Yae Sakura!Beep!

Named, the concept of complications.

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PS Why is the last chapter broken? Take a closer look at the word count!One thousand and five characters more than usual!

PS If it's really broken, wouldn't it be better if I break the chapter at [-] words?

PS And this is all said to be short, uncomfortable

Chapter 63 Chapter 61 Falling cherry blossoms are more terrifying than death, they cannot meet each other

It was pitch black, very annoying, but also very familiar.

This was Hitomi's first reaction when she opened her eyes.

Then she knew that she had lost her eyes.

There may be many contradictions in saying this.

But Hitomi actually felt that way.

Within this space of consciousness—please allow her to describe it like this, after all, this place does not look like there is a material concept.

In this Sakura Fubuki, Hitomi has no body, only a small ball of light, maybe it can be called a soul?

Hitomi doesn't quite understand whether this is the soul that people often talk about.

After losing her body, only her consciousness exists, and she no longer has the concept of body organs.

Of course, since it is a conscious body, it will not only exist as a light group.

She can change herself subjectively, such as turning her light ball into a human body and so on.

Although this is just an existence similar to a fantasy in the brain, it can be regarded as consolation.

If someone else did this kind of thing, it must be very difficult. The subconscious mind has already firmly remembered their body before death—let’s call it life before death. It is difficult for them to have a strong sense of self. The light cluster and the third form other than the former body.

But Hitomi is different, the time she spends in this consciousness space as an invisible existence is more than sixteen times longer than when she has a body in the outside world.

Such a long time has been enough for her to master the skills of how to change her ideological expression.

Yes, it's been such a long time...

And then, I need to endure this long time again.

not always.

Hitomi thought bitterly.

If my sister's ending becomes happy, then I will naturally stay like this forever.

That's more than four years.

Hitomi, who had fashioned a shape for herself, leaned against the wall, and stretched out her hand to cover the position of her mouth, as if she was smiling.

But presumably, this laugh is just self-deprecating.

Her appearance, in fact, is just a light cluster that is slightly squeezed into the shape of a human being, and it is not the appearance of a real human being at all.

It looks like a glowing human shadow, a girl with fluttering hair, but no facial features can be seen.

Naturally, there is no clothes to wear, and the exquisite figure is revealed in this small dark space, and no one appreciates it.

She raised her head, and in her senses, closed her non-existent eyes.

It's still a long time, and I still have to wait.

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When I opened my eyes for the second time, there was still no change in front of my eyes.

Inside, it was as dark as ever, and Hitomi couldn't tell the difference in distance and position with vision alone.

She also does not feel the passage of time.

How long has it been?

One breath, two breaths?

Or one hour, two hours?

Or in other words, already one day, two days later?

Imprisoned in a pitch-black closed world, without any reference, and not even knowing how long time has passed, all Hitomi can do is to think wildly in her heart.

Speaking of which, after waking up in this cherry blowing snow last time, although I also had the experience of not being able to see anything, that period of time was not long. Although I seemed to have closed my eyes and slept for a while, when I opened it Once you open your eyes, you can see the outside world.

And now...

She groped, touched the edge of the world, bent her fingers, and tapped it lightly with her knuckles.

Of course, there will be no sound coming out, she only feels that it is hard, and she doesn't know anything else, but a little bit of pupil still knows that she has absolutely no way to break through this boundary.

The time of cutting off from the outside world this time will be longer than last time.

This is something Hitomi can be sure of.

At least until now, she couldn't see what was going on outside.

How is sister Rin's illness?

How is sister Sakura doing?

She shouldn't feel guilty about my death this time, right?

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Thinking paused, Hitomi was a little helpless.

so boring……

Am I being too anxious?

Maybe after a while, you will be able to see the outside world.

Why don't we continue to wait?

Just wait a little longer.

Thinking of this, Hitomi sat down and closed her eyes.

It's still early, and I can wait.

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Hitomi was sitting on the ground with her legs bent, her hands on her knees, motionless, as if she had stopped thinking.

When he opened his eyes again, this was Hitomi's reaction.

It can probably be said that there is no response.

She raised her head and looked up at the dark sky that could be touched as long as she stretched out her hand.

Why does it feel like time has passed so long this time?

Obviously, it's still early, and it's not yet time to see the outside world.

In other words, last time, why was it possible to see the outside world from Sakura Fubuki's consciousness space?

This is something Hitomi didn't understand.

But thinking about it now, it doesn't matter.

She was just too bored to think about it.

Count the time silently, there is nothing to do anyway.

one two three four……

27, 28, 29...

After counting, Hitomi stopped again, and her perception of time began to become a little confused.

31, 32... Already 32?

Not yet?

Then... 32, 33?

No, maybe already 34...

Thinking stopped, Hitomi stopped counting silently.

She sighed deeply.

Free up your mind and think about something else.

Thinking about it, Hitomi thought about why she couldn't see the outside world.

I feel a little uncomfortable.

Maybe we can look at it from another angle, maybe because the development of things has changed, my sister no longer has those knots, so she no longer has the ability to see the outside world.

Because my sister won't be so depressed anymore, and she doesn't need her company anymore.

It's useless for me.

The topic he was thinking of should be very sad, but Hitomi seemed very optimistic.

Thinking about it this way, should I be happier?

Pfft...hahaha...

She sat on the ground, covered her mouth, shrugged her shoulders, and couldn't see her expression, but she seemed to be smiling, and she looked quite happy.

In that case, it's really great, those efforts are not in vain.

If this is the case, then I can be regarded as a success, successfully saving my sister.

Haha ...

what……

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Curled up, at this moment, she seemed to have turned back into that ball of light, curled up in a corner.

His head was stuffed between his legs, and his hands were wrapped around himself.

Obviously I should laugh, I should be happy, but why is my heart so uncomfortable?

Hitomi always thought that he would definitely be able to endure this time of captivity again.

Because that's how she came here in the first place.

Death is actually not scary, at least I can stay here and watch my sister grow up.

But now, Hitomi realized that he was wrong.

It turned out that she couldn't bear the feeling of being imprisoned at all.

What supports her is the hope that she can see Sakura come to take her out every day, and take Sakura Fubuki out.

Death is really not scary.

The terrible thing is that I will never see you again.

Chapter 64 Chapter 62 The ending that falling cherry blossoms cannot change

In the silent space, a dim light cluster curled up and stayed quietly in the corner.

It was a human-shaped light group with a somewhat blurred figure that looked like a shadow.

She was lying on her side on the ground, her body bent, her hands hugging her knees, and she remained motionless.

Time, how long has it been?