The First Formation of My Goddess/The World's No. 1 Her Majesty the Queen

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There is only one reason for Chu Lian's hesitation, how should I tell her.

Whether in the original novel or in this real world, Yingman Chunxia is Yingmanji's stepmother, and a mother who loves him very much.

Now he survived, but Ying Manji consumed all his life because of protecting them.

How can such a result not make people sigh and sigh?

If it were me, I'm afraid I wouldn't be able to accept such an ending.

Although...Although her memory is likely to slowly dissipate over the millennium like Maki and Xiaojoji, and become a member of time, is this really the case?

There is no way to confirm it, let alone seek the answer, the only thing that is certain is that I am a little too afraid to let her out.

Even if she has part of her own experience as a new memory, will this talented female researcher really have no way to retrieve her memory in the days to come?

This may not mean that there is no way, she wants to find out, because she has learned those high technologies under her own hands, and it is not impossible to find a way to restore the memory.

As for keeping her away from high technology?That not only wasted an outstanding talent, but also went against my purpose this time.

"Why hesitate?" Shinomiya Ayase was a little curious seeing her like this.

"I'm... a little worried..." She didn't say what she was worried about, and Shinomiya Ayase didn't think about it, she just looked at her and smiled slightly: "Is there anything that can be left behind, isn't it the time to wake us up now?" Is it the best time? If you miss this time, it will be very difficult to get in in the future."

"Our memory is extremely vague. The only thing we can remember is our own name and some other very deep memories. But apart from these, the rest of the people, or anything, have been forgotten."

When she said this, her tone was very soft, she shook her head and said it, as if she was remembering, and also seemed to be reminiscing.

"Yes, maybe yes, but it doesn't matter. Remembering something is to forget some, and then remember some. The last thing left is the one you want to remember the most."

Looking at her appearance, Chu Lian spoke softly, as if he was talking about her and himself.

She knew that the person Shinomiya Ayase remembered most deeply was Chou Shinya.But like Xiaotiaoji and Qiqi, after knowing that the two of them had already sacrificed in their hearts, the timidity and fear of not daring to touch the depths of their memories made them subconsciously forget those people.

This so-called forgetting means not wanting to think about it under non-specific circumstances, but it is not true memory loss.

Whether such a result is good or bad is not known for the time being. What Chu Lian knows is that if it really comes to a certain point, it is actually not difficult for them to remember.

Memorizing this kind of thing is only about willingness, not forgetting or not.

But unlike Xiaotiaoji and the others, the kind of sadness and evasion caused by the death of someone he once liked in order to protect himself does not apply to Yingman Chunxia.

Because, she is a family relationship, a family relationship where blood is thicker than water.Even if they are not biological, they have been no different from the real mother and child for so many years.

After she came out, she might not remember it for a long time, but could she really forget it?

As time goes by, she will inevitably have doubts, and then pursue the truth, and finally face a choice, whether to choose a new life or save the old life?

It stands to reason that she doesn't need to be so worried, after all, she is not the person involved in this kind of matter.

But just as Xiaotiaoji said, Chu Lian has an inexplicable sense of responsibility in this kind of matter, and she doesn't want her own reasons to make her fall into pain.

If that's the case, she would rather she never wake up - in this space where time flows extremely fast, but it doesn't age, it shouldn't be a problem to just stay there all the time.

Compared with Yingman Chunxia, ​​the situation of Shrine Arisa and Thrush is much better.

She knew through Eve that when their world was destroyed that year, it was the time when Ying Manji had just accepted the power of the void, went to the funeral home to see the situation, and was arrested.

At that time, Arisa, the enshrined courtyard, hadn't met Chou Shenya, and the only thing he had was that cold family.The deep images in her memory may have almost worn out, and she can completely start a new life in this world.

But Tsugumi is even simpler, she joined the funeral club only for some personal reasons and Shinomiya Ayase, as long as Ayase is here, she will have no problems.

As for Shinomiya Ayase, apart from being unable to let go of Chou Shinya, she was also a funeral home.

Now that world is gone, so there is nothing to worry about. This, in the end, should be said by herself.

"Time will prove these things. It's useless to worry about them now. Let's talk about them after waking them up." Shinomiya Ayase still meant the same thing, and Chu Lian also knew that this was the only and best way.

After thinking about it, Youyou sighed: "Maybe I'm thinking too much, these things, I still have to leave it to time, and let them solve it by themselves. I, I think so much, what to do... ..."

She also understood that no matter how much she thought about it, she still had to do what she did at the beginning in the end.

If we don't take this opportunity to wake them up, we may not be able to receive a response and come here again in the future.

Except for these five machines that were on, the other machines were all sunk in darkness, she couldn't see what was inside, and couldn't detect anything.

It was so strange here, so strange that she was not sure at all.It can also be said that after such a long time, Chu Lian once again felt powerless about the secrets of her body.

"Then, let's do it like this..." Biting his lower lip, he took all the things that haven't happened and might not happen in the future into his heart, Chu Lian stretched out his hand and pressed it in front of the transparent glass, silently A touch of spiritual consciousness covered it, trying to wake up that person.

She didn't know what to do, and it was the best she could think of.Regardless of whether it can be used or not, let's solve it.

"Impossible..." Spiritual power cannot penetrate, and neither does spiritual consciousness.She could only look at the naked woman inside, feeling anxious and helpless.

"How should I wake you up?" Xiaojoji woke up automatically for a special reason, and Ayase woke up because of his own call, so what about the rest?

"Call her name." Shinomiya Ayase also noticed this situation, and after pondering for a while, asked Chu Lian to do so.

"Will it work?" She didn't know, she had doubts in her heart, closed her eyes, and said her name silently: "Wake up, Yingman Chunxia... wake up... Yingman Chunxia..."

"Wake up... Cherry Man Chunxia?"

who is it?Who is speaking?

Cherry blossoms in spring and summer, who is it?

The space deep in the memory is a deep sea, she fell into the deepest and deepest seabed, there is no way to see the sky, no light, not even a sound.

She didn't know how long she slept here, but she just felt as if she hadn't met anyone else for a long, long time.

The flow of time is so strange that she no longer has any concept, who is she, where is this place, who is calling me?

The drowning person can still struggle, but she can't do anything, waving her hands, shaking her head, the long hair floating in the water, everything is so strange.

She heard someone calling herself, but she didn't have the strength to open her eyes and couldn't see who it was.

"Just like this forever, forever?" The fact that her memory was overwritten doesn't mean she didn't know anything.Such an experience and situation is definitely not a good thing.

But she couldn't struggle, and she couldn't even figure out who was calling her.

"I want to wake up..." She originally wanted to fall into a deep sleep again, but she couldn't fall asleep at all under the girl's soft call.

The thought in my heart became more and more "I want to find her".

She wanted to know who was calling herself and why she was calling.

She vaguely felt that this was a very important matter, but she really couldn't wake up.

"That's it... Forget it... I don't have the strength..." After exhausting all the methods and failing to get up, she finally chose to give up, chose to put all this down, and waited for time to drown herself .

However, she wanted to give up, but Chu Lian who called her did not give up.

After realizing that she seemed to be waking up, but she didn't really wake up, even though the girl couldn't guess what was going on in her heart, she still understood it pretty well.

So, after being silent for a while, gritting her teeth, she finally said what she didn't want to say.

Yes, instead of letting her awaken this memory and live in pain in the future, it is better to let her know now and make her own decision.

Whether it is good medicine or poison depends on how she tastes it.

"Yingman Chunxia, ​​don't you want to know the whereabouts of Yingmanji?"

"Don't you want to know where he is now?"

"Do you just want to stay here forever and let him suffer alone?"

"Could it be... can you rest assured that he lives alone?"

Each question fell on her heart like an electric shocker, bringing her vitality.

"That's right...that's right...Ji...Ji...What's wrong with that child?" With inexplicable strength, she finally opened her eyes and saw the relieved expression of the girl pasted in front of the glass. figure.

"Where is Ji?" Seeing her, what she asked was not "Who are you", but "Where is Ji?"

This strong belief is really worthy of the identity of a mother.

"Let's talk about his affairs after we come out." Seeing her appearance, Chu Lian also knew that at this time, her memory must have been confused by her shouting just now, and she has not yet realized who she is.

That's a good thing, but it's not a very good thing either.

"You..." After a while, the memory of Yingman Chunxia began to recover, and then some situations in Chu Lian's life and his own situation were accepted one by one, and he also understood.

"I..." Biting her lower lip, she floated to the glass, and looked at Chu Lian through the thin glass, unable to say anything.

"I'll talk about it later, I'll wake them up first..." Without daring to look her in the eye, Chu Lian retreated a distance, then went to the two instruments next door, and woke up Thrush and Alyssa.

The hand that was pressing on the glass was slightly lowered, and the memory of Yingmanji began to emerge little by little in the depths of Yingman Chunxia's mind.

Since marrying his father as his stepmother, he has been working hard to avoid his fate, but in the end he still failed.

Just when she thought the meeting was on its destined path, the whole world suddenly collapsed.

Yes, literally.The sky turned upside down and everything started to crumble and fall.

Before she lost consciousness, the only thing she cared about was Sakura Manji.

And this loss of memory, is it that long?

"It's been more than 1000 years...Ji..." From that time to now, in terms of time, it has been 1000 years.

For more than 1000 years, it is really a sea of ​​vicissitudes, and everything will change.

Her memory remains, not because of how powerful she is, but because she has not awakened during these times, and all memories are hidden in her soul, so she can still remember them.

"Ji..." Looking at the naked girl floating beside her, she opened her lips to say something, but finally closed them weakly.

That's it, that's it... Let's talk about the episodes later, there's nothing to say here.

"Huh~ Where is this place?" While she was thinking about something, a young girl's voice full of energy came from next door.It was ringing in the ear, it seemed to be talking, but it didn't look like it.

As Chu Lian thought, thrush's problem was much simpler, and it was much less difficult for her to wake up than Yingman Chunxia, ​​just a few words, and thrush woke up.

"Oh oh oh, I see, it turns out to be like this! Great, this world is fun, are you Chu Lian? We should get along well in the future! Oh, by the way, I am a hacker and I can help you a lot A lot of things!"

This was the first time Chu Lian met such a bright and energetic young girl. She said a lot of words so familiarly that she didn't know how to answer them.

But it feels good, um, good.

"It's inconvenient here, let's talk about it after we get out of here." Chu Lian couldn't stand it anymore, and while taking a step back, he also said the same thing, and then went to the last shrine Arisa.

"Arisa..." In the original book, she is a girl who is paranoid because of love, and she is willing to do anything for what she likes.

But Chu Lian was able to understand that what she did was not so much giving everything for love, but rather grabbing a straw to save herself.

So what if she is a famous young lady, she cannot control all her fate in her own hands.Even in the future, he was arranged to marry that rich man in Shanghai.

If so many things hadn't happened, she would probably have complied with this arrangement.

However, all this changed after meeting that outstanding man.

Undoubtedly, Chou Shinya has a very high personal charm, plus he is too handsome, and he is still on the cruise ship, who brought her the first romantic experience in a real sense, and the priest Arisa likes it He is normal.

But it is also because of this, coupled with the experience of District 11 later, that the girl who already had a rebellious heart because of giving up on the future embarked on the road of rebellion.

Everything he did was not so much for the sake of Chiu Shenya, but rather to subvert the identity and fate of the so-called eldest lady.

Of course, all of this is based on the premise that she is dissatisfied with her own identity and has only one concern for the future.

When she was by her side, would she still have that kind of experience?It must be impossible.

"The eldest lady should be the eldest lady, just be the eldest lady for the rest of my life..." Chu Lian muttered to himself as he reached out and stroked her face through the glass.

She felt pity for this young girl very much, since she saved her, she should give her the freest and most carefree young lady life.

This is not an unconditional sacrifice. She believes that the ability and potential of the priest Arisa is worth it.

"I hope you can find someone you like, and he will like you too."

Chou Shenya is destined to have no fate with her, that man, his heart has long been seduced by the real name possessed by Eve, how could he notice this girl.

In Chou Shinya's eyes, she is someone who can be used.If she didn't even have the identity of the eldest lady, she would be a complete stranger.

This cannot be said to be Chu Shenya's fault, it can only be said to be a trick of good fortune.

It won't happen now, she hasn't encountered anything yet, and she can choose everything.

There are so many good men in the world, and there are many who are better than Chou Shinya.The big deal is that if you don't like men, you can choose women. At most, I will suffer a little and let you rely on me.

The sympathy for her in my heart finally turned into a kind of malicious speculation.

She is also clear that Arisa, the enshrined courtyard, is a straight daughter who likes men, and the possibility of falling in love with women is not high.

Just help her check it out and prevent some scumbags from taking advantage of it.

Well, that's what she thinks now, that's all.

"Don't go to sleep, Miss Arisa of the Shrine..." Muttering to her, Arisa even opened her eyes earlier than Tsugumi, as if she was a maid waking herself up in daily life.