Yae Sakura!Beep!

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But counting the time, she thought of it, it was obvious.

Just find out the difference between the state when you used the ability this time and the state when you used the ability before.

In terms of energy, there is definitely no problem, so it means that her desire when she made a wish was not strong enough?

Or, is it because of these negative emotions?

I thought that the price for obtaining this power was that the will would be affected, but I never thought that my own ability would also be unusable because of this price.

Hitomi was a little depressed, she lay on the ground and began to worry.

There must be a way, but I just haven't thought of it for the time being.

Looking at Sakura who was still busy in the distance, Hitomi was distracted to suppress those evil thoughts, while thinking about how else she could use her abilities.

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"Whoo~"

Carefully put the Royal Baicao that had just been dug out of the soil into the cloth bag, Ying took a long breath, and wiped the sweat from her forehead.

"So many, should be enough?"

Looking through the amount of Royal Baicao in the cloth bag, it was estimated that it would be enough for half a month. Sakura stood up, fastened the opening of the cloth bag, and tied it around her waist.

She looked around nervously, as if there was nothing wrong with it, Ying Xiao let out a sigh of relief, saying that she was not afraid that it was a fake, if another monster ran out like yesterday, then she would definitely be pitiful again fled back to the shrine.

But fortunately, the Lord God still took care of her. After so long, she didn't see any animal activity nearby, and Sakura gradually became less afraid than she was at first.

Better go back quickly.

Although I am not too scared now, Sakura promised Rin that she would not come to the back mountain today. Sure enough, Sakura was more afraid of being discovered by Rin than meeting monsters. She lied to Rin and ran to the back mountain alone. this matter.

After all, what she just promised in the morning has been broken in a blink of an eye, and Sakura is still very guilty.

Praying that Rin would not find her running out, Sakura walked back slowly following the same path.

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When she came back to her senses, Hitomi just saw the moment when Sakura disappeared in front of the forest, and she hurriedly stood up from the ground.

After lying in the grass for so long, her snow-white hair didn't become dirty, not even a single weed was stuck to it, and there was no dirt or sand on it.

Still so smooth, fluffy, white and soft.

Seeing that even Sakura's shadow was almost gone, Hitomi quickly chased after her.

Fortunately, Sakura didn't walk fast, she caught up after running for a while, and Hitomi didn't dare to get too close, lest she be noticed.

She quietly followed behind, but it wasn't that Hitomi insisted on following Sakura all the time, it might be a bit funny to say it.

She doesn't know the way back.

But it's not that Hitomi is crazy, but that she is really not familiar with this area. After all, she has not been here a few times in her impression. Although she followed Sakura all the way here, Hitomi's weak body even followed behind. It's all a bit difficult, so where's the energy to remember the path along the way?

Seeing Sakura in the distance looking like a stalker, Hitomi sighed. The appearance yesterday scared Sakura, and she didn't want to. After all, her mind was not so clear at the time. It wasn't long before she was eroded by negative emotions, and she hadn't adapted to it yet. , Carelessness is inevitable.

But that's good too, it has developed into what it is now, and it is also helpful to her plan, so it can be regarded as a mistake.

Then he remembered his plan, and Hitomi fell into distress again.

The reason why she can't use her ability now is probably because she was disturbed by these negative emotions. She thought about it carefully, and her desire should be strong enough, so it shouldn't be because of this problem, or it might be because of the use of ability It has nothing to do with this aspect.

So is it a matter of concentration?

There is a great possibility that this is the case. After all, in order to suppress these negative emotions, it is difficult for me to concentrate, and I cannot fully focus on using my abilities.

So what if you don't suppress these negative emotions?

Such an idea popped up suddenly, and there was human hesitation in Hitomi's fox eyes.

She was a little scared, and it was hard to imagine what would happen if she didn't suppress those negative emotions.

It may be difficult for people who have not been corroded to understand the feeling that their entire consciousness is surrounded by evil thoughts, as if they are staying in the center of the storm, and the surroundings are full of malicious emotions. In the strong gale, it seems that there are countless Resentment, fear, anger, people who want to destroy everything are speaking to her.

If you cannot become one with us, then be torn apart by this storm.

If it hadn't been for Hitomi sticking to her heart, she would have been lost in it long ago.

That is the most violent method of brainwashing on the spiritual level.

But no matter what you say, no matter how dangerous it is, you have to try it yourself.

Hitomi had had enough of feeling powerless about anything.

During those four years, she wanted to help Sakura countless times, but she was blocked by that seemingly fragile but extremely strong wall countless times.

She doesn't want to be a bystander anymore.

After experiencing so many accidents, Hitomi clearly realized one thing.

In this world, there is no power without a price, even if the price may not be directly proportional to the power gained.

Chapter 50 Chapter 48

In the evening, in the silent shrine, Hitomi stayed in the main hall.

She is going to try to let go of the suppression of those negative emotions.

Because the next thing to do is a little dangerous, and she doesn't know what the consequences will be, so she doesn't dare to stay outside, but returns to this relatively safe place to try.

Tong Tong crouched on the altar, with obvious hesitation in her expression, and an uncontrollable tension in her heart.

Hitomi has always lacked confidence in herself. She always feels that she can't do anything well, but in fact, she has never really solved any problems.

If you dodge a lot, you will lose your self-confidence in facing dangers.

But Hitomi couldn't escape this time. After seeing the ending four years later, she knew that she had no way out.

"call……"

Exhaling lightly, Hitomi stabilized her breathing, and her heartbeat calmed down a little.

Having been with these negative emotions for so long—let’s use the word “get along” to describe them, Hitomi also understands a little bit, she can’t suppress these emotions all the time, this will make her emotional resistance more and more serious. more intense.

When she was first eroded by these negative emotions, although she was a little confused and often couldn't tell the situation clearly, she was still able to use her ability, but as time went by, the negative emotions were suppressed by her and rebounded more and more intensely. higher.

Until now, even using abilities has become very difficult.

Hitomi wants to try, not to suppress, but to tolerate, she wants to try, accept these negative emotions, and then use her willpower to control it.

It has to be said that this is indeed very dangerous. Hitomi is very likely to be eroded by these emotions and lose her consciousness, and her character will become bloodthirsty and cruel.

But emotions are just emotions after all, they will always be vented cleanly, right?

Some self-comforting thoughts made Hitomi less afraid, but she also knew that she might just be deceiving herself.

Slowly, Hitomi loosened the restrictions bit by bit, and she felt the malicious feelings in her heart increase bit by bit, and her heartbeat also began to speed up.

The breathing became short, and the little fox with pupils grinned, showing a fierce expression, but in her small mouth, even the deciduous teeth hadn't started to grow, so the fierceness didn't show a bit, but it looked more cute up.

The body that was lying on the altar also stood up, and the limbs were tense and tense.

Resentment, pain, anger, fear, sadness...

All kinds of negative emotions infect Hitomi's consciousness, causing some impulses to appear in her heart involuntarily.

Wanting to hate someone, wanting to be angry with someone, inexplicably sad, inexplicably painful, and fear of something that arises... a lot of negative emotions made her consciousness become confused.

However, these emotions can't be vented, because Hitomi can't find someone to vent.

Her movements seemed more and more irritable, and her mood became more and more irritable.

"Hush - woo..."

Hitomi was breathing heavily, she was growling, her consciousness became manic, and the expression in her pupils was constantly switching between resentment, anger and fear, mixed with pain and sadness, and looked extremely chaotic.

However, she seemed to be controlling her behavior. Although the emotions in her heart were turbulent, she just stood there without moving a bit.

Trying to control the destructive desire in her heart, her consciousness became more and more painful and tired as time passed.

One front paw moved, trembled, lifted up, and took a step forward with difficulty.

On the one hand, Hitomi wanted to suppress her desire to rush out and destroy something, on the other hand, she couldn't control her desire to vent her emotions.

Let the negative emotions rage in her heart, but she can only use her will to control her body so that she does not move.

Obviously, this is very difficult, just like a person who has not woken up, huddled in the bed, knowing clearly that he wants to get up immediately, but the inertia in his body keeps preventing him from moving, so he procrastinates again and again, and finally will Give in to instinct and continue to sleep.

The other front paw also lifted up, and instinctively, the back paw also lifted up, taking another step forward.

Moving slowly like this, Hitomi approached the edge of the altar step by step, she continued to tense her body, and tried hard with her four little paws, trying to jump off.

With a sudden kick, before the strength of the two hind legs was fully exerted, Tong's body froze, she controlled her body to stop, and then her two front paws stepped into the air.

The body jumped up in mid-air, but because of that pause, she lost her balance and her head leaned forward. This accident made her pupils tremble with fright. As soon as her tense mind was relaxed, endless evil thoughts covered her consciousness , but still waiting for Hitomi's reaction.

With a 'slap', she fell to the ground, her eyes went dark, and she lost consciousness.

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"Ugh..."

In a daze, Hitomi opened her eyes. At this time, she was lying sideways on the altar.

My head hurts a little, and a deep sense of fatigue lingers in my body.

Standing up unsteadily, Hitomi shook her head, trying to wake herself up a little.

Then her limbs went limp, and she 'slapped' again, and fell to the ground, completely unable to stand still, and her mind was dizzy.

After a long time, the world in front of him no longer rotated. Tong narrowed his light red eyes and looked outside the main hall. It was just dawn, and it seemed that he slept for another night inexplicably.

She stood up slowly, her body was very tired, she seemed to have done some strenuous exercise last night, and her head also felt a little tingling.

After thinking hard for a while, Hitomi remembered that she seemed to be fighting against those negative emotions yesterday, fell to the ground, then passed out, and had no memory of what happened after that.

Eh?

Looking at the altar she was standing on, Tong was stunned for a while, then she looked at the ground under the altar, there was nothing unusual.

How did you get up here?

what happened last night?

A few big question marks popped out from Hitomi's forehead, and the little hair on her head also bent into a question mark, swaying from side to side.

Did I do something after being controlled by those negative emotions?

Hitomi felt it carefully, her body was very tired, the energy in her body...

Lost a lot of energy? !

Where did it go?

A lot of questions blocked Hitomi's thinking channel, and she suddenly became dizzy again.

Then Hitomi realized that she seemed to relax a lot, and she suddenly realized.

All those negative emotions are gone!

It seems to have disappeared completely, and there is no trace in the consciousness.

Hitomi began to wonder if he had a nightmare.

She tried hard to think, and the snow-white tail flicked left and right behind her buttocks, but she still couldn't figure out why.

Suddenly, there was a strange feeling from the tail, as if he had bumped into something.

She turned around and looked, astonished.