How Lolicon is made

"Victorina, can I ask one thing?" You Yi suddenly asked, "Why don't you dare to read your great-grandmother's notes? Is it just because of fear?"

Victoria: "..."

Although he didn't get an answer, You Yi can basically guess the reason.After all, during that time, Victoria's great-grandmother was directly smashed in the head, who knows what is written in this notebook.

If I wrote some words to blame Victoria, I am afraid that Victoria's heart would collapse on the spot.

The reason why Victoria can keep calm now is because she knows that her great-grandmother never hated her as a great-granddaughter, so there is still a little luck left in her heart.

But the last notebook written by Victoria's great-grandmother, probably only her great-grandmother and great-grandfather know the contents, right?

Youyi took a deep breath: "Victorina, to be honest, I don't know how to comfort you, and I always feel that you are exactly the same as Yanying when you were a child."

"It can even be said that because Yanying and I belong to the [mysterious side], Yanying was naturally more lawless than you when I was a child. If I hadn't been pulling her, I'm afraid she would have committed the same crime as you. Wrong."

"Your childhood mistakes are irreparable, but Victoria Lina, you look so depressed, it's really disappointing."

Victoria: "..."

Seeing that Victoria still didn't respond, Youyi could only say the last sentence: "If your great-grandmother is still alive, she definitely doesn't want to see you like this?"

Victoria: "!!!"

"Imagine, now your great-grandmother can still see your living conditions, but she sees her great-granddaughter who is too scared to even open a book because of a mistake, she will—"

"She will scold me [idiot] fiercely." Vittorina said suddenly, but still did not raise her head, "If it was great-grandmother, she would definitely say that, even great-grandfather can't stop her."

"But even so, I'm still so scared!——I'm so afraid that my great-grandmother will become someone I don't know, otherwise, what have I lived for all this time?"

"But I don't want my great-grandmother to forgive me so easily, because a person's fault is indelible."

At this time, Victoria Lina's words had already carried a bit of crying, which made Youyi a little flustered.The most troublesome thing for him is the crying girl, the more she cries, the more at a loss he will be.

After his brain was running fast, Youyi managed to come up with some reasonable words: "Victorina, this is your fault again."

Victoria stopped talking, and looked at You Yi suspiciously: "?"

"Actually, this can be regarded as a common problem between the two of us. In my father's words, I am a relatively self-sacrificing person, so I often fail to pay attention to the thoughts of people around me, and always rely on my own subjective consciousness. Judging some things." You Yi began to give an example, "And Victoria, you are afraid of the things around you. Under certain conditions that you don't believe in everything, you can only follow your own subjective judgment."

"The reason why we say this is our common problem... how do we know that others must think the same as us?"

Victoria: "!!!"

Youyi comforted Victoria softly: "So don't always use your own thoughts to speculate on your great-grandmother, only what is written in this notebook is what your great-grandmother really thinks."

"And based on my objective judgment, Victoria, your great-grandmother will never blame you. What's more, even if your great-grandmother really blames you, it's impossible for your great-grandmother to be the only one in your life, isn't it?"

"Although this may be a bit arrogant, but are I, Yanying, and Chino really just passers-by in life to you, Victoria?"

Victoria shook her head vigorously.

How could it be just passing by!Although that red-haired girl is very annoying, she is undoubtedly the only friend I admit.

And... as expected, I still... have a crush on You Yi...

At this time, Victoria finally raised her head and looked at You Yi. Even You Yi couldn't understand the complex emotions in her eyes for a while.

You Yi: "???"

"It's okay... that's enough, bring over my great-grandmother's notes." Vidolina shook her head, "You Yi is right, my great-grandmother definitely doesn't want me to fall down like this. Great-grandmother, or the great-grandmother behind me, must have expected me to read this notebook."

"Then as a great-granddaughter, I'm afraid I have to obey."

The final answer given by Victoria made Youyi smile easily. Although his tone was still a little arrogant, at least he really cheered up.

"Also, when will your hand touch?"

You Yi: "Huh?"

After being reminded like this, You Yi realized that his hand was on Vittorina's head and he was still groping there in a serious manner.

The corner of Youyi's mouth twitched fiercely. It seemed that he was used to touching Chino's head recently, so when he was comforting Victoria just now, he subconsciously stretched out his hand.

But having said that, the feel of Victoria Lina's hair is completely different from that of Yanying and Chino, and I don't know if it is because of the good maintenance. I always feel that Victoria Lina's hair is the smoothest hair I have ever touched.

No, no, what are you thinking! ?

Biting the tip of his tongue lightly to force himself to wake up, You Yi quickly withdrew his hand before Vittorina had an attack.The expected explosion didn't happen, and Victoria took the notes from You Yi calmly.

But as long as you are in front of Victoria, you can find that her cheeks near the tip of her nose are gradually turning red, and the roots of her ears covered by long silver hair are getting hotter.

Victoria put her hands on the old notebook and took a deep breath, while You Yi at the side held her breath, waiting for the moment when Victoria opened the book cover.

wow——

After turning the pages of the book, Victoria's familiar handwriting came into view, and a series of huge words were written on it:

[Victorina, you stupid girl, you are probably the most stupid idiot in the world besides Kujo! 】

"The first page at the beginning is a huge sarcasm!? And does this also include your great-grandfather's sarcasm!?" A drop of cold sweat broke out from the back of You Yi's head at some point.

"Hmm... To be honest, this is the first time I've seen my great-grandmother say I'm a [stupid], and it's a bit of a blow." Victoria's expression was obviously not much better, and she even felt a sense of grievance.

[Even if you didn't even come to the hospital to see me and Jiucheng, I can guess what you are doing even lying on the bed. 】

[You stupid girl will definitely be overwhelmed by the momentary sense of self-blame, and finally choose to run away from home, right?No, it shouldn't be too late to run away from home. You will definitely move to live in the library, after all, the furniture there is considered complete. 】

[And I think if no one helped you, you might have been living in the library for the rest of your life, right?Really timid enough, when did I become so scary? 】

"No, I just..." Victoria started talking to herself, "I just don't know what to do..."

Turning the page: [I don’t know what to do, do I?Well, Victoria Lina, it's normal for you to be confused, even I was the same back then. 】

【However, Victoria, you are a little too confident in the vitality of me and Kujo, right? 】

【Originally, Jiucheng and I don’t have many days left, it’s just that we are still a little bit worried about you stupid boys and girls, that’s why we’re surviving.The accident this time just brought forward the departure date of Jiucheng and me. 】

You Yi was shocked by just a few lines of text. Is this really just an old man's notes?Are you sure this isn't someone chatting with his great-granddaughter across time and space?

【Victorina, I have to say something to you stupid girl——I never blamed you.And shouldn't it be you who needs to worry more than me? 】

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I was almost finished writing, but suddenly the power went out for me? !

My sun, I haven't saved it yet!

So I rewrote the eloquent 4000 words... I am so tired...

Chapter 219 Chapter 203 Don't Reject Such Kindness

[I don't know how many years will be after you saw this notebook, but I can assure you that even the moment you saw this notebook, you never went back to see your parents. 】

[Let's not talk about your parents, even if that boy Simang comes to see you often, you won't show any emotion, because this way you can show that you are normal and strong.But you don't know, the more you do this, the more worrying you will be. 】

【Your biggest character defect lies in the willful thoughts that are not under your control, which are similar to subconsciousness that you cannot change.But after this accident, you will definitely reject your own personality and try to restrain yourself. 】

[As for whether you can succeed... I don't think you, a little girl, can make any radical changes in your mentality. 】

[But if you are still afraid because of your "willfulness", then I can only say that your world view is still only on yourself. 】

"What does this sentence... mean?" Victoria Lina continued to turn the page with a rare expression of doubt on her face.

【don't know?What a hassle... No, I'm not qualified to say that myself. 】

Game: "..."

Originally, Youyi's knowledge of Victoria's great-grandmother was only based on his father's explanation, and she might be a descendant of the country ruled by the legendary magic king Solomon.

But the few lines in this old notebook completely overturned You Yi's perception of it—is this really just an ordinary old man?

It's obviously just a notebook written seven or eight years ago, but Youyi always has the feeling that Victoria is having a face-to-face conversation with her great-grandmother.If it wasn't a coincidence, then You Yi would probably only be amazed at Victoria's great-grandmother's monstrous computing power.

Not only did he calculate Vittorina's living conditions in the next few years, but even any doubts Vittorina would have were firmly grasped by the other party.

Could it be that you are the legendary "Mind of the Moon·Bayi Yonglin"! ? (fog)

[Victorina, have you ever experienced such a situation, after learning how bad your "willful" nature is, you have a feeling of self-loathing, and even feel that you should not exist? 】

Victoria: "..."

[There are many people like you in the world, but they undoubtedly all live in their own world.But once they come into contact with the outside world, this kind of thinking will be self-defeating. 】

[There are still many things in this world that require you to live, you don't live for yourself alone.If you are down, I will come to comfort you, if you are happy, I will listen to your excited words, if you are hurt, I will help you bandage, if you are afraid, I will protect you behind. 】

[If you go astray, I will try my best to pull you back. If you have troubles, I will quietly be your listener. If you are angry, I will silently be your sandbag. If you die, I will cry bitterly. . 】

[Victorina, there must be such a person by your side who has been expressing such kindness and kindness to you...and you, have you slapped away the hand that others have been extending over? 】

Victoria: "..."

Game: "..."

【You, what are you afraid of?Obviously there is nothing to be afraid of. 】

Obviously this great-grandmother is talking about Victoria, but why do I have a vague feeling that she is also talking about me?

The old problem of the game is "self-sacrifice". To some extent, this problem is also a manifestation of rejecting other people's good intentions and insisting on going one's own way.Obviously there are already people around who are worried about me, but I still insist on saying "it's okay".

"I don't live for myself." You Yi murmured in a low voice, "Victorina, what your great-grandmother said really makes sense. To be honest, I feel like I've been educated."

Victoria didn't answer You Yi, but paused for a while, and turned the page again.

[One more thing, if I'm not wrong, there should be another person by your side, right? 】

Youyi and Victoria: "!!!"

You know this all the time! ?Is this also in your calculations, great-grandmother!

However, when Youyi and Victoria continued to look down, the two almost didn't spit directly.

[Stupid girl, listen to my great-grandmother's advice.If the friend around you is a man, quickly find an opportunity to push him or be pushed by him. If you are like your great-grandmother, you will definitely regret it.Long-distance relationships are really painful enough. The idiot Jiucheng and I are the best examples. 】

"—I want you, an old woman, to take care of it!!!" Vittorina had the urge to throw this notebook into the trash can just now.

And it was the first time she called her great-grandmother an "old woman".

On the other hand, You Yi could only keep silent, after all, seeing Victoria's cheeks suddenly turning blood red, she knew that she must be arrogant again.Although Youyi is not unacceptable to this attribute, but because he has been with Gu Yanying who has this attribute for a long time, Youyi knows that he must not stimulate Victoria at this time.

I don't know why, once I take advantage of the trend to stimulate her, I will feel like I have lost.

But You Yi didn't know that the more he was like this, the more ashamed Vittorina felt.Who is she, Victoria?Owner of the contemporary [Fountain of Wisdom]!Although she is completely inferior to her great-grandmother, most things cannot escape her eyes.

Doesn't this correspond to the sentence of my great-grandmother, "If you have anger in your heart, you will silently be your sandbag"! ?Doesn't this prove in disguise that You Yi cares about him a lot!

Thinking of this, Victoria felt that her [fountain of wisdom] was starting to dry up—she couldn't turn her head.

Victoria took a deep breath and decided to continue reading.But not a second later, Victoria threw out the old note in her hand decisively, and let it fall to the floor to eat ashes.

However, Youyi with quick eyesight and quick hands... Uh, no, there is no quick hand here for the time being, only eye disease (how does it feel like some kind of disease?)... All in all, Youyi saw the next line clearly at the moment the note was thrown out What is written.

[If it's a woman, don't mind, great-grandmother, I don't object to your homosexuality, in short, it's right to fuck her. 】

You Yi: "...Hey, this book really doesn't have the label [Lily], right? Although the author is pretty good at it, but if I remember correctly, this is still a traditional book about opening a harem! ?”

Ahem, shut up, you know too much. (Smoothly fill up the big hole on the dimensional wall)

After being silent for a long time, Youyi said amidst Vitolina's panting voice whether it was shyness or anger, "That...your great-grandmother really has a personality."

"...No, it stands to reason that my great-grandmother is not such a joke-loving person...but that accident injured the thinking area of ​​her brain, and the possibility of it being affected cannot be ruled out." Victoria looked at it with a complicated expression, as if she was caught by herself. An old notebook thrown on the floor.

But if it wasn't for the impact of the accident that smashed your brain... wouldn't that prove that your great-grandmother is serious! ?

……

……

In the end, Victoria picked up the notebook and continued to look through it.

[All in all, no matter whether the person next to you is a man or a woman, you stupid girl must hold onto him tightly. 】

[I also know that you, a stupid girl, have an arrogant personality. It's okay, my great-grandmother also had it back then.To be reasonable, if I hadn't been arrogant back then, Jiucheng and I would have formed a couple earlier.And thanks to Jiucheng being an idiot, otherwise he would have been snatched away by others long ago. 】

[A while ago, there was a saying that was often circulated in the circle of young people-Tsundere ruins life.I don't think you, Victoria, are the ones to verify this statement with yourself. 】

Victoria: "..."

What to do, the original image of great-grandmother in my mind (are you sure?) has completely collapsed, is it really the accident that smashed my brain?

【Okay, that's the end of the joke.Don't worry, I'm not out of my mind, it's just that I've become more indifferent in the face of death. You can't let me not make a few jokes when I'm dying, right? 】

【Come back to the subject, Victoria, let me tell you again——Neither Jiucheng nor I have the slightest intention to blame you. You are always bound by yourself.As for what kind of lifestyle you should continue to live in the future, you need to think about it yourself. 】

[Take it as a topic I left for you. If you really don’t understand it, then read the following content. I will write some suggestions in detail for your reference later. 】