Sarkaz mercenaries, and the same is true for other Sarkaz mercenaries.

"About W, I saw her leave here."

Shuangxing leaned towards Renming, hoping that the people she knew could relax.

"Sister Yelena, what do you think... How should I face W now? She has changed too much during the three years she stayed in the Tower of Babel."

Not paying attention to Shuang Xing's movements, Ren Ming lowered his head and asked Frost Xing slowly.

"She was confessing to you just now?"

Clenching his fists hard, Shuang Xing still asked calmly without changing his expression.

"..."

The sudden drop in temperature around him instantly woke up Ren Ming's depressed mood, and he pretended to be calm.

"It's not a confession, she's playing."

It is indeed playing, but w's feelings for him are not playing.

The more he rejects w, the happier w is probably, and w wants to see this kind of situation......

He doesn't love w, but he cares about w's situation.

Different from the life-and-death entanglement of love, caring means that it is easy to let go, and the relationship will disappear with time

As for talking nonsense like not caring or telling w to stay away, w can see through it at a glance.

Because the two of them have been performing missions together for a long time, and they know each other to a deep level.

He can guess w's thoughts, and w can also guess his thoughts.

Therefore, this is a deadlock, and it cannot be avoided.

Hearing Ren Ming's answer, Shuang loosened her clenched fist and asked lightly.

"Say something like this without confessing... Do you understand her feelings for you?"

"Yeah, I got it."

Ren Ming nodded.

"You are... having a hard time making a decision right now?"

Shuang Xing thought of W's character and what might happen in the face of benevolence, and said slightly puzzled.

During the three years together in the Tower of Babel, she knew better than anyone how much W cared about benevolence.

W always complains to her that Renming can be an irresponsible scum, so that she can love Renming with peace of mind, so that when she dies, Renming will feel sorry for her.

Therefore, even though she was confronting w on the surface, she agreed with this crazy Sarkaz girl more than anyone else in her heart.

But now, both Ren Ming and W understand each other's feelings, and their feelings are destined to be distorted.

In the end, how should she solve this problem?

ps: Happy New Year's Day to everyone!

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Chapter 62 Exploding Emotions

"What's the matter with you, doctor?"

Seeing the doctor lying on the table and not wanting to work at all, Ren Ming couldn't help wondering.

"Work is not interesting at all, you idiot!"

The doctor kept knocking on the table, looking super bored.

"If you want to rest, the doctor can go to get along with other operators first, and I will handle the rest of the work for the doctor."

Handing the brewed scented tea and the prepared dessert to the doctor, Ren Ming smiled.

"Okay...don't want it!"

First he got up excitedly, but as if thinking of something, the doctor leaned back happily again.

With Renming by her side, she felt very peaceful and happy, but...

Renming always has an unclear relationship with some women, which makes her very annoyed.

Especially Kelsey, she didn't expect things to turn out like that.

When it happened, she happened to be chatting with a group of female operators, and she couldn't leave and stop them, so the relationship between the two of them evolved to that extent.

Although reason told her that she should not be excited and there was no emotional basis between them, she just couldn't restrain the negative emotions that kept pouring out.

"It's not okay to share the work?" Ren Ming was stunned for a while, and asked tentatively: "Could it be... Teacher Kalxi increased the workload for you?"

In fact, he knows the doctor's ability to handle affairs, even if the workload increases, the doctor can handle it, but now the doctor calls him an idiot, explaining that the reason is on him...

"certainly not!"

Angrily, he picked up the donuts on the table, and the doctor kept stuffing them into his mouth, completely ignoring the meaning of benevolence.