The world is collapsing, I long for redemption

Cocolia nodded.

"Then trouble you to continue to observe, and... Since Lai Wei doesn't reject her, let the two of them live in the same dormitory temporarily. I remember that Lai Wei's dormitory is next door to yours. Do you understand?"

"Yes!"

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ps.

This part of the plot was modified by myself.

Refer to the foreshadowing I planted earlier...

I have already realized that I was slapped in the face by the original work, but this is the mother of Cocolia in my mind. After all, I have written the parallel world so clearly. You can treat this world as the parallel universe of the Honkai series. .

The captain who may appear next...

It's definitely not the funny and awesome guy in the game.

Captain gender (female)!

Chapter 84 Chapter 15 "A Difficult Choice"

A week passed quickly.

Life in the orphanage is completely different from what Kyoko imagined before.There is no human experimentation, just a very common daily routine.Cocolia's subordinates are also very friendly to them. Even Cocolia himself often comes to say hello to them, even playing games and telling stories with the children.

There are two hours of classes in the morning and afternoon every day. Although the courses taught are all difficult courses in well-known universities, it is not mandatory for every child to study hard.They can choose combat training courses by themselves, and the orphanage does not seem to force them to become soldiers. The reason why there are combat training courses is more because they want them to learn to protect themselves.

If it weren't for the medical examination every night, and some children needing to take pills, Jingzi would have thought this was just an ordinary orphanage.However, she also tried that pill secretly, and found that it was not what she thought. This pill could suppress the Houkai in the body to a certain extent, and it could slightly improve the user's Houkai adaptability.

In addition to some side effects, it is precisely because of these drugs that the children in the orphanage who are more or less infected with Houkai can maintain their apparent health, but Kyoko knows that this method will not work.

To put it bluntly, this thing obtains stronger Houkai adaptability by sacrificing part of the body's functions, but the acquired adaptability is only temporary. After the time limit expires, the user's physique will continue to decline , and was finally eroded by the power of Houkai, it is a kind of poison that can only temporarily extend life.

In the classroom, Kyoko leaned against the window and looked out.

She thought of something she had observed recently.

"Lala's sense of taste is probably degraded because of taking too much of that kind of pill." At first, she thought that this little girl simply loves sweet things, the kind of milk that is so sweet that it feels greasy. Sugar, and I don't like lunch, I like to eat dessert for lunch.But after she inspected Lala's body deeply with her own strength, she realized how serious the situation was. Perhaps this little girl's lifespan was numbered.

Lala does have good Houkai adaptability, but the Houkai energy in her body is too strong, and she has to take that pill all the time to control it.

However, as a result of taking a large amount of that pill, Lala's body began to weaken, and all kinds of nerves began to degenerate under the influence of the pill. Even if it could temporarily improve the fitness of Houkai, if her body continued like this, she would eventually lose Unable to withstand the effect of that pill, then the weak body will have no possibility to resist the erosion of the internal collapse.

Should I do it?

Jingzi was full of hesitation in her heart. She was not sure that what she saw now must be real. Maybe it was Cocolia who deliberately acted it out for her, because her identity must have been found out now.

Cocolia didn't take any action, maybe she wanted to test her through this child, and finally confirm whether she was a Herrscher.

This possibility is not impossible.

Kyoko couldn't help but look at Cocolia's office window.

At this time, the teacher in the class noticed that Jingzi was distracted during class.

She turned around and wrote a topic on the blackboard.

Then go down.

She didn't know the real situation of Kyoko.

Of course, I don't know the reason why Jingzi didn't listen carefully.

Although the courses here are relatively difficult, they are still teaching the content of elementary school, so it is naturally not difficult or attractive for Jingzi.

But she was the only one who would desert the classroom.

Those children who have mastered this part of the course are teaching themselves the content behind these courses, such as...

Lai Wei next to her was doing math problems for senior grades. Their desire to learn was a bit scary. Even Lala, who was usually noisy, was very serious in class.In such an environment, Jingzi didn't study but was in a daze, which seemed a bit too prominent.But she herself doesn't feel much about learning, she doesn't hate it or be enthusiastic about it.

And I don't know what caused it. After she was reborn in her previous life, she suddenly found that her learning talent had become very terrifying.All the course content can be mastered quickly, and it only takes a little effort to reach a height that others cannot reach.She even once thought that the reason why she lost her feelings was the price she paid for this learning talent.

"Is there anyone willing to come up and answer this question?"

A scientist who is a researcher and a part-time orphanage teacher passed by the seats of Jingzi and Laiwei, but his gaze under the glasses was fixed on the little black-haired girl. Although he had heard about the child's achievements, he also knew that the executive officer was very concerned about this matter. My child, but as expected... As long as you are a teacher, you can't like this kind of students who don't study hard.

"um, I!"

When Lai Wei heard the teacher's voice, she stopped what she was doing, glanced at the questions on the blackboard, and then raised her hand.

However, the teacher's eyes were not on her at all.

Jingzi didn't care about the sight behind her at all, and looked at a certain place outside the window indifferently. She knew that the teacher wanted to make trouble for her. Look at it for yourself, as long as you are not too dull, you will know the truth.

It's a pity that there is no rule here that requires students to study hard. What Cocolia wants is to let the children enjoy an ordinary life, but because of the physical problems of these children, she doesn't want to force them to study and train, so when the teacher raised the topic When it is necessary for students to answer, the students usually take the initiative to go up, rather than the teacher to name the students.

So the teacher can't help Kyoko at all.

Plus……

Some dull little girl is always rushing to answer questions...

"Besides Lai Wei, is there any other students who are willing to go up and answer?" The teacher dragged his tone with a kind smile on his face, and slowly walked to the front of Jingzi's seat, but what made her even more angry was that Jingzi just turned to look at her After one glance, he turned back again, the indifferent attitude seemed to be the kind of eyes that were boring after watching a clown perform in front of him.

Although more of this is just the teacher's own idea.

But it was obvious that she was even angrier now.

"If Sister Lai Wei can't do it, Lala can do it too!"

When Lai Wei heard such provocative words, she immediately turned her head to look at Lala who was smiling not far away. There was no emotion on her face, but sparks seemed to have sprung from her eyes.

Little guy, are you really dancing recently? !There was such a sentence in Lai Wei's eyes, the aura on her body was already colder than the winter outside.

As long as you don't give up the position next to the boss for a day, I won't let you live comfortably for a day!Lala stared at it without flinching.

Neither of them noticed that there was a darkness spreading around in the corner, and those eyes were staring at the two of them with jealousy.

All the students around showed expressions of "here we come again".

It can be seen that this situation has become very common recently.

The teacher's mood was also disturbed by these three auras, he sighed helplessly, and said, "Then you two go up and answer together."

If only this child could study hard like them.

Or……

Is it because my lectures are too boring, so this child doesn't listen carefully?The teacher left Kyoko's seat in deep thought.

But she doesn't know.

Jingzi didn't attend class because of other reasons.

One is that these lessons are meaningless to her, because she has already mastered them, and the second is that what she thinks about is more important than learning, after all, it is a matter of life.

If she doesn't do it, Lala will die.

But the consequence of exposing one's identity...

It is very likely to be reduced to an involuntary experimental subject again.

Really hard choice.

Chapter 85 No.16 "I want to change"

Noon, canteen.

Jingzi is used to sitting in the corner of the second floor with Lavi and Lala. After she sat down, she took a knife and cut more than half of today's dessert "fruitcake" and put it on Lala's plate.After the little loli saw it, a sweet smile appeared on her face, and then she looked at Lai Wei eagerly. The silver-haired girl also cut half of her dessert for her. For a while, the little loli seemed to have stars in her eyes flashing.This time should be the time she looks forward to the most and the happiest time every day, right?It's really easy to satisfy.

Jingzi knew that Lala's sense of taste had degenerated, and she could only taste it when eating food with a strong taste, so the food that little Lolita usually ate was either super spicy or super sweet.Although the daily desserts are prepared for a better nutritional combination, they are indeed sweet enough, with heavy cream and cheese flavors. She personally doesn't like to eat such heavy flavors.

"In the afternoon's combat training class, I will go to cheer for Sister Lai Wei, Sister Lai Wei, you must not lose to that idiot Sarah!" The cap girl made a mischievous face.But the girl in the military cap just showed a naive expression on your face, then turned her head with a cold snort, and started eating and drinking regardless of her surroundings.

Sitting with Sarah was Breonna.

Jingzi also has a certain amount of attention to this little girl. After all, the Houkai power that the other party exploded during the competition was not weak. Although she has not shown abnormalities like Lala for the time being, this little girl is on the list of people who need to receive that kind of pill. The name of the girl, which shows that Brenna is also one of the "severely ill patients", but she can't find a good time to contact him.

Although I feel that the other party seems to be interested in me, I can see the other party almost at any time, and I have caught the other party's peeking several times, but whenever I want to take the initiative to contact, this little girl will suddenly disappear No, after failing several times, she knew that unless the opponent took the initiative, it would be impossible to catch the opponent with her investigative skills.

"By the way, Jingzi, are you really not going to participate in training? I remember that you don't seem to know how to use firearms. I think it's better for you to learn how to use firearms." Lai Wei has been observing Jingzi recently, because Miss Mana The task of taking care of the child was given to her. As the elder sister of all the younger sisters, she felt that she had an obligation to complete this task perfectly.

She found that Jingzi had no interest in studying, and she rarely took the initiative to contact people. It was a pity that she was very popular among her younger sisters.So she thought it would be a good opportunity to find something that would allow Kyoko to integrate into the group, such as combat training courses.

Jingzi also thinks that participating in combat training is a good choice, but what she thinks is completely different from what Levi thinks of. She just wants to master the use of firearms, and it is best to learn combat skills such as lurking and reconnaissance. , because for her, who can no longer use the Herrscher's ability too much, she needs more power to realize the idea in her heart.

Lived here for a week.

She already knew that she had traveled through time. After all, the four numbers of 2005 were written on the calendar. Although she was at a loss for this matter at first, she calmed down and thought about it later, and found that there was nothing wrong with what she was going to do. Change - find a way to restore your own strength, find the body of Sirin who was taken away by the destiny, and then revive Sirin!

The repair of the core is very slow.

Kyoko didn't dare to absorb too much Houkai energy rashly, because she had a premonition that doing so might directly open the door connected to the imaginary number space. She couldn't completely resist the will of Houkai, and the moment she connected to the door, Maybe it will become a Herrscher, she is not sure what she will do at that time.

Speaking of which, the Honkai Will generally does not forcibly control the Herrscher, at least Sirin did not show this situation, and Sirin's ability itself is connected to the imaginary space.Of course, it is also possible that she has been affected long ago. After all, when Jingzi first met Xilin, Xilin had already awakened the power of the Herrscher.But just like the counterfeit of the First Herrscher, a strong personal will can shield the will of Houkai, but Jingzi can't do it.

As long as she is connected to the door of the imaginary number space, she will definitely be affected.

Kyoko is very clear about her situation.

She will always act according to her mood, because she instinctively wants to get her feelings back through this method, and the broken will is the emotion that can easily infect Herrscher, even if she knows that it is just False feelings, I'm afraid I can't refuse, and then I will just sink into the puppet of Honkai.

As for the mysterious Herrscher personality in her body, she didn't know what it was at all. At first, she thought it was just the most perfect and hated self in her ideal, but sometimes her behavior was not like this.

She has a different and completely independent personality from herself.

Jingzi really didn't know who she was, and what was the purpose of pestering her. Although she could feel that she cared and valued herself, the idea of ​​manipulating her really made her unacceptable.

The best thing is to wait for the core to be repaired slowly, so that she doesn't have to worry about losing control of her power, and there is no risk of connecting to the imaginary space, but it takes too long, ten years or a hundred years?At that time, she didn't know what would happen to Sirin's body. If she wanted to resurrect the dead, she had to find the soul of the dead first, and the connection between the body and the soul was the closest.Even if she finds out that Sirin's soul has been reincarnated, she can kill that reincarnation and bring Sirin's soul and body back to life.

So...the body is a must...

But she was worried that the Mandate of Heaven would destroy Sirin's body, so she had to get it back as soon as possible, and this required a lot of strength.Kyoko has never said that she looks down on human technology, so if possible, she wants to learn how to use guns and various combat skills...

The only thing she was worried about was the woman in Cocolia. The other party has not shown any attitude until now, as if she really regarded her as a member of the orphanage, but she couldn't believe it. You must know that the country has become like this Under the circumstances, I am one of the culprits.

And is it possible for humans and Herrscher to coexist peacefully?

Jingzi doesn't know, she has always been unable to make decisions on such major matters, and always drifts with the flow. Although because of her ability, people will always think that this is something she has planned long ago, but in fact she is just adapting to the situation Forget it, most of the time it's not something she decides.

No feelings, no pursuits and ideals...

She was like this in the past, so she couldn't decide anything. Even if she confessed, although she initiated it, she didn't do anything at all. She just confessed directly and waited for the answer.

Thinking about it now, the self-pity and self-pity at that time was really ridiculous. She thought that she would definitely be rewarded if she took the initiative to contact others, but did she really do anything?It's ridiculous to want to snatch a girl who already has someone else in her heart just by being a friend.

But now I am no longer the self who has nothing...

She now has a goal.

Could it be... still can't decide?

No.

Unintentional people can also move forward.

Because her heart must be with Sirin...

Jing Zi finished her lunch quietly, and when she got up, she suddenly said to Lai Wei, who was worried, "Okay, then I will trouble you."

"...?"

Lai Wei didn't react for a while. When she saw Jingzi not wanting to talk to her before, she thought that her proposal made this little sister unhappy, so she was careful when eating, and didn't even dare to breathe. Now Suddenly hearing Kyoko's reply, she couldn't react for a while, but she finally came to her senses when she saw Kyoko leave.

"About combat training? You agreed?!"

"Ah."

Start changing now.

I should thank you, Honkai, because of you and I met Sirin, even if it was a false relationship, it has now filled the void in my heart, so I can move forward, and move forward to regain my Sirin!

In the endless deep sea, a faint starlight appeared.