Back to the Infinite Turbid Heart Skadi

No matter how tempting it is, it is unmoved.

It seemed that what was in front of her was not the Lust|Desire Demon King Lilith, but a pink skeleton.

"You might as well become a monk, you idiot.

Rolling her eyes, Lilith didn't say anything, and pushed the man away.

And after the man left, Lilith continued to drink the red wine slowly, her mouth was opening and closing gently, as if she was muttering to herself...

"Fufu...damn it, Lilith."

Memories that I don't want to remember swept through my mind, how could Skadi not know that it was Lilith's cause.

That woman can get her [Devil King's Promise] into her hands, she must have found her, and even now she has been located.

This is really a bad thing.

After all, Lilith can find her, and other guys she has enemies with can also find her through various methods.

Now I can only pray that because of the closure of the Ark World, the other party cannot come in.

Otherwise, you really have to think about how to fight wits and courage with those enemies in the future.

"What's wrong with you?" Looking at Skadi holding a parchment in his hand, he fell into a daze, without any response for a long time, and finally suddenly

After waking up with a start, Mrs. Gui began to worry after she was panting there.

"It's okay." Shaking her head, Lilith is really a "lingering ghost"

The only good news is that she is now a woman, even if she comes to her, it is absolutely impossible to leave any children or the like.

If this female devil is really pregnant with her own child, Skadi can foresee how many Lilith's licking dogs will target her, that's not a big deal

what a fun thing to do.

"Really?"

Mrs. Ghost is still a little unsure, no matter how she looks like this, she doesn't seem to be okay.

"Really, don't worry, I'm fine."

Showing a smile, Skadi didn't want to hide her deliberately, but this matter is really beyond her ability to handle.

In the hands of Lilith, Mrs. Ghost is someone who can be killed with a single paw.

With that woman's character, it's too easy to do this kind of fact.

"Why do I still provoke these people without doing anything?"

Rubbing his forehead, Skadi recalled the previous events, always feeling too strange.

You must know that in the entire [Game of the Gods], among all the well-known agents, she is the one who is known for not being close to desire.

Others, even those who practice Buddhist scriptures or ascetic monks, will be attacked and changed to some extent.

After all, although there are many skills and weapons that can only be used under certain conditions in [Game of the Gods], those things are dead, but people are alive.

In a place like [Game of the Gods], which is oppressive and may die at any time, there are too few people who can insist on themselves.

Everyone becomes a slave of desire, and the most normal life is to live one day at a time.

Therefore, although there are those that are not close to female sex/masculine sex, they basically disappear after reaching the SSS level.

Skadi is the only guy who is a "department" when he leaves [Game of the Gods].

Others knew this too, but apart from their persistent admiration for her, they never thought that she was strong because of it.

Of course, it’s not that she is the only [place] at that time. To describe her in that way, it’s because in the eyes of outsiders, she doesn’t even move her heart, and she doesn’t fall in love with her.

Love.

The two female players who liked her were at least emotionally attracted to her, and others knew this, and it was normal not to have those experiences.

Why Skadi did that is still a mystery.

That's right, she has already become ascetic to this extent, no matter how she provokes, each woman is more powerful than the other.

[Shout, scumbag, just making excuses for my fickleness. 】

Xiao Ai seems to have recovered from the runaway, and Skadi's inner thoughts are not covered up.

It's like saying it in my heart, it's really normal for Xiao Ai to hear it

Xiao Ai immediately commented on her "brazenness".

"Huh? I didn't take the initiative to provoke you."

Skadi frowned, she was absolutely sure of this.

【Yeah, I didn't take the initiative to provoke you. 】

[But because of the task, you need to get close, because of the task, you need to make friends with others, because of the task, you need to get along with others alone, or even

Even because of the task, you have to attack others. 】

[Hmph, then you feel that this is all a task, and it can't affect your "Dao Heart" at all. 】

[That's not a scumbag, what is it? Love others to death, but you can easily get away with it, hehe. 】

Xiao Ai seemed to have vented the dissatisfaction given to her by the goddess of fate on Skadi, and ridiculed her head and face.

"It's so scolding." Skadi didn't refute when she heard her say that.

She just sighed slightly, mocking herself a little.

"If it weren't for the mission, who would want to do these things...

"I don't know why [Game of the Gods] always likes to give me that kind of task, and most of them must be done."

"Obviously, I would rather hold a weapon and fight an enemy that is more difficult than the task, but I don't want to do it, but let me do it.

"hateful.....

Should it be said that Skadi really has a very clear understanding of herself, or should it be said that she is outrageously scum.

[You were not so unhappy when you got Asuna and CC Raiders and let them become your teammates

【Aren't you proud of yourself for being able to do this?】

【Even if you didn't touch them, in the end, what happened behind them is all your problem. 】

...Can't refute it, damn it. "

I don't know if it was a joke or if I really admitted it, but Skadi didn't refute it.

【Eh? Are you admitting it?】

Xiao Ai originally thought that she would refute and evade like before, and she had already thought up the words of ridicule.

But now her indirect admission is beyond her expectation.

"I would have denied it before, but not now.

"The me before was so broken that I couldn't even take out the [sword]. mr

"But my Dao heart has begun to repair, and I already understand what I want to do."

"So next, I will never run away from what I have done."

"The revenge I forged, I will avenge.

"What I owe, I will pay back."

"The person I failed, I..."

"I tried to ask their forgiveness."

"In short, after escaping for so long, I can no longer evade."

[Tao Xin] The most important thing in repairing is that she must persist in her "self". She has to face the wrong past and do well what she didn't do well.

Only by truly doing all these things, can she be "complete" now, and can truly stabilize her [Tao Heart].

Being able to "take up the sword" again is the first step, and being able to use the sword that cuts off cause and effect is the second step.

But the first two steps can go so fast, purely because she is now Skadi.

And the road to go after that is not so simple.

She knows this very well, and also understands why the past becomes a nightmare to haunt her—as long as she uses the abilities and items of the past more and more

The more, the more summoned beasts and followers are summoned, the more she overlaps with her past self.

Although in the end, she is still the main one now, but she also has to face herself who is no longer so simple.

[Strange person... But since you have already made such a choice, it is hard for me to say anything. 】

【Also, Lilith was able to find you, it was not an accident. 】

[After you swung that sword, you are destined to be unable to hide yourself. 】

[After all, what the sword cut off was not only the cause and effect of Mrs. Ghost, but also the concealment of herself. 】

[The only good news is that at least until the game of gods puts us in the hostile world, the world of Ark is closed and they cannot enter. 】

[Even those guys from the "Original World" are the same, they can't come here. 】

【Honestly, dear Skadi, how many women and enemies have you provoked?】

Xiao Ai is very clear about Skadi's past, and about the [Game of the Gods] part.

But little is known about some of her experiences in the mission world.

Now that it has been brought up, Xiao Ai wants to know what she has done

"Ah? Don't interrogate me like a bad person, I'm the real...

"All right....."

"If you want to say how many women you have provoked, if you count your two teammates, there are three, four, five, right?"

Skadi wanted to make a joke, but she seemed to be getting tired of talking herself, so she started counting her crimes.

【Counting your teammates, three, four, five? Do you think I will trust you?】

[Your two teammates, CC and Asuna, plus Lilith are already three. 】

【You told me there are only three, four, five? Do you think I believe it?】

【Whose is your jade dagger?】

【Whose reason is your heart broken?】

[And the SS-level jewelry you collected, and which little elf is willing to become the elf queen for you, guiding the post-war elves under the world tree?]

The elves start their lives anew. 】

【Not to mention how many agents you provoke are your enemies and how many have feelings for you. 】

[You told me three, four, five? I don't believe it. 】

【I don't believe~~~】

[I don't believe it~~~~~~~~

Xiao Ai's voice was stretched at the back, making it clear that she was mocking her.

"Lue, it's useless if you don't believe me, I just didn't do anything."

Skadi counted carefully, and there were really not many.

【Hmph, since you said that, when you are found later, don't blame me for mocking you. 】

Xiao Ai's tone was very dissatisfied, and Skadi continued to think about it, but she still didn't seem to find more.

【It's really too hard to expect this emotional idiot to know something. 】

Although Xiao Ai is not clear, but based on Skadi's current personality and previous personality, I am afraid that she "provoked" others without realizing it.

Hate is easy to spot, but the emotions hidden in the heart are hard to spot unless someone really understands it.

But now there is no way to say anything, Xiao Ai can't grab Skadi and ask, what's the matter with you?

"Strange~"

Skadi was a little confused by Xiao Ai's obsession, but she couldn't solve these problems for the time being.

"I may not be able to count the people I provoked, but the guys I provoked, excluding the agents and messengers, seem to be quite a lot."