Back to the Infinite Turbid Heart Skadi

"I have participated in every important era and every important moment in human history."

"Some are for a few hours, some are for a lifetime....

"I also don't know why this happened to me at the root.

"I only know that when my consciousness comes back again, it feels like I have passed tens of thousands of years."

"But tens of thousands of years have not affected me in the slightest, they just engraved countless memories in my memory."

"I have not been changed my mind, after all, I am just a bystander, I just transform the information I usually read into a picture, into a

An immersive experience similar to a virtual game...fF

"I thought so."

"But the longer I've been away from my roots, and the longer I've been in touch with you guys, I've realized that some things aren't what I thought they were

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"For example, if I see Lancelot, I will subconsciously avoid it, and I don't want you to misunderstand the relationship between me and Lancelot."

"When I see you, I always want to be close to you and hold your hand."

"I want to make up for what I didn't do before, and I want to continue."

"It's like wanting to replace Guinevere and become your solid backing.

"And calling you Lily is also a habit left over from the life when I got along with you who didn't become king."

"I actually wanted to call it that at first, but I held back..."

"until today."

Scarti looked at Arturia who lowered her head, and she knew that the girl must be in a complicated mood right now.

But there is no way, what she wants to say, it should be the most appropriate time to say it.

If you miss this time, Artoria will start to travel on the continent of Terra.

And this time is at least three or four years, and the longest is estimated to be five or six years.

It is unknown whether we can meet each other during this period, and even if we can contact each other, the most we can do is to use the video communication on the computer.

But it's too strange to say this in the video communication.

Since it was her last chance, she had nothing to worry about.

Taking advantage of this rain and such a unique opportunity, Skadi spoke out about this matter.

"Also, Medea, I also want to save you from the abyss.

"At that time, I couldn't do anything but watch you as beautiful as a flower, watch you marry as another woman's wife, and watch you wither and die...

"I know exactly what you want, and I know how you feel about me."

"But I'm really afraid to face it, because I'm not sure who the person I love is."

"At least the feelings for you now... no...

Artoria didn't speak, and Skadi looked at Medea with a complicated face.

Medea now feels that she is redundant sitting here, and she wants to escape.

But because she was sitting next to Skadi, when Skadi spoke, her hand was already held.

There is no way to break free, so I can only listen to Skadi's "confession" to Artoria

This feeling is very bad, making her very uncomfortable and unhappy.

But she didn't cry, she just bit her lower lip to keep her emotions from being so bad.

Even so, she still understood why Scarti was so intimate with Arturia suddenly.

No, it wasn't sudden at all, but because Scarti was at the root, and had been with her for a long, long time.

Not only did Arturia get along in the life when she became King Arthur, but she also got along in the world line that didn't become king.

Even in the life she spent with Artoria, King Arthur, she was unable to act independently like her own.

But what you need to know is that in the timeline when Arturia became King Arthur, Scarti was with Artoria as Guinevere,

Queen of King Arthur.

And in her own timeline, she was just a princess who had witnessed her inability to act autonomously throughout her life.

The gap between the two identities is very large.

Not to mention that Skadi spent her life with Arturia as a free-moving person.

What happened to them, Skadi didn't say.

But judging from the way Scarti called Artoria's intimate "Lily", it's probably also a lover or even a lover who has spent a lifetime.

Identity.

She didn't say anything, but she didn't want to "blackmail" Artoria's emotions, and she didn't want to stimulate herself.

But she really didn't need much, and she felt that Skadi would not talk about herself.

As a result, after Arturia was silent, Skadi looked at her and said those words.

that's enough......

enough..

She didn't ask for much.

"Honey, please stop talking.

"I will work hard, and I will definitely not be worse than them."

In fact, even if Medea didn't interrupt Skadi, she couldn't continue talking.

Because Skadi himself doesn't know the answer to this question.

Several figures flashed in her mind

Kelsey, Teresia, Titi, Ali and teammates from previous lives...

Which of these people is the one she really loves?

She suddenly wanted to avoid this question timidly.

Because she couldn't confirm it.

In other words, she didn't dare to confirm this question.

Sure enough, like and love are two different things.

If she likes it, she can easily say it.

But the word love, she avoided from the previous life to this life.

It is estimated that in the next long time, she will fall into confusion.

"Why are you telling me these things now, Master?"

Artoria also calmed down, she looked up at Scarti, curious as to why she was telling herself this now.

"I didn't hide it from you on purpose, I just..."

"how to say......

"I don't know what to say."

"After all, it's just a one-way message from me.

"The reason I'm talking about it now is because you will be traveling on the continent of Terra after this.

"It may be a long time before we meet again."

"Even if you can chat via video chat, you can chat via text.

"But it's very different from saying it face-to-face.

"And now that I've said it, I can also give Lily you time and space to buffer."

"By the way, Lancelot has not lost his perception of me, even though I appear in a different way."

"Although I don't know exactly what I did."

"But he still recognized me, and he would rather defy the Command Spell than hurt me.

"That's weird, but plausible, I think...

"Since he can remember, Lily, you should remember too."

"I want you to remember the past."

"It just needs some special conditions to trigger.

"I made this decision under the impetus of all kinds of thoughts."

"As for Lily, will you really remember it later, or will you forget it?"

"It's actually nothing."

"Tell me why...

"Probably what I wanted to tell you.

"I feel like if I don't speak up now, I might never have a chance in my life.

"In that case, why not try to be brave?"

After Skadi said this, she couldn't help laughing, laughing happily.

"You can say that I am self-willed, you can blame me for being selfish~~"

"Anyway, I've already said it, Lily, you can go and recollect it yourself."

Skadi is really only thinking about herself, which is different from her usual style, but consistent with her previous life's style.

The reason for doing this, as she said, is because of her occasional willfulness.

Artoria wanted to say something when she heard her "irresponsible" words.

But at this moment, the door of the compartment was opened, and the waiter came over pushing a dining cart.

There is a hot pot on it, and the compartment below is a variety of ingredients.

When outsiders came, Artoria didn't speak, she just lowered her head and drank tea to hide her emotions.

"Please enjoy."

Before the waiter came in, he didn't expect that there would be three beauties with different styles inside, but their professionalism still made him calm down.

Keep your head down and put everything away.

After saluting to them, he left.

The hot hot pot was bubbling with red oil. For this hot pot, Skadi didn't choose the mandarin duck pot.

With a glance, you can see the peppers floating on the surface of the soup.

Just looking at it, you can feel the hot feeling.

Medea gulped a mouthful of saliva, her eyes glanced at Skadi, and then at the hot pot.

He stretched out his finger and pointed, and ordered those dishes again, hesitating a little.

"Eat, it's fine."

"You are a heroic spirit, why do you need to worry about these things.

What Skadi said made Medea unable to refute, she could only pick up the chopsticks, and tentatively clamped them into the pot.

After seeing the red oil dripping down from the chicken, she hesitated.

"Eat it~~ You will get used to it soon."

Seeing her like this, Skadi continued to encourage her.

"I...I'll try..." Medea took a deep breath, and finally handed the piece of chicken to her mouth.

"I..." After sniffing, a slightly irritating, very fragrant smell rushed into my nose.

Although it was very attractive, Medea still didn't dare to look at the red oil on it.