The world is collapsing, I long for redemption

If it's really that Raiden Mei, I think the two of you are quite suitable, and you don't have any friends there. Lai Wei and the others will also be testers in the Me agency for the time being, and they don't have much time until they stabilize ..."

"No, I don't like Raiden Mei..."

"Then do you really hate Raiden Mei? Kyoko... You have to know that the past life has passed, and now you are my daughter, Raiden Kyoko... The Raiden Mei there is not your previous life, don't put the scared Emotions and hate are confused, you are just afraid that you will no longer be yourself, but you are you, there is no need to wrong yourself to do things you don’t like, even if you are really similar to your previous life, so what, there is no need to worry about these Yes, relax and enjoy the life you should have at your age."

This is why I let you go to the Far East.

Although I really want Me, but with the information given to me by Projection World 'I', it is actually not very difficult to win Me.

Cocolia wants to...

It is to let Kyoko walk more and see more things...

make more friends...

Instead of hiding in the orphanage every day, studying and training when there is nothing to do, and then often going out with the army to do missions, this kind of lifestyle like a young soldier makes her very disliked, even Lai Wei, who has a strong sense of responsibility She knows how to relax herself, but Jingzi can't do this at all. She always relaxes only when she is in the arms of her children and herself.

"I……"

Kyoko was rendered speechless.

Yes, although she always said that she didn't like Raiden Mei, and even said that she hated her when she was angry, but in fact, it was the same as what her mother said, it was impossible for her to really hate those who were kind to her , it's just that her cowardly self is afraid, although she can't explain why she is afraid...

Overwhelmed by the kindness of these people...

I'm still worried that I will slowly become similar to Raiden Mei...

do not know.

I don't want to know either.

She wanted to escape, this kind of life was too dreamy for her, she thought she was unwanted, because she was careless at the beginning, even though she said she could give everything she wanted to be loved, but How much can she give?In her opinion, feelings are priceless, and she simply can't exchange them with anything equivalent...

But at that time, that girl named Sirin needed her and gave her affection, even though that affection was not pure, even possessive, but to Jingzi, it was an irreplaceable treasure...

She originally thought that only Sirin...

But later, the appearance of her mother and the orphanage gave her more, and gradually she began to be afraid. When she knew that she might become another person in the projection world, she was not what she seemed. Calm, at that time she actually wanted to ask for help, wanted to cry...

If it wasn't for the help of her mother and that 'Qiana', she might not be able to come back...

So she didn't want to get close to Raiden Mei, because it would remind her of those things, the fear she didn't want to recall...

She is not that strong.

Perhaps, she was never strong.

In the past, it was only because of being ruthless that one could be fearless.

But now...

She has got it.

Not that heartless puppet anymore.

"Believe in our future. Mom believes that the future will get better and better. Since we met, although there have been dangerous times, the results have always been good. Mom won't force you to make friends with Raiden Mei , but mother hopes that you will not deceive yourself, and that you can live happily and bravely." Cocolia understands the entanglement in Jingzi's heart, because she has been watching Jingzi's growth all these years.

Jingzi asked, "Mom...are you worried about me?"

Hearing her question, Cocolia's eyes suddenly flashed a gleam of affection. If an ordinary child asks such a question, then he must hope to receive care and worry, but the character that Yi Jingzi has shown in the past is not like this ...

She is testing, suppressing herself...

Because this child doesn't want to worry himself...

Cocolia forced a smile on her face and said, "No, Jingzi is so smart, why would mother be worried? It's just that as a mother, it is also the parent's duty to care about the child's growing circle of friends, because Jingzi has always done a great job. ..."

"...Isn't that good?"

"It's not good, youth without mistakes is not perfect~ You don't need to think so much about youth, you just need to enjoy it to your heart's content.

Our generation did not enjoy the fun, so hard to make the future life better, I hope you can enjoy it instead of us, you should enjoy the school life, and then report to me regularly, and report what you got Happy sharing with mom...

If you are not happy, then mother will not be happy either. "

Kyoko was silent.

What a cunning way to say it, Mom...

so i'm not...

I can't refuse it.

Chapter 180 Chapter 11 "Walking into my sister's room"

In the morning, the chirping of birds is "cuckoo" outside the window, and the warm sunlight shines into the room through the transparent glass of the balcony. The girl lying on the dark blue bed is curled up, with a quiet and beautiful side face, long His eyelashes trembled, and he slowly opened his eyes, as if there were purple stars twinkling in the dark eyes.

"Haah~"

Sitting up with her hands propped up, her hair fell gently, the girl's eyes were a little moist, her face was a little dazed, she didn't care about the slipping of her pajamas, she got out of bed, put on her slippers, stood up and walked outside to the balcony, the morning breeze was still a bit cold...

"Good morning, Kyoko..."

A girl in a black dress appeared beside her.

"……Good morning."

Kyoko habitually did not look at each other.

She went into the bathroom next to her to brush her teeth and wash her face, and she didn't need to use cosmetics after washing. I don't know if it was because of the power of Houkai, her appearance and figure were growing towards a better aspect, and she hardly got sick...

Cosmetics are dispensable to her, and she doesn't like to dress herself up too beautifully.Although most of the memories given to her by A are false, it is undeniable that because she once thought she was a male soul, she thinks about some things from a boy's point of view.For example, if she is really asked to choose a love partner, she will definitely give priority to women.

But when I think of the disaster in this world...

And his identity as a lawyer...

She probably has no chance to experience the feeling of being in love. In the past, she thought about falling in love with Sirin, even though she knew that Sirin's feelings for her were not love, but if they are the only ones in the world who rely on each other, then try to fall in love There will be no problem.But now she no longer has this kind of thinking, because she has a family relationship, and she wants to protect her mother and Lai Wei, and she thinks that Sirin probably doesn't have this kind of thinking...

Of course, the most important thing is that she suddenly doesn't understand what love is.She used to think that friendship and family affection were inferior to love, and that only love was the most dreamy and great, but in fact it was just a description in the book, and love in reality was far from so beautiful.And even if it wasn't love, mother and Lai Wei let her find her true self.

I tidy up my hair, and use the butterfly hair clip my mother gave me to simply comb it into a ponytail. As long as the hairstyle doesn't affect the activities, it's enough.

Because there is no school uniform yet, Jingzi simply put on a set of trousers, a shirt, and a black suit jacket. This outfit looks like men's clothes, if her chest has not started to develop , she might be able to dress up as a handsome young man.

She looked at her chest, but hers shouldn't be as big as Mei...

He turned to look at the girl dressed in black.

This is Mei, who has reached the age of 19. She is tall and plump. As a woman, she is indeed full of charm, and the clothes on her body are often very seductive. I really don’t know why this guy always likes to wear revealing clothes...

"I don't like it because I wear it like this! The clothes that Honkai can condense are all like this, what do you want me to do...?!"

Sister Mei blushed and shouted.

But this kind of argument is not convincing at all. After all, the clothes I can condense with Honkai are very conservative. Whether it is a kimono or a wedding dress, they use a lot of fabrics, and they are not the kind that take the revealing route at all.

"How do I know!"

Sister Mei hid back in the soul space.

It's really embarrassing, she obviously didn't care about it at first, and there are not many places exposed, she thinks the clothes are still very good-looking overall, if it wasn't for Jingzi who kept saying this in her heart...

When Kyoko saw Mei-san hiding back, the corners of her mouth slightly curled up.

The guy is finally gone.

……

knock --

Just when Kyoko was about to go out, there was a sudden knock on the door. She glanced at the time on the phone's standby screen. It was only 6:30, and it was too early for Mei Lei to get up. You must know the time before arriving at school With more than an hour left, she had seen the schedule of Qianyu Academy and arrived at school before 8:10.

Raiden Mei, who was wearing a school uniform in front of the door, was holding a bunch of things, probably some underwear, and pads. When shopping last night, although Kyoko said that she didn't need these things, she still couldn't push Raiden Ryoma With the enthusiasm of Raiden Mei, Kyoko, who was too troublesome, let Raiden Mei choose some at random, and forgot these things when she got home.

pat.

The door lock was unlocked, and Kyoko opened the door.

Mei's originally uneasy mood suddenly calmed down when she saw Kyoko, because she had already decided that the next thing she had to do was to make her sister like her. A hesitant mentality, but to be more decisive.

"Kyoko, good morning, can you let me go in and put these things down?" According to the tutorial in the book, the first step to get closer to my sister is to try to let my sense of existence permeate her world...

If you can get into the room, that's a big hit!

Raiden Mei unexpectedly chose a difficult opening.

Kyoko looked at the things in her hand and frowned.First of all, she has no shortage of underwear. Although some girls like to prepare a lot of clothes, she doesn't like it.And speaking of it, her mother seems to have secretly prepared many kinds of clothes for her over the years, so she doesn't lack these things.As for the girl's pads, she doesn't need them, because she doesn't have Tiangui at all, and the Houkai energy in her body has already evolved her body to a higher level.

However, Leiden Mei still needs this kind of thing, which surprised her. Could it be that the Honkai in Leiden Mei's body can be completely silent?

That fellow Raiden Ryoma...

How on earth did this happen?

There is no such impression in the memory she has acquired.

It seems that Me's research on Herrscher is really not easy. No wonder even if my mother got the research materials of Projection World, she wanted to get Me Society into her hands, even though this world is a little different from Projection World...

Kyoko withdrew her gaze and stepped out of the way.

"come in."

She didn't think about Raiden Mei's psychological plan. After talking with her mother yesterday, her mood has returned to calm, and she decided not to deliberately alienate Raiden Mei's existence, but it's only a degree. She wants to make her fall in love with Raiden Mei is still very difficult. After all, the awkward feeling in my heart can not be corrected so easily, and it may even never be corrected...

"excuse me……"

Leiden Mei walked in with her heart beating rapidly.

Chapter 181 Chapter 12 "Miss Mei wants to go to school together"

However, Kyoko's room was not as good as Raiden Mei imagined, or she just lived in with her own luggage, and even the sheets and quilts were prepared by Raiden Ryoma, which was no different from Raiden Mei's own room. So when she came in, Raiden Mei had a sense of confusion as if she had returned to her room...

"Is there any place I can't touch?"

Mei Lei put her hand on the handle of the closet.

"No."

Jingzi said indifferently that her things were still in her suitcase, which had a security device, and if there was no password and her fingerprint to forcibly open it, the bomb inside would be enough to blow up the entire apartment.No wonder she is so cautious, because it contains communication equipment that can directly communicate with Cocolia, and there is also a weapon with high performance hidden inside, so naturally it cannot be opened casually.

Of course, she wouldn't tell Mei about this.

As long as she doesn't tell about the suitcase, with Raiden Mei's character, when she sees a lock on it, she will consciously not touch her things.

"..."

Raiden Mei opened the empty wardrobe.

silent for a while...

Then put those things she brought neatly into it.

Mei Lei adjusted her mood and closed the closet, turned around and asked Kyoko, "Auntie Nanny is preparing breakfast and bento for us, would you like to choose dishes together?"

"Let's go then."

Kyoko accepted the invitation.

Because she is afraid that her bento will be full of meat later, although it is very likely that it will be as nutritious as Raiden Mei's bento, but this kind of thing is uncertain, so it is best to go and confirm by herself, and she also wants Tell the person who cooks your taste, so that you can often eat your favorite dishes.

As for concealing one's preferences, as Raiden Mei thought, Kyoko would not be so boring, and she was not the kind of awkward little girl.

……

Leiden Mei looked at Kyoko who was expressionless in the kitchen but got along well with the nanny a little bit. She was so quiet and obedient to other people, but she only showed her thorns when she faced herself. she hurts so much...

Think of the empty closet you just saw.

Does she still want to find a chance to move out?

Mei pokes the octopus ham on the plate with a fork...

"Excuse me."

"Where, miss, you are polite."

Kyoko walked to the dining table with her bento and breakfast. She had just discussed cooking skills with the nanny. Although the nanny of Lei Dian’s family was an expert in Japanese cuisine, she didn’t know much about other dishes. I talked about some Chinese and Russian cuisines, and then re-learned Japanese cuisine with the nanny.

As soon as she walked over, she saw that Mei was 'ruining' the food. She raised her eyebrows and asked, "Don't you like ham? How about I exchange it with my eggs?" The fried egg was sent over, and then she put the octopus ham on her own plate. The dishes she originally chose were cauliflower and tomato, and a few slices of bacon...