He looked up at me while taking off his shoes.

"I worry about you."

"worry about me?"

"Well, these people today are the ones who got involved during the game, right?"

All day, Lu Haochen didn't say anything, but I knew he guessed it, but I didn't know he said it so directly.

"...I, I just..."

just what?

I don't know it myself, maybe it's just to make myself feel better?

Lu Haochen's bright eyes stared at me closely, and his voice carried a rare gentleness.

"No matter what you do, I'll be with you."

"..."

You are so damn gentle! !

Tears almost burst out, her eyes turned red all of a sudden, she subconsciously turned her head away from looking at him, and raised her hand to cover her mouth.

I didn't even dare to breathe, for fear that if I took a tight breath, I would cry myself out.

Being able to have such a silent supporter by my side at such a time made my heart that had been cold for many years receive a heavy blow in an instant!

I even felt that my inner defense line, the defense line built to protect myself, was instantly torn apart by this sentence!

Lu Haochen lowered his head, took off the shoe on the other foot, then gently rubbed it for me to smooth the blood flow on his foot, and then sat beside me.

I closed my eyes and tried to calm myself down, but... Before I could calm down, suddenly, a big hand wrapped around my shoulder.

Subconsciously looking down, I saw Lu Haochen's big hand, and then turned around... I was directly embraced by Lu Haochen.

"Cry..."

"You bastard baby!"

"Well, I'm a bastard."

Tears gushed out of his eyes unstoppably at this moment, and the guilt in his heart drowned everything.

"You are so unreasonable!"

"Well, I'm not being reasonable."

Tears had already wetted all eyes, her voice was choked up, and she was still cursing at him.

"You bastard bastard!"

"Well, I'm a bastard bastard."

"Pfft...cough cough, aren't you out of shape?"

Hearing that Lu Haochen even admitted to the 'bad boy', his originally remorseful mood was suddenly amused.

However, Lu Haochen didn't say anything, just hugged me.

I didn't speak any more, but the tears were still rolling down my cheeks.

I don't know how long I have been crying, it's really not like me to be so weak.

But crying is right, at least I understand, only in this way can I vent.

If you really completely closed your emotions, then the real trouble will be next.

So... I didn't control my emotions, I just cried silently at the beginning, and in the end, I just burst into tears.

I don't care if Lu Haochen sees his weakness, now I just want to cry for the things I did for myself.

I knew that I was on the verge of collapse at that time, and I knew that I had no choice at that time.

But in the end... I killed 56 people based on my subjective thoughts.

Killed 56, completely unrelated passers-by.

"Hao Chen...I didn't want to, and I didn't want to...I, the me at that time, didn't know what to do anymore."

"Well, I know, I know it all."

"You know shit!!"

"Yes! I know shit!! But I still know!!"

This bastard baby! ! !

Heh ~ MD!

I don't know how long I've been crying, I'm tired of crying, crying...it's already dawn.

And Lu Haochen didn't say anything, just sat beside me like this, crying with me, and from time to time... handed him a tissue.

Until finally, I fell asleep.

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When I woke up again, it was already evening, and outside the window, the afterglow of the setting sun had not yet dissipated.

Slowly sat up, shook his dizzy head, but found that he might have a migraine, and it hurt a little.

He lowered his head and glanced at his body, his clothes were still there, Lu Haochen didn't take the opportunity to do anything, so he could be regarded as an honest gentleman.

There was a sound of rushing water from the bathroom next to it, probably Lu Haochen was taking a shower.

I didn't take a shower before going to bed. Although I didn't sweat frequently, I still felt a little awkward. Maybe it's because I'm used to taking a bath every day?

After venting, my mood became much smoother and more relaxed, and the relaxation made me feel a little overwhelmed.

"It seems... the choice to cry out is the right one."

Sensibility is sensibility, rationality is rationality. The sensibility at the time made me cry. Afterwards, rationality will stand on the ruthless commanding heights to judge the pros and cons of my behavior at that time.

But no matter what, I did cry and vented out, and the sense of self-blame in my heart has been reduced a lot.

After all, is there another saying?

I'm already like this, what do you still think about me?

I have done everything I can do, I think, at least I have done what I should do, that's all.

I turned my head, took my bag, took out two wet towels and wiped my face. It seemed that Lu Haochen had already wiped my face before going to bed. There was not much of the wrinkle feeling after the tears dried up, not too much, But a little is still a little bit.

"Hiss~huh..."

He breathed a long sigh of relief, and sat on the edge of the bed. Gradually waking up made everything before his eyes gradually clear and sharp.

'crunch'

With the sound of the bathroom door opening, I turned my head and looked over. Lu Haochen was wearing a bathrobe and coming out of the bathroom, with a happy expression on his face after just taking a shower.

"woke up?"

"Um……"

I glanced at Lu Haochen, and I nodded. I don't have any embarrassment about my crying last night. I might be embarrassed before crying, but after crying...it's just like that. What else can I do? , what do you care about?

"finished Wash?"

"Um~um."

Lu Haochen seemed a little surprised by my cold voice, it wasn't that I spoke in a cold voice on purpose, but that I was just like this, when I cried, I cried what I should cry, and when I was done crying, I was still the same person, and I still had to do what I had to do What.

"Get dressed and get ready to go."

After I finished speaking, I ignored him, and took out a change of clothes from my bag and walked into the bathroom. Lu Haochen was taken aback for a while.

"Oh……"

This set of mourning clothes is basically not going to be used anymore, so after I changed it, I threw it directly into the trash can. For me, I have done everything I can. But still have to face the unknown and terrifying future.

After taking a good bath and rubbing the fragrance in vain, my body instantly relaxed. Looking at myself in the mirror, this body... is indeed more devil than the devil. Although I have been used to it for so long, but if you look carefully Sometimes, there will still be a little heartbeat.

"Hey... If the bus incident hadn't happened, maybe I should kneel in front of Liu Wanqian and beg him to give me my daughter right now?"

Or was it cemented and sank to the bottom of the sea?

Well... who knows what tricks Liu Wanqian has?

Shrugging, looking at himself in the mirror, he smiled wryly and shook his head.

"Liu Yunyan, Liu Yunyan... you are really unlucky."

It's unlucky enough, there are so many people in the world, why did I get selected and survived? If I knew the future would be so dangerous, it would be better if I was eaten on the bus back then?

Taking a deep breath, she took a hair dryer and blow-dried her hair up and down. It is very troublesome to dry her hair. From Linnai's mouth, she learned that many girls hesitate between taking a bath and washing their hair most of the time. Some girls even Didn't wash my hair for days.

After all, with such long hair, it is quite troublesome to take good care of it.

But I have my own advantages. The special properties of the evil spirit body allow me to choose what substance to touch under what circumstances. I can choose to touch water instead of hair. The claws of the spirit body brushed the hair, and the water stains were basically wiped off all at once.

Of course, there is still some moisture left.

This is one of the reasons why I wash my hair normally every time I take a shower.

Stretch out the two fingers of the evil spirit body, then clamp the hair after extending it, and flick it down, and in an instant... most of the hair is dry.

Shaking my head, shaking my long hair, and putting down the hair dryer, this is my habit, and it can be regarded as one of the habits I usually use to disguise. I can choose not to do these things when facing Lu Haochen, but for Lingnai and Shaohe, I had to look like a normal blow dry.

Otherwise, it is easy to arouse the suspicion of the two.

I put on the new underwear I bought a long time ago, flared denim trousers, and a slightly loose denim jacket on the upper body.

A pure white T-shirt was used as the bottom layer, and my long hair was thrown back. I looked at myself in the mirror, and I was still in good spirits. The existence of the evil spirit body made my body recover much faster than normal people. If it was a normal person like this If you cry, it is estimated that the eyeballs will be swollen the next day.

And I... Now, there is no trace on the eye circles at all.

The skin is still a little unnaturally white, probably not worse than the skin tone of white people.

The bag is a small gray and black bag. The upper part of the bag is gray, while the lower part is black flannel. It gives a strong contrast. It’s pretty, isn’t it?

Turning around and walking out of the bathroom, seeing Lu Haochen who had already changed his clothes and was sitting on the sofa playing with his mobile phone boredly, I put one hand on my waist and made a pose.

"How about it?"

Lu Haochen put down his phone, his eyes lit up, and he nodded.

"pretty."

"Cut~"

He gave Lu Haochen a blank look, concealed the joy in his heart, turned around and walked to the bed, put all the things in the black bag into this bag, and watched Lu Haochen snap his fingers.

'Snapped! '

"Xiao Chen smash, let's go!"

"Whoo!"

Lu Haochen put down his phone, stood up energetically, and yawned, looking like a standard dog leg.

This kid is really skinny sometimes, but he's more handsome, so he's not too annoying.

Think about changing to the previous self making that expression, emmmm...why does my iron fist feel itchy for no reason?

Forget it, I still don’t want to.

After thinking about it for a while, the tall me in the past is really worthless.

Looking back again, looking at Lu Haochen's somewhat handsome face, I felt jealous for no reason.

shook his head.

"Hey... People are deader than people."

"Ok?"

Lu Haochen looked at me in bewilderment.

"It's nothing, it's just...it's good to look good, ha~"

"???"

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